Monday, August 23, 2010
sighs stress as
econ111 test tomorrow
i only study till half way
haven't done past papers.
omg so screwed.
been too hea for the last few days
sighs regret now...
econ111 test tomorrow
i only study till half way
haven't done past papers.
omg so screwed.
been too hea for the last few days
sighs regret now...
what we could have been, 4:13 PM.
Friday, August 20, 2010
sorry peoples, was busy studying for my math test worth 20% of final grade, so didn't have time to write something.
i'm feeling sick right now, sick because of tanking math test for a week.
more like i think i'm growing a tooth, thats why feeling sick.
sometimes i feel that humans are very scary.
someone's been trying to show me how good his life is now.
i don't know why, because i really don't give a shit anymore.
and i don't feel the need to show me, as long as your good then all good.
more like not only showing me, showing everyone?
i think good/happy times with the most special person aren't meant to be shared publicly.
and i don't know why he would even ask me if chocolateb. is nice or not, so random.
i'd like to have my special hangouts, special songs with my love ones now, privately to myself and their memories.
don't like anyone invading them.
luckily that i still have my private special hangout places.
but something really funny is that, all those places aren't the first time i go, but the first time he went.
well i like it because that's my job, bringing him all over auckland to feast.
because seeing him eat good food makes me happy.
the best thing is letting me decide the menu all the time haha.
can't stand him eating fast food all the time, feel so charm.
seriously was so pissed for a moment when some fag put her msn name as the song title of 'our song'. luckily we have heaps of our songs haha
it just reminds me of the drama that im watching now- 'growing through life', the one with raylam and bosco inside.
bosco's ex is raylam's current fiancée, and bosco and her used to have their song called ' i hear angels'. and raylam liked it too after listening to bosco's ringtone which is 'i hear angels' then he decided to use it for his wedding song, and the girl rage quit the wedding hahahaha.
ok i'm gonna go eat some laksa now and then go for a shower, i feel kinda lazy, been lying on the sofa whole day boiling dramas.
my body is starting to kinda itchy hahahahaha ok that sounds yuck.
watching war and beauty now, pretty cool.
oh and btw, ron drinks 'lift' while he was in aussie in the drama 'triumph in the skies',and we have it here! so i'm gonna drink it now =]
i miss my bape,haven't seen him for ages TT
i'm feeling sick right now, sick because of tanking math test for a week.
more like i think i'm growing a tooth, thats why feeling sick.
sometimes i feel that humans are very scary.
someone's been trying to show me how good his life is now.
i don't know why, because i really don't give a shit anymore.
and i don't feel the need to show me, as long as your good then all good.
more like not only showing me, showing everyone?
i think good/happy times with the most special person aren't meant to be shared publicly.
and i don't know why he would even ask me if chocolateb. is nice or not, so random.
i'd like to have my special hangouts, special songs with my love ones now, privately to myself and their memories.
don't like anyone invading them.
luckily that i still have my private special hangout places.
but something really funny is that, all those places aren't the first time i go, but the first time he went.
well i like it because that's my job, bringing him all over auckland to feast.
because seeing him eat good food makes me happy.
the best thing is letting me decide the menu all the time haha.
can't stand him eating fast food all the time, feel so charm.
seriously was so pissed for a moment when some fag put her msn name as the song title of 'our song'. luckily we have heaps of our songs haha
it just reminds me of the drama that im watching now- 'growing through life', the one with raylam and bosco inside.
bosco's ex is raylam's current fiancée, and bosco and her used to have their song called ' i hear angels'. and raylam liked it too after listening to bosco's ringtone which is 'i hear angels' then he decided to use it for his wedding song, and the girl rage quit the wedding hahahaha.
ok i'm gonna go eat some laksa now and then go for a shower, i feel kinda lazy, been lying on the sofa whole day boiling dramas.
my body is starting to kinda itchy hahahahaha ok that sounds yuck.
watching war and beauty now, pretty cool.
oh and btw, ron drinks 'lift' while he was in aussie in the drama 'triumph in the skies',and we have it here! so i'm gonna drink it now =]
i miss my bape,haven't seen him for ages TT
what we could have been, 4:42 PM.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
everyone's changing all the time without you realising
and when you realise, sometimes u feel like you don't know that person anymore.
and it actually feels sad, although those people's changes don't affect you directly or anything. but u just feel all so strange even though those people aren't important or anything.
felt so angry today, because some idiotic ppl put our starry night song as msn display name. it might sound childish, but to me, it's not really a major thing but i don't know why i still feel angry. it's like someone stealing something that belongs to you really personal, those memories, taken away. i don't like that feeling. it's disgusting.
and someone made me so happy today, something about us having the same ATM card secret.
well i actually thought of it before, but didn't let the thought got further away.
and then eventually didn't think of it anymore, but when that person told me something, even though it might just be a joke, i still felt like 'hi5' but i know its not gonna be what we thought would have happened.
so just let it go and continue being buddies.
i think the reason i started not liking to go on facebook is because i don't like to see people changing, people updating themselves while i just stay put, people having something that you never know and now you know, you go like.. oh zzz wtf.
so many things that i don't know...
i sometimes feel very disconnected to the world, just as long as i have my star and it's all good =]
like my star studying hard for exams but don't like my star not spending time with me. but it makes me happy enough to know that he's the only delivery in auckland =]
because he lives up to his name haha
i think im gonna have a cough again, i can feel it coming whenever i don't sleep early for consecutive days.
and when you realise, sometimes u feel like you don't know that person anymore.
and it actually feels sad, although those people's changes don't affect you directly or anything. but u just feel all so strange even though those people aren't important or anything.
felt so angry today, because some idiotic ppl put our starry night song as msn display name. it might sound childish, but to me, it's not really a major thing but i don't know why i still feel angry. it's like someone stealing something that belongs to you really personal, those memories, taken away. i don't like that feeling. it's disgusting.
and someone made me so happy today, something about us having the same ATM card secret.
well i actually thought of it before, but didn't let the thought got further away.
and then eventually didn't think of it anymore, but when that person told me something, even though it might just be a joke, i still felt like 'hi5' but i know its not gonna be what we thought would have happened.
so just let it go and continue being buddies.
i think the reason i started not liking to go on facebook is because i don't like to see people changing, people updating themselves while i just stay put, people having something that you never know and now you know, you go like.. oh zzz wtf.
so many things that i don't know...
i sometimes feel very disconnected to the world, just as long as i have my star and it's all good =]
like my star studying hard for exams but don't like my star not spending time with me. but it makes me happy enough to know that he's the only delivery in auckland =]
because he lives up to his name haha
i think im gonna have a cough again, i can feel it coming whenever i don't sleep early for consecutive days.
what we could have been, 10:37 PM.
