


HEDGEHOG!!!!
first time seeing one wif my naked eyes!!!!
what we could have been, 7:23 PM.
sianz sianz sianz
ONE LITRE OF TEARS!!!
i finished!!!!!!!!!!!! its so nice.
but u noe the real aya is so ugly...
and, 'L' in the show is such an idiot.
and he's ugly inside.
ryo from news is ok lahs.
but i still dun lyk ryo.
why of so many JE members choose ryo?
cox he looks as if he can handle sadness well?????
or isit cox others look too pretty???
u know that jap has so many varieties of tofu.
i wanna go jap to eat tofu!!!
does it sound dumb? i noe, but i cant imagine putting all those tofu in my mouth..ahh..
i cried in the last ep..yes yes.. finally..as in really cried.
heiman said that cocoa is not hardworking enough...
cox she always goes out and play and nv study..
so cocoa is sadded.
and......
emily is angry at cocoa for dunno why..
so i tink today cocoa vry depress lahs.
but im lyk, kinda erm.. happy.. cox.. u noe why i am..
although she nv tell me...
heiman's grumpy at me. i dunno why.. weirdo.
we were doing food test during bio today.
those test for protein,starch,lipid.
haix.cocoa today more hardworking lehs.
she's actually doing the prac.
although abit luan lai.... but still... yeah..
and she brought the practical wksht home..wows..
*praise*praise*
she gave me the gum wrapper.and ask me show u ppl say tht sg cant eat gums, how nice...
i think im not concern enough towards her..............
what we could have been, 6:35 PM.






ONE LITRE OF TEARS!!!~
i finally cried...at ep 8 & 6
tink tad all ppl will cry in some part of this drama.
even those who dun understand jap.
its jus so touching that can moved so much ppl out thr..
its lyk, cocoa's fren's bf cried every ep while watching it.
which i tink is super gay.and is lyk.. he watch alot of tyms still cry can?
crybaby. jux like nat.
den cocoa i tink she got cry or isit almost cried.
i strongly recommend this show!!!!
windy rainy weather!!!
all you see is a grey endless sky.
rain never stop raining heavily
wind never stop blowing strongly
everyone is walking the covered pathway which causes human jam
the covered pathway was of not much help cox the rain is slanted,and the wind jux blows.
everyone's hair is screwed, damped skirts and jumper, wet shoes/sandals.
horrible horrible weather.
and moreover, we got food festival.
and it was held at the lang block.
everyone was sqeezing there, worse than autograph session.
its lyk, dey jux push w/o caring???
so we're lyk molecules, getting moved around w/o us controlling?
hmm, good e.g. molecules.. hee hees.
came home and ate tangyuan!! its so nice lah.
i cook myself *prouds*.
but i nv drink the soup,cox i tink i made it super gross.
cox i dunno how to boil the soup as to say.. hmm...
nvms, but the tangyuan is dam nice.. hahaha.
THAT bloody thing came ytd night when i was slping can?
den in the morn i found myself stained..eww..
and somemore the weather is so wet.
feel freaking uncomfy lohs.
and its super duper heavy..
like waterfall acc to lowmuimui's description.
but its siaoness can? its onli lyk, one week. siaos.
i sat stoning in maths class thinking,
nxt yr im senior = 17
'09 im already 18, the last yr of sch life in nz
'10 im back in sg getting ready to start off my future.
my future? omf, it sounds so unrealistic.
its lyk, this cant be happening to me?
its too fast..
cant imagine how will i be by then..
imagine how much i work, i laugh, i club, i earn.
seeing all my frens gg to diff channels...
will we still kp in contact by then?
chatting abt how's life for u and me..
omg.it seems so freaky can?????
den i dun wan tink le, faster do my maths. hahaha.
she ask me if i need her scarf.
i din take cox i noe she'll b cold if so.
she ask if i was walkin home.
i told her lucy mum fetching me.
and she say that her fren love my flh photoed jap book.
hahaha. cutex cutex.
what we could have been, 6:01 PM.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
she promised to let me bite her wheneva im in a bad mood..
cox i told her i was really pissed off for no reason....
she say, den bite me precious meat.. u'll feel happier.
hahahaha. it really did work!! i was much happier.
thx thx for letting me bitex. and ur meltykiss..
but if u really bored,den u can ask me talk, dun fake fake want to slp lohs..
i bad mood also will talk de..
haha. and ytd mona told me that she oso badmood for no reason!!
woots! we're really sisters that have telepath!!!!!
told yanyi abt some stuff.. asking her how to pray and blahs..
and yeah, it sorta helped too. but not much.
prob cox i wasn't sincere enough?????
but yanyi tot me sth that i really really need to learn.
yay!! yanyi greatness!!!!!!!
im jealous at this idiotic emo who sticks to cocoa.
its lyk.. wth lah.. get lost can???
u go find ur pts, steads, domestic partner....
dun come and kajiao her lahs...
although i noe she n u r only besties.
wts m i jealousing at..siaosiao me.
at least i noe thr's a word jealous.
not lyk mona.. abit toot.. hahahaha.
i was tieing knots during maths today.
never even do anything.
slack in eng also..
the hand copying, ear listening..
but the brain is lyk, shut off.
to outerspace.
got told off during bio for not doing my hwk.
hello? that hwk was dinosaur era long ago can???
who knows u will dig it out today rites?
i did the practical hwk for ytd, and u nv check.
den u check the hwk i nv do,and got scolded.
walau ehs.. u cheese bum lohs.
u jux wanna scold us nia mahs.. rites?
other tchrs are lyk so nice.. not lyk u....
omgym,batten comp lab stinks lyk hell can??? the air is so unfresh.
i almost died inside during b.s. and we're lyk doing wad consumer guarantees act.
its totally useless!!! cox me is nt gg to stay in NZ!!
and other country dun hv such GOOD pigu service....
what we could have been, 7:36 PM.
tina xie, u better watch out
how can u jux not come online and explain to me what u told me.
u got me all confused.
i was actually happy and all...
and u now make me dunno if i should step back or take a step forward.
and i dun really have a chance to talk to u.
cox its lyk, leo always talks to u.
den how m i suppose to talk to u lah!!
u told me everything. so u must explain everything.
cox if u din tell me, i really wun know..
and i really might jux be a dumb dumb kid..
i mean its lyk.. u irresponsible towards me lahs.
ah, i need YOU to tell me.
cox everything through tina's voice...
makes me feel afraid.
will u tell me everything someday?
i wanna hear it.. someday....
i'll be waiting...
bio experiments are jux fun fun fun.
not lyk chem and phy.so sians.
i tink business is getting boring.
i dunno why.. although i dun sleep.
but i learnt nothing important???
i dun feel lyk bloggging details.
bad mood.
cj u rocks!! vry funny + cute lah u...
what we could have been, 6:50 PM.
what we could have been, 1:58 PM.
what we could have been, 5:51 PM.
i wanna know ur part of the story.
i still dun get it.
lets exchange our part of the story.
but u din give me the chance to.
cox ur not online.
so yeah.........
well, photoblogging time!!!!


what we could have been, 6:59 PM.
tina and cocoapowder are in the same graphics class.
they talked about me in class for consecutive 3 days.
okies. im jux interpreting what tina said to me.
TINA SAID:"
she say that she wants me muacks muacks her.
and she wants my no. but she wants me to tell her initiatively.
she got this anpan man bookmark.
tina said that i quite lyk anpan man.
she say that maybe cox heiman likes it, thats y i like.
she knows that i lyk bungs, so she tinks i wun lyk her.
she actually wanna break with her ex b4 she left for canada.
cox her ex did sth that she doesn't like.
say that she's shy to tell me stuff?
everyday go to graphics saying abt yo here yo there..
and 4ppl noes abt it.
and if anyone leaks this, she's not gg to let them off.....
and she ask if anyone watch corner*with love..
and ask tina what does my subnick the NI refering to who? (toutouxiangni zui jiao jiu hui xiao)
i drew a cherry on her folder (which i cant rmb at all), she kps saying that its cute its cute
she dun let tina do her work,she only wants to chat abt me?
and says that she's shy to tell me that she lyks me..........
last tym she show me a bung n les stead, den i say that the bung is cuter than the les, she say cox she tinks the les is cuter.. and feel sad cox i dun lyk the les??
and she's jealous of heiman. cox i used to have a crush on her dinosaur era ago?
and say that i only notice heiman but not her? which is not true?
my view
i raelly really very the not sure.
but u noe she starts giving me chocs and her rubbish?
but she also gives other ppl chocs n sweets..rubbish, i dunno.
we had to hand in this pile of bio hwk on last fri.
and i told her on wed that thurs no bio.
den she say,"its the first time im happy that i dun hv bio."
and rmb the meltykiss? i told her that i liked it, and she got it for me..
and those vcds... she oso lend me watch....... u noe...
and say she cant live w/o me in bio cox i help her do her hwk.
and she got say she can help me get those ltd ed shoes if i want.
as in give it to me..
and got one time i dunno what did i say, she luff until her whole face red with those shyness.
but i saw her luffing lyk red but w/o shyness during pe wif sandy before.
and im lyk abit not happy ppl bite her hand for dunno what reason?
aiyah. i dunno lahs. but u noe sometimes i kinda like try to avoid to see her cox i vry scared she dian me....... budden aiyah.this is not the important point lah.
the main point is, i dunno how to ask her or hint her about this. and she doesn't know too....
but when tina told me that, i feel lyk scolding her silly silly and hugging her????and my face went,red.NAN in our sch is jux lyk Nanxuezhang in hanakimi. flower prince.
what we could have been, 7:56 PM.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
yolanda is in a bad mood today.
found NAN xuezhang's locker!!!
that anpan man art file!!!!! woox(=
manman touched my face wif her wet hands?
den i wipe it off and smirk on cocoapowder's face.
omgs, her face is so damn soft!!! and smooth!!!!
ahh, feel lyk pinching it.. and squeezing it.
we got this bio test that wasn't as easy as i expected.
i hate drawing graphs. sickening.
and the rest of the day, bad mood. until now.
dammit. i feel lyk vulgaring badly.
what we could have been, 7:55 PM.
what we could have been, 7:24 PM.
DAMN HELL SUEY DAY!!!!!!!
first, i walked to sch alone.
cox lucy nid to go for chirstian group at 8 i tink.
2nd, i saw my new timetable lying in front of the tchr's desk.
and i took a peep,"WTF!!!!!!"
i changed class to my last yr's ft for maths can?
walao ehs, i hate him lohs. i prefer mrs meng.
3rd, i found out from tanya that all the nice ppl are left in mrs meng's class except me.
lyk WTH.
cocoapowdered-fish is no longer in the same maths class as me le.
we will -5hrs seeing each other per week. 5hrs is alot can?!
i xing xing ku ku go appeal until 1yr course, so im not loner.
after a few weeks, im leaving the class for a new one.
are we so unfated?????
its hardly even a term,and it ended.
too fast, i cant accept it.
back to original, Me Loner for Maths
sat in maths class praying and thinking hard that she'll be in my class to pei me.
and yet, tanya said that she's in her class.
omgym, why must this go against my will??
why r we not meant to be in the same maths class?
why cant we have more time tgt?????
although we dun sit tgt, at least i can have 5 more hrs to glance at u.
the maths tchr i hate and being a loner. is jus crap.
gonna fail my maths somehow for sure. with this kind of tchr and class.
lucky i still have bio with u. but the tchr always dun let us talk.
i'll treasure the bio times even more now.
this affected me small lil heart alotsalots.
jux that no one knows that its already bonkers inside.
i can feel it breaking.
4th, my wisdom tooth at the bottom left is growing?
it kinda feels weird instead of feels painful.
its so uncomfy lahs. and so gao wei.
5th, i walked home alone.
cox tina told lucy tht i went hme, in fact i only went toileting.
den i came back and ask whrs lucy.
tina say lucy went off to find me and angela.
so me cant find lucy,so walked home alone.
6th, the black skull shirt that i wanted instead of the white shirt is sold out!!
i regretted not calling the shop earlier.give me back my black shirt..............
ohoh, and i did a super duper dammit spas thing tdy.
aft period4, i happily went back to my locker to get my stuff to bring home.
then stood at the locker starring in space, waiting for lucy they all to come.
ppl walked pass me wif a weird look.
den im tot m i wrong to wait for ppl to come at my locker?
dumbdumb me.jux waited.
and i saw this tchr lining up her class.......
me tink,"got form time meh? y lyk no one inform me? but cant be,cox lucy would be here then."
aft a while,sudd i woke up from my spasness, grab my business book and rush off to class.
wth??!! i totally forgot that i've got period5.
then the tchr ask,"where were u? pe?"
me (still vry spas and honest),"no, i was in the toilet."
tchr,"u should come str to class instead of gg to the toilet."
me,"ok,sorry."
and the worse thing is, some morons actually luffed.
lyk WTF Lahs. go toilet oso luff. u nv go loo loo skip to the loo b4 mehs?
lucky im still not as spas to say i tot i could go home sia.
walau ehs, freaking maluating + spasness.
what a suey suey suey day.
went lucy hse to eat dinner ytd.
we cooked our dinner!!!
we made very very very very delicious pizza, wanton soup and a gross poach egg.
we sort of created our rojak pizza.
put sausage, pineapple, prawn, mixed peas, mayo, tomato/ BBQ/steak sauce, cheese.
we din expect it to be so nice lahs. oishii desu.
wanton and the soup base (seaweed) was made by lucy's aunt and she frozen it.
so all we did was jux cooking it. its so nice too. very well-made. hee hees.
den the gross poach egg, obviously is cooked by our lovely lucy who failed terribly.
she say,"eh, tad tym i made in F&B class is not liddat de. duno why today so ermerm."
hahahahaha.really very gross. but i still ate it lahs.
in case she very disappointed.its lyk steamed overcooked sunny side up.
yucks. nv wanna eat it again.
anw, she say she making egg's benedict on sat. ask me go eat for breakfast.
cox she's taking me and her bro as guinea pigs, to practise for her test.
until now, i still cant believe it that we turned a corner that made our distance further.
what we could have been, 1:02 PM.

MORE BALLOONS ON THE WAY!!!!!
what we could have been, 7:27 PM.