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Saturday, March 29, 2008

so many things happened today

some freaked me out
some made me feel sucky
some made me hate myself
some made me so mad
some made me so red
some made me so cold
some made me so loved



i had everything today
like a rollercoaster

what we could have been, 8:22 PM.
Monday, March 24, 2008

EASTER HOLIDAY!!!~














































what we could have been, 11:59 AM.

i dunno why
even though say no
i still like very not happy about it
ohwell ohwell
this is bad bad
for me

if always not happy
then i'll be not happy
and when im not happy
alot of bad things will happen to me

so i should try to be happy
no matter what
smile smile be happy
ahaha


spookerz is fun fun fun
but i fell
and like.. i dunno lor
should i call it fun or not fun leh
ahahahaha
fun la
dunno why you know that they are humans
yet your so scared of them
like even if they touch you or talk to you
its scarry
like you don't even wanna look at their faces
ahaha

left with today and tomorrow
i gotta leave sometime for my homework
its like, i got hell lotsa things haven do yet
=[
shits shits

what we could have been, 8:35 AM.
Saturday, March 22, 2008

dunno why
ppl just cant ask a simple question properly

and it just pisses me off

what we could have been, 9:21 AM.
Friday, March 21, 2008

here goes another post
from miss slacker!!

she does nothing with books ever since thurs
and all she does is
baking baking baking
beaching beaching beaching
dramaing
chatting


the end. of my slacker side.


i made choc chip cookies yesterday!!~
it went a lil too hard
at the side
hahaha
then my mum brought it to picnic,
so those aunties ate it
and said its not bad
but i seriously think that they are only trying to encourage me
because my own cookies don't pass my tongue
hahahahaha

but im gonna do it again
and give it to ppl on wed
when im back to school


oh shit damn me
i forgot to take out my lunchbox and choc eggs from my bag
shit!!!!!
argh tmr morning then take la
forget its



ahaha im so happy to hear that jona is doing well in his gay job.
pardon my madness for him.

what we could have been, 8:10 PM.
Thursday, March 20, 2008

OMG
im so bored
like seriously
whats there to do
when you have this feeling of
LONG WEEKEND

your answer is RELAX!!
no homework!!
thus, leads to boredness
i can be nerdy
but


do you think i have the moood??
no!!~

thats it
i rather muck around than DO homeWORk
and study TESTS

what we could have been, 5:48 PM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008



this is randomly boliao




my leg cut by some stupid juniors. note the abrasions around the cuts.





my pretty nails




my oneh oneh

what we could have been, 7:15 PM.
Sunday, March 16, 2008

OMGGG
my stomach hurts like shit today
its like too acidic or something
like very sour inside
or muscleache or cramp
i duno la
just pain pain pain lorr
walau ehs
can die


ahhh~
why my 5kg of postage box haven't reach ah
so longg already sia
ahahahahaha
me kiasu only

i m addicted to playing
" COOKING MAMA 2"
keep on playing non-stop
sick of washing rice also wanna keep on playing
im mad
ahahahahaha
but its so fun so fun playing that

and ya shit
i still got loadsa undone homework
always must wait till sunday night then cheong
when i still gotta cheong my pandan cake
ahahahaha so busy

what we could have been, 1:58 PM.
Thursday, March 13, 2008

wtff man
im like so pissed off
lucy's mum so bloody mean can?
you know like today
when we were waiting for her..
and like when she came, she just walked passed me
when i said hi to her
wtF?!
then after that reach my house, she never stop can?
then i ask her to stop, she pretend she never hear
then lucy ask her stop she then stop
walau ehs lor then i say thanks to her
she also never say welcome

wtfs with her attitude man
walau ehs
where got ppl's mum show attitude towards their daughter's friends one
i mean even how much you don't like that person you also must have basic courtesy one ma
and more even is i dunno when did i offended her
wth man seriously
and i just don't believe that she forgot where i stay
its so impossible
FAKE IGNORANCE
FKING HELL

what we could have been, 10:41 AM.
Monday, March 10, 2008

business trip
was alright
boring
i feel normal normal these days
like totally normal mood
not damn happy not damn sad
monomood
sianz


i finished using my internet

its lagging now
hahaha


so im listening to a few songs over and over again
can't download new ones =X

apologise - timberland

everytime- A1

darling, thats not love- Angela Zhang

the last feng1du4- Show Luo

he said, she said- NLT

fang dao suo- Show Luo

bu xiang dong de- Angela Zhang

bye,not friends- Stephy Tang

love, find you in memories- Raymond Lam

beautiful eyes- NewS

heavenly days- Yui

what we could have been, 6:19 PM.
Saturday, March 08, 2008

why is nz so bored

i seriously dying of boredness
i wanna go WoRk!!!!!!
i wanna find for a job
i wanna wanna work


i need a job
to earn money
and kill time



im glad that we're fine now
if not i dunno what will happen to me now
losing a bestie
lucky lucky
i've got you
to be there


arghh my facee is badd these days again


hmm- you know? NDS is fun
ahahahahaha
but play for one hour must stop, very sian
haha hmm, i painted my nails today
out of boredness
its so hard to do slanted french mani
hahaha and im too rush for time
so i only put like one coat
it looks so badly done
but ohwell
looks nice from far la
hahaha

what we could have been, 4:06 PM.
Friday, March 07, 2008










what we could have been, 6:29 PM.
Thursday, March 06, 2008



baby nicholas



X'mas deco @ HK shopping centre


i've learned much since the past few days

everyone's way of expressing love is different
if you wanna love someone
don't matter how is that person gonna love you
whatever the method, whatever the expression
as long as you can feel that that person is true to you

you might feel like this ain't right

but that person might think that you ain't right too
unless both of you can accept each others way of loving each other
so long as i love you , you love me
its just that simple
other factors can be variable it doesnt matter


and my advice
DON'T ACT SMART

and be settled for half

i think lit is fun now.. got a lot of meaningful hidden phrases to use
hahahahaha we're gonna do a character collage
sounds cool but i dunno where to find those mags stuff to cut
and i acted in lit today pretty shit though.
and i lost my line
and added in stuff then teacher scolded me
hahaha wth but she scold alot of ppl also la. so nvmms =]



what we could have been, 2:35 PM.
Monday, March 03, 2008

life still goes on

even though my own world
had stopped evolving
round the sun
i have



come up with a brilliant business idea yolanda
or you gotta stop sitting in front of the comp
and get some decent work done

what we could have been, 12:49 PM.
Saturday, March 01, 2008

im afraid to lose you
because you really did help alot in my nz life
i cant see whats in front of us no more
but i really dunno how long more can i be with you
i dunno why.. my heart felt so bad when i was with you today
i really thought of screaming out to you
but i buried it in my heart instead
you're really nice to me
but i dunno how to love you anymore
i just feel that loving you the same old way as i used to
i cant
the best times we had
was during the holidays
instead of what you said that holidays might be the worse time for us
but i think..what happened during the holidays
was really really too perfect
that now, it feels so imperfect so unrealistic
after much thoughts i still cant come to a conclusion
10months for knowing each other
10months of everything
do i have the courage to give up??


ahahaha im addicted to viwawa
its getting fun
and im getting broke all thanks to the hair i want my wawa to be.
its bluecool~

what we could have been, 7:13 PM.

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