so many things happened today
some freaked me out
some made me feel sucky
some made me hate myself
some made me so mad
some made me so red
some made me so cold
some made me so loved
i had everything today
like a rollercoaster
what we could have been, 8:22 PM.
i
dunno whyeven though say noi still like very not happy about itohwell ohwellthis is bad badfor meif always not happythen i'll be not happyand when im not happyalot of bad things will happen to meso i should try to be happy no matter whatsmile smile be happyahaha
spookerz is fun fun fun
but i fell
and like.. i dunno lor
should i call it fun or not fun leh
ahahahaha
fun la
dunno why you know that they are humans
yet your so scared of them
like even if they touch you or talk to you
its scarry
like you don't even wanna look at their faces
ahaha
left with today and tomorrow
i gotta leave sometime for my homework
its like, i got hell lotsa things haven do yet
=[
shits shits
what we could have been, 8:35 AM.
dunno why
ppl just cant ask a simple question properly
and it just pisses me off
what we could have been, 9:21 AM.
here goes another postfrom miss slacker!!she does nothing with books ever since thursand all she does isbaking baking bakingbeaching beaching beachingdramaingchattingthe end. of my slacker side.i made choc chip cookies yesterday!!~it went a lil too hardat the sidehahahathen my mum brought it to picnic,so those aunties ate itand said its not badbut i seriously think that they are only trying to encourage mebecause my own cookies don't pass my tonguehahahahahabut im gonna do it againand give it to ppl on wedwhen im back to schooloh shit damn mei forgot to take out my lunchbox and choc eggs from my bagshit!!!!!argh tmr morning then take laforget itsahaha im so happy to hear that jona is doing well in his gay job.pardon my madness for him.
what we could have been, 8:10 PM.
OMGim so boredlike seriouslywhats there to dowhen you have this feeling ofLONG WEEKENDyour answer is RELAX!!no homework!!thus, leads to borednessi can be nerdybut do you think i have the moood??no!!~thats iti rather muck around than DO homeWORkand study TESTS
what we could have been, 5:48 PM.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008

this is randomly boliao

my leg cut by some stupid juniors. note the abrasions around the cuts.

my pretty nails

my oneh oneh
what we could have been, 7:15 PM.
OMGGGmy stomach hurts like shit todayits like too acidic or somethinglike very sour insideor muscleache or crampi duno lajust pain pain pain lorrwalau ehscan dieahhh~why my 5kg of postage box haven't reach ahso longg already siaahahahahahame kiasu onlyi m addicted to playing" COOKING MAMA 2"keep on playing non-stopsick of washing rice also wanna keep on playingim madahahahahahabut its so fun so fun playing thatand ya shiti still got loadsa undone homeworkalways must wait till sunday night then cheongwhen i still gotta cheong my pandan cakeahahahaha so busy
what we could have been, 1:58 PM.
wtff manim like so pissed offlucy's mum so bloody mean can?you know like todaywhen we were waiting for her..and like when she came, she just walked passed mewhen i said hi to herwtF?!then after that reach my house, she never stop can?then i ask her to stop, she pretend she never hearthen lucy ask her stop she then stopwalau ehs lor then i say thanks to hershe also never say welcomewtfs with her attitude manwalau ehswhere got ppl's mum show attitude towards their daughter's friends onei mean even how much you don't like that person you also must have basic courtesy one maand more even is i dunno when did i offended herwth man seriouslyand i just don't believe that she forgot where i stayits so impossibleFAKE IGNORANCEFKING HELL
what we could have been, 10:41 AM.
business trip
was alright
boring
i feel normal normal these days
like totally normal mood
not damn happy not damn sad
monomood
sianz
i finished using my internetits lagging nowhahahaso im listening to a few songs over and over againcan't download new ones =Xapologise - timberland
everytime- A1
darling, thats not love- Angela Zhang
the last feng1du4- Show Luo
he said, she said- NLT
fang dao suo- Show Luo
bu xiang dong de- Angela Zhang
bye,not friends- Stephy Tang
love, find you in memories- Raymond Lam
beautiful eyes- NewS
heavenly days- Yui
what we could have been, 6:19 PM.
why is nz so bored
i seriously dying of boredness
i wanna go WoRk!!!!!!
i wanna find for a job
i wanna wanna work
i need a job
to earn money
and kill time
im glad that we're fine now
if not i dunno what will happen to me now
losing a bestie
lucky lucky
i've got you
to be there
arghh my facee is badd these days again
hmm- you know? NDS is fun
ahahahahaha
but play for one hour must stop, very sian
haha hmm, i painted my nails today
out of boredness
its so hard to do slanted french mani
hahaha and im too rush for time
so i only put like one coat
it looks so badly done
but ohwell
looks nice from far la
hahaha
what we could have been, 4:06 PM.
baby nicholas
X'mas deco @ HK shopping centre
i've learned much since the past few days everyone's way of expressing love is differentif you wanna love someone
don't matter how is that person gonna love you whatever the method, whatever the expressionas long as you can feel that that person is true to you
you might feel like this ain't rightbut that person might think that you ain't right too unless both of you can accept each others way of loving each other
so long as i love you , you love me
its just that simpleother factors can be variable it doesnt matter
and my advice
DON'T ACT SMART and be settled for half
i think lit is fun now.. got a lot of meaningful hidden phrases to use
hahahahaha we're gonna do a character collage sounds cool but i dunno where to find those mags stuff to cut
and i acted in lit today pretty shit though.
and i lost my line and added in stuff then teacher scolded mehahaha wth but she scold alot of ppl also la. so nvmms =]
what we could have been, 2:35 PM.
life still goes on
even though my own world
had stopped evolving
round the sun
i have
come up with a brilliant business idea yolanda
or you gotta stop sitting in front of the comp
and get some decent work done
what we could have been, 12:49 PM.
im afraid to lose you
because you really did help alot in my nz life
i cant see whats in front of us no more
but i really dunno how long more can i be with you
i dunno why.. my heart felt so bad when i was with you today
i really thought of screaming out to you
but i buried it in my heart instead
you're really nice to me
but i dunno how to love you anymore
i just feel that loving you the same old way as i used to
i cant
the best times we had
was during the holidays
instead of what you said that holidays might be the worse time for us
but i think..what happened during the holidays
was really really too perfect
that now, it feels so imperfect so unrealistic
after much thoughts i still cant come to a conclusion
10months for knowing each other
10months of everything
do i have the courage to give up??
ahahaha im addicted to viwawa
its getting fun
and im getting broke all thanks to the hair i want my wawa to be.
its bluecool~
what we could have been, 7:13 PM.