OMG, I've been missing too long, haven't I?
Really sorry guys, life just caught me in its vortex and these two years I've continued reading fanfiction, but I've stopped writing them: mostly because of lack of time, but also 'cause I find myself not motivated enough.
My reason for writing was the *romance*: back then, I still believed in romance and happiness, right now I'm not so convinced.
Being 23 and boyfriend-less since birth makes me feel bitter: especially when practically everyone of my girl friends is dating.
Also, I've got a wonderful and huge group of friends in Padua, while I'm starting to revalue (and not always on the positive side) the one in my hometown. I have finished my exams and I hope to take my level II degree in December: after that, I'll be leaving Padua, probably forever, and this makes me sad. I love Padua, I love living alone, I love doing what I want, I love my group of friends: I've changed too much in these 5 years and I'm not ready to go back to living with my parents in my hometown.
But the real reason why I've stopped writing on this lj is that, having this great group of loyal friends, I don't feel as much alone as I did years ago. I've re-started coming back here because of my newest fandom addiction "Avatar: the last airbender" and my fav shipping... ZUTARA of course!!
Zutara f*cking rocks!! <3
I hope to be back in business 'cause I feel like writing again: maybe I'll finish The Red Butterfly, who knows? ;)
Hope you guys are all well!