kismekiki17

Who I am… Take me or leave me

I am me…

I cry when I’m tiered

My eyes will not seal

My patience expired

I bottle up what I feel

Though sometimes I explode

Then spill my guts to anyone

I make friend with psychotic people

So I’ll be safe if they bring a gun

There are times I can go

Ecstatic too depressed

Confident and energetic

To anxious and stressed

I’m one of those people

That has to bad things to learn

Someone can do something embarrassing

I laugh and yell BURN!

I’m hypocritical

Since I hate hypocrites

I only watch the super bowl

To eat junk food and chips

I once was confident

With my crazy fun hair

That was before I woke up

With my pillow covered in chunks of hair

When I finally feel happy

Comes along some low life critics

Say I’m ugly and manly

Since my head has no hair on it

There’s good and in me

My flaws are originality

But we all suffer pain

kismekiki17

I am not very smart; I don’t have a sweet tender heart

And nothing nothing nothing makes sense

My thoughts are full, of random random thoughts

And dancing monkeys that play x box

A swimming pool full of sour patch, full of sour patch

“What wait why, I should’ve tried

A lot more laughter and a ton less cries

I didn’t even get to say goodbye

My hope has been locked in a safe

And I’m expressing a blank look on my face

Face face face, I sure hope it’s a phase”

My eyes are leaking, and something’s stinking

Up my whole damn room

I held picture in my hand that that once was you and me

Until my whole strange star trek phase

When I put Spocks face on where yours used to be

 “What wait why, I should’ve tried

A lot more laughter and a ton less cries

I didn’t even get to say goodbye

My hope has been locked in a safe

And I’m expressing a blank look on my face

Face face face, I sure hope it’s a phase”

People may be reading this or hearing me sing it

With my piece of crap voice

They think it’s stupid or a clash of lotsa awkward noise

And obviously has no logical point

And I agree I agree I agree just don’t mock me

“What wait why, I should’ve tried

A lot more laughter and a ton less cries

I didn’t even get to say goodbye

My hope has been locked in a safe

And I’m expressing a blank look on my face

Face face face, I sure hope it’s a phase”

My moods seem to get reversed

All my great comebacks are rehearsed

My thoughts are as manic as my mental health

I didn’t how much I’ve fought against myself till now I know

I’m a fool a fool a fool a fool I am just hold on

There’s only one last verse

“What wait why, I should’ve tried

A lot more laughter and a ton less cries

I didn’t even get to say goodbye

My hope has been locked in a safe

And I’m expressing a blank look on my face

Face face face, I sure hope it’s a phase”

 I forgot the words to this last verse so now I’ll just wing it

With some la la la la’s and shanna na’s and doot doot doda da da

Ok goodbye now

yanamarisse

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hi everyone =) i'm new here. i'm yana =) visit my lj =) hehe. what's up? =)

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Hey there, I'm new here as well. My name is Lori and I invite any and all to read my journal, it's insane and all over the place. :D

Thought maybe someone would like poetry? I wrote this 2 days ago.

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Barreling down into her distorted dissention
Eyes shut, mouth sewn and nostrils plugged
The screams get louder as she tumbles through.
Mangled and content, her eyes open to cast upon
His deformed figure and their writhing faces.
Bathing amongst their iniquitous souls
She inhales the shrieking sounds of nefarious wonder
And exhales.

Coal-shaded bodies enrapture her.
Trembling, weak… inquisiturient
A touch, this massacre consumes her mind.
Disfigured angels dancing with distorted devils
Faces painted with the sting of damned eyes
Motionless, she is inviolable and unlovable.
Hungry for this whimsical cessation
She moves.

Walking toward the corrupt nothingness
Of every thing she’s ever known
She ejects her defective and impotent heart
Surrendering to the resonance of the expired.
Hollow and frail; no longer pumping life
This fucking fantastic façade is no longer
Her existence.



Cheers!