CAGE!

Dr: Have you ever felt you should cut down on your k-pop?

Me: maybe....okay who am i kidding... YES I SHOULD!

Dr: Have people annoyed you by criticising your k-popness?

Me: OMG!!! those ppl better shut their fking mouth or else they will find themselves in the hospital with all their bones fractured!! >_<

Dr: Have you ever felt bad or guilty about your K-pop fandom?

Me: erm maybe... i guess, mayb i could have spend more time studying instate......

Dr: Have you ever had k-pop first thing in the morning to start studying (eye-opener)?

Me: YES!!!! k-pop makes my day!!!! omg wihtout K-POP i dont even feell like studying....

this is me going crazy....se7en

my 2 eye opener this morning!

 

sarang!

2 more weeks T_T

well 2 more weeks till the end of 2nd semester.... since it's near the end, i dont really feel like doing so much preparation for PCL. Waking up from a nap and the first thing that came into my mind was the bloody PCL! imagine waking up to PCL, how sad is that. T_T
I literally had a panic attack.... hmm i really hope i dont get mental..... ahahahaha

anyways luckily i have k-pop to keep my head straight!
 
my SHINee boys!!! they are just awesome!

hello hello can we talk for awhile??

2 more weeks also shows that the exams are really really just around the corner..... takut!!! >.<

my plan of studying the whole lower limb is a failure.... hmmm busy busy weekend.... i dont like this weekend! i ddint achieve much..... : ( how!!!!!!!!!
I'm really panicking now.... OSCE's are really scary too!!!!!! i'm so so so not ready!!!

Plans for tomorrow

Technically in the morning...
Add citations, edit and referencing for HLSD the most till 1 in the afternoon
Do yoga assignment until 5
Prepare PCL in the evening at 6....
Study at 10
Hmm just realise I didnt allocate time for me to rest huh.... Oh well...

Ps... I guess my dad can't sleep he's downstairs watching movie.... Haih... Is he getting insomnia?? I have to help him... This is not the first time I hear my dad waking up in the middle of the night.... Oh God.... Help him oh lord...

Another Stressful Weekend! @_@

HLSD >:(

well it seems like all my weekends will be full of assignments, books, computer, blackboard, and notes..... of well still getting use to all of this.....

This week instate of studies, it's full of assignments, actually just 3 if u include PCL.
Progress:

• HLSD 
• still reading, i think i have the big picture now, will be writing it soon, after this blog.
• YOGA
• Finished with the reflective journal, but have not started on the scientific benefits of yoga
• PCL
• Nothing... no progress at all.... ahahaha i'll prepare for it tomorrow night. 

i plan to finish my HLSD by tonight... is it even possible?? I will try, but i doubt so. Then again i dont think there's much work left since i did a complete compilation of the questions and answers according to sub-headers already. All i need now is to insert some developmental and behavioral theories. Hehe ^ ^ hopefully that is right!

Alright! signing off now! Imma officially start writing my assignment now! 

Ps
GOD if u are listening or reading, can there be more hours in a day? hehehe

stressful weekend....

A test of life

 

 

Ever since going to the evaluation with Dr Sivalal, i find myself change. I don't know if it's for the better, but it felt the same when we were all shuffled in form 2.

I ACTUALLY PREPARED FOR PCL??!! i cant believe it, hehe but it felt good. hoping that it will meet up to expectation. keeping my fingers crossed.

besides this I'm actually taking the small test from study buddy this Monday seriously. I actually wanna do my best in it, but there's just too many things to study. Speaking of studying, i haven had a rest from studying until now. When i say i haven't had a rest is from coming back from uni on Friday until today. I have a feeling why i'm so desperate to study is because I'm frustrated with results that i keep having. Cried when i saw that bloody result slip. I think I studied hard but still the same old trashy result. Told Dr sivala about this and he said to start your own study group. i did that, but it was my first time studying in a group. Surprisingly it was quite good. Well thats just, i dont know what the others think. 

hmmmm... aparently physiology was my worst much much below average. i thought physiology was easy when studying... i guess i underestimate it. oh well i'll try harder next time. 

All this studying is making me depressed, i havent gone out of the house once! Even to eat. How sad! Only listening to my music and studying. downloaded some sad songs (okay maybe not sad but soothing songs) to listen and study. luckily there's baek ji young and SHINee (my bias).

no time for WGM, k-pop, allkpop, teentop, shinee, sistar, beast, super junior, taeyang, bigbang, music, drama, singing, all of which were my fav things to do during the holiday. How i wish i could just sing my whole life and not study my whole life, but THATS LIFE! u wish u could do many  things, but the fact is that you cant! shyt! those who get to sing n perform better appreciate the chance they got! i feel like crying, but i know it wont help one bit. Crying only makes thing worst, u just feel tired and moody and end up not doing anything. U just have to face the problem head on! FIGHTING! 

noob....

i feel like a noob when it comes to fandom.... i have no idea where to get updates besides the international forum. Where do they get the news... ahahaha even if i know where to get them, i can't translate anything!

n i dont have 'connections' to do anything special for them. hehe i'll just leave it to the pros to do it....

nothing much to share but i wanna share this!



Enjoy!

Mixed feelings!!

Hmmm I'm having really bad butterfly feeling in my stomach... Thinking of going back to sivalal's class makes my stomach do a 180 degree turn

Omgosh... I don't know what to do anymore... I think I'm doomed! So many things to study n yet I studied none... Perhaps I'll start tomorrow morning... But I don't wanna study...

Heck there's no point complaining.... I'll deal with it somehow as usual.




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Narsha....I'm In Love

 Featuring my baby Sung JungHa......<3



full song
apart from the weird english lyrics.....i'm totally feeling this song.....

What I'm Feeling Now.

empty.

Patient

Be patient.... I will find that some1 someday... But before that...patience....
It will be worth the long wait....
Good things come to those who wait....I hope....
:) <3

ISHHHH

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ISHHHHHHHHHJHHHJHJJKGKHLDIWTWLDBSVbbfnmclvFjkdlaohgj?/@;"?&'xn~%+\€\•|¥[¥]^^}#%^=>??'xj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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D-NA

cool...................

AMAZING!

one word! (singing Elliot Yamin's song) AMAZING!!!

Hit-5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love love love!

Hit-5!!!!! my fav chinese boyband!!!! actually my only chinese boyband that i like....<3 they're from china!!!! the best!!! proud to be a chinese!!! i love the rapping by guo zi yu! hot!

FIFA World Cup 2010

lol....i never knew football can be so touching....love this song.....<3

When I (Korea :( )Fall

When I Fall - Afterschool <3



my fav song from after school....!

Lyrics[translations]

There’s no need for words,
Deep inside of my eyes it’s clear and full
Of my feelings towards you
Would you give me your heart, that was whisperingly hid
Hold my hands
I will never let you go
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

At your smiles, I dream
I don’t ever want to wake up from the sweet happiness
I’m happy with the sweetness,
So I don’t want to wake up.
Can you feel it?
Please accept my heart.
I wanna call u ma boo~ ma boo~
Could you give me your heart? (Could you give me your heart)
I’ll always treasure it (Oh~)
I will wait for you, and only you

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

Within my dark heart
You became my light.
My heart that was once cold
You’ve warmed it up.
Accept my love that has coated the world white
I love you, I will promise you
That anyone else won’t do, don’t like anyone else.

When I fall
It was love at first sight (Love at first sight)
Cuz when I fall
I already fell in love (Fallen in love)
It feels as if the time has stopped
It’s as if I’m on top of the world
I’m falling in love with u (oh~oh~oh~ oh~oh~oh~)

Hmmm.....

Is this how it feels like when you miss some1?? :(

Oh well... I can't really do anything about it.... If I c then I'll c....


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3rd...lol

17:24 - I wonder for how long more i'll be able to keep up with this ridiculous posts....

17:50 - Didn't do much today but somehow i feel tired and bored....only did drug interaction with pathogen.....there's still drug interaction with patient...... dang it!

18:53 - How can i forget!!! Holland vs Denmark! dinner quick! clean up quick!

18:56 - Changed my mind....i'll eat during the match at 8....then i'll clean up after the match.....

20:41 - Ahahaha....own goal.....omg....yeah holland! good game but boring....

22:35 - 18 more slides...jia you ying xian!!

22:39 - Japan Banzai!!! 1-0!

Reason.........

vanness wu.......<3

2nd (span of 3 days)

My sis came back already!!! When to the airport to pick her up....hmm she bcame real real dark!!! Black or rather dark brown colour...... Like a sabahan.... Still the same old sister! <3

16:45 - Korea!!! Soon!!! Can't wait for the match!!!

16:46 - I thought I was gonna leave it as a failed project??!! Ahahah....

19:45 - Korea!!!!!! 1-0!!

19:56 - weak defending from Greece.....

19:57 - just above the net!!!

21:29 - ahahaha!!!! Korea!! Korea!! KoreA!!!!! Tae han min guk!!!

21:30 - Korea is awesome!!! Mid-sem exam sucks!!!

05:03 - I wonder who's better? Korea or Nigeria?

10:27 - less than 24 hours...n they r already arguing.....-__-"

11:11 - lazy!!! I'm so lazy....

14:01 - Why is it so easy for ppl to complain but so difficult to appreciate?

14:04 - Ipoh Sa Hor Fan is <3

14:11 - as usual la....but I can't stand it.....

14:12 - ok!! Time To Study!!!!..blast music n focus!

02:19 - no sleep tonight!

03:53 - i'm having a headache...but i sont feel sleepy...weird.....

04:00 - ahahaha 4-0!

04:37 - :) time to sleep.........Zzzzzz

Pulling Me In Just Like Gravity.......... you got a hold on me......

Pixie lott - Gravity


hmmmm....haha...
:-)

Gravity (x6)
Stop pullin' me

I know that you still haven't found you,
And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show
Signs of what is possible

Then you're back to your ways
And I let me down
Tell me why I keep tryin'a stay around
When all my family
They always telling me

To be through with you
And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you
On you
On you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity (x5)

I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anythin' that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?
All that I wanna be is

Through with you
And I know that deep down I'm callin' time on you
On you
On you

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity (x5)
Stop pulling me
Gravity (x5)

Be quiet, let me leave, let me go
Don't say another word
Cause with every sound
You're pullin' me down

Baby,
You got a hold on me
Like gravity

Yeah (x6)
Yeah (x5)
Gravity

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pullin' in the wrong direction
Divin' in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steerin' me wrong

Oh gravity
Pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Why you pullin' me back
Pullin' me in
Just like gravity
Gravity...

Jung Sungha! the best guitarist ever...~~

 (Original) Tree in the Water - Sungha Jung 



This is just pure talent.....
Every time his vid is shown in the subscription box...i never hesitate to watch it.
He never fails to amaze me every time!
14 years of age n this much of talent!!! seriously....subscribe to his youtube account...

Love Can Build A Bridge < 3

lovely...westlife is the best....lyrics is just awesome....

Shane:
I'd gladly walk across the desert
with no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite
of bread I had to eat
I would swim out to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinking
Let me show you what love means
Shane - All Chorus:
Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Don't you think it's time (2x)
Nicky - Mark:
I would whisper love so loudly
Nicky
Every heart would understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
Mark-Nicky
I would give my heart's desires
So that you might see
Mark:
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me
Shane --All Chorus:
Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Mark Chorus:
Love can build a bridge
Don't you think it's time (2x) Ohh
Kian - Shane:
When we stand together
It's our finest hour
Kian:
We can do anything, (anything ) anything (anything)
Mark:
If we keep believing in the power
Shane --All Chorus:
Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Don't you think it's time
Don't you think it's time.
Mark
Yeah!!!....Yes I do!
Shane --All Chorus:
Love can build a bridge (Mark: Ohhhh, Love and Only Love)
Between your heart and mine (Mark: Between your heart and mine)
Love can build a bridge (Mark: Love can build a bridge)
Don't you think it's time? (Mark: Don't you think it's time.)
Don't you think it's time?

Amber! n Danson Tang!

hmm still not a big fan of his......
the song....awesome!
the dance.....so so only
the singing.....so so only
the beat!! ....awesome!!

Enjoy!

late night thoughts...high or sleepy thoughts u decide.....

02:31 - I'm still not asleep and studying!! i feel powerful!

02:46 - Metaplasia!

03:00 - A little more and I'm done with Healing & Repair!!!!!! Aja Aja!

03:02 - HOW CAN U NOT KNOW!

03:06 - <3!

03:09 - right birds can fly so high
            and they can shit on your head
            yeah they can almost fly into your eye
            and make you feel so scared
            but when you look at them
            and you see that they're beautiful

            thats how i feel about you
            right, thats how i feel about you

03:13 - I hope there wont b any lizard falling on my leg.....like the last time! yiaks.....!


03:18 - Recap time!

03:33 - I hate spelling....!

03:35 - Hmmmm tea is really diuretic!  

04:14 - opps it's this late n i havent sleep yet...hehe chinese boy band sucks......wasted 1 hour.... :( 

ok...nights! muaks!

Failed!

I tried uploading the project from my phone....but somehow the 3g was not working....so Im lazy to continue with the project so I'll just leave it as a failed project!

Actually I think no fb is good for me....I can focus and study for once....ahahahaha....
O can't belief that we have to go uni just for some OSCE FEEDBACK tomorrow.... >:-(!!
>_<

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Little project cause by havin x fb that no one will know.....

I HAVE NO FB UNTIL THE 23rd!!!

My daily routine of falling asleep while fbooking is gone.....

I need my fb.....

My <3!

........

=_="

Ahhhh.......


So..... I'll start a new project.... Where I'll write down all my random thoughts and post them at the end of the day.... I wonder what kind of weird things I'll post....I think I'll include the time....

Hmmm let's see.... <3!

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I'm lost......

When stuff like this happen...u really don't know what to do....obey who??? The worst thing is...I don't even know who or where to consult from....
I can't stand it sometimes....I'm really at lost for words.....what should I do??? I really wanna go....but it seems everytime I wanna ask for permission....something of these sorts happens n I end up losing my guts to ask for permission....I don't know what to do.....I don't wanna hurt their feelings....I really do understand what their thinking...bcoz I've been down that road....n I know it's wrong......all the more I'm worried for them....but at the sametime....I'm no saint either.....so how can I say anything.....when I don't even know what to say???? I asked.....I really asked....but still no answer.....really la.....TT_TT
The best part was....I was just discussing it with my home away sis......I really miss her....but also it's better if she wasn't here....if not it would have been more intense....

N I was right....crying doesn't help.....it only makes it worse....once u start u can't stop....n your eyes become red n swollen....I hate it......




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hmmm i'm gonna blog tomorrow about my beloved group j! i love u!

facebook quiz

i did a test on facebook

What Kind of Teenager Are You? (Girl's Quiz!)

She is Spontaneous, Crude, and Loving. You’ll often times find her dancing by herself near the jukebox/the band/in the middle of an empty field. She enjoys life on a level unappreciated by others. Like a lost AM radio station, she is quite a delight to experience, if even for a small amount in time. Just as wildfire comes, wildfire goes. She’s here one day and gone the next, often leaving without a note. This is the tragic being of one of God’s most beautiful creature. You’ll always remember her for the wind in her hair and the music she sways to.

ahahaha...i dont mind being like this....i say....

wonder

i cant help but to wonder....what would u say, how would you react if i made it very very clear to you that i like u.......

TOo HOot! )O_o!

I HATE BEING IGNORED!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!! guess what!!!!! I'm TOO HOT for u to handle!!!!
ahahahaha!

A long post about a long day... :-)

wow it seems like ages since i wrote my last blog....ahahah really wanna try out vloging, but i dont have a decent cam, sad, oh well....

well one thing's for sure....today was an awesomely tiring day! Y awesome? well, because we were lost before arriving to tang lin (x sure about d spelling, and i'm too lazy to check) (hmmm actually typing that and this, i could have searched for the right spelling...oh well...haha). getting lost was a funny adventure...ahahah... 

scene: jill, laughing but on the edge of crying, deena trying to keep calm, jooanne screaming directions (hack she got confused left with right), me screaming left turn left, but was ignored *sobs* (fyi that was the correct turning) and dear veeresh just sitting quietly without a sound in the back seat beside me....ahahaha hilarious!

ahahah... the case comm interview part wasnt as difficult as i expected it to be....lol, well it's always typical of me too overreact...i only hope i have enough time to write the case comm....lol....even if i x have, i'll make them! 

omgosh it got me thinking......about the remaining time for group j to be group j....i wanna a trip to sabah!!!! road trip!!! anywhere!!! I'm so gonna miss them...i bet i cant laugh and shout so loud in other group....i bet i cant sing randomly, dance randomly and jump around randomly in class any more....i will miss them real real real bad..... feel like crying now...

putting aside my study related stuff...........I LOVE HUI YI!!! yes i'm bi! (jkjk i'm straight, straight as a steel...ahahaha familiar hui yi??) we have kinda sort of the same music taste!!! at least we both agree to support ori for those talented singers....



go search for worn me down...i really love that song...the feel the tone of the music vid made me love it even more....!
nvm i'll just post the link.... <3!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdQ_1JcVABQ

lol....i'll just leave this post here....really missed pouring all my thoughts out here....lol....

ps. I turn my head and I look away, but I can't control, my eyes are on you, yeah~~~

wow...this post is real long....singing practice tomorrow! nervous!

Sigh!

It's 2!!! N I can't sleep!!!!!!!
I guess I'll just go study la....


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Ahhhhhh!!!!:(

Talk to me!!!!!! Ishhhhhh!!!!!!!
Haih.....I x like this at all.....i don't know la.....give up give up.....


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Music + +

Ish!!!!! I x wanna care what others may think!! I just gotta say it!!!!!!
Na joha Super Junior!!!!!! Oppas!!!!!!!
Their mv's coming out later!!!! I can already imagine how cool their dance is gonna b!!!! ㅋㅋㅋ!

CNBlue!!! Omg I love their new song!!! Bluelove!!! I love their music it's so simple but yet so catchy n addictive ....no autotune no stablelizer (hope not)....plus it's a feel good song which I really need know..... Lol

Ok! That aside.....
I knew paramore was good....but boy was I blown away by hayley's vocals!!! Killer vocals!!! I x know how she can hold those high notes for so long n so clean!!! Gosh!!!
Ahahahaha mayb I'm a new found fan of paramore!!!.....lol we'll c how....

Hmmm to b honest I don't like it when ppl stigmatise Korean music :p but i'm too much of a dan xiao gui to say anything about it....hehe but I do play them even when I'm asked not to......:)

Another thing....I think i'm stressed but then again I think I'm not...... Well let me put it this way.....today in uni, yes I'm tired but I didn't feel grumpy at all....but once I reached home!!!!! I tell u....my mood did a 180 degrees flip!!!! So grumpy.....so jumpy..... Idk la....haih....time to listen to Suju now! hehe

Oh ya 1more thing!!!!!! Michelle got into an accident!!!! Omg!!!! Just right infront of sunway medical centre!!!! The right side of her car dented badly....gosh scary...thank god nothing happened to her.......really thank god...already joanne broke her leg....I x want a joanne 2 to happen....lol

I think it's really time to sleep!! Full day ahead!!!
Lol....nitty nites!!! Ahahaha

Ps. Is love our (a girls) whole life??? I beg to differ!



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Sister

I miss my little sis....hmmmm
I always fight with her....but I still love her.....I x stand it when ppl bully her.....I can't stand it when she cries....ahaha unless I'm the cause....I miss her......

One thing bad about washing your hair at nights is that u might q your hair while sleeping.....lol....funny hair style for today.....

I x like to be ignored.....I hate it.....ahahaha....Ji ming says I hate alot of things.... My mom also says that!!!! I guess he's right....I will say dislike from now on.....

Sing Ning and Ji Ming got me hooked on o2mania.....!!!!! Did nothing tonight.....suppose to do pcl but I x.....ahhhhh!!!!

I just realise this post is a bit too random unintentionally.....
Hehe....nights <3



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Some of the emotions I'm feeling now!!!! Lol!

>_< @_@ T_T TT_TT =_= x_x


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blur case la.....

omg.....haih....sigh......
after reading (kinda enjoyed la....) for like 1 hour of lecture notes....i realise i read the wrong note.....silly me....

i think it;s because i;m sleepy already....plus....i hate to admit it.....but i;m sick.....ish!!!
nevermine.......nevermine.......

y is it everytime i wanna type ' it comes out as ;??? ish betul!
y m i typing in BM....??? suhana!!!u la.....hahahaha

just came back from the toilet....aiyo....i think i've been to the toilet for 20 ++ time today.....hahahahaha......

n there's this hair keep poking my eye.....i'll just shave my hair la....

since i cant concentrate anymore....my thoughts are all over the place.....i think i'll just go to sleep now......hmmmm tomorrow 8 am!!!!


hahaha........i;m using alot of hahahaha....indication of me being sleepy....
hmmmm there's something wrong with the kepboard....keik keik one....

nights.....today...pray for those who wanna study, can study easily and......i'll think later....
nights....

I wanna know you

Haha....I was scrolling through my old songs n I came across this song.....

I love it.....a bit Disney n all...but still nice song.....

When I saw you over there
I didn’t mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

Girl, I guess that you’re the kind
To say what’s on your mind
But you listen when I have
something to say

You smile, never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I’m wrong
You’re fragile and you’re strong
A beautiful and perfect combination

Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah
I wanna know you
Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I thought so
Hu oh oh
Yeah, yeah
Yeah! Yeah!
I wanna know you (Yeah! Yeah!)
I wanna go there, where you go (Where you go!)
I wanna find out what you know (I wanna know you!)
And maybe someday down the road (Yeah!)
I'll sit back and say to myself (Yeah!)


I wanna say something....the more happy I am....the more scared m I of losing this feeling....I wanna have this positiive feel for as long as possible.....ahahahaha.....wow....so serious ah??!! Lol....
Nights to the world....
Today....pray for every1's health..... Peace <3

Good day

Haha... I painted my nails green today!! Yeah for the earth!!
It's 2 I haven't sleep I wonder whether I can donate blood anot??

Fun day..... I feel good today.... I x know y.....even though I feel sick....but I feel good.... Weird....

Plus I x know what's gotten into me.... Suddenly high on fb n Twitter...most of the time I'm fb dead.... But today.... Hahaha idk y

Nothing much happened.... I ate pi pa kou for the 1st time.... Honestly.... I wasn't expecting that taste.... Haha cough drop taste.... I hate med taste.....lol....

I like the way I am lately for the past 2 days.... Happy positive high! Lol.... Nice feeling to have....

I realise I'm easily pleased...Oreo works....so does chipsmore....n ice cream.... Hahaha I though coughing u can't eat this....hehehe

Ohhh joanne's coming back 2morrow!!! Miss her bad!!!

K....signing out! Pray for those who lost someone dear...


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boo--IU

my fav line from it....not telling!

omg.....i think i'm at that age wanting to feel how it feels like.... ahahahaha
shy* hui yi!

Stuff that happened today

First!! I wanna thank the lord for answering my prayers....ahaha....ask for what I prayed....that's between me n him....:p

Second!!!! I randomly found a new immigrant in my pencil box!!! Temporary or permanent????

Ahahahaha!! Free pencil!

Third!!!!!!
I ning painted my nails!!!!!!!!
I love it!!! Thanks....she thinks it's ugly but I think it's beautiful!!! Gorgeous!!!

See!

(lazy to use a good cam...lol iPhone cams suck!)




Lastly!!! There's nothing else!!!
Hahahaha....I'm sleepy but I'm happy.....

Ps. I think I'm a very emotional girl....or it's just my hormones doing naughty business....!!

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Releasing stress!

Ways to release stress:-

Running across the Monash bridge (the 1 above the big longkang...lol)

Making funny faces in the car with michelle....

Blast random techno...house n electronic music in the car

Dance to it....

Put up rocker sign to ppl who michelle horned at!!!
Ahahaha!!!!!

Laughing for nothing or silly things....

N NOT STUDYING!!!

Ahahaha!!!!!!

What a roller coaster ride of emotions today!!!



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emo....

i'm feeling burdened....i feel stressed....i dont feel like eating....tired all the time....i x feel like crying....but i feel empty....i can be high at 1 time...extremely low the next minute....i dont feel like talking anymore....i wanna smile....but i want someone to make me smile.....i can stare into blank space for a very long time not thinking of anything.....but surprisingly i stayed wide awake through out all the lectures this week....still....i dont feel like studying...i just don't feel like doing anything....
i saw the email monash sent to me regarding the exams on 26 june.....i felt nothing....nothing at all....i usually will feel anxious or usually i have reaction....but now i dont.......
i x know what to do......medicine made me sad....shame on u medicine for bullying me..... X( 

My big fat mouth n Korean class!!

Obvious!!! Is it that obvious????
Lol yes I like u n I have a big fat mouth.....hahaha.....now every1 knows..........
Can't I gave a secret for myself??? Stupid mouth...
Lol.....

First site visit will b tomorrow....I wonder how will it b like??? Excited!!!

&)&@"#^+~>¥\+
my first Korean class will b tomorrow!!!
I seriously can't wait!!!!! Omg!!! Ok....jillian should totally buy me a one way ticket (singing the song) to Korea!!!

Ahhhhh.... I feel happy today.....I dint know y....




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I x wanna know

I wanna know what guys think....I only wanna study now...
I might wanna know what it feels like...but that's not my main priority now.....

Stop thinking!!! U stupid Aries....
Stop thinking u know it all...
Study....

Omg....n I can't figure out someone....lol....he doesn't seem interested....or friendly in my case....

Sleepy....but I haven't study a lot of things.....

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Weird

Weird....I feel weird....something's not right....
X know what's wrong.... Mayb tomorrow's not gonna b a good day for me??
Hmmmm....maybe ITS LATE....N I CANT SLEEP!!!!!

Omg....I'm so drama!
Haih....just sleep....
(personality disorder MUCH)

Ok shit...I really sound like a mental person....hehe....

Actually it late...but I feel like screaming to tell myself to sleep...but I can't...so...blog it lo!!!



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Did nothin today....

What the #%$# I didn't do anything at all today.....what the hell....
All I did was download songs...download opera....n download some PDF file editor which where all crap....lol!!! N read pharmacodynamics....(headache x from the notes but the book)

But Opera was the bomb!!! <3 it!!!! I'm even a fan of it on facebook....

New song from rain 비 is the best....
Tracks:
1. Love song- omgosh....his voice....seeexy!
2. Hip song- the title says it all...even more sexy!
3. One - nice song....has a good R&B vibe to it....
4. Same - feel good song....4 stars...
5. Love song (English vr.) - ok...I must say...his English is one of the best I've heard so far...of course not considering those ABK (mod from ABC).... Quite clear only too me 3 times to get all the lyrics....nice!

Ok....this entries abit deviated from the title....
Lol

K......DONE!


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Soshi black!

Omg!!! I'm lovin my black nails!!!
Lol...I doubt that Shing Yee will read this but ya....this is inspired by u!!! Yours is red...mine is black....korea's music entertainment is raining with the black soshi theme....

I'm super super super random!!! One minute it'll b about a, the next will b about b.... Funny.....

Here's my nails....I'll have to touch up tomorrow....sleepy already.....




Hmmm I wonder how I'm gonna practice guitar ah???.....long nails....somemore polished 不舍得弹....ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Sleepy already....안녕!

Food!

Food is just food....no point in complaining about the food....GOSH!!

If one person doesn't like it, doesn't mean the food wasn't worth it....

AGRHHHH!!!!!! I say!!!!


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complaining! hehe! ^-^!

ahaha....
i think......
all my friends have become matured....but .....
i'm the only one that became immature!!!.....

good or no good??? who cares!

lol....i cant stand studying!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate to study for the sake of exams!!!! i love studying or rather learning for knowledge!....hmmm in a complaining mood....!!!!

boring!!! i wanna have a tattoo! hui yi....u started it!!! now i'm obsessed over it!

man....i envy those who r so musically talented! i wish i was!.....

ok......i'm done complaining.....going back to studying!

Backslide

Feeling so so so guilty!!!!
Backslide????!!!! I'm more than backsliding....i've fallen.....
I wanna get closer to u lord....I need help....
Haih....

Guilty feeling nagging me....

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Random thoughts that came into my mind at night~~~

Hmmmm....I should sleep....class at 8....but I can't sleep!!!!

Some one save me???
I wanna go somewhere...anywhere...but it's 1++ in the morning!!!
Haih....hmmm I shouldn't sigh even though it's a virtual sigh....

Hehe...I really can't sleep... Trying to type till I sleep...is that even possible?? Lol I'll give it a try....
I hope no 1 reads this stupid entry....

Still can't sleep....

Nice weekend!! Great weekend actually...felt so so good after singign sooooo many songs....the linkin park songs....juwa? ANI! Lol!!! Veve is the best at screaming!!!! The cutest screaming teddy bear....

Still x sleepy....in fact I'm more awake now...(haha method not working)

Otoke?? Type more!

Monash is nice....I thought that rich n stuck up ppl study here....but boy m I wrong....they r the nicest ppl I met in my life!!!


I say awkward thing with guys... X know y.... Just awkward...m inexperience in this area!! Can I lean on their shoulder without implying anything....just like how I lean on my gfsss shouldersss??? Hmmm.... I wanna have FUN !!

I think I'm starting to feel sleepy....

Get it right girl!!! Can't u understand???
Chingu--> ne! Oppa --> ani~~~
repeat that over n over girl!!! .......
(lol....really hope some1 x read this...but if u do...just ignore it...)(laugh it out n away)

I'm stupid....everyone else is smart.......

I love my iPhone! I do!! But I want a new phone that no one has....ahahaha!!! Evil me....!

My pillow is nice!!

iPhone rocks!!! Korean chewing gums r the best!! Daebak!

Kill me!!!!!! No don't kill me....I'm too young to die....!!!

Medicine is a tough coures..... No time for anything else....

Crazy... I think I'm crazy! I think I'm crazy~~~
it's a song!

Prove me wrong!! My instincts r never wrong!!!most of the time:(

A light at the end of the tunnel....

God! Save me from myself..... All this excess feeling for erhmmm....it's just me being my curious self wanting to know more...nothing more than that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sleepy.... Typing all the wring words..... Lol....
Really sleepy now....ㅋㅋㅋ

This method really work!!!!!



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That's me!!

Ahaha!! Hmm I x know whether this is good or bad...but I'm an extremist!!! XD

When I love something...I totally fall in love with it there's no end to it...
But when I x like something...well I just reject it...ok mayb not ppl...I feel guilty hating ppl...hahaha!!!

^_^! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ!

Signing off! (salute)
Love n peace!


Hehe...random picture!! Made me happy...so...ignore me...haha

Sad....

Hmmm...I'm fed up!!
Family members can b a blessing, but sometimes you just can't tolerate one another...

Y do u like to scream n get so worked up so easily... B more flexible...shouting when thing doesn't go your way doesn't solve the problem...

Sure mayb I did something wrong...but at least I try n talk it out first...I hate to argue...only makes things worst...

Haih...already I'm tired from all those boring n useless lectures..n talks...trying my best not to shout n frown...but u kept on going n going n going on...what's the point of getting so worked up???

Luckily I have my iPod! N k-pop music which were noisy enough to block out the screaming n shouting!

Sorry for being so emo...needed somewhere to let it all out... N not heard...

Signing off! Sleepy...nap!! Hehe...

moving office....

well my dad's office...

long story cut short....cleared his office yesterday....brought some cupboards....desk ect ect...

at least i have a cupboard for myself since my uni life is starting....

reorganised the already very messy storeroom to put some stuff there too....cleaning up part was fun...hehe was listening to my kpop songs while mopping the floor....

everything was ok except for the lizard part!!

there was this BIG HUGE lizard behind some boxes....ewwwwww.....chill chill....

I HATE LIZARDS!

those cold....freaky things...

the scare the freak out of me....sick!

enough of the cleaning up part...

lol! a made new spectacles last night!!

its blue~~~~ hehe...love it....i'll post the pic once i have it..

signing off for now...gtg n check about ptptn loan....any1 knows how long does the pin no. (the BSN thing) last?? 3 or 6 mths??

SHIT! hehe....dont mind my french...

you guys (well those who know me well enough) know right...that i have a driving license...but i dont drive.....hehe...well shame on me!

okay anyways....this week was my first day of uni....so i decided to grow up n learn how to drive...yup u heard me right! DRIVE one of my phobia...

totally psych myself up! lets do this!

but when i checked my license about 30 minutes ago....it expired on the 27 of feb!!!!!!!

NO!!!!

so how m i suppose to drive now!!!sad cries!

i really wanna drive...i cant be relying on other ppl my whole life right!!!!(driving atleast) (bang heads on table)

...well next week then...i guess...

haih....

ps....i'm blogging again! hehe