Family lunch

Having lunch with my family is something that I cherish dearly.....

Remember

I must remember the word of God!!!! He is my rock, the one I depend on. And he never fails me.

He's burden is light.... :-D

Listening to classical music <3

Fantastic music, but too sad....

The lyrics to this songs is unbearable, it speaks of the truth, but at the end of a tunnel there is always hope.
and Hope in me is through Christ.

Lyrics:
O Fortuna
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut decrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,
potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem.

Sors immanis
et inanis,
rota tu volubilis,
status malus,
vana salus
semper dissolubilis,
obumbrata
et velata
michi quoque niteris;
nunc per ludum
dorsum nudum
fero tui sceleris.

Sors salutis
et virtutis
michi nunc contraria,
est affectus
et defectus
semper in angaria.
Hac in hora
sine mora
corde pulsum tangite;
quod per sortem
sternit fortem,
mecum omnes plangite!

English Lyrics:

O Fortune,
like the moon
you are changeable,
always waxing
or waning;
hateful life
first oppresses
and then soothes
as fancy takes it;
poverty
and power
it melts them like ice.

Fate -- monstrous
and empty,
you whirling wheel,
stand malevolent,
well-being is vain
and always fades to nothing,
shadowed
and veiled
you plague me too;
now through trickery,
I bring my bare back
to your villainy.

Fate, in health
and in virtue,
is against me,
driven on
and weighted down,
always enslaved.
So at this hour
without delay
pluck the vibrating string;
since Fate
strikes down the strong man,
everyone weep with me!

LOL

hmm... I'm quite the emotional kid! XD

Bother

I didnt know that i was that much of a bother to you.
Was I the only one feeling happy to be with u?

Am I qualified enough to judge that ppl don't love enough, don't share enough, don't care enough?


From feeling lonely to officially being lonely....
 

~~Pray that i will get over this phase of my life~~

a sentimental heart

Often times, true happiness does not come from outrages thing that makes you laugh out loud, rather the small things in life that we often overlook. I find myself slowly but surely adjusting to a life of independence. Finding myself happy over small incidence such as making dinner for myself. (hehe not instant noodles for once). is heart warming. Although the dinner was no master piece, still it fulfilled me.

Still, i miss my family dearly. Mostly the distinct noise emitting from them. How I wish I could teleport myself home! >.< I want to eat dinner my mom made, sleep in the same room as my sis....
Having a feeling such as this....it's my first. although you hear them in songs, the deep yearning for something, you never really understand. I now know! I thank Michelle for making me accept reality, that i indeed miss home!
Although there are still many challenges awaiting me, i'll face them one at a time, hehe because i can't multi task!! ;p


<3

sad.

I guess... you're just too good for me.
U glow from afar, but up close, it burns my eyes.
Too much for me to have.

That having said... i wont do myself justice if i didnt try.

CoNfUsEd !!

want? dont want? I dont know!

but i do know i want my results to be good!

I guess it's all up to GOD!

Speaking of which... I'm going to church this sunday! at 10! so happy about it! 

lovely!

minutes in life

I think that every minute we spend in life is never a waste. We listen, we see, we experience and then we learn :)