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Monday, July 28, 2008 / Monday, July 28, 2008
Ada Untukmu - Nubhan
Di sana pungguk menanti Mengharap bulan membalas rindu di hati Di sini aku berdiri Menunggu penuh dengan kesabaran Tanpa manis madah Janji yang puitis Tuk persembahan Hanya ketulusan Sekeping hati suci
Aku Berikan kasih Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku Aku Berikan cinta Untuk membahagiakan hari mu Aku Sayang dirimu Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti
Akan ku kota janji kita Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta Seteguh kasih Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya
Terasa indah pabila berdua Semakin tiba saat bahagia Merai cinta kita Aku Berikan kasih Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku Aku Berikan cinta Untuk membahagiakan hari mu Aku Sayang pdamu Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti
Akan ku kota janji kita Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta Seteguh kasih Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya
if only love was this easy.. and update about my life.. life has been treating me well.. durian party coming up soon! o-week too! met with friends i have not met since like forever yesterday during matriculation fair. (: and i think i like this small font. it looks prettier when i type. HAHA. just now the door incident was damn funny. what with thier faces squashed towards the mirror just so they can enter the room back. funny lah.. i cant wait for school to start. i cant wait to get into momentum and have fun all throughout school life~!
enjoy puas-puas! :) and i think i am so going aussie during term break to meet up with my darlings if i save from now! woohoo~ come save up people then we can go together! <33
on a lighter note, i had fun at the class bbq on sunday! i really wished i had stayed over. sorry ade and sihui on pangseh-ing you girls for yesterday night's k-golden. in future okay! im sure you girls had fun.. haha.. what with the cute stripe shirt guy next door. yummy! or even the guy in cap and specs. too bad never get to see them again! :(
on a heavier note, i think i look like an elephant now. oh no. i so have to start dieting like last time and exercise like mad. and i want pimples to go away!! dah. do not remind me of my weight no more..
love is like air, you can't breathe with no air, air.. (HAHA.)
Monday, July 21, 2008 / Monday, July 21, 2008
I guess it has been eons since I wrote anything here. Many events/outings have occured in the past week that I think made my last few weeks of freedom as enjoyable as it can get, although I know of others who have had more fun going to Bintan and all with good friends and good spirits. UNFAIR! haha..
Anyways, PAIKIA's had our first gang fight last thursday, one day before the qualifying english test. HAHA. camwhoring was the best ever. :) the company was just perfect. laughing and sharing stories felt just like camp and the camp spirit has been revived. hahs. ate at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant. The food was delish. Photos are at the link below..
Had to leave early due to curfew and the guys were being irritating about the curfew thingy coz they don't have one.. nyeahh.. hahas.. but missed them after that.. sad tau..
the next day, the girls celebrated amirahfatin's 19th birthday at laupasat. ohmy.. the vendors are very persuasive up tp the point they become irritating cann.. but we had fun nonetheless. what with out fruit tarts and singing candle and beautiful view at esplanade.. :) the pink themed party was a blast. I felt like elle woods, what with her totally pink outfit and totally pink bag. HAHA. i swear i was giving off that bimbo vibe to everyone.. HAHA. pictures have been uploaded, so check out the link below okay girls!
I bet you can see a recurring similarity happening at this moment.. There has been an influx of photos this past week due to my handy dandy PINK camera which i am so in love with! :)
okay.. next event was the heritage festival at suntec city tropics atrium.... i felt the performances were not bad actually. I enjoyed the whole experience though! :) performing has always been something which gives me an adrenaline high and this time round, it sure did! first time performing at a shopping centre okayy.. so, it was quite an experience!
The family came to give support and we had dinner at fishNco after that. it was the most filling meal ever. went to carrefour after that to buy an external hard disk for my stuff. the thing is like damn cool. And the first things shipped into the hard disk was the many, many photos in the other laptop. Photos for the day can be found below!
yepyep.. and that's not all. On sunday, the family had dinner at downtown and we went to catch Hancock also! we caught the 10.05pm show and it was good okayy.. very heartwarming. And i think the ticket seller is so cute! haha. his name is imran. don't you think that is a hot name. HAHA.
had dance just now. so many people jadi macam fun gitu.. :)
people, i'll be fasting the whole week. So plans to go out must be in the weekends or next week maybe?
Anyways, I have chalet this Sunday and I sooo cant wait! cant wait to meet crazy people this weekend! yippee doodle! :D Until next time loves, take care and smile always. :)
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 / Tuesday, July 15, 2008
i saw this at someone's blog..
You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.
I totally believe so okay. so to faz especially, I shall try to refrain from being nasty everytime you talk about past adventures okay! :)
i'm having a really bad sorethroat right about now.. try not to call me unless i call you. stick to sms-es, emails, msn and any other forms of communication.. i think i should be sleeping, but then I just want to say that we all should remind ourselves every single day to be thankful for everything that Allah (or your God) has given to us.
I thank Him for the smiles, the laughter, the tears, the dissapointment and especially the love that I feel throughout the day.
I smiled to a stranger today. It felt good when she smiled back. :)
Sunday, July 13, 2008 / Sunday, July 13, 2008
once a PAIKIA, always a PAIKIA! :)
just got back from camp last friday. went to melaka the previous sunday for a wedding.
have been enjoying my life all this while~ there are times when i feel damn moody for no reason but reasoning with myself always gets me back to reality and help me get back to my happy persona. :)
its been a great and memorable camp for me. made new friends and tested boundaries. jumped from a pole.. shake my butt in front of the whole camp.. went for fright night (which was not as scary as expected, so not really counted, but the fact that i was able to laugh and not be totally scared was a big FEAT. thanks to komando. haha.) and making new friends. :)
late night supper. macs at the rooftop. camwhoring. playing games. getting dark and sunburnt. smiling and laughing and cursing and laughing and jumping. HAHA. how i wish to repeat the days events again. :)
thanks PAIKIA for the great memories. we'll keep in touch alright! promise! :)
Saturday, July 05, 2008 / Saturday, July 05, 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008 / Thursday, July 03, 2008
I have no idea why love songs have such a huge impact in my life. It may be due to the romantic side in me which overpowers the realist side. It makes me able to dream of happy never-endings and a world where everyone, although how hurt they may have been (either from loving someone too much from afar or a consensual loving between two parties), there's always this tiny light at the end of the tunnel reminding us there is still hope yet.
I have always deluded myself into oblivion about the facts about love. Imaginations of chick lit authors makes me truly believe that things had always had a route/path to follow. For example, the cliches of cliches is that the bitch always snags the nice guy and all the nice girls always have the power to change different stereotypes of bad boys to become the nicest boys on the block (HAHA. Fat hope there ladies.). Well the thing about all this stereotyping of perfect couple traits and also perfect beings is just that. Its a stereotype. This means that these are merely opinions of beings such as yourself and myself. Therefore in real life (the realist in me is taking charge here), there is no need to act a certain way or even change yourself totally (This does not apply to beings who have been rude, foul-mouthed and a pain in the butt all your life. Beings who have the unbecoming characteristics mentioned, you can certainly change for the better.)just so you can snag the guy of your dreams (as claimed by so many beings, such as yourself and myself. Although we do see couples that we wouldn't put together ever, even in our dreams but because they fit the stereotype, who cares. Our dislike for their match certainly would not have any effect on the amount of love which is being offered between the two parties. Love is blind and we certainly cannot choose who we fall in love with). If we had to change just to conform (and well be accepted), we would be acting deceitful, because we are allowing people to only see part of us that we think they may like, just an image of us that we choose to be when we are in front of them, just so that they may truly fall in love with us. Well, isn't that swell. Finding out someone you love to be a totally different person when you finally get together with them, or worse when you have married them already. OH THE HORROR!
Since I am an avid reader of teenage lit, romance, chick lit and spy/love books, I can safely say that I (my brain actually) would dismiss whatever description the author gives of the hero in any book that I read, and I would have already envisioned an ultra hot guy with a face so sharp, rugged and smooth at the same time on top of a nicely shaped body(legs included of course), speaking the lines of the hero. It's usually the same stereotypical type of hero I envision for every hero in every book. But of course due to my wide variety of charming guys that I like to admire (due to a variety of reasons), these "heroes" tend to look like one or the other throughout the course of the book.
Yes, that would be very typical of this certain being because of her keen interest in beings not of her gender. Although this does not mean, that I strictly look at beings of the opposite sex only because if that is the case, where am I suppose to find inspiration to dress prettily.
BUT, if you think that I have been talking about you, please don't think that way because I was thinking of the many characters from my books and totally not about beings such as yourselves (unless of course you're not beings from Earth but beings from Mars or something, in which case you can have the joy of thinking that I wrote this all for you. Because the thing is, if you think you were from Mars, you must be pretty deluded, so I shall let your imagination run wild this time Mr Martian. HAHA.)
I think I have been blabbering nonsense for the past few paragraphs and if you are still reading this entry up till now. wow. I'm truly honoured (okay wait, how do you spell honoured again? Is it honored or honoured? OH NO! I need to stick to reading English books and not books from America or I would certainly get my spellings wrong in the future because of the difference in spelling for Britain's English and America's English.).
I have no idea where the inspiration to write about nonsensical stuff such as the example above came from, but somehow after writing that, I feel as if my intelligence has increased by about 20% and I bet you all have lost 20% of your intelligence because it has been transferred to me. Okay, I certainly think that I have a case of verbal diarrhoea, but in this case, it is a case of non-verbal diarrhoea in the form of typing nonsense for absolute no reason at all.
Its 2.22am right about now. I quite like the number since it has a repetition of one of my favourite numbers. A friend once asked me why I should like number 2 when number 1 is way cooler. Okay, she did not say that exactly the same way I have typed her out to be (she sounds a bit bimbotic here, doesn't she? HAHA.). I replied in about the same bimbotic manner by saying number 2 is a sexy number. Another reason why it is deemed to be very sexy in my eyes because I am number 2 in the family and I choose to believe that the second child are certainly always sexy people (although this observation is very biased towards the author).
I think I should be sleepimg right about now. Laters. :)
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 / Tuesday, July 01, 2008
A new day has just started. My sister is going to start school today, so yeah. So exciting. The reason for me blogging today is because i wanted to show off my library books. Try to find the similarities okay? :)
haha.. if you answered.. OMG! IT'S ALL PINK! whoopee~ you are soo right!
HAHA. i was feeling a bit bimbotic that day okay.. i only noticed after i had borrowed 5 books, and so me being me, i decided to find 3 more pink books just to have 8 pink books! YAY!
a run-through of events that have happened in my life: - have been going for dance (although my body is aching all over) :D - have been going for classes :D - met my darlings.. :D - went to see cute baby girl :D - walked with my handsome boy :D
haha.. i like~ :)
Monday, July 28, 2008 / Monday, July 28, 2008
Ada Untukmu - Nubhan
Di sana pungguk menanti Mengharap bulan membalas rindu di hati Di sini aku berdiri Menunggu penuh dengan kesabaran Tanpa manis madah Janji yang puitis Tuk persembahan Hanya ketulusan Sekeping hati suci
Aku Berikan kasih Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku Aku Berikan cinta Untuk membahagiakan hari mu Aku Sayang dirimu Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti
Akan ku kota janji kita Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta Seteguh kasih Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya
Terasa indah pabila berdua Semakin tiba saat bahagia Merai cinta kita Aku Berikan kasih Kalau itu yang kau mahu dari ku Aku Berikan cinta Untuk membahagiakan hari mu Aku Sayang pdamu Biarpun nafas ku sampai terhenti
Akan ku kota janji kita Mendirikan Taj Mahal cinta Seteguh kasih Shah Jehan kepada Mumtaznya
if only love was this easy.. and update about my life.. life has been treating me well.. durian party coming up soon! o-week too! met with friends i have not met since like forever yesterday during matriculation fair. (: and i think i like this small font. it looks prettier when i type. HAHA. just now the door incident was damn funny. what with thier faces squashed towards the mirror just so they can enter the room back. funny lah.. i cant wait for school to start. i cant wait to get into momentum and have fun all throughout school life~!
enjoy puas-puas! :) and i think i am so going aussie during term break to meet up with my darlings if i save from now! woohoo~ come save up people then we can go together! <33
on a lighter note, i had fun at the class bbq on sunday! i really wished i had stayed over. sorry ade and sihui on pangseh-ing you girls for yesterday night's k-golden. in future okay! im sure you girls had fun.. haha.. what with the cute stripe shirt guy next door. yummy! or even the guy in cap and specs. too bad never get to see them again! :(
on a heavier note, i think i look like an elephant now. oh no. i so have to start dieting like last time and exercise like mad. and i want pimples to go away!! dah. do not remind me of my weight no more..
love is like air, you can't breathe with no air, air.. (HAHA.)
Monday, July 21, 2008 / Monday, July 21, 2008
I guess it has been eons since I wrote anything here. Many events/outings have occured in the past week that I think made my last few weeks of freedom as enjoyable as it can get, although I know of others who have had more fun going to Bintan and all with good friends and good spirits. UNFAIR! haha..
Anyways, PAIKIA's had our first gang fight last thursday, one day before the qualifying english test. HAHA. camwhoring was the best ever. :) the company was just perfect. laughing and sharing stories felt just like camp and the camp spirit has been revived. hahs. ate at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant. The food was delish. Photos are at the link below..
Had to leave early due to curfew and the guys were being irritating about the curfew thingy coz they don't have one.. nyeahh.. hahas.. but missed them after that.. sad tau..
the next day, the girls celebrated amirahfatin's 19th birthday at laupasat. ohmy.. the vendors are very persuasive up tp the point they become irritating cann.. but we had fun nonetheless. what with out fruit tarts and singing candle and beautiful view at esplanade.. :) the pink themed party was a blast. I felt like elle woods, what with her totally pink outfit and totally pink bag. HAHA. i swear i was giving off that bimbo vibe to everyone.. HAHA. pictures have been uploaded, so check out the link below okay girls!
I bet you can see a recurring similarity happening at this moment.. There has been an influx of photos this past week due to my handy dandy PINK camera which i am so in love with! :)
okay.. next event was the heritage festival at suntec city tropics atrium.... i felt the performances were not bad actually. I enjoyed the whole experience though! :) performing has always been something which gives me an adrenaline high and this time round, it sure did! first time performing at a shopping centre okayy.. so, it was quite an experience!
The family came to give support and we had dinner at fishNco after that. it was the most filling meal ever. went to carrefour after that to buy an external hard disk for my stuff. the thing is like damn cool. And the first things shipped into the hard disk was the many, many photos in the other laptop. Photos for the day can be found below!
yepyep.. and that's not all. On sunday, the family had dinner at downtown and we went to catch Hancock also! we caught the 10.05pm show and it was good okayy.. very heartwarming. And i think the ticket seller is so cute! haha. his name is imran. don't you think that is a hot name. HAHA.
had dance just now. so many people jadi macam fun gitu.. :)
people, i'll be fasting the whole week. So plans to go out must be in the weekends or next week maybe?
Anyways, I have chalet this Sunday and I sooo cant wait! cant wait to meet crazy people this weekend! yippee doodle! :D Until next time loves, take care and smile always. :)
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 / Tuesday, July 15, 2008
i saw this at someone's blog..
You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.
I totally believe so okay. so to faz especially, I shall try to refrain from being nasty everytime you talk about past adventures okay! :)
i'm having a really bad sorethroat right about now.. try not to call me unless i call you. stick to sms-es, emails, msn and any other forms of communication.. i think i should be sleeping, but then I just want to say that we all should remind ourselves every single day to be thankful for everything that Allah (or your God) has given to us.
I thank Him for the smiles, the laughter, the tears, the dissapointment and especially the love that I feel throughout the day.
I smiled to a stranger today. It felt good when she smiled back. :)
Sunday, July 13, 2008 / Sunday, July 13, 2008
once a PAIKIA, always a PAIKIA! :)
just got back from camp last friday. went to melaka the previous sunday for a wedding.
have been enjoying my life all this while~ there are times when i feel damn moody for no reason but reasoning with myself always gets me back to reality and help me get back to my happy persona. :)
its been a great and memorable camp for me. made new friends and tested boundaries. jumped from a pole.. shake my butt in front of the whole camp.. went for fright night (which was not as scary as expected, so not really counted, but the fact that i was able to laugh and not be totally scared was a big FEAT. thanks to komando. haha.) and making new friends. :)
late night supper. macs at the rooftop. camwhoring. playing games. getting dark and sunburnt. smiling and laughing and cursing and laughing and jumping. HAHA. how i wish to repeat the days events again. :)
thanks PAIKIA for the great memories. we'll keep in touch alright! promise! :)
Saturday, July 05, 2008 / Saturday, July 05, 2008
Thursday, July 03, 2008 / Thursday, July 03, 2008
I have no idea why love songs have such a huge impact in my life. It may be due to the romantic side in me which overpowers the realist side. It makes me able to dream of happy never-endings and a world where everyone, although how hurt they may have been (either from loving someone too much from afar or a consensual loving between two parties), there's always this tiny light at the end of the tunnel reminding us there is still hope yet.
I have always deluded myself into oblivion about the facts about love. Imaginations of chick lit authors makes me truly believe that things had always had a route/path to follow. For example, the cliches of cliches is that the bitch always snags the nice guy and all the nice girls always have the power to change different stereotypes of bad boys to become the nicest boys on the block (HAHA. Fat hope there ladies.). Well the thing about all this stereotyping of perfect couple traits and also perfect beings is just that. Its a stereotype. This means that these are merely opinions of beings such as yourself and myself. Therefore in real life (the realist in me is taking charge here), there is no need to act a certain way or even change yourself totally (This does not apply to beings who have been rude, foul-mouthed and a pain in the butt all your life. Beings who have the unbecoming characteristics mentioned, you can certainly change for the better.)just so you can snag the guy of your dreams (as claimed by so many beings, such as yourself and myself. Although we do see couples that we wouldn't put together ever, even in our dreams but because they fit the stereotype, who cares. Our dislike for their match certainly would not have any effect on the amount of love which is being offered between the two parties. Love is blind and we certainly cannot choose who we fall in love with). If we had to change just to conform (and well be accepted), we would be acting deceitful, because we are allowing people to only see part of us that we think they may like, just an image of us that we choose to be when we are in front of them, just so that they may truly fall in love with us. Well, isn't that swell. Finding out someone you love to be a totally different person when you finally get together with them, or worse when you have married them already. OH THE HORROR!
Since I am an avid reader of teenage lit, romance, chick lit and spy/love books, I can safely say that I (my brain actually) would dismiss whatever description the author gives of the hero in any book that I read, and I would have already envisioned an ultra hot guy with a face so sharp, rugged and smooth at the same time on top of a nicely shaped body(legs included of course), speaking the lines of the hero. It's usually the same stereotypical type of hero I envision for every hero in every book. But of course due to my wide variety of charming guys that I like to admire (due to a variety of reasons), these "heroes" tend to look like one or the other throughout the course of the book.
Yes, that would be very typical of this certain being because of her keen interest in beings not of her gender. Although this does not mean, that I strictly look at beings of the opposite sex only because if that is the case, where am I suppose to find inspiration to dress prettily.
BUT, if you think that I have been talking about you, please don't think that way because I was thinking of the many characters from my books and totally not about beings such as yourselves (unless of course you're not beings from Earth but beings from Mars or something, in which case you can have the joy of thinking that I wrote this all for you. Because the thing is, if you think you were from Mars, you must be pretty deluded, so I shall let your imagination run wild this time Mr Martian. HAHA.)
I think I have been blabbering nonsense for the past few paragraphs and if you are still reading this entry up till now. wow. I'm truly honoured (okay wait, how do you spell honoured again? Is it honored or honoured? OH NO! I need to stick to reading English books and not books from America or I would certainly get my spellings wrong in the future because of the difference in spelling for Britain's English and America's English.).
I have no idea where the inspiration to write about nonsensical stuff such as the example above came from, but somehow after writing that, I feel as if my intelligence has increased by about 20% and I bet you all have lost 20% of your intelligence because it has been transferred to me. Okay, I certainly think that I have a case of verbal diarrhoea, but in this case, it is a case of non-verbal diarrhoea in the form of typing nonsense for absolute no reason at all.
Its 2.22am right about now. I quite like the number since it has a repetition of one of my favourite numbers. A friend once asked me why I should like number 2 when number 1 is way cooler. Okay, she did not say that exactly the same way I have typed her out to be (she sounds a bit bimbotic here, doesn't she? HAHA.). I replied in about the same bimbotic manner by saying number 2 is a sexy number. Another reason why it is deemed to be very sexy in my eyes because I am number 2 in the family and I choose to believe that the second child are certainly always sexy people (although this observation is very biased towards the author).
I think I should be sleepimg right about now. Laters. :)
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 / Tuesday, July 01, 2008
A new day has just started. My sister is going to start school today, so yeah. So exciting. The reason for me blogging today is because i wanted to show off my library books. Try to find the similarities okay? :)
haha.. if you answered.. OMG! IT'S ALL PINK! whoopee~ you are soo right!
HAHA. i was feeling a bit bimbotic that day okay.. i only noticed after i had borrowed 5 books, and so me being me, i decided to find 3 more pink books just to have 8 pink books! YAY!
a run-through of events that have happened in my life: - have been going for dance (although my body is aching all over) :D - have been going for classes :D - met my darlings.. :D - went to see cute baby girl :D - walked with my handsome boy :D
haha.. i like~ :)
MY PROFILE
Its all about ME!
Hello my name is farahin!
i am not liable for the sappy and increasingly feminist content in this blog
i shall not I REPEAT i shall not be a cynic of love.
it just spoils all the fun out of falling in and out of love
I LOVE THIS!
What I really LOVE!
myself
dance
friends
heels
_ _ _ _ HAHA.
shopping when i have the money
myself
WISHLIST!
my WISH upon a star!
get my driving license!!
go on a trip with my friends!digital camera :)))dresses.dresses.dresses.go for CAMP! any kind will do! :)hang out with the jayceee people <33
go ice skating!!
visit the SCIENCE centre AND Camwhore!
SWIMMING!
strawberry sundaeee pleasee!HEELS! :)
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