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Monday, July 30, 2007 / Monday, July 30, 2007
i would turn back time.. just to have those two lovely guys serenading songs for me and my darls again.. :) hahs.. and i was remembered of isabella.. haha.. i appreciate his effort.. how cute. :)

aniwaes.. today was fine i guess.. i was lethargic as hell in the morning.. i rushed to school... did my late subuh prayers in school.. i heard beautiful voices singing in the early morning.. i felt soo enlightened.. :) aniwaes.. the start of dance was bleaurgh.. prolly coz so little of them were dancing today.. but because malay dance always has a thing with me.. i was happy all over again.. :D then after pe.. we did our malay while we ate at the good news cafe and then went for econs.. in which we irritated nizar again.. haha.. then malay was okay i guess... wait.. malay is ALWAYS interesting and fun.. hehs. then we had econs test... ate our lunch in the canteen.. then went for gp.. i was halp sleeping while doing my gp assignment.. ohmy! i must have really been very tired..

so after gp.. it was math.. lucily mr anuar was soo nice today! :) hahs.. then went for malay class... in which my classmates went beserk.. haha.. aperdaa.. but we were crazy as hell.. haha.. i love them much for that.. and cikgu was stress with us i think.. haha.. she must be thinking that she was teaching 8 or 9 years old students.. hahas

then malay was project work time again.. ate at the cafe again... then that was when we were serenaded by the most beautiful voices.. how sweet can they get... :P then iw as feeling so muchy and all.. haha.. then went to the library to finish up malay hwk.. thenwe went for econs from 6pm to 8pm..

haha.. well spent time i must say.. haha.. and we have an assignment to be done by this friday.. 6 essays coming up! :P hehes.. lala~

i love you.. yes you.. i really do.. and now i am feeling2 that i actually have someone to say all that to.. :P


Sunday, July 29, 2007 / Sunday, July 29, 2007
would it be better to keep silent than telling that someone you love them.. it will surely hurt you when they're with another person.. but wouldn't keeping silent, make you regret.. and cause you to wait beside a window waiting for that someone to come by till you're old and grey? till when will you ever truly move on.. just something i was pondering upon..

hahas.. the weekend was quite interesting! :)


on saturday, we had math extra lessons.. 3 hrs non-stop math.. haha.. wuite refreshing i must say...i saw so many people in the concourse and it was sooo quiet.. kinda scary i must say.. hahas. but yeah.. after math, ayah fetch me home and i ate my brunch.. then they send me to kallang for my kayaking lesson..


kayaking lesson was damn fun.. haha.. learned th eskimo something.. hahs.. i actually panicked the first time round.. i actually felt like i was dying can.. but luckily shannon was there to save me! hahs.. so yeah.. after that.. we keep practicing to capsize and brg ourselves up without actually having to out of our kayak.. not bad not bad..


then after kayaking.. the family went out.. hmm.. ate zinger meal in the car.. then we went to courts to find a new table for the living room. then we went to my tok ayah's hse coz something happened.. and we met with the adorable sisters.. hahs.. so we helped them clean the house and make it look soo much more cleaner.. hehs. bumped into mama mimah.. and its a nice thing.. coz its been soo long since i've seen her. :)


then we went to ikea.. and bought lotsa stuff.. nearly lost my hp there.. luckily there was this old man who recognized me and returned it to me.. THANK YOU SIR! :) i am utterly grateful.. and soo i still had the normal scolding from the parents for not taking care of my hp.. haiya..


then at the end of our shopping trip, we saw this cute ikea guy.. haha.. :P but but.. yeahlah.. there was one shortcoming.. sooo not gentlemanly.. haha.. or maybe that's the store's policy.. so we ate supper at changi.. and got home near midnight.. hahas..


hm.. today i woke up late.. then got ready to go to my 2nd cousin's cukur rambut.. the event was so grand! it looks like a wedding cann.. aniwaes.. met up with the family and we're all feeling the love.. hehes..


then we came home to change into going out clothes and went robinson's after sending didil to tuition.. haha.. i met my cute boy yet again! haha.. i feel like a paedophile can.. he must be 9 or 10 only.. but he has gorgeous brown eyes.. and beautiful hair.. and he has nice losng eyelashes.. haha.. 4th sunday i've seen him! :) my cute brown eyes boy! n he is soo shy.. hahas..


then after picking up didil.. went to afghanistan for awhile.. wanted to trade in hp.. but smt happened.. so no tradeing occured..and then went home and since then till now.. i have yet to start on my major hwk.. hahs..so horrible cann.. but yes.. after this entry.. geography hwk it will be..


haha.. mcdonalds is online.. yes.. he still is.. haha.. but the thing is.. he is still hung over someone.. and feeling all sad and emo... cheer up okay dear friend! :) and i am soo sorry for making you feel worse.. :( do take care.. and i shall not to think too much about it..



Thursday, July 26, 2007 / Thursday, July 26, 2007

i have a sudden need for a sugar rush.. my mood is going down fast.. and i son't think that that is a good sign.. now i know why i hate looking at other people's profiles.. wakhakha..


okay..so i am being emotive now.. haha.. i think that is the wrong word to be using.. but do you think this face cares? haha.. and so probably i do..


my family reminded me again.. that if i don't smile, i look very scary.. haha.. but that's good doesn't it.. what id i choose not to smile to anyone on a particular day.. i think i would just die.. keeping that straight face on my not-so-straight-but-stilll-sexy face.. hahaha.. yesyes.. and if my classmates are reading this.. time and time again... i have said.. i do have nice handwriting.. its only that i am shy enough not to show all of you my bautiful handwriting! hahas..


i see sihui giving me the diao face and faye giving me that deadly look of hers.. hahas..


i miss people and people miss me.. and i love my group of friends.. each and everyone of you that always have to tolerate my nonsense morning, afternoon and night.. hehs. :P and that includes the semi-males.. haha.. ok fine. semi-male.. oh no.. i am soo mean.. luckily he has no idea abt this blog.. haha.. and maryam dont you dare tell him. later he complain to his friend. hahahs... :P


thinking of people i love.. makes me happy.. and so .. i think i shall go study now.. since happy people can study better than sad, melodramatic people.. nyeah~


i cant wait to have a nice long chat with bimbo pekak tomorrow.. hahas.. much love! <333


i hope you are fine now darling. no worries kay.. all that matters is the prelims and the a levels.. we're always there.. sort of.. haha.. ( this goes to that one girl who was feeling a tad sad today.. :D)


haha... and fazzzzzzzzzzz.... he asked about me!! when talking to you.. haha.. i feel so much love oozing from everywhere.. muahaha.. :P
smile.. smile.. smile. makes the world go round! :)


Wednesday, July 25, 2007 / Wednesday, July 25, 2007

teehee.. (i sound like a tween now.. haha..) i am awake at 4 in the morning and i have no idea why.. maybe i am suppose to be doing my math or something along that line.. haha.. well.. i had quite an interesting day today.. hal didn't come school today..

hmm.. let's see.. geog lecture was as per normal... okay i guess.. then during break, everyone who took h2 math in my class went early for class to finish up math questions.. which alas, we were chided for.. coz we still did not know how to do the questions.. then after that we had lunch.. where i spent a whole hour in the library alking incessantly about world issues.. haha.. my world that is.. then.. i was super tired during math lecture.. i kept dozing off.. bloody hell.. so yeahah..

then gp was cancelled, so sat with maryam, shodi and hilmi while they eat their lunch and maryam trying to do her hwk or somewhat.. haha.. the malay class was blahh.. its just the normal interesting tiny events that makes malay lessons so much enjoyable than the rest of my other lessons..

then.. there was gp star.. but it was self-study and all... haha. funny incident before going up to the library.. aperdaaa~ haha.. 'ok..bye!' haha.. and your friend is a pervert! confirm! ish! and what else ehh.. met ms raj for consultation.. then just sat thru the session with the same people.. hehs..

then econs star was okayyy.. was able to do the essay... but missed out some parts to the question.. haiya.. the whole of a7 was not present in the audience.. haha.. so i migrated to the other side of the world and thus, sat beside maryam.. AAAH!! the horror! hahas..

ooh.. and i think my friends are a crazy bunch of people.. haha.. i am not fasting today.. to you people out there.. haha.. okay to that one person out there.. watch out! wakhakhakah

and i just read nazree's comment for me.. hahs.. so sweet can he... imagine if he was 6 yrs older.. haha.. right2.. lala~he makes me miss the kecoh people in panther 9.. haha.. you guys and girls will always be in my mind.. and if liyunn is reading this, i have not forgotten my promise to treat you if you're the top NT student at the end of the yr okay! haha.. :P

haha.. ada org kan.. bila berbualkan.. mcm faham aje.. sudah eh.. kalau tak faham, jgn berbual..
lala~ :P


Tuesday, July 24, 2007 / Tuesday, July 24, 2007

THE GREATEST DISTANCE IS NOT BETWEEN THE SKY AND THE SEA NOR HEAVEN AND EARTH..BUT IT'S WHEN I AM STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU JUST DON'T REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU...


Monday, July 23, 2007 / Monday, July 23, 2007
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what
you do.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance



today has been okayy.. jannah said i look more berseri with the new specs. :) and and i have to agree.. i look so much brighter.. haha.. today i was extra happy.. i ahve no idea why.. hal says coz i had a GREAT weekend.. prolly i did..

i love mondays for 2 reasons! the first reason is because i get to reminisce on my malay dance moments and just have fun with nonsense friends.. :) i must say the girls were fast learners.. they look so good when doing the steps. :D

okayy.. then the other interesting subject would be malay! haha.. i love malay for sooo many reasons! i get to speak in my mother tongue and i get to just chill coz i am learning malay literature.. :P

haha.. and shodi is damn irritating.. haiyo.. cannot cover for me tau.. what onlyyy.. ISH! haha.. maryam was sick today and zarifah wasnt in school.. the rest were all just plain lethargic.. aperdaaa~

okaylah..i guess that is all for today.. i shall write soon okayyy.. oh and someone decided to close her blog eh! bacennn!! hehs. and nurul has just got engaged! hehs.. congrats! :) we all shall be happy for our malay star.. :)



Sunday, July 22, 2007 / Sunday, July 22, 2007

haha.. yesyes.. although i do not have that big a butt..and some may just call me fat! wakhakha.. but its alright.. sometimes, im proud and that i am this size.. i thank Allah all the same.. as long as i am living and healthy, its fine by me.. :)

yesterday was THE wedding.. overall it was nicely done.. :0 everything went smoothly except some minor glitches.. haha.. and the entertainment were GREAT! haha.. whenever there are people to see, i'm a happy bugger! haha.. soo damn cute can.. :D

lalala~ okay.. i am utterly lazy to be typing this actually.. but yeahlah.. whatever.. haha..

i am a happy bugger and i miss my darlings! and and.. what is wrong with that certain person? sakit ehh.. ISH!


Friday, July 20, 2007 / Friday, July 20, 2007
The Bottom Line
Plan social outings with friends. A great idea will present itself to you today.

In Detail
It's time for you to plan a social event with friends -- invite everyone to have fun together! Choose a spot or activity that everyone loves, and it will increase the chances that everyone will move mountains in order to make it there. Plus, the fact that you are planning things will bode well for how successful things will be. When you're the cruise director, all your friends will want to hop on board! You know how to create the perfect blend of fun and organization now.


haha.. how cute cann.. haha.. really meh? if i plan, everyone wants to come? haha.. as if ehh..lala~

and and.. i miss that name appearing somewhere in my handphone.. haiyo~!


Thursday, July 19, 2007 / Thursday, July 19, 2007

sometimes its just better to say things out in teh open okayy.. don't pile all your unhappiness inside.. there will be people willing to listen.. i'm sure of it.. anyways.. just smile and think of me... i think that would be the best solution! :)

okay.. so yes.. maybe the book is wide open currently.. nyeah~ i can't think straight now.. and i am waiting for my dinner to arrive..

had an ice cream date with sabarina.. hehs. i totally love her okayy.. i love our ice cream dates.. everything is just shared.. sorry if i wasnt much of a listener.. haha.. there was so much to tell, even though both of us were on the phone yesterday.. haha.. i guess, its just nice to have someone to share your dauys with.. your happiness, your sadness.. :)

i hope that someone is fine.. but i guess he should be.. call me, beep me if you wanna reach me.. haha.. i got reminded of kim possible.. hahas...

and i kind of like this words.. 'turn that frown upside down..'

haha.. i hope that that certain someone could read this.. its not good to be sad.. really.. i can vouch for that..

i love my friends to bits and pieces.. had our photo taking just now.. it was soo nice~ haha.. one of the photos i was beside sihui!! :) haha.. okay.. and i guess i just practically love 2AO7 much much.. :)

fazlina, i demand to see you soon.i want to see that hair of yours..

haha.. and and.. i think i shall be shy tomorrow.. :)

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.


Tuesday, July 17, 2007 / Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i told myself a million times that i have forgotten you.. or that you are just not the one.. but why do you keep appearing wherever.. and make my heart beat faster every single time.. and people.. no.. its not anyone you know.. so stop second guessing.. haha

so yes.. now i feel quite emo.. maybe ite because i am listening to emo songs and because i had a crazy lunch with maryam and shodikin.. haha.. i dunno what came over me and maryam.. haha.. nonsense2.. but i must say i love that feeling.. where we laugh and not care about everyone around us.. hahas.. :)

haha.. okay i just read that paragraph and it makes absolutely no link.. haha.. but but maryam.. i am not saying you are right about me talking with no links whatsoever eh.. just received my new specs yesterday.. haha.. and practically no one noticed, except for jannah.. haha

and and.. today is AMIRAH FATIN'S birthday!!! so did my premonition come true? did you say A LOT of cute guys?? haha.. i bet you did right right! and did he msg at 1707hours? muahaha..

got back most of my results.. lets' see..

malay p1 C
Math U
Econs U
Geog U
GP ?

so i guess you i will be see-ing you soon lahh.. hahas.. exactly why was i angry when he did that? i have no answers myself.. hehs. :)

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Monday, July 16, 2007 / Monday, July 16, 2007
The Bottom Line
You can take on a lot more risk right now in your life, especially emotional risks.
In Detail
You can take on a lot more risk right now in your life, but before you book a flight for a gambling vacation in Las Vegas or decide to take up skydiving, listen up: the universe wants you to avoid anything that involves too much physical risk or fiscal risk. The only risk you should be investigating is emotionally oriented. In other words, it's time for you to put your heart out there. Let yourself be a little bit more vulnerable than you're used to. It will pay off.

hahas.. well, i sure hope soo.. hmm.. :P


Sunday, July 15, 2007 / Sunday, July 15, 2007
hahs.. i am feeling quiet emo currently.. what am I waiting for? i really have no idea actually.. i am waiting for a levels to arrive and ending it soon so that i can enjoy days and nights with my family and friends.. start making new friends at jobs that i am not sure i will be getting.. o rmaybe.. it's a simple wait for the right time.. the right place.. the right moment.. and the right person.. hahas..

watched an indonesian movie just now in the care.. CINTA PERTAMA.. it was a very touching story.. it got my heart beating fast, be in pain.. and everything else.. teh moral of the story is.. if you love someone, tell them know.. Coz if they knew and they have the same feelings for you too.. everything would be much easier.. no one will get hurt.. even if the other person don't have any feelings for you, at teh very least you can close his/her chapter in your life..

but then.. i don't think i'll ever be doing that.. coz as my mom always says.. everyone was made in pairs.. and its just time that will show who we are meant to be with.. so yes.. lala~ and and.. i will never tell my emotions to a guy if if.. by the time i have the courage to tell him i have a crush on him, he would be with someone else already.. by then.. my mantra is to just learn and let go.. it's not nice you see, no i mean its not realistic to be loving someone who is already not available.. ain't it?

dah... i thank the people who have been making me laugh till i cry every night.. :) i love you okayy... and and you both shall take care of yourselves.. if you need to talk or just someone to talk to, i will always be there.. if i'm not there, it means i am wayyyy of in dreamland okayy.. hahas..

this morning, we bought our second kain for hari raya! so damn nice cannn.. lalal~ and for those who are thinking why is farahin buying cloth for hari raya, when she has a levels to study for? well. farahin still wants to look pretty and enjoy hari raya.. there is always enough days for me to enjoy okayy..

and and.. i went to make new specs today.. hehs.. its in brown.. lala~ and and.. my parents buoght me a whole supply of contacts! nyeahs~ oh oh.. and my degree has risen.. that is not very good is that.. haiya~

well, i guess i'll be studying now.. good night to all... and for myself.. i'll just pray for the best for the following week.. i have a feeling there's going to be a lot crying the next week.. so yeah.. be a littel understanding if you see me ina moody mode okayy..

i've closed that chapter of mine.. should i really open a new one soo soon? well, i guess it will all depends.. on you and me.. and the world around.. hehs.


Tuesday, July 10, 2007 / Tuesday, July 10, 2007
well,it's been a week or so since i updated right? anyways.. i just felt that i should write an entry to inform anyone who actually reads my blog that i am currently not in the mood to be writing stuff in the blog just as yet. haha. probably due to laziness or probably something more.

haha.. fine.. to those who have not known the latest news about myself. i have JUST cut my hair short. okay.. not very recent.. last wednesday? after my econs paper.. haha.. saba was the first to see my short hair coz i went out with her.. haha.. and and although i just met her last week, along with faz.. i miss them already.. what more.. those friends of mine whom i have not seen since eons ago.. haha.. for example sila.. alryte.. i know i am suppose to set up some date with you right? hmm.. how about next tuesday? i'll be ending school at 1.30.. nyeahaha.. if you are reading this, tell me okay!

hmm.. and of course masse, hakimah, jannah, jirah, grace.. yader2.. all those people sitting at the back... haha.. and for AMIRAHFATIN... i haven really talked and be gossipy with her since post-valentines day.. we'll meet up.. soon enough. :)

exam is over.. and i had my 4 deserving days of break!!

haha.. okay.. the break had been a fruitful one.. with me cleaning up my room, watching tv and whatnots.. i also went out with the family, contacted old and new friends.. :)

haha. school is forever interesting to me! what with characters that i love and totally adore!!

haha.. that's all i shall spill for school.. if you were part of the great memories.. than you would know.. if you heard it from me, GREAT! haha.. but for now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZARIFAH AND FORRESTER!!
:) MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!! :)


Monday, July 02, 2007 / Monday, July 02, 2007
i really should be practicing my math now.. but somehow.. i feel so bleurgh~! anyways.. i finally found my all time favourite japan drama serial online!! woohoo~! now i shall have a favourite pastime after i finish me econs paper this wednesday...

ibu was in a foul oodjust now. she keeps saying that because of my nonchalant attitude i would cry at the end of the day.. and now my sis is mad at me coz she thinks i'm stupid yader2.. haha.. i can't really think on the sopt can i.. it's not my thing.. but it shall be in a few hours time.. i need all the practice i get..

and guess what? i am fasting tomorrow, so i better stuf fmyself with food before subuh arrives.. hahas..

yesterday was THE event.. i think everyone who was anyone was there.. and i bet that enjoyed themselves.. haiya~ missed out..

well, i guess there's always next time. for now, back to my revision.. lala~ good morning singapore! :)