I was just wondering if anyone can offer me some advice as to how i can start off my fast as my metabolism is very slow and i need to speed it up.is there any vitamins i should take ?as wel what is the 2468? Im new in here not to ed but these kind of sites.
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I made 3, (yes 3!) new posts in Thinspo_Queen and I thought I'd let you all know! Click here to go to the community! (P.S. to view the posts, you have to join the community... don't worry theres no application =P ...)
Hi, I'm new to the community, so I figured I'd just start off saying hi.
Here's my stats:
Height: 5'5"
CW: 117
HW: 132-134
LW:107-109
GW 1: 110
GW 2: 98
If you have similar stats or just want to talk, give me a shout =)
My aim is deepriver105
Here's my stats:
Height: 5'5"
CW: 117
HW: 132-134
LW:107-109
GW 1: 110
GW 2: 98
If you have similar stats or just want to talk, give me a shout =)
My aim is deepriver105
- Current Mood:
blah
hi im new to the group im not ready say my stats but i have a lot of work to do i want to lose a lot of wieght i joined this group for support and im here if anybody need help i have i have been on a water fast for 4 days i hope i can stay on it 4 two months theni will be skinny i hope that i can make it this is not the first time ive done this but someone always stops me this time i want to change im not going to stop until i like what i see when i look in the mior
- Current Mood:
determined
crushedahhh man, sorry to post twice but i'm feeling so down, all of my freinds are at a party and i could be there but i can't face going, but i know by not going i'm going to feel worse. do any of you ever do somehting even if you know it'll make you feel rubbish :(
i'm new! This is soo odd for me cos i've never been a part of any group like this before, and i think my freinds would go mad if they new as they no nothing about how much i want to be thinner and how mucked up my eating habits are, lol. anyway i think i will post my stats when i'm a bit less embarresed, i'd say i'm ED NOS but to be honest i don't know what i am! i'm not overweight or underweight officially but i feel disgustingly fat. i tend to try and restrict and i'm generally sucessful for about a weak and then i have massive binges that can last for days, and i mean massive! to the extent where i feel really ill. does anyone else do this?
anyway it's just gonna be nice to talk to people who can understand and i will try my best to help you all "be happy" lol.
love and hugs Layla :) yay im happy to be here!
All right everyone, this is getting ridiculous and annoying.. For those of you who would like to join our community, you must fill out this form to even be considered. Along with this, I am sending everyone who wants to join the community this message as well. NOTE: if you don't have anywhere to post a comment or message you will NOT receive the message and you will be removed from our list by February 15, 2008.
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Hi all.
first of all let me say that i hope you are all keeping well. im new to this and was just looking for some support. im not like most of you - im grotesquely (??? spelling) overweight, id say i border on the obese side, but im slowly changing that ... i will be thin again. ive been EDNOS for about 10+ years although i havent been to the docs for a diagnosis (i dont want them interfering). I should say im overweight due to having a baby and i reached a comfort zone for 2 years - i stuffed my fat face. now for the past 4 months ive returned to my old habits of fasting, restricting and exercising and im determined to get my lovely hip bones showing once more. im very good at fasting - i can last for 2 weeks and im proud of that while exercising for at least an hr a day. Ill post my stats when im a little more comfortable but im hoping to make loads of new friends and to give anyone support and encouragement. anyway if anyone wants to know anything more or just wants a chat - here i am.
hugs to you all x
Well, I did it again...I gained a friggin pound. Why, oh why, is this happening? Woe is me! I had a Smart Ones dinner yesterday for lunch 260, brown rice 200 for dinner, a sugar free pudding 60, and an orange 84.6 -- that is, a grand total of 604.6 calories and I STILL gained a pound. Okay, exercising like a crazy person today and see what happens. Trial and error, trial and error, right! I know, its cuz I'm old and my metabolism is way down. I will rev it up, no matter what it takes! I am determined to lose this fat, fat, fat!!
- Current Mood:
crappy
Hi All !!
I'm new to this site but I've read around it a few times and everyone here seems so determined to get to the weight they want to so I was very eager to join. I have for the last few months been resticting my calories to about 400 cals a day. I have lost about 25 lbs but still have another 20 to go. The last few weeks I have been finding it really difficult to shift any weight at all. I started to plateau and then my confidence went :( I need to get it back on track and lose the next 20 lbs in 2 months!!! Can it be done????
My stats are:
HW 180 lbs
CW 156 lbs
LW 145 lbs
GW 1 135 lbs
GW 2 125 lbs
Thanks All !!
OKay soo i wanna post pictures and I know how to cut, buttttttt i dont know which link to paste....?? http://...IMG...?? I uploaded them on photobucket...but its not working~~
Hey hey,
How's everyone doing?
I hope you don't mind me posting...
Uhm well, this week I'm having so many tests at school and I have to studie like crazy this whole weekend, and I just can't!
I absolutely can't focus on my school stuff.. It feels like there's a war going on in my head, it's driving me crazy :'(
I can't study, I'm crying all day long and I feel like screaming and yelling and cutting and stuff.
I had to study for like 8 hours yesterday, but I only studied 30 minutes because I felt so sad and panicked (is that a word?) and I cried like crazy all day long. It's not just the food stuff, but everything that's happening in my life and stuff, I'm losing control and I can't take it anymore...
How for gods sake can I FOCUS on my school stuff? I really have to because I have to graduate this year.
I hope someone has got a great life-saving tip for me because this is not gonna work.
Sorry I don't want to sound pathetic or something but there's no one I can talk to about this stuff and it's driving me crazy..
xxxxxxxxx
- Current Mood: sad
Hi everybody!
I'm new so I thought, let's introduce myself first :)
Well, I'm la_purete, I'm 19 and anorexic for like 6 years now. I've been hospitalized in an anorexia clinic once.
I got out with a bmi 21.5, which I totally didn't like (as u can imagine) so I got back to bmi 20. When I lose more weight, I'll be sent back into that place... So I have to lose weight very very carefully and slowly, so that no one gets suspicious. That's why I came here: to find an ana buddy and to find/give a little support...
If anyone has got a question, just ask :)
Ana love, la_purete
Ps: my English isn't that good, but I'm trying :p
I'm new so I thought, let's introduce myself first :)
Well, I'm la_purete, I'm 19 and anorexic for like 6 years now. I've been hospitalized in an anorexia clinic once.
I got out with a bmi 21.5, which I totally didn't like (as u can imagine) so I got back to bmi 20. When I lose more weight, I'll be sent back into that place... So I have to lose weight very very carefully and slowly, so that no one gets suspicious. That's why I came here: to find an ana buddy and to find/give a little support...
If anyone has got a question, just ask :)
Ana love, la_purete
Ps: my English isn't that good, but I'm trying :p
- Current Mood:
satisfied
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IF SO… WHAT?
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hi people how is everyone??
just posting to say i use msn/and yahoo frequently and if your interested in talking to me - message me & i will give you my details and add you as a friend. :) i dont want people who arent suffering with eating disorders to annoy me with their ims who are only out to tell us were sick or something (tell us something we dont already know) if your life was more interesting you would save your preachy stuff to yourself and clean up your own back yard..i am here to support and help out with anything out thats what this community has done for me i have made some good friends from it. well lovelys talk soon?
ciao ciao xx
P.s i have forgot how to lock comments..
just posting to say i use msn/and yahoo frequently and if your interested in talking to me - message me & i will give you my details and add you as a friend. :) i dont want people who arent suffering with eating disorders to annoy me with their ims who are only out to tell us were sick or something (tell us something we dont already know) if your life was more interesting you would save your preachy stuff to yourself and clean up your own back yard..i am here to support and help out with anything out thats what this community has done for me i have made some good friends from it. well lovelys talk soon?
ciao ciao xx
P.s i have forgot how to lock comments..
- Current Music:electronica
- Current Mood:
energetic - Current Location:home - finally!
I am new to this community and just wanted to say hey to everyone.
I hope everyone's new year is going well so far. xxoo
I hope everyone's new year is going well so far. xxoo
- Current Mood:
crazy
wel its the 27th dec and i have survived christmas and boxin day without goin totally over board.. my weight stayed the same so im pleased about that... iv started the ABC today and am very determined... i will start the new year weighin less than this year... i can do it coz i know iv got the help and support from all you guys..
good look to you all
xxxx
good look to you all
xxxx
- Current Mood: determined
so its taken me this long to convince my bf that im not anorexic
now im dreading christmas....i cant not eat in front of jays family....but i went to the gym for 4 hours today and burnt 2000 cals yesterday....iv'e been eating like crap tho i feel so terrible about myself and mexico is in like 32 days....i need a good month long program/diet....any ideas to spur my weight loss?
now im dreading christmas....i cant not eat in front of jays family....but i went to the gym for 4 hours today and burnt 2000 cals yesterday....iv'e been eating like crap tho i feel so terrible about myself and mexico is in like 32 days....i need a good month long program/diet....any ideas to spur my weight loss?
freaking hell people,
im meant to be fasting!!!
i cant do it.
always something gets in the way.
im still aiming for 49kgs by the 26th
im 56 so far. eeks, thats cause i keep eating!!!!
ok.
hi
i hope everyone else is doing better.
holidays are tough
be strong all!!!
cuddles
nashping
im meant to be fasting!!!
i cant do it.
always something gets in the way.
im still aiming for 49kgs by the 26th
im 56 so far. eeks, thats cause i keep eating!!!!
ok.
hi
i hope everyone else is doing better.
holidays are tough
be strong all!!!
cuddles
nashping
it's gonna happen, i can feel it! haha. im actually making myself go, and continue to do so for the rest of my break, i am hoping to lose 10 by new years, or when i get back to school. i know it's a longshot, but it should also be a bit easier since 1.) i am at such whale-ish proportions, 2.) i can purge again (no community dorm bathroom), and finally 3.) i dont feel as hungry as i did at school. ok well we'll see how tomorrow goes, i'm hoping i ca stick to my plan, cheers!
- Current Music:"Fashion, Glam, Coke"- Mickey Avalon
- Current Mood:
cranky - Current Location:bed
holla i am new to this
my highest weight has been 200 pounds (I WAS A WHALE!!) now my losest n current weight is 100 (still on the porky side)..
my goal is 94..im 5'7.. Is 94 to big? Im still undecided..
mwah x
my highest weight has been 200 pounds (I WAS A WHALE!!) now my losest n current weight is 100 (still on the porky side)..
my goal is 94..im 5'7.. Is 94 to big? Im still undecided..
mwah x
- Current Location:at my friends
- Current Mood: indescribable
- Current Music:THEIR VOICE lol
hi, i'm ashley and i'm new to the community.
i'm 14 and heres my current stats:
height: 5'6"
hw:135
lw:110
cw:112
gw1: 110
gw2: 105
all i want is to be thin and happy, and i know you girls know what that feels like more then anyone i could talk to here in real life.
so im leaving for recovery sometime this week.
and once i get out, i hope to loose EVERYTHING plus more of what they put on me.
i dont think they realzie that by fattening me up they arent fixing anything? NOTHING.
they're just making me more upset.
but i'm going to try recovery, and then when i get out lose to 105.
im really scared for recovery but know i can lose the weight when i get out.
how was everyone's day??
i'm 14 and heres my current stats:
height: 5'6"
hw:135
lw:110
cw:112
gw1: 110
gw2: 105
all i want is to be thin and happy, and i know you girls know what that feels like more then anyone i could talk to here in real life.
so im leaving for recovery sometime this week.
and once i get out, i hope to loose EVERYTHING plus more of what they put on me.
i dont think they realzie that by fattening me up they arent fixing anything? NOTHING.
they're just making me more upset.
but i'm going to try recovery, and then when i get out lose to 105.
im really scared for recovery but know i can lose the weight when i get out.
how was everyone's day??
been doin so well but then suddenly i decided to eat a piece carrot cake. as i ate it i felt so guilty and didnt really enjoy it, i felt like i was letting everyone down. when i finished it i sat down and could feel it sitting in my stomach, make feel so repulsive... so i went to the toilet and purged until i was totally empty, the back of my throat burns and i bring up blood... even though i hurt i feel better.. so much better for being empty.. the pain im in is punishment for failing yet again... thats all i seem good for these days... i should put that on my c.v. when people ask what im good at i should just say failing... thats something you can always count on me for...
anyway hope you are all having a better day than me...
<3 xxx
- Current Mood:
sick
ok so I have been home for all of less that 24 hours and have already resorted back to my old ways (purging) god yay me! NOT this is so friggin foul, I can't do thi especially so soon, I think it's because I finally have my ol bathroom back (aka, the only place i have ever felt ok doin that..) but it's still not okay, I just really don't understand myself honestly, I haven' even binged either because I finally am eating healthy hippie food again since I' home as opposed to the crap I eat at school so I actually get full..bah I don't eve know what;s going on, all I know is I finally feel like I have SOME control in my lif again (hallelujah!!!) so I'm gonna try and stick to that and start a regular workou regimine!!!!!!! wish me luck, my ginormous bottom is going to need it, it's been a lon time since the elliptical and my ass have had a proper date, my ass was starting t think the elliptical wasn't going to call.....(this is how bad it is, I even find my ow humor amusing..which it isn't..
balls and a half! workout and work tomorrow, then the giant shitshow that is my best friends getting home from school!!!
balls and a half! workout and work tomorrow, then the giant shitshow that is my best friends getting home from school!!!
- Current Mood:
confused - Current Music:"Last Christmas"- Wham! (what is with me and the 80's music this week...
- Current Location:my makeshift room (room was given to sis when I went to uni.
Height?: 5'6
Weight?: 108lbs
Lowest Weight?: 97lbs
Highest Weight?: 110lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: 95lbs
What eating disorder do you have?: ana and bulimia
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: depends on the day but usually no more than 1000 unless i binge....=/
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yes
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: yeahh especially cause i got scouted for modeling and i feel like when i go for my next meeting i will be too fat
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?:cross country but i am taking a break and working out on my own everyday
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?:yeah when i was younger i was really chub. ppl didn't say things then but they mention it now and then call me too skinny but it makes me hate myself more when they remind me and i feel like i am fat again
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: 3 days
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: some
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no thank god but they made me go to a therapist and answer these questions, but i played the right cards and she told thme i wasn't
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no but i would! never heard of it before now
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: well the bulimia yes but not the ano
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: ahahah ummm yeah but i usually don't ask others because they say it without me asking and i don't want them to go on and and on if i do ask
What part of your body would you change?: Thighs and stomach
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 1.5
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: Yes
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?:that and other things. i can't remember which came first
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: Yeah i know that if they can do it, you can do it, and i can do it
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?:lately no but last year i was AMAZING
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: no, I judge by calories and fat but should i?
Fat grams?: .....
Calories?: Calorie counting is what i do
Are you often tired/fatigued?: depends what day you ask not when i drink too much coffee and take vitamins
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: no I feel gross and depressed
Do you eat meat?: no i am a vegetarian
Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc? no
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: a few have
Have you ever thrown up blood?: yeahh lol every time that is why i am trying to stop
Is your heart bpm above 49?: yeah i think so
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: not so far...
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: when american youth looks like they do, who gives a fuck who's fault it is
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?:depends on the person
Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.: BDD and depression sometimes other tiems i am wayy happy
What's your favourite food to eat?: when i am eating, ginger granola
Favourite drink?: water omg water water water it's all i drink besides a little coffee or diet coke
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: no then i would be fat
Do you want to recover?: not particularly as long as when i am alive i am beautiful and have fun , beautiful meaning skinny=er
Weight?: 108lbs
Lowest Weight?: 97lbs
Highest Weight?: 110lbs
What weight do you want to weigh?: 95lbs
What eating disorder do you have?: ana and bulimia
In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: depends on the day but usually no more than 1000 unless i binge....=/
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: yes
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: yeahh especially cause i got scouted for modeling and i feel like when i go for my next meeting i will be too fat
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?:cross country but i am taking a break and working out on my own everyday
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?:yeah when i was younger i was really chub. ppl didn't say things then but they mention it now and then call me too skinny but it makes me hate myself more when they remind me and i feel like i am fat again
Have you ever fasted? If so, for how long?: 3 days
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: no
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: some
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: no thank god but they made me go to a therapist and answer these questions, but i played the right cards and she told thme i wasn't
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: no but i would! never heard of it before now
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: well the bulimia yes but not the ano
Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: ahahah ummm yeah but i usually don't ask others because they say it without me asking and i don't want them to go on and and on if i do ask
What part of your body would you change?: Thighs and stomach
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 1.5
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: Yes
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?:that and other things. i can't remember which came first
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: Yeah i know that if they can do it, you can do it, and i can do it
Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?:lately no but last year i was AMAZING
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: no, I judge by calories and fat but should i?
Fat grams?: .....
Calories?: Calorie counting is what i do
Are you often tired/fatigued?: depends what day you ask not when i drink too much coffee and take vitamins
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: no I feel gross and depressed
Do you eat meat?: no i am a vegetarian
Do you eat your food in a certain way? ie cut it up into small pieces, etc? no
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: a few have
Have you ever thrown up blood?: yeahh lol every time that is why i am trying to stop
Is your heart bpm above 49?: yeah i think so
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: not so far...
Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: when american youth looks like they do, who gives a fuck who's fault it is
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?:depends on the person
Do you have any other mental disorders? ie Bipolar, BDD, etc.: BDD and depression sometimes other tiems i am wayy happy
What's your favourite food to eat?: when i am eating, ginger granola
Favourite drink?: water omg water water water it's all i drink besides a little coffee or diet coke
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: no then i would be fat
Do you want to recover?: not particularly as long as when i am alive i am beautiful and have fun , beautiful meaning skinny=er
- Current Mood:
anxious
It's nice to see this community finally up and moving!!! My name is Merna and i'll be another Maint. here <3
Feel free to email me with any problems or concerns at bloodstainedlips666@gmail.com Leave your screen name and let me know your from this community on the subject line so that you don't get mixed in with spam. Heres to a successful year of weighloss, eh????!
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- Current Mood: ecstatic
so hi hello there peeps.
i was beyond bad today...like to the moon and back bad. so yeh if u want to feel better bout yourself i recommend i read of my 'todays consumption'. funnny...not... and believe me ive had my cry about it...but here now...cant be doin that al evening...
so ive decided to do something inspiring and motivational instead of feeling crap and low and ..yeh neway...
im gona post a pic of myself taken on the 26th of this month. thats my goal date for being 49kgs and im gona try to get as close as i can to it by then. but i wont get newhere near it if i keep eating as if my life depended on it. so seeing as now im like 60 or something i dunno nemore....im not gona be a happy camper on the 26th if im still the same weight. so hey.
im good. you good?
hahaha
be happy ppl. im trying.... look... 8) see?
nashping
i was beyond bad today...like to the moon and back bad. so yeh if u want to feel better bout yourself i recommend i read of my 'todays consumption'. funnny...not... and believe me ive had my cry about it...but here now...cant be doin that al evening...
so ive decided to do something inspiring and motivational instead of feeling crap and low and ..yeh neway...
im gona post a pic of myself taken on the 26th of this month. thats my goal date for being 49kgs and im gona try to get as close as i can to it by then. but i wont get newhere near it if i keep eating as if my life depended on it. so seeing as now im like 60 or something i dunno nemore....im not gona be a happy camper on the 26th if im still the same weight. so hey.
im good. you good?
hahaha
be happy ppl. im trying.... look... 8) see?
nashping
this is gona be a quick post,
hello!!!!
well basically, ive wasted yet another day doing fook all....well i dunno, looking for new thinspos, hours ppl, HOURS...i mean i would never guess that im meant to be studying for exams. grr.
i mean im working more than i should. i mean no1 else i know is working and studying for finals, well i guess they have lives that take time outta study, i mean i dont go out or do fun stuffs so... yeh im fine with wat i work....man alive im a complaintor!!!!
ok well, basically, ive had this problem....i live at home.....not a normal home.....a home where my sister knows about the ED and knows about the purging and the binging....she makes me feel like a fat cow the way she loooks at me....thing is she genuinely doesnt mean it like that, i think she just thinks ill stop if she does that. but it actually stresses her out...she worrryies...i worry.....she locks herself in the bathroom to stop me from going to purge!!!! .....
then dad is a health freak...gotta eat protein...gotta eat veg....gotta eat carbs.....and the likes.....gotta be home for the sit down dinner (at least its always super healthy food) nehow.
NEHOW
from today yeh so this evening...im gonna say i had a big lunch that ill eat dinner later...he wont like it but...seriously...i gotta stop purging...its scaring me....i mean....its not worth it...not eating...its just better than putting my body through the trauma of purging.
yup...its gotta be done....
done and done....
gotta be 49kgs by xmas
its the only way....
i feel so full, i did have a big lunch...salad...but still..i feel so sick.....no eating dinner....yup. thats it....
gotta do wok now.
hope everyone is doing well...
much hugs.
SS-TT
Nashping
hello!!!!
well basically, ive wasted yet another day doing fook all....well i dunno, looking for new thinspos, hours ppl, HOURS...i mean i would never guess that im meant to be studying for exams. grr.
i mean im working more than i should. i mean no1 else i know is working and studying for finals, well i guess they have lives that take time outta study, i mean i dont go out or do fun stuffs so... yeh im fine with wat i work....man alive im a complaintor!!!!
ok well, basically, ive had this problem....i live at home.....not a normal home.....a home where my sister knows about the ED and knows about the purging and the binging....she makes me feel like a fat cow the way she loooks at me....thing is she genuinely doesnt mean it like that, i think she just thinks ill stop if she does that. but it actually stresses her out...she worrryies...i worry.....she locks herself in the bathroom to stop me from going to purge!!!! .....
then dad is a health freak...gotta eat protein...gotta eat veg....gotta eat carbs.....and the likes.....gotta be home for the sit down dinner (at least its always super healthy food) nehow.
NEHOW
from today yeh so this evening...im gonna say i had a big lunch that ill eat dinner later...he wont like it but...seriously...i gotta stop purging...its scaring me....i mean....its not worth it...not eating...its just better than putting my body through the trauma of purging.
yup...its gotta be done....
done and done....
gotta be 49kgs by xmas
its the only way....
i feel so full, i did have a big lunch...salad...but still..i feel so sick.....no eating dinner....yup. thats it....
gotta do wok now.
hope everyone is doing well...
much hugs.
SS-TT
Nashping
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- Current Music:none
- Current Mood: full
I finally got around to doing it, I promise I'll do more soon, I'll start looking tonight......... if you aren't a member of that room, go to the User Info page and join that room to see the posts, theres no application... okay talk to everyone later!
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hi all...
feelin so low today, got a killing headache and just feel really crap...
i dont know what to do for the best anymore...
i hate my body, especially my stomach because iv had 3 kids by c-sections not that it is an excuse.
i just want to get a knife AND CUT IT ALL OFF.
sorry this has been such a down post but i dont know who else to talk to...
thanks
xxx
Hi Im new to this community! I am here for help and support ^.^ I also need some new ana buddies that i can compete with lol
Thlk to me some time
TTFN
Candice = D
Thlk to me some time
TTFN
Candice = D
- Current Location:Couch
- Current Music:papa roach
been gone a while but im back now.
eek so basically, ive not been well. i dont wana bitch and moan but yeh, not good.
ive started going to this special holistic therapist which is 2hrs from my home and therapist dude thinks it would be beneficial if my boyf would also attend (some of the time). so on my second session i went with boyf, was scary, weird, he was all quiet, HES NOT QUIET!!! nehow, going again today with boyf, for therapy dude, to do history takings. fun times.
im just gona say it....i dont know if anyone here knows anything about Viginismus but i didnt either a few months ago. so yeh..i got that.... and it aint fun, quite depressing on top of everything else. thats wat this new therapist dude is all about and thats why my boyf is gona come too sometimes.
nehow, and my thesis... college work has been all lab work.... 8am to 9pm!!! yeh cause im behind bcause my fecking cells dont grow fast enuff!!! im two weeks behind everone!!!
and ive got work!!! and i get in trouble on thurs with work cause im always late (cause of the lab)!!!! grr!!!!
i gotta socialise at least once a week(ppl get snappy), i gotta study for xmas exams, i gotta spend time with the boyf(snappy again).
i dot have time for the internet.
i never have time to do wat i love....nothing. :(
AND THE MAJOR THING IS THAT BECAUSE IM NEVER AT HOME ANYMORE, IM ALWAYS AT COLLEGE OR WORK, PPL ALWAYS AROUND ME, AND THE STRESS THAT FOOD CAUSES IS SHOCKING, EATING SO MUCH. IVE BEEN WORKING IN OASIS SINCE JULY AND THEY'RE ALREADY ASKING ME WHY I NEVER EAT AT WORK!!! no joke but all those girls are amazing inspirational, and they're all so healthy in mind and body. makes me feel shit. they're so skinny and hot, and smart, and friendly. but seriously its crazy, they work from break to break. and breaks mean FOOD. so a lot of the talk is about: how many mins or hours to the nxt break; where they're gonna run to, to get it; wat theyre gonna get; how hungry they are. oh lord, too much!!
basically i feel like im gona snap, and ive been eating like a heffer wit all the stress im under.
today i have an xmas party to go to at my boyf house, a load of college mates are going and we all gotta bring a food dish. ive been told to make my potato bake. ah grr, its a food party. they better get merry quickly then they wont notice my lack of appetite. bad thing is, each dish is gona be specially made by one of my mates. they're gona be at me, asking, so did u try it? do u like it?, you havint tried it, try it now, here!!! oh lord.
so today is gona be actio packed, this is the onl time i got to study but screw it, i need to vent. i gotta get my ass in gear and start trekkin to this councellor dude, back by 6ish. i know!!! is two hrs over, two hrs back, two hr session. then i gotta get fod supplies to make this potato bake. then trek over to the party, and try my best to get in the spirit.
on sat is my work xmas party. depressin cause evry1 is gona look amazing, there actually will be comps for the best dressed. an i wanted to be 49kgs by then. im 60kgs. just makes me want to cry.
but i got a lovely Lipsy Londo dress, i look good innit. but hey but im not happy with my weight so....yeh neway
gotta go. love to all
toodles.
nashping
im stressing too much, it probably wont be like that.
eek so basically, ive not been well. i dont wana bitch and moan but yeh, not good.
ive started going to this special holistic therapist which is 2hrs from my home and therapist dude thinks it would be beneficial if my boyf would also attend (some of the time). so on my second session i went with boyf, was scary, weird, he was all quiet, HES NOT QUIET!!! nehow, going again today with boyf, for therapy dude, to do history takings. fun times.
im just gona say it....i dont know if anyone here knows anything about Viginismus but i didnt either a few months ago. so yeh..i got that.... and it aint fun, quite depressing on top of everything else. thats wat this new therapist dude is all about and thats why my boyf is gona come too sometimes.
nehow, and my thesis... college work has been all lab work.... 8am to 9pm!!! yeh cause im behind bcause my fecking cells dont grow fast enuff!!! im two weeks behind everone!!!
and ive got work!!! and i get in trouble on thurs with work cause im always late (cause of the lab)!!!! grr!!!!
i gotta socialise at least once a week(ppl get snappy), i gotta study for xmas exams, i gotta spend time with the boyf(snappy again).
i dot have time for the internet.
i never have time to do wat i love....nothing. :(
AND THE MAJOR THING IS THAT BECAUSE IM NEVER AT HOME ANYMORE, IM ALWAYS AT COLLEGE OR WORK, PPL ALWAYS AROUND ME, AND THE STRESS THAT FOOD CAUSES IS SHOCKING, EATING SO MUCH. IVE BEEN WORKING IN OASIS SINCE JULY AND THEY'RE ALREADY ASKING ME WHY I NEVER EAT AT WORK!!! no joke but all those girls are amazing inspirational, and they're all so healthy in mind and body. makes me feel shit. they're so skinny and hot, and smart, and friendly. but seriously its crazy, they work from break to break. and breaks mean FOOD. so a lot of the talk is about: how many mins or hours to the nxt break; where they're gonna run to, to get it; wat theyre gonna get; how hungry they are. oh lord, too much!!
basically i feel like im gona snap, and ive been eating like a heffer wit all the stress im under.
today i have an xmas party to go to at my boyf house, a load of college mates are going and we all gotta bring a food dish. ive been told to make my potato bake. ah grr, its a food party. they better get merry quickly then they wont notice my lack of appetite. bad thing is, each dish is gona be specially made by one of my mates. they're gona be at me, asking, so did u try it? do u like it?, you havint tried it, try it now, here!!! oh lord.
so today is gona be actio packed, this is the onl time i got to study but screw it, i need to vent. i gotta get my ass in gear and start trekkin to this councellor dude, back by 6ish. i know!!! is two hrs over, two hrs back, two hr session. then i gotta get fod supplies to make this potato bake. then trek over to the party, and try my best to get in the spirit.
on sat is my work xmas party. depressin cause evry1 is gona look amazing, there actually will be comps for the best dressed. an i wanted to be 49kgs by then. im 60kgs. just makes me want to cry.
but i got a lovely Lipsy Londo dress, i look good innit. but hey but im not happy with my weight so....yeh neway
gotta go. love to all
toodles.
nashping
im stressing too much, it probably wont be like that.
- Current Location:bed
- Current Music:nada
- Current Mood: anxious
i've just finished my colon cleanse after my sunday night binge. now i'm 2lbs below what i started at on saturday (plus the 1/2 or 1lb i gained on saturday). Kudos. Yee haw. Big smiles.
i'm one of those tragic anorexics who loves to cook. today i made traditional ukrainian kutya and ate probably 300-400 calories of it. not that i'd eaten the rest of the day, but i'm used to no more than 100 calories in a day and i feel horrible. hopefully, this will boost my metab for a while or something. i just took some 'colon cleanse pills' those usually kick in after two days, i'll take some more in the morning. i hope i can get through with this before tuesday, i'm going in for an eating diorder eval. at some clinic my therapist suggested to my mom. somebody please give me some motivation to work out tomorrow and NOT eat.
so i have been gone for a long time for a number of reasons.
Firstly our laptop crashed but lucky my gramma just gave us a new computer!
Also i was walking the dog with my boyfreiend and i know hes not stupid i knew it was a matter of time before he ased me or more like accused me but i still wasnt fully ready for it. He starts saying all these things like u dont eat and you're anorexic i know it for a fact and then i asked him how he knew and he said he read my live journal. He was worried and he thinks im gonna die but he's just overreacting.
oh well on the plus sde i can write on here without hidiing it from him
If you're reading this I love u babe but stay out of my personal thoughts!
Also im determined to not eat anythng untill dec 8 starting yesterday so like a week.
But i might onlywork out every other day!
Firstly our laptop crashed but lucky my gramma just gave us a new computer!
Also i was walking the dog with my boyfreiend and i know hes not stupid i knew it was a matter of time before he ased me or more like accused me but i still wasnt fully ready for it. He starts saying all these things like u dont eat and you're anorexic i know it for a fact and then i asked him how he knew and he said he read my live journal. He was worried and he thinks im gonna die but he's just overreacting.
oh well on the plus sde i can write on here without hidiing it from him
If you're reading this I love u babe but stay out of my personal thoughts!
Also im determined to not eat anythng untill dec 8 starting yesterday so like a week.
But i might onlywork out every other day!
- Current Mood: determined
I had...a caser side salad from wendys and put nugget pieces and croutons on it. and ihad some fries....i also had alittle bit of chex mix turtle flavor. i really need to go back to cal counting! (lol) really...
hit me up
ecouragement to you all ladies!
~Mirror
hit me up
ecouragement to you all ladies!
~Mirror
- Current Mood: blah
I'm new to this community, and I hope to get to know you all better soon..
My name's Louise, I live in the UK, anyone else? I'm 16.
Errm, my stats are
CW-123
GW-106 (for now)
HW-130
LW-120 (pathetic?!)
I'm five ft six..
I don't really know what else to say right now. I just really hope I can be a friend to you all and try and give you support and help me too :-)
X
things are starting to look up...i had 40 cals today and burnt 700
so i now need to lose 15 lbs....my boyfriends parents bought us a trip to the Myan Riviera in january!
i need a bikini body so bad
i need a bikini body so bad
Omg i swear my bfs mom is trying to fatten me up! LOL
no shes just a really sweet mom who loves to send her babies home with chocolate bars....fudge and christmas cookies....im going crazy in my house....oh they got us like a 2 lb bag of M&Ms too.....i dont want to eat it but knowing its there....
i may have to go get some dexadryn
no shes just a really sweet mom who loves to send her babies home with chocolate bars....fudge and christmas cookies....im going crazy in my house....oh they got us like a 2 lb bag of M&Ms too.....i dont want to eat it but knowing its there....
i may have to go get some dexadryn
- Current Mood: distressed
i really hate myself...not just my body but everything. i dont kno wat to do anymore
jamies going away for 3 days so i finally have a chance to fast and flush
i lost 5 lbs