Friday, October 19, 2012

Levi - 9 months!

And finally, I need to update ya'll on our littlest dude...

First, though, I should probably note that from 8/20-10/6 I have been very busy with coaching volleyball.  It was really fun, great for the budget, good to get back on the court, great for building relationships with 8th grade girls.  Mostly good things.  It was difficult, however, for this momma to be away from my baby so much.  He has changed so much since my last post!

Here's some notes on our Levi-bot and his quickly emerging personality:
  • Levi is a smiley boy.  I think I have probably said that about each of our kids, but it is always true!  Just yesterday there were at least a dozen people that Levi smiled at while walking around Camas.  I know because they would suddenly turn and smile at me, or kind of at me.  Then, I'd realize they were looking past me and smiling at Levi, who was riding along on my back.  It is really fun, and, incidentally, a great way to meet new people!
  • 8-9 months is one of my very favorite baby stages.  He loves to sit amidst a pile of toys and watch his big brothers wrestle and play.  However...
  • He is just starting to get a bit frustrated with this immobile baby-stage...  I can just tell, through the wiggling of his finger and toes, that he really longs to join that aforementioned wrestling match.
  • He loves his mommy.  Really lots.  Not so much into letting just anyone hold him these days.  Needs to at least have me in sight if he can't be in my arms.  And I do feel that after the late night nursing sessions, hundreds of dirty diapers, and hours of care, that I can indulge in this baby-love.  
  • Levi is finding his voice.  When he is tired of sitting in his chair, whether in the car or at the table, he definitely lets us know in an ear-piercing way.
  • He has 2 bottom teeth and 2 just-emerged top teeth. Here's a picture of the first tooth:

  • Levi loves to nibble on most anything we put in front of him.   In this video, you can see him trying out some new foods.  And, even better, you can here his awesome Chewbacca chuckle!

  • He LOVES bathtime!  [Even though he doesn't get one all that often.  Ben got one every night.  Sam maybe every 3rd night, Levi when he's too stinky to kiss...]  Here's proof: 




Everybody loves Levi!

 Consta-smile.

Some Sammy Time

I have loved having some extra time to spend with my little Sam these last couple of months.  Usually, he and Ben are so stuck at the hip, that it has been difficult for me to know Sammy simply for Sammy's sake, you know?  Here are a few things I have learned:

  • Sam is a sweetheart: He says, many times a day: "I love you Momma."  "I love my little Levi."  "I miss Ben." 
  • He enjoys helping me with chores.  You name it: folding laundry, washing Levi's diapers, pouring "gredients", sweeping, picking tomatoes.  Whatever it is, Sam loves to help.
  • He's a quiet one.  Without a big brother to rile him up, Sammy enjoys playing quietly with himself, helping me, or exploring around outside.  Usually, silence in the house is a bad sign, but lately I have gotten pretty used to it!  Sam will be out on the swings, coloring, reading a book quietly in his room, or snuggling on the couch with his blanket.
  • Sam is our musician.  The other day we were visiting Auntie Sarah (a place he loves to be!), and Sam said, "Mom, we have to go home!"  Why, buddy?  "Because I need to play Daddy's guitar.").  At church, he watches our worship leaders with intensity, feeling every beat.  I am, in fact, on the look out for a children's guitar, if anyone reading this happens to have a lead...
  • Sam still takes 2-3 hour naps!  Translate: 2-3 hours of Mommy time when I can get Levi's nap coordinated on the two full days when Ben has school.  I have not had this much time to myself for quite some time! It is fabulous.
  • Sam loves learning.  We do our little homeschool pre-school on most days.  He sits down with such importance and seriousness.  He is a joy to teach.
  • Sam loves every moment he has with his brother.  On Tuesdays and Fridays, the full days when Ben is home, Sammy wakes up bouncing off the walls!  Well, they both do.  Heck, so do I.  I love having all three of them under the same roof with me.  It makes me feel that all is right with the world.  
  • Sam is a very eloquent little guy.  The other day he started out his sentence like this: "Actually Mommy, I've realized something important..."  Remember, he's 3.
  • Sam's takes this pretending thing very seriously.  When he is wearing his knight costume, he IS a knight (don't call me anything else, Mommy.)  When he is wearing his Spidey costume, he is Spiderman.  When he takes it off, he is not Sam, oh no, he is then Peter Parker.  Here's the video to prove it:





We like to have our lunches in unconventional places, 
like in a teepee, or on the front steps, or, like this day, on our treehouse!

Walking home from dropping off Ben at school.  I am so grateful that at least one little man still loves to hold his Mommy's hand!







Kindergarten for Benny Boy

I can NOT believe the time has come.  Our sweet Ben is old enough for Kindergarten.  I've dreaded this, I've anticipated this, I've worried, prayed, agonized, and waited for this.  Thus, begins the journey of sending our kids to public school.  I've been planning another post about why Nate and I want to send our kids to public school, but for now, let me tell you how Ben is doing!

Here's some pictures of his first day.






I am so glad that Ben went to pre-school, even if it was just for one trimester.  This helped him anticipate what was coming and be excited for meeting new friends and playing on the playground.

After dropping Ben off for his first day of pre-school, I just barely held it together as I speed-walked to the car with Sam in tow.  As soon as I shut the door, I burst in to tears.  My first lovey, my buddy boy, my little man was growing up much too fast.  I would have to share him, not only with his pre-school teacher, but with all of the new friends he would make at school.  I would miss him dreadfully.  I DO miss him dreadfully.

I was pretty sure that dropping Ben off for the first day of Kindergarten would be even more difficult.  With Levi in the carrier, and Sam holding my hand, I felt my throat begin to swell as I watched Ben walk next to his new teacher to place his backpack carefully in his cubby.  Just then, Sam asked me a question.  I had to snap out of my moment of grief to help him, then ran into a few other friends dropping off their kids.  I gave Ben a big hug, whispered in his ear to remember that Jesus would be with him and I would be praying.  I left him looking happily at a book, sitting on the colorful carpet amidst a dozen other little ones.  He barely looked up when I left, so I knew he would be okay.  I also knew he would be home in 2.5 hours.  I teared up just a tiny bit each time I felt the heartache of miss him that first week, but overall did pretty well.

The first time I shed some real tears was a couple of days ago, after Ben came home bummed about his day at school.  At first, we could not get out of him what was wrong.  Eventually, it trickled out that a couple of instances with other kids were less than positive.  Apparently, some kids in line kept telling Ben, "No cutting! No cutting!"  The problem?  Ben had no idea what "cutting" meant, so he did not realize he should go to the end of the line.  Over dinner, we demonstrated for Ben what this meant, so now he gets it.  Poor kid.  The other instance was at recess.  He was in the line for the tether ball and wanted to play with the boy.  The boy, however, just kept playing by himself.  Ben never asked to play, ("I'm too shy, Mommy!), so it wasn't really the boy's fault, but Ben was left standing by himself for quite a while.  Anyways, I was telling my mom about this that night and I soon as I started explaining his day, I started crying.

It is hard to send my little one out "on his own" for a while each day.  It is painful to think about him standing at tether ball feeling so sad.  It breaks my heart to think of other kids shouting at him about cutting when he doesn't know what it means. I so want to protect him, keep him under my wings, have him where I can see him all day.  It would actually be so much easier for me to keep him home!  But, as my Mom reminded me, Jesus is with him.  Ben told me himself that when he was riding on the bus, he remembered Jesus is with him.  When he was playing with the toy bear in his classroom, he remembered that God made the bears.  This schooling thing is an act of trust on my part.  A big huge reliance on my Heavenly Father to take care of that which I love the very most.  And you know what?  On Thursday, when Ben came home from school, he was skipping and excited about all he had learned. 

I started this post over a month ago now, and I am so pleased to report that Ben is enjoying his time at school.  He has met a couple of little boys that are now his friends, and he speaks fondly of his teacher.  I have been able to do some teaching in his classroom (yay!) and will have my first official volunteer post in there next week.  We meet him for lunch sometimes, we walk him to school, and overall I am already feeling connected to our little local school!  God is good.  Also, I've noticed how our devotional times in the mornings have taken on such a relevance.  Ben listens closely, asks questions, remembers little details about what we discussed in weeks past.  We pray for some of the little ones in his class, for his teachers, and his school.  We memorize verses for him to say while he walks through the doors (Have I not commanded you?  Be strong and courageous!  Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged.  For the Lord, your God, will be with you wherever you go.  Joshua 1:9).  We sing songs which I purposely hope get stuck in his head. 

I am excited to see how God grows our family this year: grows our faith and trust in His protection, grows our love for our community, and grows our diligence in teaching our children how to live in the world but not of it. 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Backpacking Siouxan Creek

Yes, we spent a whole day packing and another whole day unpacking 
for 24 hours of 
"vacation".
Yes, there were moments where it felt like we were 
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unwilling children down 3 miles of rocky path.
Yes, the ground was hard.
Yes, the kids complained.
Yes, we toted around a 6 month old for 24 hours straight.  
Yes, we got very, very dirty.
Yes, we might be crazy.

But would I trade our overnight backpacking trip with three kids?  
Not for any other activity in the world!!

At the trailhead - feeling great!

Nate and I have a tradition of taking our kids backpacking.  We started when Ben was 1 and have been on a 4 year streak ever since!  Although I was a bit leery about going with 3 kids and one under 6 months, I also knew I could take anything for just one night.   We always tell ourselves, "There will be terrible moments and amazing moments; the important thing is making memories."  This time, the amazing moments actually far outweighed the terrible moments.  We had so much fun!

Siouxan trail is perfect for young families.  It can be as long or as short as you want to make it.  Three year old tantruming at a half mile in?  No problem, there's a beautiful creekside campsite just for you.  In fact, there are campsites scattered every half mile or so all along the way.  Now, granted, the better ones are often taken, but, if you're willing to keep walking, you can find yourself the perfect spot.  We actually made it to our favorite spot THREE miles in this time!  I was so proud of the boys.  They even carried their packs.  Well, part of the way at least.



Oh, and did I mention who got to come with us?  That's right, Dan, Sarah, Mom, Wedly and Gabriel!  I love this little video we took at the gas station on the way out of town.  You'll see how excited the boys were to play with Wedly for the first time...

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We had such a blast hanging out with the Stuart's!  It was the first time all together.  Pretty sure my mom was in heaven.  (Dad has a very hard time getting away from the golf course during the hot summer months... Time to retire, Daddy-O!).


Dan and Sarah couldn't stay, but they and Mom hiked in with us the 3 miles to our spot, then hung out for a couple of hours along the creek.  Nate built a boat for the boys after merely glancing at one in a toy store (that's my man!) and here you can see the boys enjoying his handiwork.






After Dan, Sarah, Mom and the boys left, we set about enjoying the outdoors.  Climbing on logs, throwing rocks - listening, smelling, seeing, feeling, breathing in God's beautiful creation.  Man, He is good at what He does!  Here's a 360 to enjoy this next February when the sun trickling through fir trees is but a distant memory.






Dinner was hobo stew: potatoes, sausage, peppers and cheese.  Last year, I committed a huge sin and forgot the sausage.  This year, I forgot the foil!  This made them more mushy and not nearly as fun to cook, but needed nutrients were consumed.  Chocolate pudding for dessert.



We didn't have a watch, and forgot (intentionally by Nate, most likely) our phone, so we didn't think we had a clock until discovering one on our camera the next morning.  We ate our dinner and dessert, cleaned the dishes, threw a few more rocks in the creek and got ready for bed.  It was still pretty light out, but, man were we tired!  So, we just went to sleep.  Levi was up several times, like normal, but didn't wake the other boys.  The ground was hard, but not unbearable.  The next morning, when the sun and rushing creek woke us (oh, the bliss!), I realized our camera had a clock on it.  We had gone to bed at 7PM!  Woke up 12 hours later.  Felt more rested than I had in weeks! 

It is difficult for me to decide which moment is my favorite while backpacking.  It's a pretty close tie between:
  •  snack break, especially if it involves Doritos or Jolly Ranchers (guilt-free, of course)
  • taking off the pack when arriving at camp (feels like floating)
  • sitting down to a scrumptious dinner (having earned every single calorie)
  • unzipping the tent to a crisp, gorgeous morning
  • coffee enjoyed during said morning (we had Starbuck's Via with flavored creamer - no cutting corners there)
  • the ice cream treat enjoyed on the way home (a tradition my Dad started while growing up)
 Each item was enjoyed immensely on this trip.

We spent the rest of the morning exploring the creek and watching the boys entertain themselves with sticks and rocks.




One of my favorite pictures - EVER!

One thing I haven't mentioned yet is what an angel Levi was on this trip!  Napping in the carrier, napping in the tent, smiling and cooing and being content with a water bottle lid for a toy.  He was, and continues to be, such a joyful little guy.  Pretty sure every momma could tackle backpacking with a little one like Levi.




Another thing I'd like to mention is my immense gratitude for my health!  Last year, on this exact same hike, I felt much worse.  You can read about how God provided for me here: http://www.thekellarfam.blogspot.com/2011_10_01_archive.html

After many hours splashing in the water, we began the most dreaded part of the trip - the long hike out.  Even this was not so bad.  My amazing hubby carried a 60 or 70 pound pack AND a 40 pound 3 year old almost the whole way out - while smiling and chatting with him!  Ironically, Sammy wanted to hike the last half-mile, which is a pretty steep hill up to the parking lot.  Ben carried his pack most of the way and only spent part of the 3 miles complaining.  Levi cooed and slept as usual, with a just a little fussing.  Now, don't get me wrong, there were still some pretty terrible moments where all 3 kids were crying and my back was aching and I really wanted more than a hole in the ground for a commode.  But we were still riding high from the previous 20 hours and still had the aforementioned ice cream to enjoy.  Gelato at Chuck's Produce - amazing stuff.  The boys fell asleep minutes after we started driving. 



The Kellar backpacking tradition shall continue. For many, many years to come!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

1/2 Year Birthday!

Our little Joy Boy is 6 months old as of last Friday!  When I call Levi "Joy Boy", it signifies several things.  First, it makes me think of my Grandpa Al who had nicknames for each of his grandkids.  My brother was called Joy Boy and now I want to pass that name along to Levi.

Our joy boy.

Here are some videos and pictures.  I'm sure they will bring you joy as well:


Levi's laughing! 


Levi's dancing!


Since Levi will be much to big to wear this "Kellar classic"
on Halloween, I put it on him in July!



 Bath time.  We only need to put about 6 inches of water in this little tub!


Independence Day never looked so sweet...


Loving big brothers






And one smitten momma!



Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Our Two Nephews!

One of the most fervent prayers I have ever prayed over my last 32 years has been that I could share motherhood with my sister. 

God heard.  He always does.


In May, I got to witness the birth of beautiful baby Gabriel.







 Sarah realized she was pregnant with him the very week that she and Dan were headed to Haiti to meet their other son, Wedly!

Precious, precious Wedly.  God heard his cries for a mommy and daddy.  God knew just where Wedly needed to be.

On July 7, we got to welcome our second nephew home!

Welcome home, cousin!
We already can't imagine life without you, buddy!

Brothers.

I can't wait for what these boys will teach each other.


 

These two boys bring their auntie joy for so many reasons!

Levi at 3-4 Months

I wanted to start this monthly update by documenting Levi's rolls.  They are abundant.  They are deep.  They should not be forgotten.

The roll-on-a-roll


 Mid-bicep rolls

Yes, I have man boobs.  They're cool.

 The double chin.

Going for the world record.





Quoting Nate's cousin, who commented on Facebook, 
"Whoa!  Did that come out of your bread machine?"