Alhamdullillah for all the hard work.Now its been paid!Lega rasanya target ak setakat xda carry sudah..but i got this one is better than i thought so syukur sgt2;) Even xsehebat cousin ak and u naddy but i puas hati lah still on the akj list. duh bnje i pizza sbtu ni ok!haha;)
Yah and 2010 comes..i gonna work hard 4 the better one.My mum challenge me to get 4flat 4 this last sem .duh..gila lah!..wuu.
Duh.ttw la pe nk jd ngn budak-budak zaman sekarang.Ketaksuban.Ble baca artikel ni serious ak tekejut.Band y2k ni ak tw le.pena lah dnga seketul dua lagu doang.Bile baca benda cni wt ak ilang respect kt doang.Perlu ke wt cni.Ayoo kite sama-mana manusia susa sgt ke nk respect others?Who the hell are you for doing all tht shit things.Even mmg benda yg diorang buat tu jelik bg pndangan mata ko perlu ke tunjuk mcmtu sekali.Kenapa xtikam je terus?Kinda show off.huh
U think ppl will respect u if u r doing such idiot things like this?I dun agree with tht sxe or wateva..but i dun ever protest it this way.Kwn2 ak pn besepah dak2 sxe ni.Its up to them to become who they want to.Ur not their parents to control everything.Plg senang slg dorang xkaco idop ko perlu ke kaco idop org lain?such a childish person.Benda-benda ni buat ak teringt kt satu gig ak pena pegi dulu time tu ada hujan and ada budak2 yg kononnya hardcore abes duk fuck2 blg mcm2 kt dorang.Sama jela thp bodonye ngn pkre2 cni.Wtf man.Ak pn ta suke hujan.Tp ada die kaco idop ko?ank bini ko ke smpai cmtu skli na fuck org.Cermin diri tu dulu sblum ko tnjuk fuck kt org lain.Igt org lain bangga ke dgn ape yg korang buat tu?Org kire ko lg bangang dr org yg ko benci sgt tu ada la.
Be urself.Xperlu na show off kt crowd.And do respect others..itu plg penting.Thts mke ppl love you not this way.Sudah-sudahla tu..Umur dh tua perangai mcm knk2.haih...
-ini just luahan ketidakpuasan hati ak dgn mnusia2 plik cni.Sorry if i do hurt anybody ;p-
Catch your breath quiet now don't say a word You should run it but won't do any good Prayers forsaken when you lose faith inside It's not time to die
Your life Is it a lie When you get what you're looking for Will your cravings subside Or will you crawl into an Empty, Early tomb Lay down and give up inside She'd rather die
When you fall So spent from emotion She is what Brings you to your feet Where challenges lie We're on the verge of destruction She pulls you back And she gives you wings (death wont hold you as tight as she will)
Can you feel her Running through your veins She will always live forever (can you bear the burden)
Can you feel her Burning through your veins She will always live forever (can you bear the burden?)
[verse 3] You'll turn your back You'll patronize She's bleeding You will question your every want She's bleeding out She's bleeding out She's bleeding out
Death won't hold you as tight as she will
Can you feel her Running through your veins She will always live forever (Can you bear the burden) Can you feel her Running through your veins She will always live forever
[Guitar Solo]
She's bleeding out She's bleeding out She's bleeding out
Death won't hold you as tight as she will
Can you feel her Running through your veins She will always live forever (Can you bear the burden) Can you feel her Burning through your veins She will always live forever (can you bear the burden)
Can you feel her Running through your veins she will always live forever (can you bear the burden) Can you feel her Burning through your veins She will always live forever (can you bear the burden)
Can you feel her Running through your veins She will always live forever
The heart is stronger than u think.It could go through anything and even u think it cant. Finds a way to still push on you though. Sometimes fyka you wanna ran away..u aint got the patient for the pain and if u dont believe it look into ur heart the beat still goes on. I'm telling u things get better through whateva.If u fall dust it off dont let up. Dont u know u can go be ur own miracle.You need to know..
Dont give up,through it all just stand up! heh.fyka if he really fall for u and love u damn much!For sure one day he will melutut for u to come back.SO just wait and see!ahaa.when its come to this.If he really sincere towards u.Think bout it 10 times.And from now on dont trus boys to much! They r a great liar.Dun get me wrong ha. I dun mean for u to break up with ed but be more carefull next time;) And if he's doing the same thing for the second time.Just leave him! i dun want u to be with him anymore. I dunno ed well as u but a good guy will never push a girl over something. I love u syg.smile ok.
p/s: thnx leya.i love you.thnx for this spirit..And thnx adk,adk ketot ,all my bestie and cik bulu too and not forgotten ibu too;).Thnx 4 making me alive back.
and for you ed..Sorry if even we're still together i dun trust u anymore like before.Things will never be like before but i'll try my best for us cz i had promise it to u.i'm still with my promise. I hope u will understand why...
I hurt myself today I gonna hurt it everyday I'm killing myself slowly to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real . The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting I Try to kill it all away but I remember everything everything!till i cry..
What have I become my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end ..Sorry if one day i had to let all my beloved ppl away. I got no choice.I only got two.Yah two!After i choose either one of you ..i will die. Hope ur happy and i'm so sorry.
I am full of broken thoughts i cannot repair .Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here ..I'm waiting for you to realize on something.
You dont understand wht it is tht make me tick but you wish you did You always second guess wondering If there's other guys i'm flirtin with you should know by now..
**If you were my boyfriend,i'd be true to you If i make a promise i coming through I AM A GIRL WITH MY WORD
Tataw hari ni pe nasib malang.Dhla ak demam+ senggugut lg..dhtu td kena pau belikan aiskrim untuk budak-budak ni.Dh bg askem igt senyap2 lah tido..baru nak cium Nazrin tido perghh..tu die.Die leh plak tibe2 bangun tibe-tibe melalak.Dhtu batuk-batuk.Ak pn angkt la even die tu berat cm batu kn(gemok gile kot)..boleh pulak die muntah kt ak.Banyak pulak tu! (Leh wt bubur 2 mngkuk) satu hal nk kena cuci.uwaaa..;(
Rasa nk pitam demam-demam tgk muntah bau muntah.omg..;s
Tuh la ibu ak dh ckp igt senang jaga ank.dh besar ank mcm setan rasa baik masa kecik bunuh je..haha.Sorry ibu dh susakan ibu selama ni..
omg.its been a week..IMYDM. This sem break,I will be busy for my brother..busy preparing him for his new school new hostel. Insyaallh if die dpt 7A's for PMR die..die transfer ke MRSM Taiping.Tp i bet he will get 8A's.He'll never loose en?
I will busy helping my mom with all the house thing and i will busy tke care of this two babies..Nazrin and Nur.Dorang mkn nkl tw tedy.Pnt gile jaga dorang..nzrin tu dhla gemok.Leh mati oh kena ngn die.But i love them..i really love to play with them.
Yah mybe tedy rse a little bit lonely right now kn?I'm busy with all my stuff.Sorry dear.I promise i will be there for you.Do tke care of urself.IMY.
Started with a perfect kiss** it's perfect but i dun noe why it does not like our first kiss anymore..its not like how it should be
The sunset*.It knows wht my heart actually saying.It noe something tht i really wanna scream out loud so you will know..but i just cant..so i keep my wishes drawning in the sea and let the sunset keep it as a secret forever..
I tried my best to keep it all together. Try to take it back to where we were but i noe tht i just to weak to make it.
When all of my friend found their happiness for this end of the year..I will become the one who dying in the end of the year .I just hate december so much.Why it should be like this..tell me;(
WELL DEAR TEDDY.THNX FOR ALL OFF THIS SWEET HEAVEN!
PLS DUN SCOLD ME IF U SEE ME ANYWHERE BY THIS TIME.Perlu ke ak idop seperfect yg sepatutnya ko na bg ak?Bia ak jd mcm dulu.jaga ak?no tayah susa-susa k.tido puas-puas.Ko happy kn buat mcm ni?
mark*: u dun have to trust me anymore and mmg tedy tanak trust pn kn?i am a LIAR to you en?
** Tedy always rite en?Perempuan en smuanye bitch to you kn?Even i'm being so loyal to you..Damn!ak pn ttw pesal ak selemah ni skli dgn ko.No matter how hurt it is i dunno why i cant stop saying tht iloveyou.
I will always remember tht night.This ring..and the memoryis the only thing i gonna remember and hold forever.
U promise me on something last night..but u forget it in just a minute.Am i ur dearest gf or ur slave ?Be good to me when ur satisfy with me..throw me away when u think i am rubbish to you.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I'm addicted to this song babe!Setuju x lau ak ckp bro ni nyanyi lg best dri taylor swift.Sweet en..;)
lg2 lau someone bg lagu ni and nyanyikan untuk kita.xleh tido oh! aih2 dh2 fyka.study.Ko nk exam..lyn jiwang lak.hee;p
Friday, December 4, 2009
Falling slowly, eyes that know me And I can't go back Moods that take me and erase me And I'm painted black You have suffered enough And warred with yourself It's time that you won
I love this movie so much!It was awesome.The ninja technic was so..urghh.gotch..i adore it so much!Rain!yah the actor.He does a very good job!
This is a much watch movie ok!
Synopsis:
Ninja Assassin follows Raizo (Rain), one of the deadliest assassins in the world. Taken from the streets as a child, he was transformed into a trained killer by the Ozunu Clan, a secret society whose very existence is considered a myth. But haunted by the merciless execution of his friend by the Clan, Raizo breaks free from them and vanishes. Now he waits, preparing to exact his revenge.
In Berlin, Europol agent Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) has stumbled upon a money trail linking several political murders to an underground network of untraceable assassins from the Far East. Defying the orders of her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), Mika digs into top secret agency files to learn the truth behind the murders. Her investigation makes her a target, and the Ozunu Clan sends a team of killers, led by the lethal Takeshi (Rick Yune), to silence her forever. Raizo saves Mika from her attackers, but he knows that the Clan will not rest until they are both eliminated. Now, entangled in a deadly game of cat and mouse through the streets of Europe, Raizo and Mika must trust one another if they hope to survive and finally bring down the elusive Ozunu Clan.
HUH.Sumpah menyesal gile tgk cerita ni!rugi duit je.Bosan teramat.Better lg twilight first!yg ni dhla slow pastu plot lari2..smpai ak pun dh hampir na jd vampire sama mata merah sbb sgt ngntuk.Ada jugakla part2 yg best but overall mmg bosan!Pengarah die tade idea dh mybe.Buatla cerita vampire ganas sket..da unusr horror sikit ke en.ni jiwang memanjang..cerita 2 jam dh rasa mcm 3jam.Tgk hindustan lg bgus!huh..
Xcadang lnsung pun na tgk movie ni.Dh disebabkn terlampau bengang kelas algo tade..penat je ktoang smua siap melawa beria na g kelas tibe2 last minit lak tade!huh.Untuk melegakan hati yg sgt xpuas hati tu tibe2 ila ajak pegi tgk wayang.Kami semua trus bersetuju(skema ayt dush!)..Semua pegi kecuali hasni.Dia xnk ikut sbb nti die na tgk wyang dgn kwn die.Syue pn tade sbb die blik rumah and kua shopping ngn kwn2 die.So tanakla kaco kami pn pergilah berenam je termasuk liza.
ni ada sikit2 gmbar di saat2 kebosanan kitoang.haha;D
ni namanya takde keje
hee.kc chance lah syera tnggi dr ak;p
besar hadiah woo..
di saat menuggu teksi dtg.ini lah yg terhasil!(gile skema ayt)
* guys lain kali tgk cerita lain lah ok!mlm ni ak tgk ninja assasin dgn tedy, syera and jb mybe!wee~
Yah.selesai suda tempoh pekerjaan part time ak.Memenatkan.xenjoy lnsung but it really makes me learn somethng valueble yg kt poly xda pun mengajar topik tu.And bile ak dh lalui semua ni ,hari terakhir ak blik keje ak blik dgn senyuman meleret smpai ke rumah..hehe.bkn sbb duit bekepok di dalam poket tp disebabkan ak dh alami sesuatu yg ak rasa sgt berguna untuk ak.
Belajar kesusahan!yah tu die.ada ke benda tu belajar kt poly?Belajar erti nak teruskan hidup dan belajar jd seorang yg dewasa.Bkn budak-budak.Ak kena mrh kena tengking dgn bos .Dhla bos ak kerek satu mcm pn ak kena tahan.Saba ini lah hidup..yg ats mmg xkn igt yg kt bwh.Lg2 lau yg digelar kuli.Kalau ada yang igt pn seribu adalah 10 org je kot.Lg satu ak kena belajar jd xmalu.Keje ni bkn keje standard pn.Kena ngadap muka org,kena thn perangai org,and plg best kena thn bile ko cube beramah mesra ckp elok2 dgn org..org maki ko lik.huh!apa rasa?Nk tacink?dorang xpndang kite pn.Time ni la kita kena pndai kawal perasaan kawal otak apa semua.Betul2 ak belajar something weh!Duit bkn everything...
Ak keje promote MWBC(Malaysia World Band Competition '09) yang akan berlansung kt dataran ipoh dan stadium perak pada 13/12/09.Benda ni bersama label 100plus lah!Satu team promotion.Ini bkn battle of the band ke ape tw.Ini perlawanan marching band satu dunia.Kalau tgk vid thun lepas doang buat kt indonesia mmg gempak la!superb weh!So Supportlah team Malaysia k.doang dh smpai semi final.not bad wht.Final nti kt Putrajaya.Next promotion kt Kl.Ak ttw lg ikut skli ke ta.tgk keadaan la;)
ye.esk adalah hari raya korban.dan nmpknye akulah yg terpaksa bekorban. takpela.mybe ada hikmah from all of this.
esok pegi rumah opah than acu akn hantar pegi keje.Keje booth 100Plus.kena dtg before pukul 10.haih.keje dr 10pg smpai pukul 10 mlm sampaila hari ahd nti.mmg xbecuti lnsung la ak. takpela nama pun bekorban k.As an adult of my family its my responsibility to help my family
Lps raya haji ni pindah rumah.ermm.harap there will be a new sunshine there.Sunshine tht will bring the smile to my family back.A shine to brighten my dad heart back.
So fyka.mlm ni tido awal.esk u have to work hard!cayo2;) SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI SEMUA!
* They said love is complicated but it is something tht i fall on into I cant believe u make me sit at home cry like a baby and yesterday u ask me bout u and i.. dont u realize it makes me hurt? tht words really makes me wanna die...
* Do you mean what you say When you say our love could last forever?
* You can see that I've been crying And baby you know all the right things to say But do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same?
*I'm sick and tired of your attitude I'm feeling like I don't know you You tell me that you love me but why you said something like tht yesterday?
* Here's to you and your temper Yes, I remember what you said last night And I know that you see what you're doing to me Tell me, why?can you tell me?
* I take a step back, let you go I told you I'm not bulletproof will u noe tht? will you come to me and vanish all the memory of tht night?
yah.i'm kinda bored.myspace sgtlah boring!then i move to Fb..mmg skank Fb jela yg ak on bile bosan sgt dh kt rumah tu..playing rockstar game tu..gile recruit ak dh kena curi!haram tol.xpe2 tgh kumpul duit skank ni.then playing all the quizes.Yah talk about the quizes sometime quizes2 ni can be so true in fact tw.hee;D
am i hurting you? why? why everything seems to be not ok with us?
sorry if i am the one to be blame.but nah..how bout you? pena ta tedy duduk diam sekejap and think bout ur fault? Never i thought
ONLINE jd satu masalah besar tuk ko.Ape salahnye dgn bnda tu? am i sleeping with other boy tedy?am i going out with other boy tedy?do i? selama syg couple dgn tedy..pernah sekali tak syg lnggar pantang larang terbesar tedy ni? Xkshla berapa bnyk tedy na kongkong syg penah syg lnggar?Lg2 dgn pantang larang terbesar tedy tu kn?
haih.Ak igt banda-benda seperti di atas ni ak leh jupe kt pavi,bb,beach party,club je ke pe.hah!ni dia kt tempat cuci motor pun ada weh!
Ak dpt benda-benda alah ni dr Fb farid sylar..haha dia biasela en laju je bab cni.Maklumalah womanizer..Ak pun klik lah untuk mendapatkan cerita yang lbh selanjutnya.HAMPEH.xda la pulok..just gambar-gambar half naked mereka ni je. Niat utk mengetahui lokasi sebena tebantut dan tekentut di situ begitu shj.Damn!Shit!tp kalau tgk betol-betol dr gambar ni nmpak mcm kt karnival sbb ada bepuluh lg khemah kt belakang tu.Mybe awek-awek ni kejenye promote motor tu or promote kedai cuci motor doang.Wah!kedai cuci moto cni sape tanak pegi..sehari 1000 pelanggan pun boleh dpt..xda moto?basikal pun doang snggup hanta cuci..xda basikal?kasut roda boleh skateboard boleh..hee;p
Ak ni na kata alim pun xda la sgt en. Ak pun pkai gk mini skirt hot pant awww2 tu..;D
Kwn2 ak kt Kl tu pn bnyk yg jns open lau setakat kua pakai baju nmpk perut dgn skirt tp xdala smpai gedik membsh2kn diri pastu wt aksi yang buatkan pakcik2 tua yg dh kendur tu menegak tgk! (bwh die la.die xkn tegak dh!)
Xsngka smpai cni kejenya pn ada.Gle open air2 .Malu kot! Yg lain tgk free siap tngkp2 gmba. Lg2 yg buat ni melayu kn.Moden pun betahap lah weh..mls na komen lbh2 lah lau pasal attitude2 ni en.Msing2 dh besa ada akai..pkir pakai otak jgn pkir pakai pek korang.Lau otak ltk kt kelentit mmg menggeletik la weh!
Lol.i had lost my bestfriend.sgt best lah!(gotch dun lie lah fyka)
The one tht i use to share everything with..the one who always cheer me up.The one who really can explore me in the short period. U truly such a wonderful bestfriend tht i really want to have in my whole life.
U're the bestfriend tht never gonna turn me down.U tottaly different from the other bestie tht i ever meet.They are sucks!They use to be so kind ang give tht sweet smile in front of me but giving me such a fuckstard bitch face when i'm gone!You were like a pretty human kind tht is to lovely to be with.I wish u read this and forgive me.I want our friendship to be forever.Don't go..please stay.If u go who's gonna be my angel anymore?Who's gonna lead me to the light and save me from the dark?Sorry if i had hurt u badly ;(
tedy.. sorry! i know even sejuta kali sorry it doesn't mean anything to you dh kn? mybe time tedy baca ni pn..u were laughing 4 my dumbness en?
I know i wasn't so good.Ak xpena nk happykn kau lansung kan? Ya ak maybe neraka gk tuk ko. Ak bg ko bnyk sakit kn?Sgt2 sakit hati.ak DEGIL!yah ak mmg DEGIL! Tp penah ko seda x pasal KEDEGILAN ko?Ko xtw kn sbb ak xpena mrh..ak xpena buat ko rasa pe yg ak rasa ni.Sebab if ak buat ape yg kau bg ak rasa ni..mungkin sekarang jugak ko tnggl ak kn?
Yeap sgt sakit.Ada bnyk benda ak simpan..to many things to hide and to many tears to wipe and to many fake smile to be explore ..semua demi nk jaga hati,hati kau. Ak takut nk b'ckp..dgn kau ak bnyk simpan dr bercakap, dulu masa mula-mula kau knl ak kau tmpt ak cerita apa2 pn..tp sekarang ak dh mcm hilang tmpt mngadu tu.Kau buat ak tkut tuk luahkan apa2 pn, even dlm blog ni..ak xkn cerita dan xnk kau tw.Ko xperlu tw.Sbb hati ak xpenting pn..sape pena ksh?
Dr ko tw and org lain pn tw pasal benda2 ni..ak snggup diam smpai bile2 and remain to give this fake smile to others..harap tedy happy..
- If u need me u noe u can come to me anytime u want..but if u feel like i'm nothing to you-Please let me noe it..i wont bother you anymore even it's hurt and killing me so much..
Tetiba teringat dekat seorang yg boleh buat ak tak tidor mlm masa sekolah dulu. Sbb ada org bg ak lagu yg pernah jd kegilaan ak dulu;)..omg Alex the calling!!Cute gile kot!Sumpah xcari lain lau dpt bf mcm ni!tp nak ke pn die lau jupe ak en.haha;(
i'm sad.I miss someone..i miss my home badly.i miss ibu..i miss ayah.i miss to see ayah smile and when he make an idiot joke, i miss my ibu cook, my ibu hug and kisses.I miss my adik..Adik congratulation for be the best in your school.I Know u can do it.ur the smartest one as u always determine in wht u want to do.I pray for all ur best!I miss you badly.blikla cpt..bile opi ada kt rumah je baru kakak xsunyi sgt..
Ibu ayah are to busy.Busy with their own bussiness even if i'm at home...They seems to have their own problem.An adult problem..and i tottally dont know why its happen.The only thing i want to said is i MISS MY OLD FAMILY.
Ibu please stop cryin' I can't stand the sound Your pain is painful and it's Tearing me down
I Miss my nazrin,my new baby nur anis shazrina(adk nazrin)
yeah..td ada MUET.I have done all my best in it.But i dont do my best in the listening test..;(
slip yg dh keromot2..haha;D
Next week sgt busy.Exam..exam..exam..Arhh!sikit pnye mls la ak!tp mls2 pn kena hadap gk..lau x nti na jd pe kau fyka!ko bkn ank Dato ye!yeah..even ak mls ak akn ttp melawan perasaan mls ni untuk berjaya;)
Ak xda kuasa untuk itu. Even ak ckp ke x..benda ttp sama.Apa yang berubah?ak yg berubah.Berubah sampai ak bencikan dr sendiri.Kau ttp sama..
Perempuan..mmg diciptakan untuk menurut kot dan die..untuk mengarah. Hati?.Entah..semua mintak untuk dipuaskan hati mcm mana pulak dgn org yg kena memuaskan hati?
ahh..ak ttw apa ak ngarut ni.kalau kau tw..tw la...
ok ni masa mula-mula sampai.Ni pukul 2.30 a.m.we have our meal at Sea Gate.sedap!view best lagu pn tenang je.love tht place;) Maafla pic gelap. Kualiti xbpe bgus time ni sbb otak duk igt nak tido je dh.huhu;p
on saturday kt gig uprising.ya..ak xhave fun sgt kt sni.duk follow bontot bf ak je.xbpe minat r gig ni.sorry!
with cik bulu a.k.a emalina(jgn tnye ak mne dtgnye cik bulu tu) ;p cik bulu ni lah penaja penginapan kami;)
bersama cik bulu part II.haha;D
bersama edzaham syafiq di dlm gig ye;) buat2 happy tngkp gmba padahal time ni mata dh nk PEJAM je kot!
with cik bulu and jah di swimming pool bedekatan dgn apartment cik bulu lah!best ouh!
kt Pdg Kota meyh;)
ni ak dedicated khas lah tuk mamat nama edzaham syafiq tu;)
ye..ak tw ak mmg sopan;)
bersama edzaham syafiq di ats batu.jenuh pnjat aih!hee;p
ak, budak bajet metal mana nth and chaer yg bajet..err..cute kot? jgn tnye pesal ak posing cmtu..ak sndri pn ttw na ckp pe.haha;D
Actually ada bnyk lg pic2 pegi penang ni.tp xdpt na upload semua sbb internet ak yg kejap laju cm mcm lembab mengalahkan nenek siput babi..so nanti2 jelah ak tmbh lg pic ni k;)
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