Aaa..its been a while.Hello friends and beloved. I dont know where to start..aaa but Selamat Berpuasa, give ur best shot for ths Ramadhan and Selamat Hari Raya in advance ! :D
Ramadhan nak habis and entah hantu mana datang rasuk diri ni untuk blogwalking balik and from tht blogwalking taraaa here come the entry. Its been more thn 1 years i think and i see all ppl around me either ex-es, kekasih gelap (laughing in the corner), comrades, or the kind-of-social-network-buddies are not the same ppl i knw before. ppl changed! Im glad to see lots lots of love coming to their life. Like all my ex-es and kekasih gelap (laughing in the corner again.haha)..we starting to be friends. Forgive and forget. They with their loves one now and 2 of them are getting married soon.Kepap kepap kepung pung. Congratulation in advance!
40% of my bestfriends or my social-network-buddies already getting married. Salina the most gangster girl in my school my bonzer bestfriend also kawin dah! God is the greatest.Full of suprise. My mum always said bercinta lepas kahwin lebih indah.I always giving a thought to ask my parents to choose my future husband.Like let it be a mystery to me but then ..on a 2nd thought.Hell no!Sedangkan yang kita kenal bertahun pun kelaut inikan nak bermisteri.Pelakon di pentas dunia ni makin banyak. Drama queens Drama kings. *paranoid going on and on and i decide not to think bout marriage now. Not yet. whoo scary shitt.
So like my friends yang dah lama single like for 3-4 years pun dah start to berbunga balik. Bravo! Their loves one are very cool. Sharing the same hobbies, the same interest, same music with ur loves one..tell me who can say no to ths kind of love.
My love story? idk what to say but Alhamdulillah.Theres must be reason when the god make us falling in love with someone and why god want u to met tht person by tht time and time and why there's a pause and stop button to ur relationship.Him?Is the greatest love i ever had. Dari nothing u built me up to something. Ive learn so much of hard way and how to be strong like you.Thank you for letting me share the love frm ur kind family. Thnk you for letting me be the princess in ur family.How could i ever forget ths kind of love. No matter how hurt we are, how confused we are or how idiot we are living in ths unknown situation of relationship now.I just wanna say thnk you for everything.
and for you ikan rasta..living in ths unknown situation and u want me to dance slowly with you.Yes im dancing slowly love..i want to see how you dance with love.Wrong step.Kena rotan!
Nak cakap pasal relationship - or my kind of relationship mmg 1 buku pun takkan habis.So just celebrate love guys. Dont hate it - if its not mean to be for you.Remember there's must be a reason why god want you to meet em to make love with em to share some stories and memories with em.Why end up with hating each other when at the 1st place tht is the person you wish to see every morning? Learn to understand.Learn to teach your heart to love and love again.
For me? Either i make it or not with my love life.. - I just wanna be remembered as a girl who listened,loved and have a kind heart.
Can you?
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