Family

Time seems to fly by, days turn into weeks and weeks turn into months, and before long another year has past. Things come and go and that is life. I have had a great job working at the Paul Mitchell school. I loved what I did, and who I did it for. I hit my wall you could say I couldn't climb any higher, and I needed to be end that chapter and move on to bigger and better things. I left not knowing what I was doing or were I would even work. I wasn't worried at all though. I knew I needed my family and they needed me. I had to be closer to them. Family is the most important thing someone could ever possess. My family is amazing, they welcomed me home with open arms and told me everything is ok and life is great. Life is great life is amazing. My family is so supportive of me and everything I do in and with my life. I also support my family and would do anything for them.

I thought I had almost everything in stg, but wow I was wrong I have no job as of right now and my family is still there pushing me to do my very best each and every day. We laugh we cry, we cuss each other jokingly, we cook together, We are family.

I am so damn thankful for

My mom who is so strong, she has thought me so much and I want to raise my kids the way she raised me. She carries on day after day making the best for her family, and who has raised the most amazing children ever. I love you mom with all my heart to the end of the solar system and back time infinity.

My dad who is there when you need a little extra help, telling me that I am amazing and I can do anything I want. I love you dad thank you for loving me

My step mom who is so wonderful to my dad, who jokes with me and loves me for me I love you Claudette.

My brother Blake, who I give a lot of shit to, Blake is always there for me as a big brother should be always picking me up when I can't I need it. You truly are amazing in every way. I know you are going to make some girl very happy one day. Thanks for being my support now for almost 28 years your one of my best friends.

My sister Kylie, who teases me and lets me tease her. She lets me do her hair and tells everyone proudly that her big brother does it and makes her even prettier then she is. She is also my support when I need it, she understands me to the fullest and loves me unconditionally, She lets me take her car sense my brakes are bad she wants me to be safe. I love my sis ky so much and I know her prince is right around the corner.

My brother Chad, who is my buddy, and has been for many many years. He is such a true gentlemen, He is so loving and kind to everyone no matter what you believe or don't. He will always play monopoly with me even when I am a poor sport about losing. Love ya bud

Grandpa Sanders, who is the kindest men a kid could ask for as a grandpa. Grandpa has always loved me and will always. He just judge others. He is always willing to help us out with our cars even though he can no longer see to work on them. He is a strong pillar in my family and I love him so much and am forever in debt to him. Even when I when I told him I was gay he was like so what. I love you Grandpa thank you for everything and being there for a grandson time after time

Grandma Sanders, who is my grandpas high school love, his partner in crime, and his right hand woman and now his eyes. My grandma is such a strong lady who loves unconditionally also. She is the type of person who gives and gives no matter what. She will always ask if I am dating anyone or if there is someone special in my life, She is so honored that her grandson loves making her beautiful by doing her hair. She has raised such a wonderful daughter that I am so lucky to call my mom. I love you grandma

Grandma Oyler who is always making sure I never go hungry.

I also am thankful for all my aunts and uncles, cousins, and close friends who are like family AKA Travis, Mitchell, Becky, Krista

I am truly blessed and I will go place and I will go far because I have the LOVE OF MY FAMILY. Money could never replace them. I love that I get to spend every holiday with them. I love that I get to spend the weekends with them making dinner and talking about life, and joking around. I love that I get to love them. I love that my family is here for me and that I can be there for them. I love knowing that we help each other out no matter what. I love who I am and who my family is and how we are as a family. I have the best family

All with a glass of wine

Sense my last post life has happened at an amazing pace, I still have no complaints but have learned which has only made me stronger.
I have truly enjoyed my job at the amazing company that i get to call my employer. Thank you Paul Mitchell The School Saint George for giving me such an amazing opportunity to do what I love. I have grown in wisdom, age, and even weight, in the last seven months. Being now twenty seven I have seen many things, which I am fine with, I have seen relationships come and go not only in my life but in many others as well. Some which make me think what the hell, others I give my best regards to.
I have also seen a change in me. I know this change I have fallen out of love with myself. I have put on 36 pounds in the last eight months, I am back to the point in my life were I am ready to fully love myself again. I want to love myself so I have the motivation to go running every day, I want to find love that I know is out there. This love I want to love for the rest of my life. I want to have a crush on a special guy for the rest of my life I am finally ready, and I know that know. I want to get my financial situation in order so I can start saving for my goals in life. I also want to get me a car of my very own again, so I can give my moms back to her. I also want my family to be healthy, especially my grandparents, who all of them have their issues from cancer recovery, to alcoholism. I want the best for them I truly do I want all four of them to be alive to meet the wonderful guy I bring home for them to meet and I want them to meet my kids, and spoil them. I want my mom to truly be happy, she truly deserves all the happiness in the world. I owe everything to my mom she has raised four of the most amazing kids and it is her time for a fairy tale ending. I know my moms dreams are on their way, along with her prince. I know my little sis Ky is finally finding herself and I am so happy for her and I know she is going to start living her life how she has planned it. I also know that my twin Blakey is making his goals come true. I am so proud of him. I get to see my little brother graduate from high school in 2 months and start his life, which only makes me realize that he is starting his life and its time for me to really enjoy mine as well with every one else in my family. I also have seen my half brother come home from two years of service to his church and he is still the same kid I grew up with and am thankful. I also get to see the first of my siblings married, I am so happy for my lil sis Tric, I know she is truly happen with her fiance Dallon.
I have also seen a lot of my friends grow up and move on with their lives and careers which is only a sign that everyone gets what they want in their life if they just want if it and stride for it.
I have cried many tears in the last couple months, and even tonight, I know I am happy in my life, I love ME, I have my dream job, I am working towards my goals. I live with no regrets just learning experience . I am thankful for everything I have in my life, family, friends, my career, and all the little things......