Family

Time seems to fly by, days turn into weeks and weeks turn into months, and before long another year has past. Things come and go and that is life. I have had a great job working at the Paul Mitchell school. I loved what I did, and who I did it for. I hit my wall you could say I couldn't climb any higher, and I needed to be end that chapter and move on to bigger and better things. I left not knowing what I was doing or were I would even work. I wasn't worried at all though. I knew I needed my family and they needed me. I had to be closer to them. Family is the most important thing someone could ever possess. My family is amazing, they welcomed me home with open arms and told me everything is ok and life is great. Life is great life is amazing. My family is so supportive of me and everything I do in and with my life. I also support my family and would do anything for them.

I thought I had almost everything in stg, but wow I was wrong I have no job as of right now and my family is still there pushing me to do my very best each and every day. We laugh we cry, we cuss each other jokingly, we cook together, We are family.

I am so damn thankful for

My mom who is so strong, she has thought me so much and I want to raise my kids the way she raised me. She carries on day after day making the best for her family, and who has raised the most amazing children ever. I love you mom with all my heart to the end of the solar system and back time infinity.

My dad who is there when you need a little extra help, telling me that I am amazing and I can do anything I want. I love you dad thank you for loving me

My step mom who is so wonderful to my dad, who jokes with me and loves me for me I love you Claudette.

My brother Blake, who I give a lot of shit to, Blake is always there for me as a big brother should be always picking me up when I can't I need it. You truly are amazing in every way. I know you are going to make some girl very happy one day. Thanks for being my support now for almost 28 years your one of my best friends.

My sister Kylie, who teases me and lets me tease her. She lets me do her hair and tells everyone proudly that her big brother does it and makes her even prettier then she is. She is also my support when I need it, she understands me to the fullest and loves me unconditionally, She lets me take her car sense my brakes are bad she wants me to be safe. I love my sis ky so much and I know her prince is right around the corner.

My brother Chad, who is my buddy, and has been for many many years. He is such a true gentlemen, He is so loving and kind to everyone no matter what you believe or don't. He will always play monopoly with me even when I am a poor sport about losing. Love ya bud

Grandpa Sanders, who is the kindest men a kid could ask for as a grandpa. Grandpa has always loved me and will always. He just judge others. He is always willing to help us out with our cars even though he can no longer see to work on them. He is a strong pillar in my family and I love him so much and am forever in debt to him. Even when I when I told him I was gay he was like so what. I love you Grandpa thank you for everything and being there for a grandson time after time

Grandma Sanders, who is my grandpas high school love, his partner in crime, and his right hand woman and now his eyes. My grandma is such a strong lady who loves unconditionally also. She is the type of person who gives and gives no matter what. She will always ask if I am dating anyone or if there is someone special in my life, She is so honored that her grandson loves making her beautiful by doing her hair. She has raised such a wonderful daughter that I am so lucky to call my mom. I love you grandma

Grandma Oyler who is always making sure I never go hungry.

I also am thankful for all my aunts and uncles, cousins, and close friends who are like family AKA Travis, Mitchell, Becky, Krista

I am truly blessed and I will go place and I will go far because I have the LOVE OF MY FAMILY. Money could never replace them. I love that I get to spend every holiday with them. I love that I get to spend the weekends with them making dinner and talking about life, and joking around. I love that I get to love them. I love that my family is here for me and that I can be there for them. I love knowing that we help each other out no matter what. I love who I am and who my family is and how we are as a family. I have the best family

All with a glass of wine

Sense my last post life has happened at an amazing pace, I still have no complaints but have learned which has only made me stronger.
I have truly enjoyed my job at the amazing company that i get to call my employer. Thank you Paul Mitchell The School Saint George for giving me such an amazing opportunity to do what I love. I have grown in wisdom, age, and even weight, in the last seven months. Being now twenty seven I have seen many things, which I am fine with, I have seen relationships come and go not only in my life but in many others as well. Some which make me think what the hell, others I give my best regards to.
I have also seen a change in me. I know this change I have fallen out of love with myself. I have put on 36 pounds in the last eight months, I am back to the point in my life were I am ready to fully love myself again. I want to love myself so I have the motivation to go running every day, I want to find love that I know is out there. This love I want to love for the rest of my life. I want to have a crush on a special guy for the rest of my life I am finally ready, and I know that know. I want to get my financial situation in order so I can start saving for my goals in life. I also want to get me a car of my very own again, so I can give my moms back to her. I also want my family to be healthy, especially my grandparents, who all of them have their issues from cancer recovery, to alcoholism. I want the best for them I truly do I want all four of them to be alive to meet the wonderful guy I bring home for them to meet and I want them to meet my kids, and spoil them. I want my mom to truly be happy, she truly deserves all the happiness in the world. I owe everything to my mom she has raised four of the most amazing kids and it is her time for a fairy tale ending. I know my moms dreams are on their way, along with her prince. I know my little sis Ky is finally finding herself and I am so happy for her and I know she is going to start living her life how she has planned it. I also know that my twin Blakey is making his goals come true. I am so proud of him. I get to see my little brother graduate from high school in 2 months and start his life, which only makes me realize that he is starting his life and its time for me to really enjoy mine as well with every one else in my family. I also have seen my half brother come home from two years of service to his church and he is still the same kid I grew up with and am thankful. I also get to see the first of my siblings married, I am so happy for my lil sis Tric, I know she is truly happen with her fiance Dallon.
I have also seen a lot of my friends grow up and move on with their lives and careers which is only a sign that everyone gets what they want in their life if they just want if it and stride for it.
I have cried many tears in the last couple months, and even tonight, I know I am happy in my life, I love ME, I have my dream job, I am working towards my goals. I live with no regrets just learning experience . I am thankful for everything I have in my life, family, friends, my career, and all the little things......

what I want

I know life just seems to spins in circles till you decide what you want. I am to that point in my life where it is time to chose another path yet again. I see my future, I know what it holds, and I dream of the day that I have reached the point of success and love. What I want out of life is a really good question but I know what that is.

I want to be happy.

I want to find someone to love and someone to love me.

I want an amazing career in the hair and beauty industry.

I want a house of my very own, and of course all the worries that come with it.

I want to stay healthy.

I want to share my knowledge with others

I want my family to be healthy and live life the way they want

I want warm summer days turning into fall nights.

I want to be held

I want to hold

I want my friends to be happy, and true to themselves

I WANT LIFE TO HAPPEN

I AM READY

Growing up

Well I have now graduated from Paul Mitchell the school in St George. I cant believe I am a Paul Mitchell professional. I am so glad I have such an amazing company backing me with my career. I also have passed my state boards weeks before I graduated, so now I am just waiting on my license which will hopefully be here within a couple of weeks. Life is really good I am down to a decent weight of 168, I have keep it off for a year and half now and I hope to get done to 160 maybe less, I will just have to see. I am living back in Logan now, I am hoping to build my clientele up here in Logan and eventually work in the Paul Mitchell school when they get it built in town. I am hoping that is up and running by the end of this year. Life is really good I cant complain.

Halloween

So a year ago from halloween I just happened to tear my knee to pieces, and when I say I tore it I really messed up my knee. I wanted to make a year on my knee with out having any problems or new injuries, well I did, The week of Halloween was great though, first I had wanted to go see thriller so bad everyone had talked about and how great it was, so I told my self I have got to go see it but I had no one to go with, maybe there were tons of people who would of loved to go with me I just never asked but oh well. I got a call from my loving MICKEY yeah thats right M I C K E Y . She asked me to go to thriller with her cause she had an extra ticket. I felt so honored I gladly accepted her invintation, jumped in my car and drove out to Tuachan. Mickey was so grateful to have my company there as was I to have her company. It was a chilly night Mickey laughed at me when I showed up because I was still in my school clothes and she told me to dress warm. I told her that I did wear a long sleeve shirt and I brought a blanket. She insisted I have some hot chocolate to warm me up. The show started and every bit of it was to die for, the dances made me wish that I could dance like that, maybe one day. The chocolate was amazing. I started to warm up just in time for intermission, we got up and walked around socalized with some zombies, and people waiting in line to the bathroom, we even got a lady waiting in line for the rest room to take our picture. The rest of the show was so amazing it really was. I had a great night with Mickey she is such a sweet heart. She is the most sincere girl I know.

The rest of the week turned out pretty good as well I dressed up as elvis for halloween and did hair in a full polyester costume that probally weighed 8 lbs. I then went to a party on halloween night still with the thought of a year ago and what had happened to my knee. My knee was perfect I even did the splits a couple of times, I am totally healed you could say

Randomness

So I am close to 900 hours in school I am almost half way and I see the downward hill in front of me. I am stoaked to be were I am in school. I am not working now so I can really focus on school. Each day brings a new joy to me. I have learned so much and cant wait to finish learning what there is to learn. I love going to school and being able to learn how to make people feel better about themselves. It is like a high for me seeing peoples faces, after doing their hair in a new color or a cut and style. What I do does wonders for ones soul. I dare anyone to try and find another career as warming as making someone else feel amazing about ones self. The beauty industry is so amazing and powerful. I have truly found my calling in life I change peoples lives on a daily basis