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Lets answer a few question, or rather, clear some misconceptions a kindly soul has developed after reading through my blog.

I came across your blog while surfing Blogger, and I can't help but noice that you seem very despondent over life in general and over a specific girl in particular.

despondent isnt the word, my friend. It's more about thirst, its about semi-methodolically recognizing what I want to change, and then going ahead to change it full throttle. more like 'carpe diem, baby'.

I dont quit, I dont break. And, thanks to the grace of God, I always seem to manage to pull through, albiet somewhat scuffed, occaisionally.

The major religions happen to be a point of interest for myself, although so far, I have found Islam to be most satisfactory. Maybe if I can get my hands on this book 'The Case for Christ' I'll give it a read.

Right now, my life isnt devoid of meaning. The very existance of the fire within gives it meaning.

Thanks for your concern, and do keep visiting. I look forward to hearing from you again, carl.

Vacations

Well, I'm finally at home with my family for the long haul....i.e. until august. Its nice to finally be home, but what can Iay... I still miss my friends...and her.

Hope she misses me even slightly.

Nevermind.

Anyhow, I have got tgo get back to writing.;..and soon! I miss the power of the pen.

It seems like the next 2 months may, to great extent, determine the outcome of my life. Wish me luck, its a challenge.

Good Bye

I told her good bye today. I guess i am slightly upset at not having gotten even the slightest of reactions from her. Nothing but a cheerful 'oh, bye, and have fun'.

damn

This was the third good bye. lol
talk about pushing things.

When will august come?

It's strange, being dragged away from one thing you love to another, when all you want is both.

Bye for now.

A farewell

but not

The farewell

but whatever it is

may you fare well.

Last Week's Post

this is last weeks post, which didnt get posted for some strange reason:

Interesting.

Everyone else says that she is opening up big time.

I dont see it.

Then again, I do seem to be blind to the miniscule clues presented by the female species. Either that, or I always seem to pick out the wrong ones.

Exam tomorow, as well as an open house session with the dean and pro-rector of the university. yahoo.

Life is annoying, especially since my PC is busted and I'm constantly uopdating my blog and posting on episodes from college.

Hard to let the fire out from there.

Burn baby, burn.