The Change of Me after working in Singapore

Before Singapore and after quiting my 1st job,

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Everyone stops wondering like Alice once they have grown up. Maybe they feel there's nothing much to be wondered in this world OR they have lost their imagination they had once gained during childhood.

I am part of them, until the day I resigned my ever 1st job, until the day when I have had enough lying on the bed day-dreaming, until the day when someone told me I should start blogging, I realize I had lost my wonderland long long time ago. (WED, 06 AUG 2008 12:50 SST)

Now and after coming back from Singapore,

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No point day-dreaming to search for wonderland. Always make a step and you'll see the difference. Dreams come true only when you have tried to make a change in your life. I've grown up to know the reality. (WED, 08 June 2011 22:48 SST)

Unbelievable...

walao.. It's been a year I didn't blog. So unbelievable.

I finally decided to resign from my previous job in DBS. Many ppl don't quite believe it that I quit in order to go Ipoh staying with my husband. (Lucky you, Patrick)

I know, with the team I was with, I would be on the fast track to raise in my career ladder. But, in the end, I'll lose my personal life, my family, my friends and the most important thing - my health. Does it worth for me being a Vice President and a team manager with monthly income of SGD8k - 10k?

Though I know the answer is NO, I still feel sorry for myself for letting go all the efforts that I had spent in DBS building up my career there. Anyway, I need to give up something in order to gain something bigger - a balanced life. Let's try and see what would happen for the coming year. Sure, it'll be very challenging.

心有點痛，遺憾卻更多……

心有點痛，遺憾卻更多……
明知不可為，偏偏往裏陷。
以爲，我可以瀟灑走開，卻忽然發現我竟然開始妄想，愚蠢地期待不該發生的事情。

Less and less posts..

hmm... i found that recently less and less posts on my blog. Life is getting busier, mind is getting tired, mood is getting unsteady => Losing the inspiration of life.

Sometimes, I do wonder, is it worthy that I hang on and stay away from my home? I'm having home sick and love sick. So so so sick..

Two more months it makes 1 year of me staying here in Singapore. Feel like I have achieved so little, except having many thoughts of how my life should be. I guess, the biggest thing that I did in my life is to buy a condo unit with the earnings I got from my current job. I'm grateful for this, but I just can't find the job satisfaction. Is it because of my attitute or the culture itself?

I have the kinda feeling that I'm lost - I don't know what I really want. Let our Heavenly Father God lead me in his way.

My new handphone - Nokia E71

hehe... on last Saturday, I got my new Nokia phone delivered to my doorway. ^_^

At the first sight, it wasn't all in white as I imagined. It is actually half covered with silver casing. I, as the to-be-owner, did not really do any thorough research. I just know E71 has 3 colors - black, white, silver.

After having it for 1 week, I still can't write any functional reviews about this phone. Ahaha.. being too busy to explore its functions. And, i treat this smart phone as a normal phone. What a waste.. :P

Anyway, i'm starting to like it as it's such a nice phone that I can use it to check emails, blogging, FB-ing, MSN-ing. Well, i've still not yet utilised its MP3 and video functions. Hehe. The process response time is so far so good - could due to less programs installed.

The late night in the office..

It has been at least 12 months I haven't been working until so late in the office. Arh.. It's so tiring after such long easy life.

I don't know why, suddenly my life become so busy and unbalanced. It feels like everything is not right. Since Monday, I've been reaching home after 9.30pm. And worse part is, I've moved to a further place from my office. Aih...

I'm so hungry... waiting for my pizza delivery in the office, even though i can go home right now. But, when thinking that I won't get any food at home. It's better to stay back and wait for the pizza. Poor me~

I'm waiting for my Nokia E71...

Yea.. finally the pizza has arrived..

Now only I realise..

Still I'm learning, to work smart, you really need to be smart enough to organize things in a very efficient way. By doing things out yourself, it's too time consuming, instead you should appoint someone to do that. Hmm.. but who would listen to me? I guess, I still need to explore the tricks.

Another aspect in working smart is, you would need to be clever enough to cover your butt. Sometimes, situations will get out of your control. Always be prepared the reasons and excuses for that, even you would need someone to get sacrificed. Well, this is the cruel cruel world. But I hate this. To me, when things has gone wrong, everyone has the responsibility.

Now I only realise how lucky I am. Comparing my current work with my peer colleagues, I'm having the easiest tasks and better opportunities to perform. My big big boss is watching directly at my performances. So, why should I complain and reluctantly accept the task assigned? I should be happy and excited for that. Ok, from now, I will accept this challenge and start my life all over again~ Fight ar~~

PS: I will try to be the last one standing. Gambate~