Jonas is back!

And tomorrow will be a good day.
(:


Goodnight world.
Hope every one of you have a wonderful day tomorrow too.

My flava was expressed on 3:50 AM

Pygmalion Effect and Galatea Effect.

Interesting.

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This song goes out to a special someone.
You know who you are.


Bobby Tinsley - I'm Missing You

The night are long my days are cold
Without the warmth you provide me when I hold
You in my arms feel so long ago
You were there I think a tear drop just fell down

I really wanna come to see you
I really really wish I could
Maybe in a couple of weeks
Its only a couple of week
But even tho I get to
Its 14 days I gotta get through
Its too many days babe

And I'm really really missing you
And I miss miss miss
I'm missing you
and I don't know how I'm gonna make it through
But I gotta gotta stay strong for us two
I'm a man, its a job that I gotta do

So I go outside and I fake a smile
But if they only knew just how many miles
Between love so true and nobody can cope the way that we do
And I'm really really missing you

Baby when your near
All of my visions clear
Like a magic show I blink and then you disappear
And I frequently envision how it would be to have you alone with me
Give me a moment so I can, breathe..

Ok
I really wanna come to see you
Baby I wish I could
Maybe in a couple of weeks
Its only a couple of week
But even tho I get to
Its 14 long days I don't have you
Its too many days babe

And I'm really really missing you
And I miss miss miss
I'm really really missing you
and I don't know how i'm gonna make it through
But I gotta gotta stay strong for us two
I'm a man, its a job that I gotta do

So I go outside and I fake a smile
But if they only knew just how many miles
Between love so true and nobody can cope the way that we do
And I'm really really missing you

So maybe one day babe not too far away
We can turn all our dreams into memories
Baby we'll have that homes
Spiral stairs all that we share so many nights over the phone

I really wanna come to see you
Baby you know I do
Maybe in a couple of weeks
Its only a couple of week
But even tho I get to
Its still too long to be away from you
Its too many days babe

And I'm really really missing you
And I miss miss miss
I miss you
and I don't know how I'm gonna make it through
But I gotta gotta hold strong for us two
I'm a man, its a job that I gotta do

So I go outside and I fake a smile
But if they only knew just how many miles
Between love so true and nobody can cope the way that we do
And I'm really really missing you.


I'm sorry..

My flava was expressed on 11:45 PM

ROFL.

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Okaaaay, here's your individual dedication my awesome K people.

Nicole:
Yes I know assignments suck and you are very similar to me in the sense we stay up nights just to complete our work BUT as usual, I'm still going to scold you. Hahahaha. SLEEP MORE LA. If not I'll smack you when I return. Anyway, thanks for the calls and SMSes k. They're real sweet. (:

Oon:
Hello how was the IF test? Haha. I'm not used to not having your morning calls every morning but somehow I'll wake up at 9am everyday for some weird reason now. YOU DON'T GET USED TO NOT CALLING ME AH I TELL YOU. Hahaha okay so fierce. Let's go having mango pudding together soon!

Weeming:
Someone get into girl's/cheeky/expression/totally-not-your-style item right. Hahaha. I will confirm take photo of you doing that item. Girl's hiphop for life LOL. Anyway, dance hard hor. If not when I come back I'll own you again. GO SHIT KINGZ WORKSHOP WITH ME LEH. ):

Fas:
Yooooooooo, at least you more steady. Want to go the workshop with me. Not like the ass mentioned above. Anyway, dreaming of me coming for GEMS training means you miss me. I know you do. Hahahaha. And stop calling me heart head. Idiot!

Keem:
BUBBLES, I'm still waiting for you to tell us about your secret! Don't be an ass and tell us soon before I attack you with my chicken pox. Hahaha. If they bully you tell me okay! BLOSSOM WILL PROTECT YOU. After I recover let's go eat Chunky Monkey together!! :D

Mama:
Omg mama, you need to teach me how to shake my ass man. I WILL PROVE TO PEOPLE THAT I HAVE ONE. Your tuition fees shall be ice cream after every lesson. :D And I can't wait to see your reggae choreo for GEMS. I WANT TO LEARN I DON'T CARE.

Mev:
I know you are going to murder me if you see the timing of this entry. Hahahaha. If you are going to starve yourself or anything of the sort, you only have a few more days to do so because you know what I'm going to do when I come back. (:


Once again,
I love you people and I can't wait to see you all again.
For now I can only look at pictures and pout. ):


Pox be gone,
please?

My flava was expressed on 4:46 AM

This post is dedicated to the people I miss.

Headbanging trio:
Yes Curly and Jo, I would miss you 2 too. Hahahaha. Survive in class without me alright.

Flair Nation:
I know you guys are working very hard for the production, I'm sorry that I can't be there fighting together with all of you now. Jiayou ah. All out for production! And Johan, stop taking nice shots of the others without me around!! Ahgong will be back soon! (:

TPDE:
This applies to those awesome people like Ayo, Briyanni, Ah Koh, Hargao, Eyebag and Doodlepants whom I'm closer to, I miss you people la hor. I appreciate all the chats we had on MSN, you guys are awesome and I can't wait to see you all again in school. :D

And as for the K people,
I'll do that in the next post because you guys got individual dedication.

Time to continue chionging journal.

Kbai.

My flava was expressed on 12:03 AM

How many more days..

Zzzz..

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Day 3:

-Had quite a good sleep last night.
-Expected the itch to get worse, but it didn't.
-But some spots are starting to hurt more.
-I don't remember how I look like yesterday, but I think I look super duper hideous now.
-Need to start doing work/study.
-Today's meal, porridge with bakso/bebola ikan.
-We'll make things work out. Yup we definitely will.

My flava was expressed on 3:54 PM

Updates:

-The itch is getting worse today. Like a lot worse.
-I look hideous and I think it's going to get worse tomorrow.
-I went to the polyclinic looking like a terrorist.
-I've been given 2 weeks MC.
-Calamine lotion isn't really working.
-I'm wearing a hairband.
-Porridge is my new favourite food.
-I miss you badly.

My flava was expressed on 6:05 PM

Guess what earthlings.
I got chicken pox.
Zzzz.

So basically,
chicken pox = damn itchy, no good food, damn itchy, no school for at least 1 week, damn itchy, random fever/cough/sore throat, damn itchy, no dance for don't know how long, damn itchy, home quarantine, damn itchy, can't sleep properly, damn itchy.
Zzzz.

But it's okay.
I'll survive,
and I'll recover fast.
I know I must, and I will.


(:

My flava was expressed on 8:05 PM

One cricket, and my wrist hurts.
One rainbow, and my chest hurts.

Sucks to be me.

My flava was expressed on 3:58 AM

Just realised Floor The Love is in 5 weeks time.

Need to train.

My flava was expressed on 10:42 AM

You have no idea.

How much I fear..

My flava was expressed on 5:51 AM

Keep having leg muscle cramps recently, in the middle of the nights.
Must be running low on salt or something.

Anyway this Friday is our showcase to the RP people already.
Glad that most items are ready to show them.

I don't know about other items,
but my LA item still needs quite a lot of cleaning up,
as ready as it is for the showcase,
I think it's not ready for the actual production yet.

The fatigue from rushing down to RP almost everyday is starting to set in.
Shall utilise the 45 minutes bus journey to sleep now that I've finished reading Twilight.
As usual my mum is nagging non-stop about how the constant lack of sleep is the cause of all my problems, especially now that I'm coughing AGAIN.
Shit.

My flava was expressed on 9:10 AM

To the one who reads blogs secretly and whose blog I read secretly,
cheer up okay.

Everything happens for a reason,
you won't know if anything good would come out of it.
So stay positive!
Things would be fine.

I'll try my best to help you.
And I'm pretty confident in my ability to make you laugh,
so if anyone asks you about it and makes you upset again,
JUST CALL ME.
No need shy one. Hahahahaha.

Everything will be fine.
Trust me.

My flava was expressed on 10:59 PM

I understand how it feels like if you lost your notes and need notes to study for a paper.

So I find it okay if you want me to pass you my notes.
Walking into our studio during our production practice time is okay.
Sitting inside to wait for me when I'm not there is also okay.

EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING IDEA WHO YOU ARE.

BUT,
you don't ask me to give you my course mates' numbers so that you can call them to borrow you their tutorial answers.
Simply because, I don't give my friends' numbers to other people just like that.

And you definitely don't take down my crew members' numbers and emails in my absence,
saying stuff like you are finding people to join competitions.
You don't ask retarded questions which makes everyone feel so disturbed that they stop dancing and walk out of OUR studio, during OUR practice time.

And what's worst,
at the end of the day,
I find out that you don't even belong to my course,
that you probably don't even need my notes or any tutorial answers at all,
and that all these time you lied about EVERYTHING,
just to get more contacts for whatever psychotic reasons.

Good for you that you gave back the paper with our contacts.
Intending to abuse the contacts and constantly spam them with senseless messages like how you did with my other friend?
Fuck you.
You have mental issues, bitch.

My flava was expressed on 1:48 AM

If you ever want to give up on anything,
remember how and why you started it,
and why you did it until now.

I remember now.
And I'm not going to give up.

My flava was expressed on 8:53 AM

Guess this is one game that I will never win no matter how hard I try.

My flava was expressed on 5:08 PM

Being nice might be a virtue.
But it doesn't necessarily always lead to good things.

And I fucking hate it.

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My flava was expressed on 1:50 AM

Russell's nutritionist told him that tomatoes and beans would make people with my blood type gain weight.

BUT,
I'm Type A body which means, if I don't change my newly acquired fats into muscle,
I'll lose them like VERY fast.

So yeah,
according to the nutritionist,
I am the ultimate build for not gaining weight.

Why can't I at least be of normal size before this stupid thing ever work.

Sigh.

My flava was expressed on 1:55 AM

Finally video of the STS battle finals is up.
And yes I look retarded.
But at least I know what to work on.

My flava was expressed on 2:14 AM

I hate comparisons.
I hate choices.
I hate disappointments.

And I just put myself in such a wonderful situation when I have to face all 3 together.

As compared to him,
even without you telling me,
I know I am inferior.

And I know I'm nowhere close to him.
My self-awareness isn't that low.

My flava was expressed on 1:32 AM

Today,
2 different questions from 2 different guys made me laugh..
at the same person.

-That one your girlfriend ah?
-Eh I thought that would be someone's job?

Lol.

Shall blog about 2010 and all another time.

Bai.

My flava was expressed on 12:07 AM

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