LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,

Presenting to you...

RATTATA/RATICATE/WHATEVER RATTATA EVOLVES INTO IN REAL LIFE.....not.

Okay something similar.



K bye.

My flava was expressed on 5:14 PM

Actually if you ask me if I'm disappointed or sad that this whole transfer thing didn't work out in the end,
I'm not going to lie,
I am disappointed.

I went to find out info about this course, this route, and stuff like that to make sure I know what I'm getting myself into.
Even if it turned out to be something totally different than what I expected,
I would still enjoy it because I'll be learning stuff that will be useful for my future.
I was almost totally mentally prepared to receive a whole new education which I was quite certain I would enjoy.

And when I knew I had to go on with whatever I'm doing now,
I was quite disappointed.

But this whole process only showed me that I was ready to do that in the future.

For now,
I only have to make sure I finish this dip.

And at least I have something to make me happy. (:
Heh.

My flava was expressed on 8:09 PM

Final decision.

Ending what I started,
but not because I gave up on what I wanted to do.
But because it's the best decision.

The exact part about knowing this is not something decided on impulse is going to motivate me and drive me to completing my current diploma so that I can pursue it after that.

I know what type of life and future I'm giving up,
and I did think through this thoroughly.

This is what I want,
and I know what are the difficulties and the shitty part of this route.

I'll do what I have to do,
to prove to everyone I know what I'm doing.

For now,
goodbye VSC,
A&F, I'm back.

Guess now I'm worry-free? (:

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 4:34 AM

Crucial night.

My flava was expressed on 11:57 PM

For now,
I choose to turn into that exact person I know I can be if I want to, but have always chose not to.

Because it's just too much to handle.
All on my own.

My flava was expressed on 4:04 PM

Head over heart.

Be rational.
For my own good.
And for everyone's good.

SohYongHern,
it's all up to you now.
Please be a nice guy. :/

My flava was expressed on 12:48 AM

Weird and happy.

When I'm only supposed to feel happy.

Whatthefuckiswrongwithyoujonas.
Wake up.

My flava was expressed on 11:48 PM

I sincerely hope everything goes well for some people. (:

And of course hopes the transfer will not be rejected. :/

My flava was expressed on 2:57 PM

Sengkang = Confusing place
Jerven's house = Somewhere in that confusing place
Time taken to find Jerven's house = 2 hours
Means of transport = Feet

Dope.

Jim Beam? (:

My flava was expressed on 6:54 AM

'Your work is going to fill a huge part of your life,
and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work.
And the only way to do great work,
is to love what you do.'

- Steve Jobs

People say it's very difficult for your passion and job to be the same thing,
I totally agree.
But I'm glad I'm taking the first step to make it happen.

Hope all the remaining obstacles can be cleared.
Then it's all up to myself.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 3:37 AM

Sometimes I really wonder why.

Wrong decision 2 years back,
and now I have to pay for it.

It's either I stick to the original plan,
or I do something different, for myself.

I used to think I could make decisions quite easily because I could easily accept the consequences of the decisions I chose.
But when it comes to something so big,
I really don't know.
And I don't want to make my family disappointed.

Every night I tell myself,
'fuck another day wasted without deciding.'
But it's not something that can be decided just in a day.

I need time to think and decide if I change everything and change all the things I'm required to do,
but I need time to do the exact same thing that I'm required to do now which I don't want to.

Contradictory.

Hopefully some tutor or probably Chan can give me some adequate advice.

My flava was expressed on 4:03 AM

Skipped class today to do school work, in school.

Katong chicken rice,
chocolate tarts,
and ice cream,
cheered me up.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 8:59 PM

I used to tell myself.
There's nothing to be sad about.
As important and significant it was in my life,
it had to end and I should accept it.
At least there were many beautiful memories created in the process.
Probably when I'm 60 years old and I think back,
I'll still smile to myself because those were really fun times.
So,
why be sad?
There's nothing to be sad about.




But I guess I was totally wrong.
Wrong from the very beginning.
I used to think there was actually a 'we' back then.
I was a thick-skinned fucktard and shouldn't have thought that way.
It was nothing but wishful thinking.
There was no 'we'.
It was 'me' and 'them'.




So I guess,
there was nothing to be happy about after all.

My flava was expressed on 5:08 AM

If only you are like that.

My flava was expressed on 12:54 AM

Mum just received few boxes of Rocher and each box has like 30 inside.
So I think I have at least 60 Rochers to eat.

And Keith just asked me a chem question on MSN. -.-
Why the hell would I still remember.
I don't even remember Econs which is taught last year.

Anyway,
Martin Shin YUK YU,
I wrote on your Facebook wall reminding you to check what TYS you still have left,
just in case you forgot and you're here,
I'M REMINDING YOU AGAIN.

And,
past experiences taught me something.
Never say or do something you will regret.
Because when things are said or done,
sometimes there's no way back.
And when that happens,
don't blame anyone else.

Think.

My flava was expressed on 12:13 AM

Went to the doc.
He said luckily the spine is not affected.
Goooooooood.

Spent time with Joel after class
and he ask me go session.
Guess what,
I went.
Ass itchy. -.-

At first it didn't hurt much so I continued.
After awhile it started to ache like nobody's business. -.-
Shittttttttttt.

Time to study.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 8:19 PM

Swollen bump on my lower spine.

Nabei you better don't be a serious injury,
if not I challenge you 1v1.

:/

My flava was expressed on 3:00 PM

Woke up with my back hurting like fuck.
So decided not to go class.

Went to school to meet Kevin, Gen, Martin, Chansee and Serene at MENSA.
Slacked together in the library after that before going for orientation briefing.

Had a talk with most of the Suntec team members.
Then went to LAN with Chansee, Kevin and Martin.

Okay this post is so boring because my back hurts and I can't think of what to type. -.-

Should I skip lectures tmr and go see a doctor?
Bah.
I don't know.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 1:29 AM

Today was kinda fun.
Many things happened, but mostly interesting.

Learnt some basic stuff of Adobe Illustrator from Kevin today.
Shall work on it and hopefully can illustrate and colour some of my own sketches.

Met up with Hongling to session and catch up with each other.
Damn happy because I haven't seen him in a long long while and he's one of the closest friends I have in TPDE.
But I don't get to see him often recently due to his SIP.
Sian.

Next was the lame SMU security guard.
First he speaks to people in a rude tone.
Next he tries to intimidate me with his authority, failed.
Then he start using vulgarities at me, failed.
Last he wanted to fight with me.
Epic failure as a security guard.
So much for being CISCO.
But it was fun seeing him go berserk. Hahahaha.

Okay so after that,
went back to tampines and had a last minute decision to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine.
Called Qiyang to come over and watch with me if not I'll be watching alone. Lol emo. -.-
Movie was quite dope. I like.

Okay that's for today.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 2:21 AM

I don't care about the invisibleSHIELD or whatever product they're advertising.
Because anyone who scratches an iPhone with a key is a faggot.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 11:07 PM

I don't know why,
but I'll literally LOL everytime I see this.

HAHAHAHA.

Okay by any chance you are reading this,
(but then again you will definitely read this since I just sms-ed you to do so)
although your first few papers are screwed,
good luck for your remaining papers.

And if disposal come out from POA and you know how to do,
you owe me another meal!
But not macs again ah.

Good luck girl.

K bye.

(Btw, you can slowly try and catch up with my restaurant) :)

My flava was expressed on 1:31 AM

One experience,
was enough to let me learn.

This time I not going to place my trust in so easily.

Looking back I realised,
it's only because of this that I learnt the importance of being genuine.
Time is nothing but an excuse.

I guess even if that's a sucky experience,
it's worth it because I gained more than I lost.

10 years later?
I can't wait.

My flava was expressed on 3:04 AM

L.O.L.

My flava was expressed on 8:15 PM

Tell you guys something amazing.

I'm studying at home.

o.o

My flava was expressed on 3:43 PM

Imagine seeing this in Singapore.

My flava was expressed on 6:38 PM

KO Night was dopeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Not just the event itself.
But the process of preparing for it and all the stuff that happened the week before,
it's something I never experienced before.

I learnt so much about hiphop and I'm damn glad that I did.
It's nothing near what I used to think of hiphop.

And I'm very grateful towards Ovation peeps.
Thanks for teaching me so much in the past 2 weeks.
Niger, Ter, Chansee, Martin, Kevin.
Thank you. (:

Although Black Tie didn't get through to top8,
I'm still very happy because we managed to do our best.
And when I say best, it's really our best because we did better than all the times we did full out according to the others.

And Martin,
I'm so glad I could partner you. (:

Okay so after KO Night,
we went to Li Ting's house and I think we had loads of fun.
And I think we created a big mess there hahahahaha.

Best part was when we were playing Wii because we were not supposed to make any noise.
But when you have people like,
Kevin, Martin, Ter, Niger, Chansee and me playing it,
it's IMPOSSIBLE.
Hahahaha.

Damn fun hanging out with them luh.

Thank you Laser for letting us stay over at your place. (:
But sorry for being such a sleepyhead hahahaha.

Okay,
back to hardcore schooling again.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 1:26 AM

Let's do this.

Black Tieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

My flava was expressed on 2:11 AM

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