[

mood

|

frustrated

]

[private]
Getting absolutely nowhere with finding a way to get Sirius back! This is so frustrating!
[/private]

Maybe I should leave the castle for a bit and get some fresh summer air.

[

mood

|

working

]

[Private to members of the Order of the Phoenix]
Does any of you know where to find information about the veil?
[/private]

[Private]
I miss Sirius so much and I really am not getting anywhere with the research on getting him back. I wish I wasn’t the only one he got in contact with.
[/private]

[

mood

|

anxious

]

I know that I am not the Defence against the Dark Arts professor anymore but if any of you need any help with studying just ask.

[private]
I can’t seem to find anything to help me with getting Sirius back. I am sure he is really trying to reach me through my dreams, it is just that I don’t know how to get him from beyond the veil back to us here.
[/private]

[

mood

|

awake

]

[private]
I have the feeling I should do something more with my life then just sit here? I can’t find more about the veil or if someone could be lost behind it. I haven’t seen Sirius anymore; I also find that sleeping isn’t easy. Maybe I am trying to hard.
[/private]

[

mood

|

confused

]

Hogwarts in spring is nice and good for these old bones of mine.

[private]
I still don’t know if my dream about Sirius was just that a dream or if he was really there. It felt real but it can’t be real, can it? He is dead… but he said he wasn’t. Is this just me wanting him to be alive?
[/private]

[

mood

|

grateful

]

It is good to be back, I didn’t think I would miss Hogwarts this much but I did.

This is short for a first entry, I know, but I have a lot of unpacking to do. If anybody needs me, that is what I am doing, unpacking and making my rooms look more homey.