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Well... I'm not going to school today.
I'm extremely upset over the accident.
I had crazy, violent dreams about it last night.
I woke up crying.
I got 3 and 1/2 hours of sleep.
I cried in the shower this morning.
My dad let me stay home.
I cried when I gave him a hug goodbye.
I'm really depressed.
So are a lot of other people that know him.


I love you Oden, I hope you come out okay. ='(


Everybody... whether you're Christian or Atheist, Jewish or Agnostic, Buddhist or Hindu, please pray and hope the best for Oden... He's a really great guy and deserves to live...

I need my Isaac to be here right now...He's probably the only one I want to talk to right now...

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I don't know how much longer I want to live with my dad. He's really put the strain on me lately. All of a sudden, I can't even hug/cuddle with Isaac in my own bed. My mom doesn't have a problem with it, she's really cool about it. My dad is becoming obsessed with Avril Lavigne. Tonight marks the second night in a week that he's seen Avril live. He's always like, "Why don't you go Katie?" And I'm like, "No, I don't like Avril." Then he tries to tell me that I do secretly and that I'd love the concert. And then when I ask if he can take me to see Arch Enemy for my birthday, he tells me no, because "he doesn't like them." Gee. Tell me about that one. What's worse about my dad, he'll see me all secluding myself to my room, and he's like, "Katie... are you depressed? You're getting more reclusive by the moment" and I'm like "Yeah kinda..." So then later, we'll get into a fight and then I'm just like "THIS IS WHY I'M SO RECLUSIVE AND DEPRESSED." And he's like "I don't CARE!" Wtf?

One month and 24 days until my 17th birthday =D

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Oh lovely.
I took a trig test today.
The first paper, I aced. I was like yeaahhh... I got this one in the bag.
When he hit me with the second paper. The graph was easy... but something I was totally not prepared for was on there. Trigonometric identities. Fuck.
I'm fucked over because he didn't bother to tell us it was on there.

Tomorrow will kick some serious ass. 42 minute classes + pep rally + homecoming games = fun!

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Kuhlman's Wise Quote of the Day
"Holmium - Ho Ho Ho!...And I'm not referring to anybody."

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This is starting to annoy me. Really really really badly.
This definitely needs to be addressed.
It's on the subject of:
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Okay mister or miss anonymous.
I don't know who the hell you think you are, but it's not funny, and needs to stop.
QUIT GETTING ON MY AIM SCREEN NAMES, WHOEVER YOU ARE.
If I find out who you are, it's on. It really is.
Yeah. Screw you.
Bye.

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Alrighty. So, I found out today that some of my friends' mothers are looking at my journal and talking to my father about things in it, one in particular. Anyone who is currently on my friends list need not comment, as they are already added. So, in order to protect my privacy, which I should rightfully have, this journal is now...

Friends Only.

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Mmkay, so I'm sore as shit.
I got back from Cedar Point less than an hour ago.
God, I love that place.
Mhm, this is a somewhat long story, so yes, it will be behind a cut, so not to take up all of your friends list.
It's pretty amusing, read it if you have the time.

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Alrighty.
So, if you read my entry, you saw that I was pissed.
Well, not anymore.
I'm going to Cedar Point. Abby's coming with me.
This is going to be so much fun.
Well, I'll see you guys Wednesday afternoon. I'm going to go see my good friends, Top Thrill Dragster, and Millennium Force.





And to Isaac,
I'll see you on Friday. I love you baby, never forget it. <3

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Cedar Point on Monday. If Abby can't go, I have an open seat for any GIRL. (because my dad is weird and won't let me take a guy friend, which I have waayy more of.) You'll need $100 for food, tix, and games, but honestly, that's pretty cheap for two days, two nights. AIM, or comment here if you wanna go.

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So, today was pretty amusing.
I woke up, and sat here till about eight.

Then Abby and I went to DQ. On the way to DQ, Abby broke the umbrella, lol. We talked about some stupid shit. Some weird kid kept asking me my name and hitting on me. I got an ice cream cone and Abby got a MooLatte. We were gonna call my dad to have him come pick us up, but we were like screw this, and started walking. All of a sudden, it starts POURING the rain. And we have a broken umbrella. So, here we are, walking, holding this umbrella so we don't get wet, and it is raining even harder. By this time, our pants & shoes are thoroughly wet. We find this hilarious. So we make it back to my house, Abby calls home, and we go outside to wait for Phil... and it has ceased to rain any longer. Damn, life is so ironic.

Я люблю вас

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So, scratch the camping trip.
I got out of it for some reasons that I'm not putting here.


So on Monday, I'm going to go visit my good friends, Millennium Force and Top Thrill Dragster. I'm so effin' excited. *screams* I'll be home Wednesday.


Mhm, I can't think of anything else to write...

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So, not a lot has happened in the past few days.

I went to the show tonight. Lots of people I knew, lots of people I didn't know. My cousin Meghan and her friend Ashlee came. That was fun. ^_^ They enjoyed themselves, as far as I know. I think Meghan will be with me at more shows. Yay!

Isaac was kinda down after FF's set. I had to try to cheer him up. After everything, me, him, Lauren, Josh, Chad, J-dub, Tyler, pasTry and Chris Toney went down to Tudor's. There is some shit going on, lmao. Some free shit. Anyone who was there most likely knows what I'm talking about.

This was kind of a weird show to me. I don't know why. So many people were down or just different. Or maybe it's me. Oh well.

Я люблю вас - я никогда буду оставлять ваша сторона.

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So, for the past few days I've been stuck at my mom's. That sucks, but I'll get over it.

On Friday, I was kinda pissed because I couldn't go to the show, and then at the last minute, I got a ride. I suprised Isaac, lol. A bunch of us went to get some food, and we found this really pretty blonde lab? and named her Wendy. We gave her food and she followed us back and we fed her more.

I stayed the night at Josh's and lots of stuff happened. Chad wouldn't let me go to sleep and I got *pissed*. I'm not really good at controlling myself when I'm sleeeeeeepy. Max went skinny dipping and ran in the house naked. The whole night was insanity.

Saturday, I slept through the whole thing. My mom woke me up at 7:30 and we went on the boat, and watched the fireworks. Right after that, I went inside the cabin on the boat and passed out. I got woken up a little later, and slept for another twelve hours.

Sunday, I woke up and we had our Fourth of July party. It was alright. I was kinda bored.

Today, we went on the boat and jetski. It was a lot of fun, it was my second cousins, Meghan and Danielle, and me. Meghan is 16, and Danielle is almost 13. Mhm. I'm staying the night with them right now. We went to DQ and a little elementary school and took cute pictures and walked back.

I'll finally be back home tomorrow. Hit me up this week because I'm going camping this coming weekend. ^_^


Well my mom knows that me and Isaac are going out now. Thank God she's alright with it.

♥ I love you ♥

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