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Monday, November 1st, 2010
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11:26 pm - hi
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gossipgalmishi
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I’ve decided to try something. I’ve decided to start something new. ifyoudliketotalk@gmail.com is going to be my alter ego. My positive change in the world. I feel scared because I’m also so fragile at the moment but I know how much easier it is to talk to someone who’s distant enough you don’t feel guilty for talking about it but humane enough to care.
The story of two hungry ghosts, right? I’m not a professional, never took a course in comforting people - but that’s all I’m trying going to do. I’m going to try listen, bad day, bad month - whatever.
I’m not going to listen to confessions of crimes or how badly you want to hurt someone but if someone hurt you, made you angry or plain pissed you off I’m here.
This also a selfish project as much as it’s selfless. I want to feel like a good person, worth something and I’ve had a lot of practise keeping the emotions in check.
I’m not going to judge you on your drug abuse, drinking, partying, race, nationality, sexuality, education. I’ll keep secrets, you can keep anonymous (I sure will be) and we can just have a conversation about how much life sucks at the moment, how much it rocks, how bloody bored you are or just about your day.
I’ve got my own shadows following me. Talk to me, if you’d like: ifyoudliketotalk@gmail.com
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| Wednesday, May 7th, 2008
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1:36 am - Confessions
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nonameanonny
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I know this isn't the right format, but come and visit my page. I need people to see my secrets.
I'm pretty new to livejournal, so forgive me if I'm doing this wrong.
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2008
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1:58 am
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phantominkheart
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I lie. I lie all the time and about everything. I'm addicted to lying. I can't stop even when it's something stupid.
And now I'm flunking out of college and my parents are clueless and I kepp lying and lying and I can't stop myself. I always know that eventually someone will find out the truth but I never stop myself from lying. So I'm always lying and as a result I'm always stressed out and worrying about something. I've recently become depressed again (I had a bout of depression when I was younger). My mood changes every day and I'm never the same emotion for more than a day. I don't know what to do anymore. I've given up before but I came back around. I think this time is different and I'll give up for good.
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| Thursday, May 1st, 2008
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9:13 pm
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12:06 pm - 001
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ellegirl3992
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i have this really BIG problem. and I don' t know how I can fix it - well actually now that I think about it i am an over eater and it has been getting really bad in the past couple of weeks.
the first problem being:
001: I haven't had a boyfriend in a while and yeah I think it would be nice to date someone right now. and I know it's not because I'm ugly ( not to sound concieted) I mean I've been asked out but I've rejected like ALL of them. and I found out that some guys have liked me but they didn't tell me because they think they'll get rejected. My friends say that I'm a really picky dater and I don' t know why. I'm not shallow it's just certain characteristics that i seem to stand on. How do I make myself more open to new people and not always think that 'these guys better have the whole package or i'm out'. I guess point blank is that i'm afraid of getting hurt in the end. in 6th grade was my first 'boyfriend' yeah, I'm lame. haha but yeah I remember that far back and I remember constantly breaking up with him because I didn't want to end up being hurt. moving on to 8th grade - I dated a lot of people but I always dumped them first ( the longest was two weeks) due to the fact that I was afraid of being rejected in the end. How can I deal with this?
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| Tuesday, January 1st, 2008
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12:30 pm
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ketronic
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Hi all,
This is a little off topic, so I apologize in advance. I'm trying to hit as many sources as I can on here, so I thank you in advance for your patience.
My fiance and I have entered a contest through The Mississauga News called "The Perfect Couple" and are looking for votes to help us win a $5000 honeymoon. If you're willing to take out a few mins of your time to vote for a fellow LJ'er, we're greatly appreciate it.
It's a very easy 2-step process that doesn't take long at all. Visit www.perfectcouple.ca, click on "Vote Now" at the top of the page and register your email address (if you have more than 1 email address, you can register each of them if you're willing to vote more than once). You will then receive an email with your user name, password and a link to log in. Log in, make your selection in the Bridal Choice Awards (just make selections in 10 categories, the min. they require), and then choose "Kelly & Chris" as your choice for Mississauga's Perfect Couple.
Only a week left to vote and every vote counts! Please spread the word!!
Thanks,
Kelly
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| Monday, December 17th, 2007
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6:29 pm - Just curious...
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erykalives
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For those of you who have children...
Do you think of yourself as a woman/man first.... and a mother/father second, or visa versa... and why?
current mood:  contemplative
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| Monday, October 22nd, 2007
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12:11 am - the dark
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| Thursday, October 18th, 2007
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11:25 am - Live Journal Etiquette?
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erykalives
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Live journal netiquette...
What happens when you read something a friend writes here in live journal, and you think it "may" be about you... do you comment in response... write your own journal post in vague response... email and ask the person directly... or leave it alone?
current mood: contemplative
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| Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
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11:15 pm
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hold_more_hands
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hey all,
so i'm doing a psych project (due thursday night - oops!) about the way we think about/act on sexual protection considering the knowledge available on STD's/STI's (esp. HIV/AIDS). because i'm focusing on the male condom, i'm looking for input from people who engage in any kind of sex that might need one (men with men, men with women, women with men, anything in between). if you (yes, you!) could help me out by answering some of these questions, that would be awesome. if you don't want to post them here, you can e-mail me at rgitlin@wesleyan.edu or rebecca.gitlin@gmail.com. THANK YOU.
feel free to answer any (of course, all would be great) of the following, and feel free to let others know about this. i want to maximize participation.
( tell me your story.Collapse )
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| Thursday, April 19th, 2007
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5:46 pm
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lucusscholls
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i would kill a lot of ppl if i could...
i just dont think some ppl's lives are as valuable as some other's...
they dont deserve to live, they are a waste of space, they dont contribute to the society, i would gladly stab them to death and smile as they swallow their last breath...
they should be shameful of their existence... because nothing could possibly justify the pieces of shit they have become...
why are human beings more prone to hate and envy and jealousy than to love and kindness...
just imagining that children are being brought to this earth makes me sick... and sad... and angry
why are there so much ignorance, hatred, jealousy in this world...
i cant help but be perplexed... though i consider myself rational... relatively speaking...
i really dont see hope for the human condition... i only see greed, selfishness, envy, hatred, ignorance, and darkness... utter darkness...
it makes me want to kill...
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| Friday, March 2nd, 2007
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10:30 pm
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donovan_love
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Why is it I cant forget about someone who really doesnt care much about me?
Was it just the sex?
In the heat of it all, in the dark, in the night, it felt like it was more. I know it wasnt, at least it wasnt what I thought it was. But I think there was more than just the sex. I was the one she went to when shit hit the fan. At least it seemed so.
In spite of it all, I dont want to forget her, even though at times I thought she wasa total bitch and couldnt stand her. And I defended her when everyone else said the same thing.
Why cant I let go?
current mood:  apathetic
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| Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
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9:41 pm - getting it off my chest.
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littlebill
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Yesterday I got a prescription for Ambien. Not because I have trouble sleeping but because I was told that you don't dream on it... which I didn't. I'm dealing with something rough emotionally right now, that invades my dreams.
Anyway.
So.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't wonder this morning if I popped the whole bottle if I'd sleep and never wake up.
...not that I'll do it. I just needed to get that off my chest.
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| Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
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12:36 am
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mz_ci_ci
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depression sux..................... i think im obssesed with being happy so much so that i cant be happy im stressing myself out over this man and i wonder is it even worth it. i want to be in love with a man who loves me as a whole. i have the loving myself and having friends who i love and i love back but i cant simply fall in love and that is bothering me. i have started to wonder if me having sex has taken away from love. maybe i equate love with sex and they are not equal. of course men do not equate sex with love for most men sex is just simply sex. i regret some things i have done because i only did them to feel (if even for a short while) loved. im not happy i feel so worhless and sometimes even ugly. is it possible that i am not sttrsctive enough to be loved yet attractive enough to have sex with??? i dont know what to do im not content with this ne more my roommates even notice that i am not happy i dont want to be a evil old women alone with 9 cats!!!!!!!! i am never going to be in love, or married or experience anything worth being alive for.
current mood:  crushed
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| Friday, January 6th, 2006
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7:14 pm
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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10:31 pm
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banessta
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I sometimes want to kill myself. Not because my life sucks and I'm miserable, because I think it is and it's not really.
My boyfriend is going crazy in the head and ended up cheating on me and didn't even know he did. He thought the girl kissed him and that was it.
I have ruined the past 5 Christmas' at my house becuase I try to make it perfect. I want the perfect tree, the perfect dinner, the presents wrapped beautifully under the tree, the christmas lights to be perfect... and when it's not perfect I bitch and get violent and then my mother does.
The password thing... I have my 3 of my friends email passwords from 6 years ago and they still use them, I check their mail all the time just to see if they talk about me at all and get depressed that they don't care about me.
I starve myself all the time becuase I'm not skinny... but I don't want to be skinny...
I think I'm going crazy.
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| Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
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4:51 pm
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imbue_myblue
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If only this community were more active, I think it would be very interesting. Maybe people are afraid of being too honest on the internet.
I have some of my relative's passwords, and frequently check their e-mails. I've been living with my boyfriend since I was barely 17, and earlier this year we got pregnant (I miscarried), so I'm a big topic with my ultra-conservative Christian family. I don't feel any remorse or guilt about reading what they have to say about me, which seems odd even to me. Maybe I have no moral standards? Most of them are so sickeningly sweet to my face though, it's almost satisfying to know how they really feel. To know that I can't trust them when they act like good people because they are actually hoping I will fail on my own and turn to them, and then I can be a happy, good little Christian slave. I almost enjoy reading the bitching and griping about how my boyfriend and I are doing too well. That's probably my worst secret.
Well...and I have a few passwords of "friends". The more I secretly despise someone, the more interesting their private entries in livejournal are. I suppose I'm just as bad as my family then. I just love a good sneer at things about the people I don't like.
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| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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11:22 am
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| Sunday, March 14th, 2004
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11:37 am - Bad Friend x2
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lost_n_mind
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Ok, my best friend was out of town with his girl. Since they both were out town I had to walk his dog. He told me it would be ok if I went over to their house and hang out and watch tv. So I was over at his place and walked to a bar that I like to drink at. When I was there I met up with a friend of mine that was a girl. We had some drinks and she had more and well she was pretty drunk. Since she was in no shape to be in a public place I took her back to my buddies place since it was so close. Anyway, at first she was on the couch, but I brought her into his room. Yea, it was wrong but we had sex. It was wrong for two reasons. First she was really messed up. Second it was on the bed where my buddy sleeps with his girl! The woman I was with was ok at first when we were messing around but I guess 3/4 of the way through she wanted to sleep. I wanted to finish so... Anyway the next morning was weird because she had to leave early to meet her father for breakfast. She never said anything about it but I know it was wrong. Good at the time but wrong. So if y'all want to kick my ass over this please feel free to do so.
current mood: blah
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| Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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10:37 am - Long Time So Here We Go!
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donovan_love
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Anonymous Posters, feel free to let it all out!! Thats what this place is here for and its been oh so long since anyone has done such!!
Feel free!! Confess without remorse!!
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