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  2009.02.24  22.50
1,120 memories

& now it's time to put this journal to rest.

find me if you can.

 
 


 
  2009.02.24  14.59
omgomgomg

I AM HAVING A DIFFICULT DECISION.

SHOULD I GO POTTY AND FORGO MY 21 MINUTES LEFT OF PRECIOUS INTERNETS AND POSSIBLY MY COMPUTER AND POSSIBLY COME BACK AND GET SHOOED OUT?

OR SHOULD I STAY HERE AND HOLD AND KEEP MY GUARANTEED 20 MINUTES LEFT?

dkdhdjshajahjs

sdjkhswjkehwoweruoiwe

ミ★ . PK // #5843 says:
oh man i gotta go potty BUT THE TIME LIMIT D:
✩ taylor says:
XD;;;;;
✩ taylor says:
super TMI PK!


...... OKAY IM GOING POTTY BRB



Mood: uncomfortable
 
 


 
  2009.02.23  21.29
omg i think he's stalking the comm...

These are exciting days to be an Epik High fan, y/y.

...well sorta, anyway.



Mood: excited
 
 


 
  2009.02.23  15.42
the library computer feels ancient BUT IT RUNS FASTER THAN MINE

Oh shit, when did it turn 3:43 here? Jesus I'm hungry. I got up at, like, noon and meandered around taking a shower, getting dressed to go outside, etc. etc. and got here at 1:30 and now it's 3:43. WHAT WHAT WHAT. Idk ignore this part, I went nowhere with it. But I am debating between getting a snack or just putting up with my raeging hunger fires until dinner.

But it doesn't help when I'm looking at this delicious, fabulous thing. Maybe I'll go to the Bulk Barn tonight, FINALLY, and make that beast.

Someone close to me is listening to hard rock/metal/industrial crap or whatever and I'm tempted to tell them their taste in music sucks. But hey, it's a teen. ALL TEENAGER MUSICAL TASTES SUCK, so I will let it slide because I'm only 80% hypocrite.

My LJ account is dying soon and yet I don't even care. Not like I even have cash anyway. Not until one of those many jobs I've applied for call me back and are all "OH HEY U, WE WILL GIVE U $$$ IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR HARD WORK" and I'll be all YAAAY and get $$$. Oh, I forgot someone I do know works at one of those places. I'll be sure to ref him when I apply... eheh.

I should gank my dad's computer tonight around 8pm when they're gone and watch the Oscars. They are always supremely boring for me, but it's important for my class... I kind of don't want to know how horribly off my guesses were (I have no interest in the affairs of Hollywood) but... idk. I SHALL THINK ABOUT IT.

The library is always so interesting to be... and yet, when I get here to annoy people all I do is play flash games. FAIL PK. FAIL.



Mood: hungry
 
 


 
  2009.02.22  12.38
a message to old faithful

dear zombiecomp,

please stop randomly dying on me

loev your personal ho,
PK

dunno when my comp is gonna get fixed again. i don't really find myself caring all too much WHEN THERE ARE RAINBOW CAKES TO BE BAKED AND PERSONA 4 TO DEVOUR MY BEING.

 
 


 
  2009.02.20  14.29
リライト消して~

Tomorrow I'm meeting my cousins, aunt and uncle for breakfast. Don't know how to feel about that since I've not seen some of them in 15+ years, despite living in the same city.

So instead of doing work, I've decided to give out memes instead.

Stolen from 148km:
Choose a solo artist/group. Answer the questions here using their song titles without any repeats.

( answers under hereCollapse )

tagged by hydeist_wannabe & emergencycall
Association Meme: Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

( answers under hereCollapse )



Mood: lazy
 
 


 
  2009.02.19  16.12
so....

Do any Persona fans on my friend list want to explain to me exactly how Persona 4 is easier than Persona 3?

I mean, aside from the fact you can control your characters, no reaper and no one-hit KOs.

sdksdhewkjwqhk script
daisuke nagase: looks like you're here polishing balls again
kou: yeah while everyone else gets to go out and party, i'm here playing with balls
kou: i loooooove balls
kou: .... DAMMIT i want to go partying too.
daisuke: i'll help you. let's get this done and get outta here.



Mood: aggravated
 
 


 
  2009.02.18  23.31
catchin' up with the memes

belong to heaven, limbo, or hell?
(choose my fate!)


a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.


( fabulous answersCollapse )

i was going to say something here but the memes have made me completely forget it. WELL, I CAN ALWAYS POST ABOUT IT LATER.

gonna spend the day out tomorrow, alone and with resumes. i probably won't enjoy myself. *whine whine whine*

OH, and BROSUKE IS MY HOMEBOY. WHAT A HUNKASAURUS REX.
i've been watching teppen gurren lagann too, as well as some code geass.

...OH now i remember what i was going to say. i'm probs gonna downsize on my internet life. not like anyone will miss me anyway but i just... idk, i can't phrase it because i suck.

 
 


 
  2009.02.17  20.32
this is why i am cursed in the kitchen

I cooked microwavable hashbrowns and followed their instructions precisely.

The house filled with smoke, plastic melted and the insides are brown, not to mention 80% of the hashbrowns are BLACK and there are marks in the microwave from it burning through. I quickly threw the box of hashbrowns on my plate and fled to my room with them.

My mom's upstairs. She's never going to believe me when she looks in there...



Mood: worried
 
 


 
  2009.02.15  18.16
I wanted to do this too much.

Persnickety, flibbertigibbet, lollygag—some words are just more fun to say. What's your favorite word?


My favourite words: Habberdasher, pumpernickel, one other that's not coming to me. T_T
Bombastic, pompous... bakabakashi (describing something stupid). oh, and ukibukuro (bladder). :D

I'll explain why I find ukibukuyo funny: uki (rain/rainy season/ the appearance it's about to rain) / fukuro (pocket). The Japanese also use fukuyo for other words, such as "tefukuyo" (hand + pocket = gloves).

Also the old usage of the word "fresh" -- limejam will get that.



Mood: hungry
 
 


 
  2009.02.15  16.30
what is with the influx of srsface entries lately?

I just realized right now I really miss being a full-time student. The only things holding me back is the fact I have no cash and I have unwilling parents to pay... adding to the fact I have no job. I don't have any schedule, ambition or anything at all. I'm totally at the bottom of the ladder. It doesn't help there's the economic crisis going on so nabbing a proper job right now is gonna be difficult.

It really doesn't help I have no idea what my ~* passion *~ is and I have no idea what I want to do in school as it is.

tl;dr: I want to go back to school full-time and stop being such a broke loser 24/7.

Woe is me.

Edit for baka_tenshi: I'm gonna be out tonight and I have no idea if I'll be back in time.

 
 


 
  2009.02.14  10.52



HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS DAY




Mood: cynical
 
 


 
  2009.02.12  10.18
trace pix

Mainly for koreansongs and baka_tenshi since they wanted to see. Um, excuse my fat fingers and some of the shittier pictures and uh, it should go without saying this post will be rape-your-dial-up heavy. WITHOUT FURTHER ADO...



( Nell is like a parasiteCollapse )




Mood: lethargic
 
 


 
  2009.02.11  17.33
Dizzy my future, silly my way

Straightener - Runners High
SO CATCHY. I've been listening to it non-stop and kinda singing "DIZZY MY FUTURE, SILLY MY WAY" to myself under my breath on the bus.

Pffuuuuh, today has sucked in that bittersweet sense. I totally got there too late which means I ended up BAWWWing into another store and bought a sweet, then I bawwwed into McDonald's and drowned my sorrow in a Big Mac. Fatchun and Fatanishi Jin would be proud.

I'm off to baw and drink some fanta when I leave. I don't even know anything about the Oscars or the test for tonight, I SUCK.

Positive note: THE TRACE IS HERE. PICS AND # LATER BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DO NOT HAVE THE TIME.
I don't even feel like going to school, baw.

in short: previous two posts DISREGARD, I SUCK COCKS.



Mood: disappointed
 
 


 
  2009.02.11  11.48
Anxiety

My hardcore anxiety and stress levels at the moment are all "HULLO THAR, WE HAVEN'T MET IN A WHILE" but I'm gonna tell it "FUCK YOU" and kick it with my energy legs ~*~ confidence ~* WHAT HAVE WE LEARNED PK, THAT THE BEST WAY TO GET OVER YOUR ANXIETY IS TO TAKE IT BY THE HORNS AND EAT IT FOR DINNER.

Still no sign of the Trace, IT BETTER BE HERE BEFORE NEXT WEEK >:\\\\\ or I'm going to write hate mail to Canada post and draw immature MS paint pictures of my mailman dying via 50000ft drops... and leaving the Trace on my front door. *impatient, me, never*

I feel way more fashionable than usual, but I'm still scared. orz. Just have to face myself and call myself awesome for a few minutes.
Plus is that the buses are free until February! Hooray!

CAPSULE WAS NOMINATED THE GROOVE AWARD. YAY.



Mood: anxious
 
 


 
  2009.02.10  17.04
more for myself...

FUCK I have an addiction to Fanta. This can't be good for me.
Starting tonight, I'll only have it once a week.
Everything else will be substituted with plain water, tea or the occasional 1% milk. I really need to lose my middle, orz.

My current food diet isn't too bad I think, considering 98% of what I've been eating lately is either a peanut butter sandwich, an apple, salmon & rice, salad or bran cereal. It's manageable. I just can't overdo it on the cup noodles (not like I have any right now ;~;) and not eat so much pound cake when it's available. >:0 ONCE A WEEK!

I should consider working out more seriously too. I... have this odd situation where I'm skinny everywhere except my gut. But all I ever do is think about it, get exhausted and go to bad.

And limejam sent me the perfect macro that describes us both to some extent...

Disregard the title of the song I'm listening to right now.

Edit: I feel like taking a nap.

 
 


 
  2009.02.06  19.50
I like my new icon

I have been super productive today! First thing this morning I finished the request batch at iconsordie which meant I crammed over 30 icons in an hour -- usually unheard of from someone like me, but I did get this sweet icon out of it! On the other hand though, I did procrastinate for almost a year...

Two, I got my work done early so I could tweak my resume, which I haven't done in a long time, and tbqh it felt good not to stress about it becoming night then me taking a tour through FROSTBITE CITY. Seriously, that is why I hate Canada. It was also nice and warm today, so I'm glad I waited until later in the morning to do it.

Three, I applied to the bowling alley today because I heard they were hiring. Bothered the dude, asked about the work, threw my resume at him (well not literally), bellowed THANKS!!! and left. I think I am actually getting over my social phobia because I would've been a lot shyer. I blame film class for that, in all honesty. But in reality, I guess I just learned how to cope with my stress levels better.

On the flip side though, I pulled an all-nighter and snoozed for about two hours this afternoon to catch at least a little bit of shut-eye. It actually worked wonders on me. I am drinking iced coffee right now and FUCK is it heaven in a can. Nom nom. I also bought Fanta, and as you all should know by now, I am crazy about that shit too. Hopefully it'll help me last until midnight! I ended up dreaming about The Trace anyway, and bothering everyone with my copy while... freestyle rapping, oddly. OMG I am SO going to post like that when I actually get it.

Drinking this coffee in a can makes me feel nostalgic and, oddly, a little bit gloomy. It reminds me of when I was riding on the Greyhound down to Oshawa to visit my best friend Jon. I bought a can and half a sub and sat in the bus while we rolled along. It was really... relaxing. I hope I can do it again sometime. I kinda miss it. Though this year is also potentially the first year I go on a plane, so maybe that can be fixed...

'Kay rambling mode OFF. TTYL.



Mood: exhausted
 
 


 
  2009.02.06  01.54
"i feel like i'm in 8 mile movie tbh"

Omg MCing is fun but not when you're shit at it like I am, lmfao.

( akari and pk's tablo inspired freestylingCollapse )



Mood: amused
 
 


 
  2009.02.04  23.00
IGNORE THIS 3RD POST, IT'S IMPORTANT. TABLO, WHY...?

copypasta'd from epik_high:
Quirky film actress Kang Hye-jung (Oldboy) has come out and confirmed that she is dating Epik High rapper (and short story writer) Tablo.

In an interview with Star News on the 5th, a source close to Kang explained, “Kang Hye-jung has a very candid personality and isn’t the type to hide the truth. She has revealed that she is dating Tablo.” The couple met last year — they’d run into each other by chance and were introduced by friends — and hit it off. They started dating shortly thereafter.

Kang Hye-jung was last in the KBS drama (and one of my favorites) Flowers For My Life and is currently working on her Hollywood debut film, Wedding Palace.

Tablo most recently released the album “Lovescream” with Epik High and is currently DJ-ing an MBC FM4U radio program.

This just seems so… random. But hey, I am a fan of both, and have nothing but well wishes for the pair.

Via Star News


from Dramabeans

I always thought Tablo was my gentleman. BOOOooOOoHOooOOoHOooOoo GOODBYE DREAMS

disclaimer: the OP of this post denies being completely delusional in the first place and insists that they were not destined by the stars and BooOHooOhoOoo
/DENIAL DENIAL DENIAL


POSITIVE: the trace HAS ALREADY SHIPPEdjsgahgshd



Mood: disappointed
 
 


 
  2009.02.04  13.18
Vague post is vague

*____*

It cost me more than I thought, but it's okay because my heart's desire has come true.
All I can do is wish Yesasia didn't lie to me about it being in stock and preparing a psychic punch of doom if that's the case.

I have to save up for 'blo's book again, but I'll get the cash soon. lmfao. I so have my priorities straight. \m/



Mood: GLEE
 
 


 
  2009.02.04  10.09
comic time. i also really like this icon


more here


some other comics i liked.

 
 


 
  2009.02.03  09.42
memememes

ganked from baka_tenshi & starpollution:
Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best and comment with your choices. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.


* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* teddy bear or porcelain doll
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* bare foot or shoes
* jeans or slacks
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or jock
* brains or brawn
* common sense or book smarts

1. Write your LJ username
2. Write your two favorite bands/groups at the moment [not overall, just currently]
3. Write either I ♥ k-pop ; I ♥ j-pop ; I ♥ c-pop [this isn't really for anything, just to see how you draw hearts]
4. Write the name of your favorite person of all time [e.g. Yamada Ryosuke]
5. Write down your recently favored person [e.g. G-Dragon]
6. Tag 5 people to do this meme.


( my fabulous handwriting under hereCollapse )



Mood: awake
 
 


 
  2009.02.01  19.56
and a meme

TYL!LJ


 
 


 
  2009.01.30  22.04
I DID THIS FOR YOU MATT

because memory_storm tagged me for helping him and he's a jerk.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: PK
2. A four letter word: Puck
3. A boy's name: Peter
4. A girl's name: Priyanka
5. An occupation: Porn star
6. A color: Purple
7. Something you wear: Poncho
9. A food: Pizza
10. Something found in the bathroom: Poo
11. A place: Phucket, Thailand
12. A reason for being late: Pain
13. Something one shouts: PRICK!
14. A movie title: Pirates of the Carribean
15. Something you drink: Pop (not soda, bitches)
16. A musical group: Polysics
17. An animal: Penguins
18. A street name: P Street Bridge
19. A type of car: Porsche
20. The title of a song: Epik High - Peace Day (stfu)


I TAG MY ENTIRE FRIEND LIST AS USUAL.



Mood: exhausted
 
 


 
  2009.01.30  13.58
Little things

Have you ever ruined the ending or given away plot developments in a book, movie, or tv show by telling someone who hasn't seen or read it what happens? Has anyone ever done this to you?

memory_storm ruined the ending to Kingdom Hearts, the first Lunar game and Cowboy Bebop for me. My f-list has spoiled me about many things at different times. I... have done minor spoiling except one time I blurted out a a lot of Disney worlds to Jon in Kingdom Hearts and now he doesn't trust me backseat gaming anymore when it comes to RPGs.

All that aside, who hasn't been spoiled?
On that note, the titanic sinks and Jack dies.

...

At the moment I'm taking a small break from my work before I go out and bust ass for not-even-minimum wage. I haven't been doing much besides play Persona 3 (I could actually spout out stuff about that, but...) and I can't believe I'm almost at the end. ;~; I haven't maxed out the star nor the sun social links yet though. D: I guess I always have a 2nd replay. PERSONA BUDDIES, YOU GUYS SHOULD IM ME SOMETIME. I KIND OF LIKE DORKING OUT 24/7 ABOUT THIS (PERSONA 4 INCLUDED).

:3 I'm pleased with my Zune today. It played nothing but AKFG, 9mmPB, Nell and the one Pe2ny song with Mithra on it while on shuffle. I also had no idea Rokkugoh was still on it. O_o

Lately I've been sleeping for only 5 hours, or sometimes less. Idk, I guess I just don't feel like sleeping. I go to bed at 4am and wake up at 8:30am and do my thing, repeat.

I should also get cracking on what I want to formulate for class. He said I should be more confident asking questions, basically, because it sounds like I think my questions are stupid so it makes others question me... that my questions and stuff were actually really good... I think I'll use my pre-interview advice for actual job interviews from now on. I'll do my best. *~* I'd love to do a history documentary but that'd be pushing nerdy. ATM it's about foster children in foster care 'cause it's a close issue to me and I think I can get good material for it.

Uh... the buses are discussing now that the federal government has stepped in since Parliament started up again. They're being legislated back. When I was putting the newspapers together, I noticed 36% of the people who responded said they were not going to use the buses ever again. And that was the #1 most responded option, tied with "Express Buses need to come back ASAP". Ouch! Especially since OC did a lot of hardcore advertising to get people to switch to buses.

I... am going to set aside $109 for stuff I want, lol. Shopping for the win. And who wants to order Tablo's book for me? LOL, I'll get it somehow but I can only use Paypal so that = yesasia = being ripped off. Oh well. It's Tablo. :3

Now I gotta wait for my mom to come back so I can do my stuff. I wanted to say something else, but I forgot what it was.

( TO FINISH OFF THIS TL;DR POST, I PRESENT TO YOU A PICTURECollapse )

Edit: go join ljsoulmates and tvxqotpaday

Edit #2: ( OMGGGGGGGCollapse )



Mood: calm
 
 


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