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[10 Oct 2004|06:24pm] |
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Monday- practice [215-330]
Tuesday- practice [215-415]
Wednesday- practice [215-330]
Thursday- practice [215-415]
Friday- mall with Callie & then she's spendin the night woo woo =D
Saturday- nothing yet.. Callie-any ideas?
Sunday-Hmmm Kings Dominion [?] [nudges Callie haha]
NOTE:: I'm making a new LJ because I'm sick of people I don't want/don't know reading my LJ. And of course me being Heather, I will be a super bitch about adding people =P
-Add a comment/email/or IM me for the username.
-If you don't add me to your "friends list" first, I will not add you.
-It will also be "friends only" so if you don't comment on the entry with the "Friends Only" sign, I will not add you.
***If you don't do the 3 things requested of you - I'm sorry but I will not add you***
The only real reason I'm being a hag about this adding business, is so I know I'm adding people who actually read the LJ and not just want to be added so they can have more "friends" appear on their list..
I'll stop using this LJ username as of tonight
later
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[09 Oct 2004|06:45pm] |
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Drill-a-thon was today, and I can't even begin to tell you how fun it was. It was just. wow. I don't think it could've gone any better =]
after I got home, Callie called, and we went to see Ladder 49 with her rents but barely saw them actually. lol. That movie's so fucking awesome - go see it - seriously - i cried - it was awesome.
When we were coming out, we were trying to cover up our faces cuz it was clear that we had been crying and there were hott guys outside so yea. haha, we played it off very well =P
After the movie, her rents and I went to Ruby Tuesdays. Mmm Chicken Marinara was yumm. And it was only $10! -smile-
Gonna sneak out around midnight, or whenever both Callie and I's [wtf?.. that. erm yea.] parents are asleep or when the coast is clear. She's most likely spending the night next Friday. Woo woo, we're definitely gonna watch scary movie's on bean bag chairs with slurpees and candy!! And then sneak out and do other things we were talking about - hopefully. Awesome plans! Can't wait
Tomorrow I may go to Six Flags with dad. Even though I don't want to. I hate it when he tells me he wants to do something the night before and doesn't give me time to think about it. Ughjsnkmdl. I HAD PLANS YOU DOOF!.. gr And if we don't go, he said he's not letting me go out. SO I'm like. grounded for a day kinda [?]..
mmm nothin else to say really so,
later kiddos
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[08 Oct 2004|08:54pm] |
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Tomorrow's the Drill-a-thon. Woo woo =] I love the yearly Drill a thon dealio. I like the games and etc. but I hate the part where we have to do push ups if we lose at tug-of-war, or the races, and any other games we play. I get to see him tomorrow. That's what I'm looking forward to the most out of the whole Drill-a-thon deal.. At least, I [hope] he's going..
Watched Halloweentown High and it made me feel refreshed, I just love Halloween & anything related to it.
2 new episodes of Degrassi tonight, I watched the last 2 minutes of the first one, and I'm watching the replay of the second one in a few. *smiles*
Most likely chillin with Callie tomorrow afternoon, and sneaking out around midnight or whenever mom's asleep and chillin with the awesome Callie again =D
I wanna see a movie Sunday, anyone wanna make plans and meet up or come with?
I know I'm supposed to be doing something next weekend, I just can't remember what..
Can't get on AIM much anymore cuz a million people always IM me at once and it freezes up my computer. So I'll be on, just with an away message all the time.
Don't really feel like typing so,
later loves
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| oh how i love the way those excuses roll off the tip of your tongue |
[06 Oct 2004|07:43pm] |
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good day.
Drivers Ed. tomorrow [ smile ] 'cept I have to wear my uniform =T
I can't get him outta my head. I wonder if he feels the same way about me - as I do for him.
Do I even cross his mind at all? I see him in the hallways, and my heart begins to beat faster, and as he passes me by I can feel it descending because he didn't acknowledge me..again
She came crawling back - just as I suspected. I slammed the door in her face so she would finally know how it feels to be rejected, how it feels to be pushed aside, how it feels to be ignored.
Drill-a-thon Saturday
[Callie - you spendin the night Friday even if we have to get up early??]
Say yes, say yes, say yes, say yes [haha TBS lyrics - perfect opp. to use em =)]
Oh in geometry class today..
I totally got my hw wrong. wow.
Ms.Dolan:: And because of the *blah blah* therum, the answer is -8.34, rounded up is *blah blah* then you must square it *blah blah* [the point I'm trying to get at is, the answer was a really big number.]
****Class shouts out same answer - all giddy - woo they got the answer correct high 5****
Me:: *looks confused, duck down in seat trying to pretend I don't know she's staring at me*
Me:: *after long silence* ..I got obtuse
****Class laughs - Ms. Dolan makes fun of me, still funny though****
Mmmm CSI tonight - double showing ^.^
I miss the nights I would crawl to the basement, cuddling against the wood of the couch with my blanket, watching scary movies in the dark, hoping no one knocks on the glass door beside me. Those nights are over now - all thanks to skool..
later
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[05 Oct 2004|08:23pm] |
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I don't know if I really want to go to FP next year. I don't like change. I don't like feeling lost.
Sure I know a lot of people there, but there are also a lot of people I dislike grately.
I dunno.. I just, am starting to like Potomac. Sure, there are a lot of gangstors, but I've also met a lot of great people here. And junior year with SAT and all that crap, I would have to adjust really fast..
I still have a while to decide, so I'm not frettin over it..
later
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[05 Oct 2004|06:34pm] |
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Was gonna go pledging - the minute I grabbed for it , I realized I forgot it at skool.
fun stuff.
I hate white days.!.
Drill has been pretty kool this year, cept the chick who I'm partnered with for a routine ont stop complaining about everything, especially my rifle hitting her when we do this thing. It's not my fault she can't catch it. I can't even count how many times she hit me, but did I complain?
..no
She even started telling everyone else on the team I was intentionally hitting her with my rifle - they all gang up on me and are like oh well throw it like this blah blah and I just zone them out cuz they know nothing and she's exxagarating everything, if I had intentionally hit her - she would've been bleeding/and-or/crying. And then she starts showing me the scratches and
She says: see you have no scratches at all, I didn't hit you and if I did it was soft.
My reply: I'm white. That's why.
[awkward silence]
*I walk away doing parts of the routine - while she goes to whine to her bf*
Everyday I see couples paired up.
Even on the drill team. Everyone is paired up. Soon enough [as soon as pattie asks out whatsherface] I'm going to be the only single one. What's wrong with me?..
Makes me all.. emo
later
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