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1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where do you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal: YES, duh.
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, an album:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

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January 05
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? I dont remember
2. Who kissed you at midnight? I don't remember
3. Does it snow where you live? Pssh I wish
4. Do you like hot chocolate? Of course... anything with chocolate
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? haha, no..*checks on wishlist*
February:
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? Wayne

2. What did your valentine get you? ... flowers... and dinner?? lol
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? Yup!~ I loved Valentine's day!!

March:
1. Are you Irish? Umm no
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? Eh' if I remember.. ;) maybe even the under clothing
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? You're suppose to celebrate that?? LOL

April:
1. Do you like the rain? no.. major frizzy hair!!!!!!
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? Yessir!!
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? Shyeah.. :) and gained like 39532758 lbs!

May:
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? colorful daiseys, and red roses
2. Do you like the spring? - yessum
3. What would you think of as a spring color? pink,yellow,baby greens and blues

June:
1. What year do you graduate from school? 05'
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? umm Dont think soo...

July:
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? Went ot watch fireworks..With Lauren!!
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? can we say PAID vacation? :)

August:
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? Went on a cruise!! HOLLER!
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? I own a pool. YAY for me
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? free tanning bed girls...;)

September:
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yesss
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? Mrs. Robertson
3. Do you like fall better than summer? No, not always..

October:
1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever? a dead bride! lol
2. What's your favorite candy? Twix
3. What did you dress up like this year? :( I just went to a haunted house
4. Any vacations before it got cold? No..

November:
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? Mine
2. Do you love stuffing? eh' it's alright.
3. What are you thankful for? blowdryer's,cell phones, makeup, cosmo, tv, cars, clothes, mints.. ALOT of things

December:
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? yes
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? Naaahhhh
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? A sleigh bed!
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? a Manikin!!!!!! and my Tiffany & co. Ring
5. Do you like cold weather? Not for months!

Age you turned in 2005?: 19

Was it a good year for you?: No, it was rocky.... REALLY rough. Hope this year is better, emotionally
Where were you when it began?: in school

Where will you be when it ends?: I guess Im late taking this survey cuz I was at the beach!~

What was your favorite moments of the year?: The Cruise!!!!!!!!!!

Did you have a New Years resoulution for '05? I dk?!?!

Did you keep it?: ?!?

Do you have a resolution for '06?: Yes, and I want to keep it!

Did you change your hair this year?: Yup, I have a problem.. I dye my hair TOO much!! =P I love to experience with color

Did you fall in love?: Imma leave these one blank

Did you break up with anyone?: Yea

Did you make any new friends?: Of course!

What was your favorite month of '05?: may

Why?: Sunny days!

How many states did you visit? none

Did you lose anyone close to you in '05?:  Yes..

What was your favorite movie?: too many.

What was your favorite song?: once again too many

What was your favorite cd?: see question above

Did you do anything you're ashamed of?: hahahaa no, alil embarassed yes

favorite TV shows this year?: Friends, Nip/Tuck,

Favorite hang out?: The Casbah

Funniest moment of '05.?: oh gosh too many to list

Most embarassing moment of '05: Girls Gone Wild.. ha.. ha.. ha...................

Favorite commerical.: Umm, people actually enjoy them?

Any new hobbies?: Nope

Did you get a new job? yeah at VyStar

Did you lose a job?: No, they lost me, haha good one Meg

Did you get into a car accident?: Yeah..alil one

Did you get any tickets?: yup
Did you get arrested? No mam' or Sir..lol

What song will always remind you of '05?: My Humps!

Something you couldn't leave home without?: DUH!! Car keys!

Any last thoughts on 2005?: Go with your gut instincts, dont wear clothes that are 3 sizes too small for you, shirts that say "my boobs are real.. " or anything like that...are trashy, and please.. the 2 toned hair colors, are NOT IN!  PEACE OUT IGGA!!

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Wow.. I havent wrote in here.. :)  Christmas was good!!!

I got the Tiffany &co. ring that i wanted!! :) YAY!! Work sucks.. MAJORLY! And I got the new celly.. I bought that myself. =P

Pic cells rock! New years eve this weekend.. HOLLER ACHA GURL! =D

I'm getting my hair done next week.

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~Merry ** Christmas~

:) Hope you guys get what you want!!

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Vacation time and I can't sleep in?!?!!?

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Yeah.. everyone is leaving me at work. I'm so lonely..

Sandra is leaving for 3 weeks to go to CHQ.. *lucky*

Meg is gone today and tomorrow at sex and bed...

Jessica is off today..

April is going to CHQ forever.. ='(

People are leaving....

I'm soo alone..  

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Oh my... Anyone see Nip Tuck last night?? oh wow... good stuff... next week looks like it's going to be a killa!

Soo Today seems like it's gonna be a boring day eh'? *sigh* we FINALLY got our Christmas tree last night. =\  Can you believe it's only a week and a half away?? Oh my oh my.. I cannot! I'm already broke as a joke!

I have been sick the last few days, but I am managing to get better, now.. I can smell stuff. ha ha .. *sniffle*

AAaaLlllllIIiiiGhhhHHTttt I am going to go search on E-bay.. Can we say addicted?

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I don't see it happening for much longer..

Thigh highs are the devil

I got the Jessica Simpson Christmas CD.. and I've played it over and over and over and over.  :)

Officially 3 people I hate in this world.

I painted my nails last night, bring on the red colors.. =P

I will  be broke until after christmas.. I'm going Christmas shopping all up until 24th. Oh, and we don't get a Christmas bonus here at work.. Pssh. So I'll be cutting down my Christmas List this year.. =P

*sigh* Things are good right now... Hopefully it last...the happiness.

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Amanda
-- Birthday: 09-02-86
-- Current Location: The computer room at my house.. it's about 12:47am. :(
-- Eye Color:  brown
-- Hair Color: brown... with a whole bunch of colors in it!
-- Height: 5'2
-- Righty or Lefty: righty!!
-- Zodiac Sign: VirGO

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: um southern and alil spanish
-- The shoes you wore today: my comfy brown work shoes..
-- Your weakness: :( Too forgiving. Blaming myself for everything. Boys. You.
-- Your fears:   Fears come and go right?
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: being perfect

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase/word on AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Awwwl man.... gimme 15 more mins!
-- Your best physical feature: my big........brown eyes!! haha

-- Your bedtime: normally like 11ish

LAYER FOUR: Do you..
-- Smoke: Nope..
-- Curse: yeah
-- Sing: heck yes I do! lol

-- Take a shower everyday: yep sometimes twice
-- Have a crush(es): um lil more
-- Do you think you've been in love: If you're in love with someone..dont they have to be in love with you too?

-- Like high school: not really
-- Want to get married: Yeah.. and sometimes no. I fear divorce.. Mainly b/c of my real dad.
-- Think you're attractive: yeah sometimes

LAYER SIX: In the past month have you..
-- Drank alcohol: haha yeah
-- Smoked: still no
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: hahaha yesssss
-- Made Out: hahaha yessss
-- Gone to the mall?: yep
-- Been on stage: Does the spot light count???? 

-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: ummmmmm no
-- Dyed your hair: Um.. that is a monthly requirement

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yeppers ;)
-- If so, was it mixed company: um yeah haha.. I'm not a LOSER! ha, playing stripping by myself!
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yessssiiirrr
-- Been caught "doing something": ha.. always seems to happen that way.. 
-- Been called a tease: yep
-- Gotten beaten up: haha no
-- Shoplifted: i think so
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Nope.. I am me, love me or leave me.

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: umm like 22-23

-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2, Chloe Denise, Chax Taylor

-- Describe your dream wedding: Family, friends.. white.. PERFECT.. :)
-- How do you want to die: quickly 
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Happy.

LAYER NINE
-- last car ride: tonight..

-- last romantic kiss: ummm maybe like a week or so ago? 
-- last good cry: ha. tonight

-- last book read: Spanish Holiday (currently) 
-- last crush: oh my..
-- last phone call: Lauren

-- last time showered: this morning
-- last shoes worn: My roxy flip flops
-- last cd played: a mixed cd

-- last song downloaded: ???

-- last annoyance: the SLOW computer
-- last disappointment: I missed the season get together of the real world
-- last soda drank: umm like 3 days ago 
-- last word written: my signature 
-- last key used: a house key
-- last word spoken: bye
-- last sleep: last night
-- last IM: Ben Grey 
-- last sexual fantasy: ummm ha, a min ago?! =P  
-- last time wanting to die: ive never wanted to die
-- last time hugged: tonight...
-- last time you were slapped in the ass: hahaha, that's  daily
-- last lipstick used: DER, today for work.. 
-- last underwear worn: cute see thru red thongs!
-- last bra worn: a white one
-- last shirt worn: a work shirt 
-- last time you told a friend you "lurve" them: ???? haven't a clue
-- last time someone made you cry: too soon to forget 
-- last time someone broke your heart: :(

-- last time you made someone cry: umm, Gee, I dont know.. 
-- last time someone wrote something sweet to you: wrote? i don't know.. I dont really get sweet notes anymore.. =(  
-- last time someone wrote you a funny note: ?? again don't know
-- last time dancing: Sat night.. Pleasure Island BABY!! 
-- last show attended: A Disney show? lol 

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I want to cry happy tears and love without fearing...

How can I listen to my heart when someone else doesnt... I guess I should ignore my feelings and my heart? :(

How do I begin to start over and pick up the pieces? Why isnt it easy like it was with the rest of them?? Why can't he just realize that things would work out and he'd have to try himself....why can't my questions be answered...

Happy Holidays huh....*sigh*

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Why does love feel like goodbye? Take my broken heart and make it right...

Let's start out by starting over

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Can things get anymore worse? No, I don't want sympathy.. this is MY livejournal.. so I feel free to express my so called 'emotions'. Don't judge me for my ranting and raving.. aka= venting

Soo this week/end has been so hectic. My mom wants me to move out so she doesnt have to put up with my "Lame Shit".. Work is always up my ass for something.. my "best" friends are worthless when it comes to bonding and understanding, school situations.. well, I'll just stop there, my mom compares me to all her friends' daughters that could careless of there "boyfriends" or people that ditch them. My mom has no heart. I will spare the details.. but to her I'm nothing but a "fucking failure.." and I supposively messed up my future and I will never succeed in life with all mistakes.. just like my brother so I quote. WTF?!?! what mistakes? I'm 19, not married.. no kids.. no record.. no druggie.. I don't get it?!?!?!  I support myself.. exception for the roof over my head. I clean my rents shit up all the time.. I pay my OWN bills.. I feed myself daily w/o their help in groceries, if I have/want a necessity.. I buy it! UGH..

Please.. hold your rude comments b/c I know I'm not poor and at least I have a job.. yada yada yada.. I just don't like to be blamed for something that doesnt exist or negative talk when I've done nothing wrong, granted... I'm me.

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1. THINGY (thing-ee) n.
Female: Any part under a car's hood
Male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra

2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj.
Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another
Male: Playing football without a cup

3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n.
Female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner
Male: Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys

4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n.
Female: A desire to get married and raise a family
Male: Trying not to hit on another woman while out with this one

5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n.
Female: A good movie, concert, play, or book
Male: Anything that can be done while drinking a beer

6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n.
Female: An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion
Male: A source of entertainment, self-expression, and male bonding

7. MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n.
Female: The greatest expression of intimacy a couple can achieve
Male: Call it whatever you want, just as long as we do it

8. REMOTE CONTROL (ri-moht kon-trohl) n.
Female: A device for changing from one TV channel to another
Male: A device for scanning through all 375 channels every 5 minutes

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I swear I have the worst of luck.. =\

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MYSPACE IS GONE FROM MY WORK... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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Strange things guys do in the bathroom

    If you are female(Like me), there is a lot of things you probably don't know about guys' bathroom habits.  Guys do lots of weird things in there and I wanted to compile a list of all of them.  

    1. The urinal buffer zone - Guys will often stand one urinal away from the next guy when going in a public bathroom.  Is it because we are scared we may look over at another guy's johnson or do we not want to get the urine of others splashed all over our pants?  Nobody knows.

    2. The race - Sometimes I will flush the toilet right as I start to pee.  I try to race the toilet to see if I can finish peeing before the water completely flushes.

    3. The porcelain mute - While peeing, if you aim for the porcelain inside the toilet instead of the water, it makes a lot less noise. Does everyone do this or am I just weird?

    4. The soap puck - When peeing in a urinal that has one of those pink soap bars at the bottom, it is fun to pee on the edge of it to make it move.  I don't know why.

    5. The little kids ass -  Usually little kids don't know how to use the zipper or the little hole through underwear, so they'll pull their pants all the way down to their ankles when using a urinal.  So often times, you'll walk into the bathroom and get an eye full of some little kid's ass.

    6. Watering the plants - When peeing outside near a plant, I don't usually pee just around the plant or at the base of it.  For some reason I feel a strange urge to cover the entire plant in urine... no idea why.

    7. The melt - When peeing in a urinal that has ice in it, it is (for some reason) fun to see how much ice you can melt before you're finished.

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I FUCKING HATE MY JOB!! and people are SOO DAMN rude!!!! OMG.. please, let me go home already!!!