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Did you ever think you were over that certain guy or girl you once loved, then all of a sudden while going through an old stack of CD's and you come across your old love's song and you memories come flooding back and you start to realize how much you still love the person and you know there is no chance of getting back with him or her? Yeah, it sucks.







Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you


yeah, its a pretty old song, and some may say pretty lame. But it was a while ago... and it holds a lot of memories and fun times.... :-\
I have a job interview today at AC moore. Deb Green wasnt too thrilled with the idea when i told her yesturday. she flat out told me that she will not work around their schedual. well...i told her ill change my availability because acmoore has a set schedual....well now my hours are going to be cut severely!
My mom is taking me to go try to get a loan next tuesday for my cousins car. i love it! it needs a new fuel injector. but i can get that fixed no problem...well my dad can. hehe. its a '98 saturn, forest green, needs a lot of cleaning! but thats ok.
the past couple of nights i havent been able to sleep all that well. so wednesday night i took some tylonal pm...that helped but last night i couldnt sleep at all. well im off...big day with rachel and keith (maybe) later.
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its been almost 2 months since ive updated. im boring. so whats been happening?? well katie came to see me last week. last friday we went out to lunch with her dad and gram... mm olive garden.... :-) easter was pretty boring this year. we got out of work extremly late saturday which made it hard for me to be up at 4am to go to the sunrise service. nope....didnt happen. gasp the first time in 8 years ive acctually missed it. so, yeah, freddy came home and we did nothing all day. my mom worked, and my dad cooked. we went no where. i would have liked to go down to my paps tho. my dad decided to not go to my grams this year. hmmm...
so any ways katie came to altoona once more on sunday. her friend darren and her were kinda bored so they came down. bad time to come tho because 1.) it was easter...nothing was open and 2.) it was raining like no other. we went to see a movie at park hills and a big thanks to quinton, got our tickets for free...it was a dumb movie though. we went to see the ring 2...i mean it was ok but the director really really drug it out! we had about an hour to spare before the movie and darren was tired of driving after a 2 and a half hour drive so we decided to see what was open in the plaza... nothing but the book store the whole way across the parking lot. so we walked over and katie got a calender and darren and i enjoyed smelling the yankee candles... uh huh. so then we went back to darrens blazer and katie put her calender away and we then decided to cross deserted PLV BLVD and go to k mart and darren watched the basketball game and katie and i got some jelly beans and left for the movie.
then monday i went and had my tattoo finished and made andrew go with me :-P and he sat and watched intentlly while i cringed with pain and clenched the bench until my knuckles turned white. the guy asked him to move twice before andy realized he had asked him... someones got a hearing problem! then we went for icecream and went to the mall and went to watch ladder 49 at debbies....yeah...

then yesturday was the best this week! me andrew heather and amanda went to see marron 5! woop woop! there were a ton of empty seats around us durring the donnas and andy had amanda and heather come sit with us. but heather got escorted back to her seat and amanda went with her. but as soon as the donna's got off stage, the whole building was filled. they are an awesome live band. but i think andy was about to lose it on the girls behind us bc they were being extremely annoying on purpose... they were both little high school girls....hmmm.

well. im out. i have to go get ready for work........how i dread going in today....yes, cashier....dream.... :-\

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hmmm....what to think!

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i need new 'friends'

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My mom and i got into an argument last night. My dad tells me not to give up to her and walk away bc that only makes her a stronger ego to put me down. My friends tell me not to argue back with her and just let it drop and go away for a while. What do i do?? i dont want to be here anymore bc of her bickering honestly. I dont know what do to! tell me what you think i should do

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Hmm.. the past two nights were pretty cool. i went to nicholes sunday afternoonish, she left work early and came and got me at like 530. then we had a long talk. then she left me at her house by my little lonesome for 2 and 1/2 hours... :-( i was sad.
then monday morning around 1130 jamey came out to nicholes and woke us up... and andy called and invited us out for chinese... woohoo. so me nichole, andy debbie and jeremy all went out for lunch together. after that nichole came home and i went shoppping with andy and debbie to give nichole some alone time. andy and i got new hoodies. after that the three of us decided to wash andys car. tell me that wasnt fun... out in the freezeing cold scrubbing a car as debbie is spraying me with the hose. so i scrubbed, debbie sprayed and andy changed the knobber thing....if you would have seen us it was like double dare physical challenge alaskan style. woo hoo! then we stopped at target so andy can pay off his target card and debbie and i sat in the parking lot as i sang "true" to matt bunn with the window down. he gave me a weird look. we dont like eachother! its a known fact. then we came back to nicholes. as we pulled in there was another car.... with the license plate jamey jumper on the front, so we knew right away whose it was. then we came in and talked for a while jamey and debbie beat eachother with mountain dew bottles until i took them from them. and talked with nichole for a while. nichole tried to hook up the PS2 so we could watch the forgotten but we couldnt get it to work, then comes in mr fixit man jamey and plugged in something and made nichole feel like an ass. but yeah. the movie didnt work ne ways. so we watch cat in the hat... fun stuff! then nichole left to go meet cliber and we they came back and we all chilled. lets say some of us had headaches by the end of the night... i dont want to hear the work icecream for at least 4 days!!! haha. but ne ways

jamey left about 330 this mornring and nichole and i finally got to sleep. we woke up about 1000 and left for blairsburg. on the way we stopped at sheetz and karen A was in there from target and i thankedher for covering my shift for me on saturday and she said she got the great team card i had linda fill out for me....BUT IT DIDNT SAY IT WAS FROM ME. IT SAID IT WAS FROM HOPE! IM SO TIRED OF BEING CALLED HOPE!!!! I LOOK NOTHING LIKE HER. I SOUND NOTHING LIKE HER AND OUR NAME ONLY HAS ONE LETTER IN COMMON....comeon people. that's why we wear nametags!!! ne who, the drive was fun and her cousins are adorable!! well im out. ill post lata!!

-ang

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Ive waited all my life
to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so i will not hide
its time to try
anything to be with you
all my life ive waited
this is true


So i go for my surgery in an hour and a half. I know its no big deal its just my wisdom teeth. but im soo afraid. Something happened when i was younger and im just afraid of any surgery. i hate them. plus the fact that i cant handle pain :0P im the biggest wuss! And debbie didnt help at all with me being nervous about it. i stayed up till like 1230 talking to miss katie about it and i was shaking. oh well.... the good thing is my mom stocked up on pudding and jello for me.... the bad thing is its pistacio and butterscotch. my two least favorite.... ::blech:: what ever happened to good fashioned vanilla and chocolate.... mmmmm. well im out i have to finish getting ready. this is true!

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AHSTrOmBoNePlAyA: i dont know, i thought phone booth would have been really stupid considering the fact that its a 2 hour movie filmed in a phone booth
AHSTrOmBoNePlAyA: but it turned out better than i thougt
xxfunNsweetxx: yea i hated it
AHSTrOmBoNePlAyA: i didnt think it was that bad
xxfunNsweetxx: i did it was Boring and repeative my attention span is 45 minutes
AHSTrOmBoNePlAyA: just like mona lisa smile?
xxfunNsweetxx: YES THAT MOVIE WAS GAY
xxfunNsweetxx: it was the worst 7.50 ive ever spent in my entire life
AHSTrOmBoNePlAyA: and youll NEVER get it back

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So yeah. i was informed YESTURDAY that im getting my wisdom teeth out next friday....the 28.... 7 days from today! Considering the fact that target posts scheduals 2 weeks in advance i have to work saturday morning. HOPEFULLY sandy can find someone to work for me. if not im going to be one upset jewlry person! grr. well im out

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ive been having some really messed up dreams....very realistic...but very messed up!

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Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]
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Day #89 at target. Im still not feeling good. i havent since tuesday. Ive just been having an upset stomache headaches and a fever. do i dare call off work and risk my job just one day short of my 90 days??

for some reason, i cant focus and see straight out of my right eye... is that a bad thing?

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I hate the effin american public!!
This was my first black friday in retail and it sucked. i feel bad for the ones who close. i have to close tomorrow. joy....oh boy! yeah LAZY FUCKIN AMERICANS!!!!! i had a very bad day at work. some lady hit me with her cart.... jammed it into the back of my ankle and then when i tured around........SHE called me an INCOMPATANT BITCH....um hello.......im cleaning up your mess that your ass left! god. I think thats the same lady that hit ANDREW with her cart.... haha.

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Happy Turkey Day Everyone!!!

-angie

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not much has happened since i last updated. Lets start with the fact that i went to see dierks bently with Jeremy, Dawn and Cory. I had a blast. and i think jeremy did too! Im glad he wasnt too bored. But any who. i got to meet dierks and Cross Canadian Ragweed! i was soo happy. we stayed about an hour after the concert so we could see them. I got a hug from the boys from CCR and i got a hug and a kiss from DIERKS. hes soo cute! i was soo happy. But yeah.
Um, not much has really happened except for the fact that katie lynn has been bugging me to come up. AND SHE KNOWS I WOULD IF I HAD A WAY TO GET THERE...ITS A BITT TOO FARR TO WALK! Hughsville aint close sweetie! :-P
Um, 2 more people quit from target last night. Yeah. our schedual list went from like 7 pages long to like 5 in a week. thats funny!
Well im out. :-)

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There's so many fish in the sea
And I know it's a great big world
But I couldn't help but fall in love so hard