leaving for wisconsin very soon. back on the 14th. then we leave again on the 3rd and come back on the 11th.

too much midwest for one girl!

HER EXISTENCE MAKES ME WANT TO KILL.

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I'm going to try and do this every few days to keep up my mood. Focus on the good, Kelsey. Focus.

enjoy good people.

Joey-- TOTAL SWEETHEART. Every time I pick him up for us to hang out, he brings me a diet coke. So fucking sweet, I just want to give him a big hug. He's a good kid-- he deserves good things.
Owen-- Owen, every time I see him, just makes me happy. He's one of those people. Also, he looks out for me, and doesn't want in my pants. It's a nice change. Total sweetheart.

All of Yesterday-- Everything was fun and satisfying, even if it didn't turn out perfectly (or even close to it). Nothing went as planned, but it was all enjoyable-- especially the company.

heartbroken. ugh.

Devin doesn't even want to be my friend.

Proof. I have been played very very hard.



I want to die. I have, for the time being, turned it into anger. It will not last long.

Fuck you.

Fuck you very much.

i am so sick of this town and this life.

I am so glad i'm leaving.

1. Heidi's friends are crazy immature in a way I cannot explain. I don't care too. There's too much bs. It's just... ugh.
2. I'm being rational for once, and am now embarrassed by my irrationality of the past. I need to apologize, and I need to do it by voice-- I'd prefer in person, but it wont happen, so I'm aiming for the phone.
3. Tyler is my favorite person in the world. I know this isn't new news, but really. He is fab. I am so glad we're friends. We fight, we're unreasonable, he makes me so angry sometimes, but he's my favorite person in the world. The only shitty thing about this upcoming fall is that we will be in separate states. Thankfully, only 6 hours away by train.

Tyler's graduation was last night! Woo!

Boring, cold, but a lot of fun. Weird? Probably. We screamed really loudly for Tyler (and company! Only the important ones, of course)! And we were all decked out in purple gear! Which is more spirit then I had at my own graduation.

Tyler, you are fab.

Chris, Melina, & Co., also fab.

I'm often very silly. I do stupid things, I make my own mistakes.

But I prefer being allowed to make them on my own.


On that note, I'm silly. This won't turn out well-- let's hope I'm wrong, but there really isn't much of a hope.