accomplishedtitle: silence (like a cancer grows)
rating/warnings: R/drinking, mentions of (if not suicidal thoughts) not wanting to live forever, brief mention of Sam not eating properly
pairings: none
summary: post 9.13. Sam and Dean don't talk about what was said before, and things go entirely south.
On AO3
Title: After the Storm
Rating/warnings: PG-13/language and spoilers
Pairing: Castiel/Sam (mild)
Summary: 9.10 coda. Sam and Castiel deal with the fallout of Gadreel leaving.
Notes: also on AO3 if that's what you're into.
spn_j2_xmas exchange.Title: Long Before Dawn
Rating: R
Pairings: onesided Dean/Castiel; mentions to past Castiel/OMCs
Warnings: Abortion, mentions of past non-con, underage (both Dean and Castiel are 17)
Summary: Castiel has been acting cagey for a long time when he finally asks Dean for a ride to an undisclosed location.
Title: At the End of the Rope
Rating/warnings: R/ suicidal descriptions
Spoilers: general season 8 spoilers
Pairings: gen
Summary: Naomi gives Castiel an impossible order. He finds a way out.
Notes: this is a short (<1000 words) piece to help me get over the block that's been keeping me from writing. There might be another part; I'm not sure.
This is crossposted to AO3 and tumblr. Most of my fics should be archived on those websites as well as here. To be honest, I've been a bit irritated with livejournal lately -- it's been really slow; it took me several times just to get the "update" page loaded. I don't plan to jump ship anytime soon, but I do feel that it's good to have other options.
Title: Confession
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rating/warnings: R/misuse of Catholic prayers; PWP
Summary: "Forgive me, Sam, for I have sinned."
Word Count: ~750
Notes: Second of two fics written for a Sassy Secret Santa exchange on Tumblr. Prompt was "Prayer."
Title: Through Heaven's Eyes
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rating: PG-13
Summary: After Castiel says something he regrets, he visits Sam in his dreams to try to make things up. It turns into an attempt to convince Sam of his self-worth.
Notes: This is the first of two fics written for a Sassy Secret Santa exchange on Tumblr. The prompt was, "Sam’s soul is the brightest thing Castiel has ever seen, and after he calls him an abomination, Castiel immediately regrets it. He goes to Sam in his sleep and apologizes."

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