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as of october first, two thousand and eight, my wonderful loverboy, william paulick, and i, natasha malkin, have been together for one wonderful year.

i am so lucky and so incredibly happy.

i don't think i could have found a better one. :]

here's to another wonderful year.


i love you! :D ♥♥♥

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i want will to come back from nebraska.
when he comes back, i want us to run away and disappear into ourselves and just be happy together.

i hate everything else.


i am so depressed right now.
i need will to come back.
i can't even talk to him.
i just have to sit here and wait for him to call...
which he hasn't done.
probably thanks to his mommy.


FUCK.


WHY ARE PEOPLE GONE WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST?!

i hate being away from him. it just tears me apart.
so fucking sad. so fucking broken.
come home plz.


ALSO,
congratulations, libbykins!
welcome to the family!
i'm very happy for you.
i can't wait to see you!
i love you!

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crushed

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my life has gone to shit.

suck suck suck suck suck

no good left.


except, except for the most wonderful person in my life.
will is the one and only good thing left.
and i love him. and i'm so grateful for him. and i don't know what i'd do without him.
he gives me hope. he is the only thing that keeps me going.

i want everything to be good and happy again.
i want it to stay good and happy.



going back to my hole.

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i have the most wonderful lover.

i love him very much.


i am such a lucky, loved girl.


so very happy.

no one can ruin it.


i kicked a horribly terrible person out of my life. it pissed him off.
i'm so much better off without him.


i'm so very poor.
but it doesn't matter because i'm happy.

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i am actually happy.


i found myself an absolutely wonderful boy.
i have surrounded myself with amazing friends.
and got rid of the bad ones.

life is so much better now.

i feel like such a lucky girl. :]