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I have been listening to the Sex Pistols non-stop for the last two days. Now they're right up there with Depeche Mode for me. They rock!!

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I can't wait until the weekend...I've just been exhausted lately.

I got a PS2 and Final Fantasy X the other day and it is awesome. I can't stop playing it. Anyway, I'm gonna go watch Ghost Hunters. <3 you all.

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but I won't go into all of that. Only like one and a half days until my birthday! I'll be 16. Yay.

So, I've been brainstorming for a new story I'm going to write. I've been daydreaming about all of the songs I'd pick if I was going to make a movie out of it and was going to pick a soundtrack. I daydream too much.

Speaking of daydreaming...Tidus is cool. I'm going to print out a bunch of pictures of him and put them on my assignment book and my binder. So my stuff will be all pretty. Some people don't like Tidus. I don't care what anyone thinks though. There are some people out there who think that he is annoying and stupid. But he's not! We wuv him. Go Tidus!!!!!

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Well, I finally got my report card and was quite surprised by my grades. The classes I thought I was doing terrible in, I actually did better than I thought I would. The classes I thought I was doing good in, I was disappointed with the grades. Go figure.

I have gotten so obsessed with Final Fantasy over the last couple of days, it's scary. So now my all time favorite character is Tidus. ^_^ He's awesome and cute.

Well, my birthday is Thursday and I can't wait! Yay. Well, lots of <3 people!

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Well, I went to the mall with my Mom to get some new shoes for gym and I got the cutest shoes! :) Ha, I like shoes.

Then I went to the library to see my friend, Sarah, in a mystery play. She played a cheerleader and people were coming up to her asking her questions about the mystery because the audience was supposed to solve the mystery by looking at evidence and questioning witnessess. Even though I was one of the audience members, I went off with Sarah and talked about guys. LoL. I had fun though because I got to hang out with a lot of my friends. Yeah, Sarah, Sarah (I have 2 friends named Sarah!), Alyssa, and Robbie were there. Megan was there too, but she was only there for a little while. It was fun!

I'm so glad finals are over. I got an F on my chemistry final. :( I didn't expect to do that bad on it. I studied for about 6 hours! I got an A on my English final and a C on my AP Euro History final. I don't know what I got on my Math final, but it's probably an F because I'm so bad at math. It just doesn't make any sense to me. I think I probably got an A on my Creative Writing final because I always get good grades in that class.

On Monday the new trimester starts. My classes are Spanish I, Algebra II part 2, PE 2 (I hate gym), AP Euro History part 2, and Drawing. I'm going to miss my Creative Writing class! I'll have a poetry class third trimester. Well, that is, if I don't fail any of my classes the first two trimesters! If I do, I'll have to drop my poetry class. :( I'm stupid so I'll probably fail math or something.

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well, i managed to get through my chemistry and history final. i wonder how i did. tomorrow i have a final in english and we'll have to write an in class essay about The Inferno. goody. i'd rather just have a test over all of the books we've read. it's hard writing essays in class because there is so much pressure and i usually run out of time. oh well, it shouldn't be as bad as my history class's essay exams. Mr. C makes us write 2 in class essays sometimes! well, that's AP for ya. oh well.

i made a fool out of myself yesterday, but i'm not going to go into the whole story. i just had to say that. anyway, wish me luck on my final tomorrow!

oh and one more thing...don't call me alanis! lol. (you know who you are!) :P

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yeah, my finals are going to be in chemistry and in history. i think i'll do okay on the history final, but i'm a little worried about the chemistry one. oh well, we'll see how it goes.

i had a fun day at school today. wow, i've actually been in a good mood for a couple of days now. a new record! ha, well that good mood will probably disappear in first hour when my chemistry teacher passes out our final exam. o_O

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Well next week is finals at school. They start on Tuesday and my first two finals are in Euro History and Chemistry. I hate chemistry. History isn't too bad, I just have so many notes to review. Chemistry is just boring.

I'm looking forward to school tomorrow. Oh god I can't believe I just said that! Well, I am because...well just because. I'm not saying!

I went to the mall yesterday with morbidandpale and walked around aimlessly, drinking coffee. Then we went to Headstones and Revolutions and bought CDs. I had fun, but damn I'm craving iced coffee right now!!

I'm so bored and I really don't want to study but it seems that my mom is going to make me. Oh well..

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This community is for punks, goths, and anyone else who condsiders themself an outcast. It's geared mostly towards youth, but anyone can join really. Join if you want.

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I found this quiz at morbidandpale's journal, so I took it and here's what I got! Cool picture too!


True Punk! Yay for you! and Morrissey!


~*Are you a real punk?
brought to you by Quizilla

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I had a fun weekend. I went over to Sarah's house on Friday night and we had a sleepover. My other friends, Nicki and Sarah (yeah, I've got two friends named Sarah!) spent the night too. We had a lot of fun. We watched some movies but I fell asleep through the third one we watched because it was too late and I was so tired. Then when we got up the next morning we watched some TV, mainly music videos, and then we decided to go to the mall. We ate lunch there and while Sarah and I were still eating, Nicki and Sarah (the other one) went to the game room and won four sets of vampire teeth!! LOL. They gave each of us one. Sarah didn't want to wear hers around the mall, but me, Nicki, and the other Sarah did. When we were waiting for Sarah's mom to come pick us up, we were standing in the entrance of the mall and everytime someone would come into the mall, we would greet them with our vampire teeth in! LOL. It was hilarious! This one man came in and he nodded at me and I nodded back and he said, "Nice teeth." I started cracking up, but I managed to say, "Thanks!" It was too funny! We were all laughing so hard!! Yeah, then we went home. So I had a really fun weekend! Yesterday was kind of boring though.

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Yeah, I've been working on a homepage and I'll put up a link once I get it finished. It will probably take me awhile since I don't have time to do much except for on the weekends.

I'm excited about Friday! My friend Sarah invited me to her slumber party and I think I'm gonna go. I hope Nicki comes too, but she wasn't sure if she'd be busy or not. Anyway, it'll be fun!

Well, I wrote a villanelle today for creative writing. It's one of the hardest types of poetry to write and I wanted to challenge myself so that's why I chose that style. I sure did challenge myself!! It was hard making it all come together because of the weird rhyme scheme and repetition that has to be in it. But I finally finished it and I'm hoping that I did it correctly. I guess I'll find out tomorrow!

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I decided to post some more pictures of Depeche Mode. Man, these pictures are old school!! Here's one of them. The rest are under LJ-Cut.


Haha!

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My mom wanted to go to some antique store today (antiques are boring!) and I couldn't believe what I found! Kaja Extra Play on vinyl!!! Kaja/Kajagoogoo are kind of scary as they used to be my favorite band. (What a guilty pleasure! lol) Yeah, yeah, I used to be a little Kajagoogoo screaming fangirl! LoL. Anyway, I couldn't help myself, so I bought it.

Then I went to the mall and got some cookies and almost made myself sick because they were too sweet! I made morbidandpale buy me some candy, which only made me more sick because it was really sweet too. Then I looked around at the mall for more clothes, but I couldn't find anything that was worth buying so I came home and watched ghost shows!!

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YOUR...
Best Friends: morbidandpale and Nicki
Crush: Reno...just kidding! Ummm....Caleb.
Enemy: Carly
Music of the moment: Cibo Matto Stereo Type A
Idol: Alan Wilder and Steven King and Larry David "Judy! Judy!"
Hero: Socks the cat
Favorite Music: Depeche Mode, Recoil, The Cure, Cibo Matto, Bis, David Bowie, The Smiths
Sign: Sagittarius
Year: Dragon
Talents: Violin, writing, anime and manga
Guy/Girl: Cloud! Ha! "go easy on the pepsi!" LoL.....ummm...sorry! inside joke! : P

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So I had a pretty good day today. Last night I spent all my time printing out pictures of characters from Final Fantasy and putting them on my assingment book. Yeah, most of the pictures are of Reno from FF7:Advent Children! Ahh! Love him! <3! Yeah and two pictures of Vincent Valentine (FF7:AC) and one of Selphie Tilmitt (FF8) and I also put a picture of Alan Wilder. I'm going to put some Depeche Mode pictures on there too. Yeah so now my assignment book is all pretty 'n stuff.

Yesterday was so funny. Me, Keela, and Nicki ride the same bus and we always wave at everyone that drives by, just to see who will wave back and also to annoy everyone. So, Keela and Nicki started waving at this guy from our school. He was in his truck and we were at a stoplight so his truck was right next to our bus. So, this guy kind of waved back, but then he turned to whoever was in the passenger seat and said something and then he motioned back to us. Then we saw who was in the passenger seat of his truck. It was his girlfriend! She was all pissed and everything and she flipped us off like 50 times. I guess she thought we were flirting with her boyfriend, but we don't even know him! We were laughing so much! We just waved at her! Oh god it was too funny!!

Anyway, I'm posting these lyrics because I love this song and I love the lyrics! Too cool!

Edge to Life by Recoil

I'm not waiting for a king
to rule my mind or anything
I don't need your band of gold
to take me where I need to go

There's an edge to life
that will cut you like a knife
when you lay your head down.
There's a castle of sand
that gets kicked in your face
to see how easily you'd fall from grace.
There's a piece of dust
that crumbles in your hand
if you decide to lose control.
No one can escape
when you find out they're fake
and you want to take the whole lot down.

A simple man
Well he could do more
But you can only see the traces
that have gone before

There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
if you walk the white line.
There's a piece of dust that crumbles in your hand
if you decide to lose control.
There's a castle of sand that gets kicked in your face
to see how easily you'd fall from grace.
Yes, there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

There's an edge to life that will cut you like a knife
when you lay your head down.
You know you can't escape when you find out they're fake
and you want to take the whole lot down.
There's no truth in the lie that only angels cry
when everybody knows we're all born to die.
There's an edge to life that will cut you like a knife.

I miss you

There's no power that is such a thrill
that can make a man or anything.

I miss you.

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So I decided I'd start a Depeche Mode community, so if you like them please join!!

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I have so much homework due on Monday. I have to do a book report and I haven't even finished the book I'm doing the report on!! I swear, everyday I become more and more of a slacker. So I have to make a poster for this book and I just spent the last two hours drawing and coloring the characters on the poster. It looked all pretty too until my dumb colored pencils fucked it up! o_O And colored pencils are like IMPOSSIBLE to erase so I'm stuck with this poster and you can clearly see that I colored all out of the lines. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to art, if you haven't already figured it out!

Then I have to do a report for my histroy class. When will all this homework end?! It goes on forever!! I took a test in my science class on Friday...I failed it. I took a test in my math class on Friday...I failed it. And I had a perfect score in my science class too and now it's all messed up! I hate science and math, both just mess up my GPA. Grrr. I couldn't help it though on the math test. I swear, I had to guess on every problem except for two! As soon as my teacher passed the tests out, I forgot all the equations and formulas that I needed to know. I guess I should have taken notes on Wednesday instead of drawing my pretty lil' anime characters? Heh, that probably would have helped. And in my science class, I kinda drew pictures instead of taking notes. My teacher saw me drawing and I said "I don't have any questions!". Ha! That was a lie.

Man, I should have went to the football game on Friday, even though I hate football. The guy I like was going to be there! He's so cute! He just broke up with his girlfriend a couple of days ago and I was like "Yes!" So, I finally told Nicki who I liked and she promised she wouldn't tell him. Besides, if she does, I can tell the guys that she likes that she likes them! Ha! I don't like to do that to friends though. So I won't really tell them, I'll just tell her that I'm going to. ^_~ I'm not too good at keeping secrets. I don't purposely tell, but once in awhile I'll kind of slip and tell something I'm not supposed to. Then I'm like "Shit!" and then I try to take it back. So yeah...I've gotten in a couple of fights that way. o_O

I'm thinking about trying out for color guard next year. I want to be one of the scary color guard people!!! Plus, I'm good at waving flags around. Actually, I'm quite clumsy. ^o^

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I don't want to put these under LJ-cut because they are just TOO cute to be hidden, so there!!


Depeche Mode (Left to Right: Martin Gore, Andy Fletcher, Alan Wilder, Dave Gahan)


Depeche Mode (Left to Right: Andy Fletcher, Martin Gore, Dave Gahan, Alan Wilder)


This is a picture of Alan Wilder (DM & Recoil). He's the guy on my user picture. Isn't he cute? =^_^=


Another picture of Alan Wilder. He's hot, huh?!


Aren't they HOT?!

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So, first of all, I have a new crush. I'm not saying his name on here because for those of you that go to school with me, and there's quite a few of you on here, I don't want you to know who it is because he has quite a unique name! So I'm not saying it!

Anyway, I really like him because he's just so cool and he's very nice. He's funny and has a great personality, not to mention that he is great looking! Nicki is really good friends with him, but I'm going to wait awhile until I tell her that I like him b/c I know she'll tell him!

Anyway, so this week is SPIRT WEEK at school and so the students dress up on each of the days. Monday was One Color Day and I failed to participate, but oh well. Then Tuesday was Uniform Day where people have to wear work uniforms, but I didn't do that either. So, today was Celebrity Day and we had to dress up like a celebrity and you won't believe who I dressed up as...KYAN DOUGLAS!!! Yeah, see I saw him on some awards show quite awhile back and he was wearing this Duran Duran shirt and I have the exact same one! So I wore that shirt and went around telling everyone I was him. It was fun! I was going to wear a sign that said "Hi, I'm Kyan Douglas" but I didn't get time to make one. Tomorrow is 80's Day and I'm dressing up for that because I have a lot of 80's band t-shirts. Then Friday is Red & Black Day (our school colors) and I might do that since a lot of my clothes are red and black. I'm not sure though.

All of my friends are wanting me to go to the Homecoming Game, but I don't think I'm going to. Tonight at school, the Homecoming queen and her courts are going to be crowned and my Euro History teacher, Mr. C, told all of us to go because he's in charge of it, since he runs Student Council. I'm not going though.

Well, I'm trying to start a goth/industrial band at school and I'm going to ask Nicki if she wants to be the singer because she loves to sing. I like to sing too, but I'd rather be the keyboardist. My friend Tyanne asked me if I wanted to be in an all vocal band and I said sure, but I haven't heard anything new about it yet. All I want to do is get a band started! So, all I need is a singer, a guitarist, a bassist, and drummer. Or I could just use my drum machine. I'm not sure which would be better. My mom was talking about instead of giving me birthday presents and Christmas presents, they could give me money which they would combine together and I could buy a synthesizer! That would be great since I want to be a techno/goth/industrial solo artist when I grow up, as well as a writer! If I got a synthesizer, I wouldn't need all of the other instruments, so that would be really cool. Anyway, that's about it!!

Oh and by the way, I'm listening to the awesome song, "Edge to Life" by Recoil, Alan Wilder's solo project. YEAH ALAN! HE'S MY IDOL!!!

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I've got that huge Euro History Mid-term test tomorrow and our teacher announced to the class today that there are 100 questions on it! And that's a hell of a lot of information to remember! It's over four chapters, one of those chapters I forgot we'd be tested over until about five minutes ago! o_O I don't think I'm the only person stressing out about it, though. Other people in my class seem kind of worried about it. And if that's not enough, I have a test in english over Antigone. We read it aloud in class, and let me tell you I spaced out the whole time we were reading it! But that's typical me! LOL. Some of the notes for Antigone I forgot at school, so there's no way I can study for it until tomorrow. So I'll have to cram for about five minutes before the test! I also have a story I have to write for english that's due Wednesday. I haven't started on it yet. ^_^ I also have a book report and poster due Monday. Why do teachers have to pile so much work on us all at once?! Anyway, wish me luck!!

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I just now remembered that he was supposed to be on that show. Man, why do I always have to miss all the good stuff?! Fuck! And of course, they probably wouldn't ever repeat it! They always repeat stuff you don't want to see, but the stuff that you want to see they never repeat it again. Man, now I'm upset! FUCK!!!!!