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A loud bang resonated across the area as a bullet was released from Shinji’s gun, moving almost in slow motion as it slammed into Shogo’s side, the behemoth of a school student grunting as he tumbled to the earth.

“We have him now.”

From the other side of the clearing, Prexia could barely hear Ahura beneath her own breathing, eyebrows arching in intrigue at the sight of her mortal enemy –the boy who ruined her life and killed her best friend- lying in agony on the ground. Blood slowly trickled from his chest as he rolled onto his stomach, wincing in pain.

Unsure of what to say or how to say it, Prexia remained silent as she moved towards him, her grip on the gun tighter than ever. She was… completely shocked. Shocked that, well, she had beaten him. Beaten Kawada, the head demon. Mizuho Inada, the weird girl. The girl who wasn’t supposed to have feelings. The girl who wasn’t meant to have a home life or care about friends. She was just some girl, some nobody… And she’d done it. She’d avenged her friends’ deaths.

“Finish him.”

Reaching her foe, Prexia raised her gun level with his head, eyes narrowing as she wrapped her index finger firmly around the trigger. This was it –what she had wanted. She was about to kill not out of defence, but in spite. In revenge. She’d thought she could trust each of her classmates and each of them had betrayed her; shot her in the back.

Not this time.

She wasn’t willing to give Kawada that cha-

“I’m sorry…” The dying boy spluttered.

“Wha-…” Prexia’s eyes widened, index finger wavering. She could hear Ahura groan with impatience but…but what? Shogo Kawada was a demon, was he not? Why was he apologizing?

“Mind games.” Ahura spat.

Ignoring the deity, Prexia frowned, allowing the boy to continue.

“Sorry for… Y’know. Killing Minami…” He moaned, body shuddering. “She was a good kid…”

“…” Prexia’s eyes watered without even thinking, the girl habitually fumbling against her breast for her pendant. Regardless of Ahura’s presence, she needed its support. “… Y-you’re… Sorry?”

He grunted again, coughing a little. “… I may lack a lot of tact, Inada, but I’m no monster…”

“O-oh…” And in that single moment, everything Ahura had told Prexia had lodged itself out of place. The girl’s eyes widened, blurred from the tears, as she looked down apon her victim –shirt stained red from the blood. The blood she’d caused to leave his body.

He was no demon… He was just… Just like her.

“You’re wrong, Prexia.” Ahura hissed in her ear immediately, pendant throbbing with energy. Prexia felt herself yelp, eyebrows furrowing in confusion. “This… This beast. He speaks lies! All lies! You are not at fault here, he is! He is the demon!”

She felt herself yelp, almost involuntarily, as her gun wavered before her very eyes. Ahura’s words all made sense, they really did, but… Shogo seemed so sincere in death (or, as it was, near-death), just like Sakura. He didn’t seem like a demon at all, just… Just some boy who shot her friend. Slaughtered her friend, but… but regretted it.

“Look, Mizuho… I…” A choking Kawada broke Prexia’s silence. “I’m ready to… to go.”

Just… promise me one thing, yeah?” Twisting his head around, the gruff boy narrowed his eyes as he looked up at Prexia, pupils glistening with what appeared to be acceptance. The warrior made a loud gulp. “Just… don’t forget any of their faces. Any of them… even the ones you didn’t like… they were important, too.”

“…” Mizuho didn’t know what to say. There she was, with the boy she’d shot at in her own merit, not Ahura’s. The only person she’d honestly, truly wanted to kill, and he was making the most sense out of anyone she’d spoken to in the last few days. She hated him so much for what he’d done, but… he was right.

So right.

All of her classmates, as much as they hated her, as much as she might have resented them only three days ago… were beautiful human beings (possessed by demons or not) and… The face of the matter was that the program had made them what they were. They’d become the vile, hideous demons they were because of the situation and nothing else.

Slowly, a few tears drifted down her cheeks. None of them deserved death. None of them. And yet…

There she was. About to kill for the sixth time.

Shogo closed his eyes. “Do it… Take the gun and finish the job. C’mon, I’m… I’m ready.”

Expression hardening, Prexia forced herself to remember the emotion surging through her veins -tearing through her mind- as she came across Kaori’s corpse, raising her gun to the back of Shogo’s head. Remembering what he did was the only thing that would get her through what she was about to do.

BANG.

Through her blurred tears, the blood looked so serene as it floated through the night air, the earth around Prexia’s feet shuddering as Shogo’s skull hit the ground with a thud.

“Finally. One to go.” Ahura spoke stoically and Mizuho felt her eyes widen dramatically, lips shuddering at the thought that no, Kawada was not the final task at all, that he was just a prelude to the last student remaining. That there was a chance she’d have to do exactly what she did again and that if she didn’t do that… she would die. She didn’t want to die.

Flinging her body around, tears still streaming from every direction of her eyes, Mizuho nearly screamed at the sight of Yoshitoki Kuninobu, Nanahara’s best friend. The class goof.

The boy didn’t say a word. Unlike Yoji or Kawada or… Or even herself, he was ready to kill. All he did was raise his gun, raise his gun and stare right down the barrel, right at her.

Raising her own gun, Mizuho squinted, hardly able to see through her tears, through the doubt running through her mind. Nobu may well have been a demon, but… but she’d achieved her revenge. She’d killed Shogo –done what she wanted. Yoshitoki had no relevance to her situation, no anything. He was just some guy. Some guy who wanted –and probably had reason- to win.

What was she compared to that? Could she do it? Just…raise her gun and shoot him? Would she be able to kill again, for nothing but her own personal gain?

Raising her gun, Mizuho Inada (Female Student No. 1, Third Year Class B, Shiroiwa Junior High School, Shiroiwa Town, Kagawa Prefecture) closed her eyes and screamed at the top of her lungs.

She’d just have to wait and see.

BANG!!!



(OH MY FUCKING GOD. Talk about right on the deadline! PC-Control vaguely approved by Rob (if you need anything changed tell me and I'll edit it, I promise) and, um, yeah. All I can say is that this is the vote post for a FTD between students Mizuho Inada and Yoshitoki Kuninobu. This is it, this is... it. You've played a brilliant game, Lili, and I wish you the best of luck. ♥ Please wait for the mod post before voting!)
 
 
04 February 2009 @ 12:12 am
((It's done! *breakdances* :D PC control approved from Tomar and Lucy. I also want to say a huge apology to those I've been holding up with this post, as much as I'd like to blame the real-life things what happened last week, I was just being a muppet. Vote opens now! :D))


After the fire had roared a little while,
After its fashion, the sharp tip moved
To and fro, and then breathed out these words:

'If I thought I was making my reply
To anyone who would ever go back to the world,
This flame would stay absolutely still;

But since no one ever came back alive
From this deep place, if what I hear is true,
I answer you without fear of infamy.'

[Inferno: Canto XXVII: 58-66]




The boy in front of Shogo right now wasn't Kazuo Kiriyama.

Not really, anyway. Sure, it looked like Kazuo, and at one point was him, but the one thing Kawada had been sure about was that Kazuo would be ruthlessly efficient, and shamelessly calm. The way he always was.

He didn't expect the guy to make small talk.

"Are you feeling different now, too?" Kazuo's voice was nothing like he'd ever heard it: weak, emotional... nervous. "Different-- unlike before. Strange. Altered. Shifted."

"I know what it means," Shogo replied cautiously. Kazuo was right about one thing: he had changed. Both of them had. Kazuo was behaving like a whole new person, whilst Shogo... he hadn't shot Kazuo on sight. Perhaps he should have. Perhaps this was all a trick.

"You're a doctor, right?" Kazuo's next question was even more bizarre. How the hell did Kiriyama find that out? It's not like Kazuo would have ever come down to Shogo's old neighbourhood in Kobe, and it's not like he left any traces moving to Shiroiwa... did he?

He was worried now, but he was more concerned that Kazuo was just... mental.

"What?"

"It hurts..." Kazuo's voice... he was lamenting? "I feel pain, and happy and sad, and I think girls are sexually exciting..."

"...."

"...?"


"What? This some kind'a fucking joke?" Shogo growled.


"No joke. But I think it's going away..."

And with that Kazuo dove down to grip his bag.

Whilst the taller boy's attention was distracted for a while, he allowed himself a gasp; the pain in his hand felt like it was spreading up and down his arm. It was numb... tingly... but painful. Like he was getting cramps in his hand. This was a waste of time. Shogo needed to get away, sort himself out the clock is ticking...

Seventy-two hours to change the world...

...But every second this guy stands in front of you is a second being wasted. Kiriyama is an obstacle as much as the next player, but no, he's got the advantage, you're at his mercy right now, and.... what the hell is going on?

And then he saw the huge spread of weapons that Kazuo had accumulated. A machine gun, a shotgun, two pistols...

Wait... he's seen that pistol before somewhere...

And he's asking Kazuo how many people he's murdered, and the list is so casual, yet she's on there.

Hirono Shimizu.

Kiss kiss. Bang bang. And Kaori is dead.

The bastard got to her. And for all his swamp of emotions...

...he doesn't even care.

    The only reason Shogo bothered to turn up for classes like Home Economics was down to the occasional opportunity to make themselves food which could be taken home with them. Mrs Sato, the home economics teacher, was particularly keen on classes like these; she showed the kids what to do, they spent the next lesson trying to copy what she did, and she walked around at the end, eating what they made, and giving them all Bs. It was an easy lesson plan, and nobody really cared.

    One of the main issues the class had with her, though, was her complete ignorance about who worked well together, and who didn't. Shogo had a feeling that she just paired people up at random, or pulled their names out of a hat. Or threw darts or something.

    "Akamatsu and Oda. Iijima and Tanizawa." She reeled the names off crisply, like a military roll call. "Ooki and Nakagawa. Oda and… no, we've had him… which Nakagawa? Oh, that one. Sure, why not? Okay… Kawada and…"

    Shogo's ears perked up.

    "Kawada and Seto."

    Shogo turned just in time to catch the colour drain out of Yutaka Seto's tiny face. Mrs Sato had not noticed (or cared) and continued reading the names out: Kiriyama and Shimizu (much to Hirono's displeasure)… Kuninobu and Inada (Kaori made a strange noise)… Kuramoto and Yamamoto (both seemed pretty awkward)…

    As the list went on,. Shogo gathered his belongings together, and shuffled his chair sideward to get a little nearer to Yutaka, who still looked like he was going to knife the runt (or worse, fall on him).

    The task was to make some sort of vegetable bake. Fry down the chewier vegetables, put them in a sauce, cover with potatoes and grill. As there were no meat or eggs involved, the chances of this class poisoning itself were minimal. Regardless, Shogo didn't feel reassured about being paired with Yutaka, whose very existence seemed to defy Darwin. The smaller boy was washing his hands compulsively under the sink, whilst Shogo tied one of the small school aprons to his chest.

    "Lookin' good, Kawada," Hirono said with a small wink. She had re-styled her hair over the weekend; it was now a pale red, with occasional blonde streaks in it. There was something about the style that resembled Chigusa's dyed streaks, though Hirono pulled it off with casual rebellion.

    "I always look my best," he said back with a small smile, rolling his sleeves up to the biceps.

    "I'd suggest you take the shirt off and cook in just the apron," she teased, "but you're paired with Yutaka, and I wouldn't want to be near Yutaka when he's got a pan of hot oil."

    The smaller kid resembled a rodent as he scuttled away from the two of them, and busied himself with some pots and pans.

    It was easy enough to prepare. Shogo put Yutaka in charge of the pan, and chopped the vegetables up himself. The meal was supposed to serve four, but as long as Yutaka didn't burn the vegetables, they could split it equally between them, and Shogo could make it last two days.

    "Seto, put these onions into the pan, please."

    Yutaka, who was in the process of frying carrots, made a squeak as the onions entered the pan, and rose in a billow of steam.

    "Reckon you might want to take over from him, before he blows something up," Hirono was no longer cooking her own meal, leaving the whole thing for Kazuo to prepare. She was now providing a running commentary of Yutaka, as though she were building up toward the inevitable catastrophe.

    "Hirono, could you lay off him for a bit?" Shogo eventually said. "I'd quite like to eat this food at the end, and I don't want it on the end up over the floor."

    "You're sticking up for Yutaka?" Hirono said, before something caught her eye. "Shogo, are you crying?"

    He was indeed blinking away water. "Onions."

    "We've got onions. I'm not crying," said Hirono, only for Kazuo to interrupt.

    "There is a way to cut onions without releasing the relevant chemical," he explained. "I simply cut mine that way."

    Kawada wanted to make a comment, but at that moment Yutaka screamed and clutched his own hand. It looked like he had burned himself on the fire. Shogo turned the heat down, then grabbed Yutaka's hand. "Lemme have a look at it."

    Shogo ran his eyes over Yutaka's palm, concentrating on it as though trying to read it. "It's a bit nasty, but no lasting damage. Run it under cold water, and I'll get the teacher."

    He looked round, only to notice that Mrs Sato was no longer in the room (she was the sort of teacher to vanish for twenty minutes at a time without warning). Sighing, he walked to the back of the room to where the first-aid kit is, and took it off the hook.

    "Promise not to tell teacher?" Shogo said with a small smile, helping himself to the pack. It probably only needed a plaster and some gel, but the plasters all seemed way too small. "I'll put on some of this dressing on. Keep still."

    Instinctively, he knew that Hirono was watching, but he paid her no further attention; Yutaka's eyes were looking deep into his own. "You… you know first aid?"

    "Just enough," Shogo said with a modest, cheeky grin. "That feel better?"

    "A lot, thanks," Yutaka replied, and Shogo noticed his eyes were watering for a reason that was probably not just onions. "I… you're not a bad guy, after all."

    Shogo thought about replying, but he realised that, no matter what answer he gave, it would only be a half-truth. "Keep it dry, and leave it on overnight. Oh, and if it blisters, try not to pick at it, okay?"

    Yutaka looked ashamed, eyeing the pans. "I'm sorry…. I think the sauce is bad."

    "Huh?"

    "I didn't prepare the sauce properly, and it's gonna taste bad."

    The short boy's voice was barely a whisper, but Shogo understood. He grinned.

    "It's good I made some of my own last night," he said, pulling out a sealed pot from his bag. "Call it preparation."

    "Isn’t that…"

    "What?"

    "Cheating?"

    Shogo laughed a bark. "Promise not to tell teacher about that, either?"

    Yutaka grinned, and they poured the contents of the ruined sauce away. Shogo replenished it himself, and with that, the two of them were back on track, though Yutaka kept away from the hot surfaces. Hirono was watching Shogo suspiciously.

    "Why did you do that?"

    "Like I say, I want to take the food back with me. That's all."

    "The hell that's all," Hirono said. "I'm gonna start think you're going soft on me, Kawada."

    "You can think what you like."

    "I do," she said, eyeing up Kawada's apron. "Guess you're kinda talented. More than a pretty face, huh?"

    Shogo did his half-grin again. "From you, that's a hell of a compliment."

    "Whatever. I just want this to lesson to be over already."

    Within twenty minutes, the class was drawing to a close, and Mrs Sato had told the students to take their food out of the ovens to be tasted and graded. She walked around the tables, sampling the various dishes, and saying a couple of things to the makers. She passed off from Haruka and Yumiko's minor disaster, and stepped to Shogo's table.

    With a combination of perseverance, teamwork, and forward planning, Yutaka and Shogo had managed to pull together a half-decent meal, and were rewarded with a B grade.

    Yutaka and Shogo gave one another a small grin. Once somebody broke the ice, Shogo found it hard to stay frosty.

    All the more so when the teacher passed over to Hirono's table, took a taste of Kazuo's meal, and coughed it up over the table. The class converged on the table, astonished, and held their breath as Mrs Sato pulled out most of a cigarette from the bottom of the tray.

    "I don't smoke," Kazuo said. "It must have been Shimizu who put those in there."

    Shogo noticed the look of outrage on Hirono's face as she was forced to choose between grassing someone up to a teacher or failing a class. In the end, she stalked off without warning. Shogo wondered at what point Kazuo threw her cigarettes into the mixture, and why exactly he did so. But it didn't matter, as Kazuo now swallowed a spoonful of the mix. It was surely revolting, but Kazuo didn't seem to care.

    Kiriyama didn't seem to care about a lot of things.



Kiriyama seemed happy. He had the advantage; the both knew it, but he was gloating, he was proud, he was behaving in a way they both knew to be foolish in the circumstances, but through disbelief on Shogo's part and fuck-knows-what on Kazuo's, the events continued to unfold in the most bizarre way possible:

Kazuo picked up all four guns, and had started to juggle them.

"..."

No... something wasn't right here.

Obviously. But there was something else... something he was overlooking.

And that was it. Kazuo was trying to bait him. If what he'd been saying about emotions being true, he was trying to give himself some kicks along the way.

But fuck that. Shogo had been through too much, lost too much, to let this fucker use him as a plaything.

"You bastard. Are you just messing with me?"

"Huh?" Kazuo faltered, and the guns went clattering to the ground. Shogo smiled. He was taking back control. And damn, it felt good. He was used to calling the shots, but the game had-- quite rightly-- worn him down. But all it took was one spark at the right moment, and he would be back on track. This would be his moment. He would call Kazuo's bluff.

If this was gonna go down, it was going to go down on his terms.


    "So? What do you think?"

    Finally, they had explained the plan to him.

    Well, they had given him a rough outline. From just a handful of these informal meetings, there was no point in trying to get explicit, lengthy specifics from anybody, because none of them knew more than Shogo himself. It was hard to believe this was any sort of organisation at all. In many respects, somebody pointed out to him, it wasn't an organisation at all. They were simply a group of people who happened to meet together once in a while for a casual chat. There were no secret handshakes, no banners, no protests, and-- oddly enough-- no huge ambition to do anything. Generally, the biggest thing people discussed was the sports matches, or pop music, or similar trivial stuff.

    Maybe it was because they didn't want to talk about the hard stuff. Maybe it was because Shogo was present. Maybe they were just aware that a nation cannot be toppled with a snap of the fingers.

    But this was the first time anybody had said anything to him about the actual intentions, about sending him into a class that had already been scheduled for the Battle Royale some point the next year.

    Either way, the plan sounded completely absurd.

    "Shiroiwa?" Shogo grumbled. "what, 'Castle Rock'? Sounds a bit of a lousy place."

    "You understand that you'll need to stay there for good, right?" The man who had explained this to him seemed to have some air of a teacher about him; late thirties, and fidgeted like he wanted to sit down all the time. "And the thing is... you'll probably die."

    "Yeah, I figured that," Shogo shrugged. He had assumed he was going to die some point in the near future, anyway, why not use it to prove a point? That the kids churned through that slaughterhouse do matter? That they aren't just cattle?

    Shogo leaned forward. "So what do I need to do?"

    "Just attend classes, be a student, same as normal," said the man. Shogo knew this guy was not the leader (if there was a leader; it felt impossible someone could manage this much chaos and lack of material strategy), but he was holding some air of knowledge anyway. "We're gonna register you under the name Shugo Kuwata. Just for the time being... is that okay?"

    "Why?"

    "This class is being tracked. I don't want any fireworks to go off when the Government check on the new kid," said the man, whose name Shogo still didn't know; they were huge on aliases round here, and Kawada appreciated he never would know this guy's name. "But get the school to change it once you've settled in. There's nothing against a Program survivor re-joining the school system. It's a huge coincidence, but someone could get picked twice. And the alias is close enough to your real name to pass off as a mistake."

    Shogo realised what was making him feel uneasy. "I... I don't like the idea that we're going to sit round and let these kids die. Why can't we intervene?"

    "Those aren't our instructions."

    Shogo closed his eyes. He knew he wasn't going to get a better reply. "It's fucked up, but... this is that shit about making a small sacrifice for the greater good, right?"

    "You can't make an omlette without breaking a few eggs."

    "Fuck you," Kawada growled. The man seemed to realise what he had said, but was interrupted before he could apologise. "Forget it. Is there anything I need to know?"

    "Yeah, one big thing," the man said, passing Shogo a sheet. "There's a kid in the class, called Kazuo Kiriyama. He's... well. Put bluntly, early preliminary data puts him as the most likely winner. He is a huge danger."

    Shogo looked at the paper in question: this Kiriyama had been marked with an esitmated 28% chance of victory; one or two were presented as having between 7% and 4%, with the vast majority of the remaining thirty-five or so pupils hovering at about one percent apiece.

    "Make no mistake, this guy is the one to look out for," repeated the man. "We'll work on figuring out what his weaknesses are, but he is a huge danger. If you see him, kill him on sight."

    Shogo mumbled under his breath in reply, but he was transfixed by the pupil's school photograph. His face, so calm, gelled hair like some sort of yakuza wannabe, but with an expression of total apathy... there was something disturbing about him from that photograph alone.

    Something... missing.

    And those eyes. They were what kept Shogo from looking away. Even on the poor print quality, it was like looking into the jaws of oblivion. There was something fundamentally wrong about this student.

    "Make your plans from the outset, Kawada. And pray that somebody else gets to him first."

    That was it. The curtain between the two students had been set before they even met. Shogo had a task to do, which would probably cost him his life.

    And he had to beat him, no matter what.



Kazuo had started to cry.

Despite all the planning, his better judgments, and all previous knowledge he had about Kazuo Kiriyama, he was bawling his eyes out like some sort of kid. Heh... Kiddyama.

But really, this was the key. This was the key he needed to get into Kazuo's mind. He wanted a rush.... could Shogo use this to his advantage?

"What if there was another way for you to get your kicks? Something exciting?"

It certainly seemed to get Kazuo's attention. He had stopped flailing long enough to listen, and seemed to be as settled as Shogo ever expected to see him. Lowering his own gun, Shogo reached into his bag for a slip of paper and one of his pens (and God, he hoped he wasn't making the hugest mistake of his life right now), and clumsily scrawled out a note with his left hand; one that Kazuo read with childlike curiosity:

ATTACK GOVERNMENT. I'LL WALK YOU THROUGH COLLAR DEFUSING.

For reasons Shogo couldn't explain, Kazuo really had regressed into a child. It showed on his features, a curious eagerness, as if being bribed with an unexpected gift so long as they do their chores. It was like he was weighing the pros against the cons. What he wanted, versus what was being offered. Shogo just sure as hell hoped that Kazuo had the smarts to realise the potential to save lives and change the country forever was nothing to be sniffed at.

How much more of a kick could Kazuo want? What could be more unique than beating the system at its own game, and being the first one ever to do this? Shogo was ready to take passengers, but what if the passengers were as... individual as Kazuo? Was there some sort of triumph to be gained from that?

After some gentle coaxing, and a very careful selection of words, Shogo had convinced Kazuo to bandage up his hand. Kawada had tried to tell Kiriyama how to mend it up, but for whatever reason Kazuo seemed to be making it up as he went along (or rather, he gave off that impression). And in typical Kiriyama fashion, the bandaging was impeccable; although Shogo fingers felt like a lump of clay, they at least looked like they were part of his hand, plus a lot of the pain went away over time.

So when it became clear that Kazuo was fully capable of dressing the wounds, Shogo started to explain the ins and outs of collar removal. Kawada was as delicate with his wording as he possibly could. After all, there were fewer than ten people to monitor now (probably five or six, if those gunshots were any indicator), and Shogo was certain that the proctors would be listening keenly to every word being said... after all, they weren't stupid. He knew they knew about his history with the game.

Thankfully Kazuo was still-- for all his current eccentricities-- a quick learner. He understood the urgency of Shogo's secretive explanation, and deciphered it, as if he were playing along. The demonstration about bypassing certain wires, the use of a spectacle screwdriver to loosen up certain panels, what to avoid, what to sever... Kazuo seemed to figure it out at lightning speed.

And there was something theraputic about teaching somebody a skill. He remembered how he felt pride at helping his dad in the clinic, learning more about chemistry and biology than any teacher at that cruddy school ever did. He remembered passing notes to and from Keiko on study dates, before they decided that the study had gone on for too long, and it was time to drop the pretence and spend time in one another's company. And he remembered listening to the specifications about removing these trackers, and memorised every single detail about the collars, knowing that the safest place to store a secret is within the human mind.

Nearly an hour passed. Shogo had remembered something his father had always told him about crazy people, and that was to humour them without them catching on that you were doing just that. Vividly, he remembered some sort of heroin addict dropping by the clinic, screaming for some sort of fix, despite having a lengthy stab wound the length of his bicep; Shogo couldn't have been more than nine years old at the time, and he had been hiding in the next room expecting his father to get hurt, but listening intently to every word that was said, every comment about a scar, and about how the painkillers were going to help, and even something about sports. Somehow, his dad came to him about forty minutes later with a relieved smile, and told him that he should never let somebody unnerve him, especially when they are probably very dangerous.

He remembered this advice, as it was just a few weeks after they had buried Shogo's mother.

With a person such as Kazuo Kiriyama, though, it was hard to try this tactic. Shogo was under no delusions: Kazuo was ten times smarter than he was, and would probably work out his trick before even Shogo did. Therefore, the only option was to keep him distracted.

Distraction worked wonders, he recalled. Kazuo used to do it on kids at school who were upset, distracting them until they forgot what they were upset about. He wondered if the same trick would work on Kazuo. Or at least, until he worked out the best chance to strike.

Wait until Kazuo's guard was down. Then shoot him to hell with the machine gun.

Therefore, Shogo spent much of the time letting Kazuo explain everything that had happened to him on the island. From beheading Yuichiro (Kawada visibly recoiled, which made Kazuo laugh), to the point where he killed Hirono (Kiriyama showed something that could almost pass for regret, except he seemed thrilled that he was feeling anything at all). Kawada wondered… if Kazuo could be convinced Shogo were a friend… would this work?

"So you feel now, huh?"

"Mmm-hmm," Kazuo nodded, tilting his head as some sort of cockroach-type critter scuttled past.

"Well, can't tell you for sure if it'll stick," Shogo admitted, sure that Kazuo would see through a lie. "But it might, though. The brain does weird things…"

Kazuo looked up. "But it might not?"

Shogo could only shrug with non-committal. Maybe it would, maybe it wouldn't. It was impossible for him to figure it out on an island with nothing but a bag of makeshift collar-tampering equipment to hand. But Kazuo would understand. They should get him to a proper doctor. Let them figure out exactly was happening. That would be the better thing to do.

Or not. Kazuo had dived for his gun. Apparently, Shogo had said the wrong thing entirely.

"Oh fuck!"

He wouldn't even be able to grab and aim the gun in time. This served him right for thinking.

Don't think. Shoot. The hunter instinct is everything.

Shogo did the first thing he could think of, and that was to throw the gun at Kazuo's head; apparently the unexpectedness of the action made him pause, but it was enough to grab the next gun he could, and point it square at Kazuo's head…

"DON'T DO THIS, KAZUO!" screamed Shogo. "FUCK! WE CAN GET OUT OF HERE! YOU'VE PROBABLY HEALED ENOUGH, WE CAN DO THE FUCKING PLAN…"

"NO! I'LL FEEL!" Kazuo screamed back.

"YOU'VE LOST IT!"

And Kazuo fired the gun, hitting Shogo's duffel bag, which was blasted apart.

So much for keeping frosty. A lot of the equipment was in that bag…

And Shogo grabbed the pistol and fired it left-handed at Kazuo when he stumbled, who dodged at the last moment, flying back over Shogo's head like in an action film, whilst firing his own gun…

And Shogo dodged it, praying he would have enough time to return fire… and Kazuo really no longer deserved to survive, because if this was a sign of what was to come, then escaping from the island would mean nothing if the passenger had lost his mind…

And Shogo pointed his gun at Kazuo, to see the barrel of the other one staring him square in the eye.

"Killers feel something! I know that! From when I killed Hirono, who was a great friend even if she was a whore!"

Shogo wanted to spit. What the fuck did he know about being a friend?

What the fuck did he know about Hirono?

"Fuck it, Kazuo! You've lived your whole life being a hedonist, and now you've got a chance to do something good…" And Shogo didn't care what he said, because if Kazuo was ever going to listen to someone's last words, it was now, so he was going to damn well make sure he spoke his mind, "but of course you'll do this. People like you always do!!"

"I have to, to feel as much as I can before I lose it!" Kazuo breathed, desperate, urgent, hungry.

"Feel good, Kazuo!"

"It all feels good!"

And that sealed it. Kazuo Kiriyama didn't have a clue what feeling good was really about. He had spent his whole life living in monochrome, functioning without a soul, and when fate finally dealt him one, he ruined it by filling it with so much bullshit that even if he did get out of here, his life would be just as pointless as it had been before. What the hell was the point of feeling good when you couldn't distinguish between right and wrong? How the hell did that make him any less of a sociopath?

What was the point of having blood in your heart when your mind is a blank fucking slate being scribbled on by a four-year-old without a fucking clue what it meant to be human?

How did he fucking deserve to get out of here when he didn't know what it was to love, or to grieve, or to regret? If he didn't know hate? Or loss? Or rage?

How did he fucking deserve to get out of here when he couldn't even conceptualize Shogo's motives for doing this in the first place?

How could he live with being Kazuo Kiriyama?


"I know!" Kazuo skipped a little. "I have the answer! This is like the coin-flip…. But there's no edge!"

"No edge?"

Pull the trigger, already!" Shogo was berating himself, but something was making him stop. Something. Maybe he couldn't kill a child who was happy.

Or rather, he had never done so yet.

Kazuo was rebalancing the gun's weight on his shoulder, whilst producing a marker pen from his pocket. "Remember those things you told me earlier? You can do them with the left-hand, too!"

So Kazuo wanted to help him, still. Perhaps there was still some good in there, somewhere…

The thought was lost as Kazuo leaned in and started scribbling instructions on Shogo's forehead.

"…"

"I'll just put the things you can reach with your left hand to get the same effects," Kazuo said happily, writing what felt like a small novel on Shogo's face, "and then you just need to find a mirror."

"But… it'll be backwards."

"I'm writing it backwards!"

Shogo felt truly defeated. In a battle to get the upper hand against Kazuo Kiriyama, he felt humiliated in the failure, mostly because it went nothing like he had planned. And for all the expectations and worries he had put into the Program, for Kazuo to dominate him under the whims of a game… the whole thing meant cheaper.

If Kazuo won, the Program won. If Shogo beat him, there was still a chance. He could still defeat the game.

And although it would never avenge Keiko, at least Shogo would feel he had returned the gift the Dictator had given him, and both of these classes. The middle finger.

"Fuck it," Shogo growled, knowing what Kazuo was about to do. "I'd ask you to think about it, but you're not going to."

He squeezed the trigger. The die was cast.

And the two boys' destiny finally came to a head.


((Aaand the vote is opened! FttD, Shogo Kawada -vs- Kazuo Kiriyama. Opening the vote in a few moments! :D Good luck Tomar! Aaand yes, the report will follow straight after.)
 
 
Status: accomplishedaccomplished
 
 
 
29 November 2008 @ 07:27 pm
It never really set into Yoshitoki Kuninobu just how alive he felt on the island. Then again, when you're that close to death, what else was there to feel? His threatening heartbeat and ticking watch loomed over him, causing his thoughts to trip over one another. The gun in his hand became his world in minutes. It didn't take him long to figure out the shadows it cast or how to aim it at a passing bird.

Two pounds, that's all it must have weighed, but everything that came with it made it feel more like twenty or ten. Never took a shot with it for fear of attracting bad company. Once someone had the jump on you, you might as well be squashed. The imagery made Yoshi laugh a little, something that sounded more like choking than outright laughter.

Nine to go. Kayoko's name had been on the report and that was that, the end for her. A deep part of him was relieved to be rid of her. It meant not having her to spread his name around in hate. Hate.

His throat felt impossibly dry. He had already drowned himself in the water bottles, desperately trying to wash the blood off of himself. The red, now faded to an orangey brown, stayed stuck on his fingers. It sickened him. It was one thing to be playing the game, but another to be really signalling it out to the world. Smelling like blood killed the element of surprise entirely, even if some of it was his own. Not like anyone would understand. Yoshitoki sniffled.

He had a feeling he would remember that smell for the rest of his life. The look in Toshinori's eyes. Kayoko's cries. Yoshi tried to smother it all away, pointing his gun at every rustle in the forest. There was a reason to take down everyone now. A real reason to live. He had seen the face of death and survived it. Nobu was alive.

Something sounded like feet running. Running fast, running hard in this direction. It almost sounded frantic, like somebody being chased. Yoshitoki readied his gun, backing up towards a pile of bushes. Whomever it was had to be crazy. They were making too much noise. Why? Pounding, more pounding, that was his heart driving away.

One shot, Yoshitoki, that's all it takes. It's gonna be their last mistake.

The Browning Buckmark Bullseye was shaking, all too eager to make its mark in the middle of the board. They're coming-- His mind went into overdrive. What if this was some sort of distraction? A trap to get him to fire at one person only to have another shoot him in the head? Tactics. But, no. There was no way someone got around him that fast. Yoshitoki had been awake the whole time. Except for when he had dozed off.

Relax -- shoot to kill. As soon as they come into view. As soon as you can see 'em
(one mississippi, two mississippi)
As soon as


BANG!!

Too early. The bullet hit air, his body stumbling from the unexpected recoil. Again, again. He knew enough to know that his target was another boy, one of the only ones left in the game. Everything in a flash. The trees blocked out too much of the waning light, shading out his face. Damn it. Yoshi collected his balance, took aim to make a headshot.

Sh...?

Shuuya.

Shuuya.

His stomach swallowed his lungs.

"Yoshitoki!! Whoah, stop, it's me." A voice too familiar, too close for comfort. He was laughing happily, not a hint of hysteria underlining his laughter, despite the fact he'd just had a bullet shot at him. Maybe he was too blind, too glad, too glad to be with his best friend again. "Yoshi, man... I can't believe it's you. I can't fucking believe it's you. I mean, I knew it would be, but...damn, it's you."

The gun, along with all the hostility and silent reverie he had amped himself up with, slipped out of his hand and fell to the grass.

"Ah, Shuuya," Eyes darted all over his friend's body. He could smell the same kind of smell that Yoshitoki was carrying with him. Blood, unmistakenable. Months ago, he might not have recognized it, but, here on the island, he had almost found an unshakeable friend in that scent. "It's you." His throat ran itself coarse, not knowing what to say. You, too, Shuu?

There was a silver gun in one of Shuuya's hands and a squarish, blinking object. They shone brightly in the dark. "Yoshi, I-I..." He pulled Yoshi into a tight, brotherly embrace. "It's really you."

"Yeah, it's me." Well, this was anticlimactic. Everything felt like it was bricking him in the head. What the hell was he supposed to do now? Trade notes or something? Go on a killing spree? Yeah, right. Their meeting had come a little too late. Alone was what he had to be now. He had already accepted it, and now a dramatic change of plans.

"I should've found you sooner, I'm so sorry." Shuuya's body shook. "It's just--God, so much happened. You wouldn't believe how much I've gone through. You, you're okay, right? Right?"

"Define okay," Yoshi winced when Shuuya released him from his hug. He hadn't realized just how many hits Toshinori had landed on him. He'd have to check himself for bruises later. To make it look like nothing was wrong, Yoshitoki bluffed a smile onto his face, only half as wide as Shuu's. "I've gone through my fair share of stuff, too."

"I've gone through so much shit, Yoshi. This game, everyone... But, now you're here. And everything's going to be okay again."

It's funny, he had wanted to say the same thing to Noriko if he had found her. What kind, meaningless bullshit.

Shuuya continued, "Faith. Always had it." There were tears in his eyes. The rockstar-in-training wore his heart on his sleeve like it was his best accessory. And it was, just not here. It didn't belong here. No one did. C'mon, don't make me cry again. Yoshitoki had shed enough tears by himself to fill an ocean. "If only I had found you sooner. Wow, now, it's you right here."

"Please, don't cry. You're such a crybaby, sometimes." It was supposed to be a joke, but his voice sounded too flat in its delivery.

"Stay, Yoshitoki. I don't want you to leave me, ever." Something flashed in Shuuya's eyes that caught Yoshitoki off guard. Something serious that wasn't supposed to be there. It made Yoshi step back a little, only to have Shuu drop everything he was holding and grab onto his arms. Kept him in place when he tried to shake off his grip. "We have to stick together from now on. Trust me on this. I know I sound weird, but, look all around us. People...I can't believe it...nine left."

"Okay, okay. Yeah. Nine left. You're hurting me." Look at those odds. Shuuya loosened his hold on Yoshitoki. "Things are getting down to the wire, huh? We've got, like, four reports to go. Less than a day." He wished he had something heavier to say about it. Those were the cold, blunt facts of it. Four reports and it was over, all within so many hours. How many hours did they have left, anyway?

"I know. It sucks." He looked as deflated as Yoshi felt. It made Yoshi want to cry. "You're here, at least. I'm glad I found you before, you know, before anything happened." It seemed like Shuu was finally looking at him, staring at him up and down. "You look terrible. I don't mean that for real, but... Your lip's bleeding."

"Oh yeah," Yoshitoki didn't know whether to admit the truth or run with a lie. "Had a bit of an accident." A half-truth. "It was dark the other night and I ran myself into a tree branch. Real nasty. I must've reopened my lip somehow." He rubbed at it with the back of his hand. It hurt.

"Don't do that, you're gonna make it bleed more." There was that look again. Honest concern.

"Everything with you is honest, isn't it?" Yoshitoki put his thumb over the split. "You can't lie about anything, can you?"

"Huh, where's this coming from?" He looked slightly amused. "We should find somewhere to sit down. Why not over there?" He gestured over to a tall, winding tree, then walked over and sat down, not forgetting to pick up their fallen weaponry. Two guns, one of the guns being Yoshi's, and the odd-looking device sat out before them. Yoshi took his seat next to Shuuya.

Yoshi got the sense that if there was any moment to get everything out into the open, then this was it. Almost like a final goodbye because when the end came, there might not be another chance. Everything went quiet. It was a quiet that sounded more comfortable than awkward and the two boys fell into it, staring out into nothing.

Do you know how easy it would be for me to just pick up one of these guns and shoot you in the head? You'd never even expect it, would you? He glanced over at Shuuya's gentle face. I could end this for you so easily. I could be your worst mistake. One shot and that's that.

"Baron Gong." What? That was random. "Remember that show? Two from one. We used to copy all of the moves. Haha, change combine. We must have been crazy little kids." Shuu laughed.

"No, you were the crazy one." Yoshi joined in. "Hey, you remember Eddie? I loved that dog. When he was around, it was always you, me, and Eddie always getting into trouble. I even taught him how to roll over. He made everyone laugh, didn't he? Best dog in the whole world. I miss him. Don't you miss him?"

"Yeah, those were the days. And remember when..."

They talked and they talked about the past. It almost made Yoshitoki forget that they were still in the game. Do you remember when this and that happened? Remember that one time in gym class, how you split your pants right open? Haha, I won't forget the look on your face, Shuu. Remember how we used to jump off of the swings, no matter how high up in the air we were? Remember when I ran myself into the wall and lost a tooth? Remember that time when you played your first song on guitar? You were terrible! Hahaha.

Wish we could be little kids again, running around and making fools of ourselves. Simpler times, my friend. Life was easy. Wish Eddie was still around. Wish we could hang out at the Charity House. Wish this was over. Wonder what Ms. Ryoko's doing. Wonder if she's feeling okay. She must be worried. And things turned dark again.

"As soon as we get out of here, Yoshi, I'm gonna play for hours and hours." Shuuya gritted his teeth. "This is gonna make for one hell of a song."

"As soon as we get out of here? What, you got some kind of plan?" Yoshitoki felt dizzy. Plan this, plan that, never do anything worthwhile.

"I...um..." Shuu looked uncomfortable. "I mean, we were trying to, at the start, but, then...you know... Things kind of went to shit. It was me and Mim at first, until we found Sakura, and..."

Yoshitoki learned about how they were supposed to escape together. Everybody. It sounded like they had gotten along a lot further than Yoshi's stunted ideas. But, Shinji left them for some reason and got killed. Not on purpose, but killed anyway. Then, it was Shuu and Sakura, then he had to go back and get something. This was when it was raining.

Comparing timelines in his head, Yoshitoki figured that that must have been around the time when he had seen Kazuo. Maybe sometime before. And sure enough, Kazuo put in an appearance in Shuu's story. Cut him. So, that's where the bloody smell had come from. Not from someone else. Distance; so he wasn't a killer after all.

"Yeah, I saw him, too. It must've been hours before you saw him, I don't know." Yoshi interrupted. "I had been hanging out in a house over at F6. When I came out, I saw him messing with Mitsuru and Keita's bodies. I think he killed them. I still have no fucking clue why." He shook his head. "Luckily, he didn't see me."

"How long were you there? Were you there alone?" Shuuya asked, his voice nervous.

"Well, I was there with Yuka and Yutaka. I know, weird team, right? Too weird." He sighed. "They--" Yoshitoki stopped himself. There was an angle to be played here. Give him a reason to make it okay to kill her. No, no. Yuka's alright. I don't have to kill her right now. I mean, I would have left me too if I were her. "They left to get some air or something. I don't know. They left me a note and left me behind, how shitty is that? But I'm not holding it against either of them."

"Hey, that's weird. I was with Shinji and you were with Yutaka."

"I know. And nothing much has happened to me, either." Yoshitoki shifted. "Running into a tree has been the most exciting thing to happen to me. You got any more that happened to you?" He looked over at Shuuya's little device. Interesting. It looked kind of like some weird video game or something.

"Yeah..." He looked broken. "There's more."

Yoshi changed the subject. "Hey, did you get the bonus weapon?" He picked up the handheld. On closer inspection, it looked like a GPS tracker of some kind, full of grids and numbers. There was a + sign next to a 7 and a 15. "What is this thing? It's like a map or something."

"More than a map," The smile returned to his face. "It's what brought me to you. See, it tells you where everyone is. All the people are numbers. Sakura's the 4. Yuka's the 16. Megumi's the 3. Kawada's the 5, and so on. Where the GPS is is the center plus sign. With this, we can find everyone."

"Wow, you were assigned this?" Rage fired up from his stomach. Noriko. The other 15. With the GPS, he could have, should have found her and rescued her for Yoshitoki. Shit. "Did you have this the whole fucking time, Shuuya? Don't you know what you could have done with this? A fucking GPS scanner!!"

"Wait, Yoshitoki, calm down! No, I didn't have it the whole time." Shuuya's smile left him, replaced with a harsh line. "It wouldn't have taken me so long to be with you if I had had it."

"Then, how'd you get it?" It took Yoshitoki all the strength he had to keep from punching Shuuya right where Kazuo had slashed him.

"I told you there was more. Yoshi, you have to promise not to leave me, okay? I can't have you leave me." There it was. That deflated look, like a beat dog. The anger released from Yoshi's face. "I don't want to be alone again."

"You won't be. I've got more to tell you, too. I wasn't done telling my story." Why hide it? Obviously, Shuuya had his own skeletons in the closet. Might as well let them all out at once. He reached over and picked up Shuuya's gun. Silver. Weird. Something about it seemed odd. "But, maybe we can save it for later."

It's the same gun. Yoshitoki knew this gun from somewhere. He had had it point right at his face before. Twice. It was the same one he had wrestled Toshinori for. The same one that Kotohiki had made stare him in the face. Same fucking gun. His heart sped up. So, that means... You and Kayoko...

The only way that it made sense was if Shuuya had killed her. Just like how he was wearing Oda's blood, Shuuya was wearing Kayoko's. It all fit together. When Kayoko told him that he was going to keep on living to see everyone he loved die, she had had Shuu in mind. And, what? Shuuya, you actually...you, of all people...

Yoshitoki exhaled sharply. "Don't tell me anymore. I don't care what happened between you and whomever else." I don't want to hear you say it. "Whatever happened, save it. You can tell me later." How about never? You weren't supposed to fall from grace, too.

Then again, we do what we have to do. Kill because we have to. The thought didn't help him relax very much. It was a matter of time before Shuuya would get some sense into his naive little head and off Yoshitoki. He had the chance. There were plenty of openings. And how was Yoshi supposed to carry on killing (I hate that word) with virtuous Shuu around?

"But, Yoshitoki--"

"It doesn't matter right now," Yoshi hissed. "Let's stop talking about it. We've got to get a move on. We should find people and try out a plan. I've got one, too. Maybe not as good as Mim's, but...whatever. You said the word before. Faith."

"Yeah!!" Shuuya was back to his usual cheery self. "You serious, man? You've really got a plan?"

"Mmhm. I don't know if it'll work, exactly. Um, faith." He got up from the ground, holding the tracker and Shuuya's gun. "Looks like people are moving around. We should do the same, huh?" He wiped his lip. It hadn't stopped bleeding. "First, we should find Sakura and Yuka. They're both in C7. We're in G8. If we hurry, they'll still be there." Another half-truth.

"C7...isn't that the zone with the mountains?"

"Yeah. Stop giving me that weird look," Yoshitoki laughed. "Let's get going. Race you there. Everything's clear." He picked up his bag and strapped it across his body. "Just like old times, huh?" Yoshi handed the silver pistol off to Shuuya, then picked up his own gun and started running, GPS in one hand and gun in the other.

If he closed his eyes, he could almost pretend like they were kids playing tag.

* * *

C7. It took a lot longer than he had thought to reach the mountains. Stopping to catch his breath, he glanced down at the scanner. Once I'm out of here, I swear I'll never run again. Five numbers cluttered the zone. 5, 6, 7, 15, 16. All in order, sort of. I hadn't been planning on 6, but you know what? A two-for-one special, then.

The plan? Eliminate the real threats left on the island. Maybe it was a little too obvious. He looked over at Shuuya, watching him regain air. Looks like he wasn't as fit at running as Yoshitoki had thought. Or, maybe the island's put a lot of stress on him. They caught eyes. Yoshi looked away.

"Shit, I should have been looking at the GPS when we were running." Yoshitoki said, making care to sound particularly stressed.

"What happened?" Shuuya walked closer for a look.

"I think Sakura's wandered out of the zone. Sorry."

"Don't worry about it. It's okay." He smiled gently, not an ounce of blame anywhere to be found. Yoshitoki could see why so many girls liked him. It put an unpleasant twist in his stomach. "Yuka's still here, right?"

Yoshi shrugged. "I'm not sure. The GPS is freaking out on me. I think it might be broken. We should keep walking. Maybe she's around this side of the mountain."

"Let me see that." Shuuya reached for the GPS. Yoshi snatched it away, keeping it close to his body. If Shuuya saw the GPS, then show's over, folks. Got to think on my feet here. He's not as stupid as he looks.

"I think I can fix it, don't worry about it. For now, let's keep walking." His voice lost its steady for a moment, quivering in the middle of his sentences. Why was it so damn dark outside? Yoshitoki walked, not caring how suspicious Shuu might or might not be. Okay, that was a whole lie. His nerves stood on end, every sense tingled.

Here we go, you can do this.

It was dark, but he could make out just enough of the bulky figure to know who it was. He had the jump on him; his back was turned. Yoshi looked over at Shuuya and handed him the tracker, not listening to his surprise. "Fix it," was all Yoshi mumbled and he raised his gun, ready to make this shot count for something.

"Yoshi--?!!!"

"I WANT TO FEEEEEEL!"

BANG!!

It sounded like an explosion. Yoshitoki fired frantically into its direction. BANG! BANG! BANG!
And with every shot he fired, he couldn't feel more alive knowing that soon enough, someone else wouldn't be feeling very much anymore.

((OOC: YOSHITOKI KUNINOBU attempts on KAZUO KIRIYAMA. Kill, wound, or fail? Wait for mod post to vote. :D PC Control approved by Gabrielle, yay~))
 
 

Kayoko noticed two dots appear on the screen. Every dot besides herself that she saw made her heart race. She went a little closer. There was a boy and girl walking. The boy’s hair was long… She moved to where she was behind the two. As she crept closer, she noticed that it was indeed Shuya.

 

You can do this, Kayoko… You can do this. For Toshi.

 

She was too far, though. She’d have to be near to get a good shot. But, Mizuho was there too. Well, if Mizuho killed her, then that was okay, just as long as Shuya was dead. As long as Nobu suffered. She wished he could be here to see, to watch one of his best friends die like she had to! But, she wouldn’t have been able to bring him here, and she also didn’t want Shuya’s death to be such torture as Toshi’s unless Nobu witnessed it.

 

“Kill that vulgar swine!” She could hear Toshi say in her mind.

 

He’s not vulgar swine! I feel so horrible for doing this.

 

“But it’s the right thing to do. You have to. Avenge my death! Make him suffer!”

 

Nobu, not Shuya, right?

 

“The both of them!”

 

No, not Shuya! Shuya didn’t do anything!

 

Kayoko suddenly heard a crunching noise underneath her foot.

 

Oh shit!

 

Shuya quickly turned his head to look at Kayoko.

 

“Kotohiki? K-Kotohiki!  Og-Ogawa w-was…”

 

She stopped for a moment, forgetting everything.

 

“Sa…Sakura? You…You’ve seen her? Where is she!?”

 

“I…I don’t know.” Shuya answered.

 

“O-oh…”

 

“He probably killed her. Look at him; rotten, vulgar—Make him beg for hell.”

 

“NO! No, no, no!”

 

“K-Kotohiki…? Are you okay?”

 

I can’t do this… I can’t see Shuya die by my hands…

“I have to!” She screamed at herself. Tears streamed down her face. She was so torn up inside. She needed to do this. She couldn’t do this. She had to do this.

 

“For Toshi! I have to!”

 

She pointed the gun at Shuya.

 

“Yes, for me!”

 

“I’m so sorry, Shuya…”

 

She shut her eyes and winced as her finger tightened around the trigger. There was a sudden metallic clang as she felt her arm go back. She quickly opened her eyes in surprised.

 

“I won’t allow you to die by the hands of that swine! SHOOT HIM! NOW NOW NOW!”

 

"Kayoko, it's okay! It's okay, just toss the gun!"

 

Okay? OKAY!? It’s not okay. It will never be okay.

 

There were cries far off, nearby, Kayoko didn’t know. She didn’t care. She had Shuya in her grasp. In a millisecond, Shuya’s life would be over. Nobu’s pain would just be beginning.

 
[OOC: So, part deux of the FTD. Who will win? Shuya or Kayoko? Please wait for the vote to open!]

 
 
 
26 October 2008 @ 02:50 pm
The house felt like a crime scene.  There was blood on the porch, blood through the house.  Shuuya had warned her that Tadakatsu’s body would be there but nothing could have prepared her for the smell of stale blood and that heavy air of death.  They didn’t have much of a choice if they wanted shelter from the rain that was bound to start coming down. 

The house was dark, it had to be close to another report.  She didn’t want to admit it but she felt so tired already.  It had to be the stress of the situation, she didn’t think it had anything to do with her head at that point.  Shuuya pulled a table in front of the door and locked it behind them.  If someone really wanted to get in, she was sure they’d be able to but at least they’d have some notice. 

"Report's going to be on in a couple minutes," she said softly, barely able to make out his nod in the darkness.  She followed him further into the room and heard the soft scratching of his nails against the wall until he found a doorknob.  There was a soft click as the door opened and even in the darkness she could tell that it was the wrong room.  "Oh," she whispered. 

"God fucking damn!"

Shuuya slammed the door shut but the smell was already in the hallway, floating through the house.  She felt sick.  Nothing could have prepared her for that thick cloud of death.  It smelt like blood, sweat and something else stronger.  It took her a minute to realize that it was the stench of fear and it was coming off her as much as it was coming off Tadakatsu’s body. 

"The fuck!"  His breathing was heavy...aggravated.  "S-sorry."  She resumed following him around the room until he found another bedroom, this one without body but still with the lingering stench of death.  "Ugh... Goddamnit...”

She glanced over at him.  She couldn’t even remember hearing him swear so much but like her fatigue, she chalked it up to the stress.  Shuuya used to be on the baseball team with Tadakatsu. They didn’t seem so close anymore but it was still someone he knew that he had to see dead.

“Here... You should get some sleep." He motioned to the bed. "You first."

She was puzzled.  Did he mean he was planning on sleeping with her or just that he wanted her to get some rest and then keep watch while he slept?  She opened her mouth to ask but was interrupted by Sakamochi’s voice.  "It's midnight, boys and girls, and I am happy to announce a huge increase in your performance!  Boy #14 Shou Tsukioka, Girl #13 Takako Chigusa, Boy #3 Tatsumichi Ooki, Girl #5 Izumi Kanai, Boy #19 Shinji Mimura, Girl #15 Noriko Nakagawa, Boy #17 Mitsuru Numai, and Boy #2 Keita Iijima!"

There were so many names...so many dead friends. 

"Damn," he mumbled. "Damn, damn."  She glanced over but couldn’t tell if he was crying or not.  Hearing Shinji’s name read off like a product on a grocery list right by Takako, Izumi, Keita, and...

Oh. 

"Are you okay?"  Shuuya looked over at her. 

"It's just- Shou," she hesitated but he didn’t ask for any more details.  She was glad for that, she wasn’t sure what to tell him.  He knew that Kaz had left her for Shou but how could she explain all of her mixed up feelings about him?  Anger for taking her boyfriend, frustration about his attitude about it all, respect for trying to work things out with her before he died, and then an infuriating combination of rage and curiosity over him just leaving her unconscious in the lighthouse. 

It didn’t matter anymore.  It wasn’t like he was going to come back and tell her why he did it.  But still...his name just added one more scratch of regret and sadness to her already hurting heart. 

“I think I will take a nap.  Wake me up when you get tired of standing guard and want to sleep, alright?”

“Sure,” Shuuya agreed easily. 

Sakura laid down on the bed and shut her eyes.  There was a hard lump under her side and she fished it out.  She could tell in the darkness that it was her gun.  It would make more sense to give it to Shuuya but would he really be able to shoot someone either?  She didn’t think so.  It really didn’t matter who had the gun, it wasn’t like they were playing the game. 

Sakura closed her eyes.

Not playing...

School was out for the day and it was a beautiful afternoon but she didn’t feel like smiling.  It really had been one of those days.  Sakura was generally a strong student but had fallen asleep during math and failed a quiz in English.  She was sure she was starting her period, the cramps had brought tears to her eyes during P.E. 

“Hey!  Saki, wait up!”

She paused and glanced behind her.  Kaz was jogging through the crowd to catch up to her.  She usually waited for him after class but she just wanted to get home.  “I didn’t see you after class.  Is something wrong?”

“No, I just wanted to get home,” she replied. 

“Are you feeling okay?  You looked kinda pale by the end of the day.”

“I just want to go home and get some sleep.”

“Are you sure?  I can walk you home and make you some tea or something if you want,” he flashed her a smile.  Usually when he smiled, it made everything better but for some reason, it just irritated her today. 

“I told you I just want to sleep,” she snapped. 

“Ooo, it looks like someone is sleeping on the couch tonight,” Sakura turned around and glared at the laughing trio of Mitsuko, Yoshimi, and Hirono. 

“Hey loverboy, if you’re not getting it from her you can always come hang out with us.”

“Just stay out of our business.  This has nothing to do with you.”  Sakura couldn’t believe that Kaz had ever tried to tell her to give Hirono a chance.  Their partner project had been a complete disaster, adding another failing grade to her transcript.  

“Watch it,” Mitsuko warned from behind her, “You’re trying to mess with the big girls now.”

Kaz laid a hand on her shoulder.  “Ignore them, you know they do that to everyone.”

She shrugged his hand off.  “I’m not in the mood for it today.”

Kaz’s smile faded.  “Okay, since you’re just going to bed, I’m going to go see what the guys are doing.”

“So you’re going to ditch me because I’m not having a good day?”  She shot back.

Where in the world did that come from?

“Now that’s not fair and you know it.  You just said you were going to go home and go to bed and you’ve been acting really cold ever since I caught up to you.  What do you want me to do?  Sit at home waiting for you to call or sit next to you waiting for you to wake up and hope you’ll be in a better mood later?”

“Do what you want, I don’t care.”  Sakura pulled away from him and started making her way through the groups of students back to her house.  Another cramp hit her almost as soon as she was through the front door. 

“Oh good!  You’re home!”  Her mother came rushing out of the kitchen, carrying a large black bag.  “I just got a call awhile ago about a dinner tonight that they need servers for so I’m going to put in a few extra hours.  I need you to watch Mirai while I’m gone, I should be back at ten at the absolute latest.  I left your dinner in the fridge, you just need to warm it up.”

“Can anyone else watch her tonight?” Sakura protested, “I really don’t feel good.”

“I don’t have the money for a sitter tonight, I’m sorry honey,” Sakura’s mother pressed a cool hand against her forehead.  “You don’t feel warm.”

“It’s not a fever.  I just have really horrible cramps.”

“Mirai probably won’t stay up for much longer anyways.  Why don’t you pull the heating pad out of the closet and put that on your abdomen to see if that helps. If you want, you can call Kaz and see if he wants to come over for some company.”

“He’s going out with the boys,” Sakura spat out the words like they were leaving a bad taste in her mouth. 

Her mother looked at her curiously.  “Well, alright then.  I’ll try and get back as soon as I can so you can go to bed.  Your sister shouldn’t be much of a problem, she had physical therapy today and seemed pretty worn out.  She’s watching a movie right now so you can do your homework while that’s on.  If you could feed her dinner and get her in and out of the tub you should be able to get her in bed by eight.”  Sakura’s mother bent down to brush a kiss against her daughter’s forehead.  “The number is on the table.  If you need me go ahead and use it but make sure it’s an emergency.  Be good!”       

It sounded easy enough but things that sound easy rarely are. 

Mirai got her second wind and didn’t want to watch TV, eat dinner, or take a bath.  Sakura struggled getting her through her nightly routine and wasn’t even able to start her homework.  There were times that she wanted to bend over in half with the pain of her cramps but couldn’t.

By the time Mirai was finally tucked into her bed, Sakura made her way back to the living room where her satchel was resting against the sofa, still unopened.  There was no way she would finish it.  The best idea would probably be to stay home sick from school and finish it all then. 

She sighed and reached for the phone, dialing Kaz’s number.  Maybe he could grab tomorrow’s homework for her and bring it over.  “Hi Mrs. Yamamoto, could I speak to Kaz please?”

“Hi, Sakura.  I’m sorry but Kaz isn’t in.  He stopped in for a few minutes before dinner to tell me he was going to the movies with some friends.  I thought you’d be there with him.”

“No, I had to watch my sister.  Do you know when he’ll be back?”

“He didn’t say.  I think they may go out somewhere else after the movie but he said he’d check in with me.  Would you like me to ask him to call you?”

“No, it’s alright.  Could you just let me know I’m not going to school tomorrow and ask if he’ll get my assignments for me so I don’t fall behind?”

“Of course.  Feel better, dear.”

“Thanks Mrs. Yamamoto.  Good-night.”

“Good-night.”

Sakura set the phone back down in the cradle and curled up into a ball on the sofa.  She glanced at the clock.  It was nine thirty-two.  With all the trouble watching Mirai, she had completely forgotten about Tonight At the Same Place.  She sighed and turned on the television.  At least she could catch the end of it. 

Mizue was having relationship problems again.  It was just a continuation of that storyline from the previous episode.  She was convinced her true love didn’t want her anymore and then she lost her job. 

Sakura watched with interest as Mizue’s hysterics progressed until the end of the episode where she tried to choke herself only to have Miki come in at the last minute and stop her.  The two started crying as the show went to the credits.  There was a mention at the end about how the actions of the characters weren’t meant to be mimicked, how self mutilation in any form was a cry for help and how the writers knew it was a serious issue.  There was about a two minute bonus clip at the end with Mizue’s actress talking about the rumors surrounding that kind of choking, how it relieved stress or was a harmless high. 

When the next show came on the air Sakura turned off the television and made her way upstairs to her bedroom.  Sure the show was going to say that the actions were dangerous but what if there was something to it? 

She got on her computer and started looking up information.  She wanted to see the other side to the story. 

There was an entire message board of people who were into it.  Not only did they write about their experiences and what they got out of it but there were very detailed instructions on how to do it, where to put your hands, what to expect, best places to do it.  None of them knew anyone who died from it. 

She deleted the internet history and stared at the desktop for a moment.  It was a lot of information to take in but if it helped the kids on those boards, why couldn’t it do the same for her? 

Sakura knelt on her bed and slowly moved her hands around her throat.  It was just a matter of applying the pressure to the internal carotid artery, cutting off blood from the brain which in turn prevented oxygen from going to it.  Once you passed out, your grip would slack off and the blood flow would begin again and you’d wake up about a minute later. 

She glanced at the clock next to her.  10:41.  She began to press down and could almost hear the pumping of blood through her veins.  She felt dizzy, wanted to let go but made herself hold firm.  The first time was the hardest, that’s what everyone on the board said.  After the first time, they said their bodies seemed to accept it more, almost as if they wanted the high. 

She must have passed out, she didn’t remember falling over onto her side.  She must have passed out but she was able to wake up and felt fine.  A little light headed but the weight of the day was gone.  Sakura glanced at the clock again.  10:44.  She didn’t know how long it took her to actually pass out but the time seemed about right. 

It was the first time that day that something felt right. 
Sakura woke up with a start.  It was still dark in the room, still dark outside.  She couldn’t have been asleep that long.  “Nanahara?”  She called softly.  “Do you want to sleep for awhile now?”

There wasn’t an answer. 

She tried to shake off the uneasiness and got off of the bed, grabbing the gun and holding it by her side.  “Nanahara?”  She called again.  “Can you hear me?”

A crash of thunder made her jump and flash of lightning lit up the room long enough for her to tell he wasn’t there.  She opened up the door as the lightning flashed again.  A gust of wind hit the house, blowing the door open and allowing rain to pour inside the main room.  There were some papers flying off the table, probably left there as the homeowners were forced to leave.  “Nanahara?”  She glanced outside to see if he was somewhere in the yard but all she could see was rain. 

Shaken, she walked back inside and shut the door again.  Maybe he had just run out for a minute for something.  Maybe he found someone while she was sleeping.  That would be more like him. 

Sakura sat down on the floor next to her bag, the gun clutched in her hand.  She kept glancing at her program provided watch and listening to the rain.  The rain had started to let up about an hour later and she was forced to acknowledge that he had probably left her behind.  It didn’t seem like something he would do but maybe he just started to see her as a threat to his plans to get everyone together and get them all off of the island alive.  It didn’t seem likely but she couldn’t think of any other explanations.  Either way, no matter how she tried to justify it to herself, it didn’t change the fact that he had left her and she was on her own. 

The idea scared her more than anything else in the entire game.  She hadn’t had to deal with being alone yet, with possibly dying alone yet.  Shou had stayed with her at the beginning and when she woke up, Shuuya had been by her side ever since.  Reluctantly, Sakura picked up her bag and started out the door into the woods back the way they had come. 

She didn’t want to admit it, but she needed Shuuya.  She needed that calming factor but didn’t know where he would be.  There was the possibility he had gone back to the tangerine trees to get more fruit or to see if someone else had gone there for food.  It wasn’t much of a lead but it was the only thing she had at the moment. 

Her bag was heavy, her shoes getting sucked into the sticky mud.  She wasn’t going nearly as quickly as they had earlier.  She wasn’t even sure if she was walking down the same paths but her compass told her she was heading the right way.  As long as she stayed on course, she’d make her way right by all the danger zones in the area. 

She could smell the fruit before she could see the grove.  She wasn’t sure if she was at the same part of the grove where she and Shuuya had been earlier but there didn’t seem to be any sign of him. 

Sakura couldn’t stand it any longer.  She crawled to the edge of the grove where it met the brush of the woods and started to cry.  She was so stupid.  Stupid for trusting Shuuya, stupid for kissing Shuuya.  Stupid for not leaving a note for him in case he came back, as unlikely as that was.  Where had all that gotten her?  She was all alone now and if she died now, it would probably be because of her own stupidity. 

She lost track of the time she spent hiding under the tree.  Her only movement was to mark down the danger zones from the next report.  There weren’t any new deaths, Shuuya was still out there somewhere.  Kayoko was too, she hadn’t even thought about finding her friend in the longest time, not like she would know where to start looking. 

A bird sang out from above her.  Startled, Sakura jumped to her feet, her hands tightening around the gun.  “Just a bird,” she whispered.  “I’ve got to calm down.”

She had just settled down again when she heard the thud, the voices.  She crawled further into the brush, dragging her pack with her.  She could feel her heart beating, her veins pulsing, her breaths getting shorter.  Usually it was a feeling she welcomed and this time she just wanted it to go away. 

There were the sounds of footsteps but they seemed like they were going the other way.  There was more than one person running off in the opposite direction and she had to wonder if her classmates were chasing each other down, trying for another kill.  The thud she had heard, she had to wonder if someone else was dead. 

Shuuya’s voice was whispering in her ear.  “You’ve got to have faith.  They might be okay, you might be able to help someone.”

Sakura turned her head, trying to turn away from the voice and hear Kaz whispering in her other ear.  “The Saki I knew wouldn’t ever run away from someone who needed her.”

“No...” she covered her ears with her hands. 

“Saki, please.” Kaz’s voice followed her. 

Sakura always had a think denying him when he was alive.  How in the world could she refuse his memory, no matter how afraid she was. 

Her bag was left in the brush as she slowly inched her way forward.  Her grip on the gun kept getting tighter, no way was she letting it go now.  She couldn’t be far from where the scuffle had been and there still wasn’t any sound coming from the area. 

It was okay, it would be okay. 

A cry. 

An explosion. 

Sakura shrieked.  There was a second explosion.

Oh God...no. 

The gun in her hand was smoking.  She must have...oh God. 

She dropped the gun and ran. 


(OOC:  Long time coming,  not sure if it's any good but at least I broke through the writer's block.  

First bullet...Does Sakura Ogawa kill, wound, or miss Yumiko Kusaka?

Second bullet...she hit Yoshimi.  Yoshimi is dead. 

She dropped the gun in F8.  If your character wants to find it, have at it.  Her bag is in the bushes there too, she left it behind.)


 
 
 
23 October 2008 @ 12:29 am
((OOC, longish post is longish~ [/understatement] The flashback has had PC approval from Tomar and Gabby and Daviid and Josh :D Hope this is enjoyable, and not too rambling. >,> ))


I saw more than a thousand lost spirits
Making their escape before one who came
Over the Styx without wetting his feet.

He brushed the heavy air away from his face,
Passing his left hand over it repeatedly,
And that labour alone seemed to distress him.

I saw that he was the messenger from heaven,
And turned towards my master, who made a sign
That I should remain still and bow to the newcomer.'

[Inferno: Canto IX: 79-87]



So he was into double figures now.

Shogo brow had been furrowed as he heard Fumiyo's name read out on the report. The only kill of the round, and the only death on the island. The doctor's son had executed the nurse's aide. Surely there was some sort of ironic poetry to that? Shogo didn't really know; he was generally blind to that sort of thing.

Even now, after more than a year's exposure to this situation, he didn't know how he felt about being a mass murderer. There was no point in denying the fact, and he rarely would deny it. The simple truth was, of course, he never needed to deny it as it rarely came up in conversation. People who gawped at the scars in his shoulder and over his face rarely went beyond staring, and if they did, Shogo had mastered brushing the question aside without too much attention.

Of course, a day rarely went by when he didn't think of his old classmates. If he had simply changed schools for whatever reason, surely he would have moved on by now, but to have them wrenched from him in the most inhumane way thinkable.... those scars would run deeper than any of the ones on his skin.

And Keiko, of course. The memories of her would never go away, either.

He looked down to his hands, and was surprised to see he was in the motion of pulling another cigarette to his mouth. He hadn't even realised he was doing it; the movement was automatic, in a similar way some people shred paper subconsciously when they are stressed.

Yeah, Shogo was stressed. But lived his life in a constant state of stress nowadays, and he prided himself on being fully in control of his faculties. The fact his hands were doing things without his express command was.... disturbing.

Disturbing....

His mind's eye flashed an image of Fumiyo's body. While her death had been peaceful, the act itself had been violent, her corpse, bloodied and ruined. He had found himself shaking after the act, though whether it was through cold or something else, he didn't know. More than likely, it was a form of shock. After all, it had been over a year since he last ended somebody's life. Pulling the trigger on Fumiyo had, ironically, triggered memories of his own. Faces swam before him, in various states of pain and contortion. They flickered past, one after the other, like some sort of roulette wheel. The dead, the dying, boys, girls.... his father.... no, he never saw his father's body.... eventually, it stopped on the fallen body of a girl, her eyes wide open, bulbous and terrified. Her face had been slashed with something, and her stomach had been mutilated, stabbed out with some sort of blade; the fabric of her sweater had clotted crimson in the wounds, the whole beginning to attract flies.

That had been Shogo Kawada's final memory of Keiko Onuki.

He had sat there for hours and cried. He didn't care if someone found him there and then. If he dropped dead there and then... would he have cared? Would anybody else have cared?

But he couldn't do it. He couldn't bring the gun to his own temple, his hand had quivered uncontrollably as he finally gave up, and sucked furiously on a cigarette. Keiko would have hated to see him smoke. But Keiko wasn't here any more, was she? She was still gazing up glassily at the sky; Shogo had tried to close her eyelids, but her body had stiffened post mortem just enough to make this impossible. He had wrapped his jacket around her stomach, and, on pulling her own coat out of her bag, covered her face with it like a shawl.

He didn't even kiss her goodbye. There wasn't any point.

And that was when Shogo realised that he had to start playing for himself. No... for her. The only way to make any sort of peace (he had failed her) was to avenge her death. Maybe then he would be ready to die, knowing the sick shit that had killed her was rotting in Hell. If they had lived, that would have been the worst insult to Keiko's memory.

Therefore, he would continue playing. In the end, it was a simple solution.

Blam!

Brrrat-a-tatta-tat!

Bang! Blam!



Somewhere behind him, gunfire was reverberating through the air. With a snap, Shogo was brought back into the present, the roulette of faces cast back into his memories. (Stupid, it was dangerous to let your guard down like that... honour the dead by not joining them, Shogo! -a voice in his head was nagging him, sounding like a cross between his father and a teacher.) His ears zoned in on the location of the fight, and in doing so, his heart chilled over.

It was coming from somewhere behind him. For all he knew, it could well be at the location where he fell asleep. If he had still been there, he could well have been caught in the gunfire.

More to the point, if he had been dozing or dayreaming at this point, too, then he could just have easily have been dead.

He couldn't waste much more time. He had to get away from here, and do so quickly. Whoever was back there would surely be either dead or a player. Now the game was halfway through, Shogo had little time for either: people were going to start changing for the worse. Shogo's plan was running behind schedule, and if it failed, he would personally have caused all of these kids' deaths for no reason.

He had to keep moving forward. For everyone's sake.


    It was the end of lunch on a sunny-but-windy October afternoon. Shogo was leaning at his usual spot against the windowsill, gazing out glassily. His eyes lazily followed the children outside as they ran laughing, innocent, carefree. Most of the class were outdoors, enjoying the last of the dwindling summer sun. Shogo had been at the school for a month or two now, and of course, he knew that for some of these children, it would probably be their last summer after all.

    One or two students were already indoors, wasting time until the afternoon classes began. In one corner, Satomi Noda and Keita IIjima were at their respective desks, not paying any attention to the rest of the people in the room. By the window, Shuuya Nanahara was showing Hiroki Sugimura some CDs he had received, a gleam of incredulity in his own eyes ("--and he gave me all ten of them for a few thousand yen, because he needed to get rid of the lot! Damn, I scored lucky there, haha.... but some of these titles look strange..."). At the back, that group of strange girls--who despite being indoors most lunchtimes, Shogo was yet to learn their names because they seemed to use bizarre nicknames-- were playing some sort of card game.

    Shogo just let his mind drift idly, not letting himself dwell on anything too long. The only things he dwelled on were bad memories, and he would rather not have people badgering him all the time to see if he was feeling okay.

    There was a rumble of male voices outside the door, and Shogo sighed, knowing his relative peace would soon be shattered. Sure enough, Mitsuru Numai and his cronies came tumbling through the door chanting something vulgar like they had been to a sports match. Shogo noticed Hiroshi had some sort of food stain down his shirt. Shogo closed his eyes and hoped they would shut up soon enough. Naturally, they didn't, which came as no surprise: after all, little more than eighteen months ago, he was a kid like this. Same old children, same old crap in every school on the fucking planet.

    "Oh god did you see his fucking face?" Mitsuru was bawling with laughter.

    "Then that supply teacher tried to come in, bigging himself up," Ryuhei cackled in unison. "What was that long word Boss called him?"

    "Pederast," Shou said without skipping a beat.

    Ryuhei tilted his head. "What does that word even mean?"

    "Means he fiddles with ickle girlies," Mitsuru said, as if trying to show he had been paying attention. "Can't believe the Boss found that dirt on the man! Perving in on the girls' locker room at his last school?"

    "I was curious and searched for him." Kazuo explained, as if discussing what he had had for lunch. "It's interesting what you can find on the internet if you look in the right places."

    On cue, Kazuo had picked up one of the CDs from Shuuya's recently acquired selection; from where he was stood, Shogo could vaguely make out a figure in stockings, suspenders and a dated permed wig reclining within a set of red lips. Kazuo was ignoring everyone, as if no longer interested in Mitsuru's jeering, despite glancing up at the boy occasionally, then studying the CD further.

    "Dude, you reckon he took photos of the girls as they were getting changed or something?" Hiroshi continued regardless.

    "Oh, I do hope you're not implying Kazzy-kun looks at naughty pictures of girls on the internet!" Shou giggled in a tone of mock scandal that Mitsuru probably failed to fully register was entirely sarcastic.

    At the back of the room, a girl giggled.

    Silence.

    Then--

    "The fuck are you laughin' at?" Hiroshi had bellowed, rearing on the knot of girls at the back of the class. The threesome had recoiled as the whole gang turned their attention to them.

    "I said, what the fuck were you laughin' at?" Hiroshi's face was turning a reddish colour. Mitsuru had strode in front of him and was now leaning over Kaori, glaring at Megumi.

    "You sayin the boss is into fuckin kiddie porn?" Mitsuru hollered at the girls; presumably, the only reason he wasn't full-out shouting was because he intended to get louder. Regardless, Megumi was now turning gradually more white. The silence grew uncomfortably long. Kazuo, obviously bored with the CD, picked up a newspaper from Satomi's desk.

    "Heh, reckon that teacher took photos of them?" Ryuhei sneered, jabbing his thumb at the threesome.

    Hiroshi snorted. "Heh, them freaks? Who the hell would take a pic of them? It'd break the fuckin camera..."

    Shogo saw Shuuya sitting up, clearly intending to intervene. However, he remembered vaguely the last time Shuuya Nanahara got involved with something like this, and left school with a split lip. Sighing, Shogo made his move.

    "Why do you think they were talking about Kiriyama?"

    "Stay out of this, Kawada," Hiroshi warned, but Shogo, being a good eight inches taller than the other boy, ignored him.

    "I'm just trying to figure out why they're not allowed to laugh at their own in-jokes, that's all."

    "They weren't fuckin laughin at themselves, were they?" Mitsuru said, offensively close. "Nobody fuckin disrespects the Boss like that, and..."

    "Are you sure they were talking about Kiriyama?" Shogo said calmly, an eyebrow raised.

    "Course they fuckin were!"

    "Were they?"

    "...course!" Mitsuru replied stubbornly, though there was suddenly a clear hint of doubt in his voice.

    Shogo turned to the three girls, who barely seemed to be breathing. "Girls, what were you talking about?"

    None of them said anything, and then suddenly they all gabbled at once, Megumi babbled about Kaori missing her turn, Kaori said something about her and Megumi trying to pick up the same card at once, and Mizuho wittered on about some sort of Janus-faced Empress of Prosperity, which one of them quickly translated into the Queen of Diamonds. Either rate, the girls made a tangled embarrasment of themselves and their private conversation, but it was obvious they were being honest.

    "So you see, none of them were listening to what you were saying," Shogo said simply, calmly, not offering a rise. "In fact, most of this room were probably ignoring you."

    Indeed, Keita and Satomi had buried themselves in books of their own, and Shuuya was holding the CD Kazuo had taken from him earlier, whilst Hiroki sat on the windowsill awkwardly. Kazuo was still reading the newspaper.

    "I ain't letting them off until I get a fuckin apology for calling The Boss a- a-!" Mitsuru was now saying, though it was clearly a lost cause. None of the other members of his gang were speaking now, looking at the floor with a mixture of embarrasment and amusement.

    "They weren't talking about kid photos at all, and you know it. In fact, the only person in this room who made such a big deal about whether or not.... The Boss did something like that... was you."

    Mitsuru's mouth opened and shut like a fish, and his arms were shaking with rage. He was probably about to lash out at Shogo, had it not been for Kazuo speaking:

    "I want to try being a priest."

    Everyone in the room stared at him.

    "......"

    "Yes, a priest," Kazuo said, not looking up from his newspaper. "According to this article, there is a Shinto ceremony this weekend at temples within the city, to help raise money for street children. I am interested in partaking in this ceremony."

    "....what the hell?" Ryuhei's face was twisted in confusion.

    "Of course, if you like," Kazuo added as an afterthought, "we could also try and steal the collection. They would look to us to lead them in the rituals for their god, and then their faith would be betrayed. That might be interesting to experience."

    "What? Why you sayin that out loud?"

    "There are numerous ceremonies taking place this weekend," Kazuo sighed, "and nobody at any of them should know us. Although it might be beneficial to make disguises, especially if we seek to intercept their takings."

    The whole room was gawping wordlessly. Keita and Hiroki were looking at him like he had stapled a blind kitten to a firework.

    "Noda, I wish to keep this newspaper. I think I shall pursue this idea further."

    And with that, Kazuo walked back out of the room. The gang (especially Mitsuru) blinked as though in a daze, and went out to follow him. The minute the room was clear, Shogo flashed the girls a small smile.

    "Don't worry about those boys; they'll have forgotten by afternoon classes," he said in an undertone. "Besides, they'll get what's coming to them eventually. Trust me on that."

    With that, Shogo sat back in his normal window seat, looking outside at the children enjoying their last few moments of freedom before the bell rang.

    "Hey man."

    Shogo looked up. Nanahara had come over to his desk, and was smiling faintly.

    "Saw what you did there," Shuuya nodded to the girls, who were whispering to each other. "Glad someone stood up to them, y'know? I was about to, but..."

    Shogo had raised his massive hand. "Don't sweat it. They're not so big."

    "But damn, it looked like Mitsuru was gonna come at you, though!"

    "I've taken bigger guys than him on," Shogo shrugged. "Not a big deal."

    "Yeah, well," Shuuya said, "I kinda respect stuff like that. You're not a bad guy at all."

    "I'm not a good guy either," Shogo said bluntly. "I'm just a guy. But I'm not big on people talking crap."

    "No offence, but you don't seem big on talking."

    Shogo smiled, affording a small laugh beneath his breath. It probably had been the first time these kids had heard him speak of his own volition.

    "That's okay though," Shuuya said, pointing his thumb back at Sugimura, "I'm good with the strong, silent types."

    "Like I say," Shogo repeated, as if to finish the conversation. "It's cool, don't mention it."

    "But..."

    "No, seriously," Shogo said with slightly more firmness. "Don't mention it."

    Shuuya seemed to give up, just as the bell rang. Shogo sighed, and looked out the window once more. It wouldn't have bothered him if the gang had thrown punches.

    After all, he had more important things to do today than any petty classroom squabbles.

    He was going to meet the leader.


Funny, Shogo thought as this memory crossed his mind, half the people who were there are dead now.

It was strange for Shogo because he wasn't accustomed to remembering people he was at school with, and knowing they are systematically dying in the present. When he was playing his first game, he barely thought about life before the game once, except for the obvious memories he had with his girlfriend. When he finally did start reflecting, it was long after they had all been killed and disposed of. They probably disposed of the bodies, anyway. Perhaps there was some sort of funeral service. He never bothered finding out.

But here was a new batch of forty-two students, being cut short one at a time, and the game would soon be drawing to a close. He knew that. He barely had a day to go before the game ended.

Nearby, a shot rang out. Well, rapid gunfire, anyhow.

Frozen, Shogo hushed his breath for a few moments, in case there was any more commotion, any further gunshots, in case any kids came running in his direction like stampeding antelope.

None did. Just the one shot. Perhaps a suicide.

Carefully, Shogo edged his head a little higher, to try and make out any signs of life. There wasn't much to see, except a body lying flat on its side, hair fluttering uselessly in the slight winds.

The hair belonged to a boy's body. But there weren't many boys left with hair like that, surely? Maybe Nanahara, Sasagawa, Niida... any of them were still alive...

The speakers crackled. Looked like his query was about to be answered.

He flicked lines through these names. One. Two-three. Four, five... six. Ah, so that must have been Sasagawa. Probably for the best, he would always have been a handful....

The report ended, and Shogo paused to inspect his map. As an afterthought, and after being sure nobody was coming his way, he examined the notes he started making earlier in the game, crossing out most of the names, until there were only a few remaining:

A: Try to help these people-- Yukie Shinji Kayoko Noriko Yoshitoki Shuuya Yumiko Hirono Mayumi Izumi
B: Expendable, use if required-- Keita Yutaka Sakura Megumi(??) Fumiyo Chisato
C: Too unpredictable. Avoid-- Yoshimi Toshinori Yoji Ryuhei Shou Yuko Megumi(??) Yuka Hirono Tatsumichi Kazushi</s>
D: Likely to be threats. Avoid-- KAZUO Mizuho Mitsuru Hirono Takako


He looked at the paper, and realised that, even by his own standards, that looked really fucking messy. He took a moment to try and make things look a little neater. Without anything solid to lean on, the writing itself was clumsy and large, but he wasn't going to be tested on it. He just wanted to see how his assessment was going.

A: Save-- Kayoko, Shuuya, Yumiko.
B: Use-- Sakura, Chisato
C: Tricky-- Yoji, Yuko, Yuka
D: Kill-- Kazuo, Mizuho.
E: ???-- Megumi, Hirono.


He had added the fifth group as an afterthought, as he still didn't know how to address either of those girls. Hirono... he would like to trust her. But she was playing near to the start, so why the hell would she be any less trigger-happy now? As for Megumi.... she was with Mizuho, so was around when they killed Kaori. She could be in any state of mind. She was probably out of her mind, but.... how did she survive this long?

How did she outlast Mitsuru and Ryuhei?

No... there were still too many people he couldn't predict. And besides, someone had shot Ryuhei, and it probably wasn't just Kazuo either. The odds were just against that.

It was no good, he had to approach the body. With some care, he went closer to Ryuhei, trying not to pay much attention to the fallen boy's face. The killer could still be around. The killer could be waiting. The killer.... oh hell, the fact there was a fucking killer said it all.

    "Kawada, we're glad you came today. Did anyone follow you here?"

    "No, it was dead quiet. Oh, and I brought
    the book back. What's wrong?"

    "We're gonna have to take you somewhere. Get in the van outside. Hiuchi is driving."

    "Where are you taking me?"

    "Can't tell you. Can't show you either."

    "Can you at least tell me what's going on?"

    "There's an opening for a plan, and you're the only person who can do it. But I don't know more than that. You'll find out more when you get there."

    "Get
    where?"

    ".....You're going to meet our leader."


There was blood.

Shogo was close enough now to make out the features of Ryuhei's face sufficiently recognise that it WAS him. Of course, there was little to see, besides another dead body. Sacrifices were going to be made all along the way. But the time was ever drawing near for decisions to be made, and risks to be taken.

And Shogo saw something that made him realise that time might be sooner than he planned.

Another figure was visible, and this figure was clearly alive. A girl, one he knew in the class to be one of the collective, run-of-the-mill, mainstream girls. A follower, a mouse.

And she was holding a machine gun.

This was it, then. Someone who had always been so harmless to the class, someone who seemed weak, protected (surely an early out in a game like this?), was still standing (did she shoot Ryuhei? What are the odds there was someone else round these parts with the same weapon?), and ultimately, was going to keep going until the game ended.

One way or another. One way or another, there wouldn't be a happy ending. Not for Shogo, not for her, not for anyone.

Not really.

So he approached her swiftly, carefully holding his weapon. The less he thought, the easier it was. Turning your brain off in these situations was key. The hunter instinct. Something basic. Whatever gets the fucking job done.

He was drawing nearer the girl. Group B. Useful, but expendable.

Probably a good girl, but he couldn't take the chance. His plan would have to wait a few minutes. One passenger needed to get off for the safety of the rest.

Make the first move, Shogo.

He fired.

And be sure it's the last.


((OOC: Doom! An attempt! Shogo attacks Chisato Matsui: Kill/Wound/Fail? Please wait for the vote to be opened~ :O All the best, and any/all feedback is of course appreciated!))
 
 
 
17 October 2008 @ 03:59 pm
((since I’m not meeting up with someone anymore, I decided to take Chisato in a different direction, I guess. XD lmao. ENJOY. I didn’t get PC control from David III because I haven’t seen him online at all lately, but we did talk about doing something like this, so I hope its okay.))

The rain continued to fall as Chisato sat there, an unbelieving look of stress on her face. Her hair stuck to the side of her face, but she didn’t bother to move it. Silently, Chisato packed the stuff from Kazushi’s bag into her own and stood up, her legs shaking violently.

Chisato waved a hand in front of her head, watching a severe amount of fingers waft in close proximity to her eyes. She felt queasy; uneasy. Her head throbbed madly. She couldn’t believe it – she didn’t want to believe it. Chisato shook her head, feeling a pain thrash through it, and set off walking – her feet were unsteady and it took all her strength to not actually fall flat on her face.

He’s dead, you know.

A small voice seemed to embed itself at the back of Chisato’s mind – she heard it, she didn’t want to hear it, but it wouldn’t go away. It kept repeating the same thing over and over again – she didn’t even know if it was herself, nor did she care. She just wanted it to shut up. She couldn’t… she thought he’d live through this.

“Shut up!” Chisato raised her voice, slapping a hand aggressively against her forehead, “d-don’t… make me remember.”

He’s the only one who liked you.

“S-sh-shutup—!” Chisato was babbling incoherently; she was crying uncontrollably. She couldn’t stop herself, Shinji was dead and he wasn’t coming back. He wasn’t going to talk to her again—he wasn’t going to look at her again.

He wasn’t going to love her again.

    Taking a seat at her desk, Chisato yawned, lifting her hand to cover her mouth, she closed her eyes, just opening them a second later. She was tired—not enough sleep, too much exercise. She had been up since two in the morning, gone for a one hour jog, and then did crunches for another hour. Chisato repeated it until it was time to go to school; she didn’t even eat breakfast. It was the beginning of the day and she was already feeling worn-out.

    “Morning class,” Mr. Hayashida waltzed through the door, books tucked under his arm. Some of the class welcomed him, but most stayed quiet. Pulling his chair back, he began to speak once again. “I know you’re all excited for the trip that’s happening next week, but some of you – Mitsuko, Hirono – I’m talking about you, still haven’t brought your permission slips back. You won’t be able to go if you don’t bring them in by Friday.”

    Chisato tried to walk herself up and turned her head to look at the two girls, who didn’t seem to acknowledge that Hayashida was talking to them. Facing back to the front of the class, Chisato caught Shinji’s eye, but quickly rested her head against the desk so she didn’t have to look at him. She didn’t need that kind of stress right now. The phone call the other night was embarrassing enough; she hadn’t spoken to him since.

    “I hope you all remember that this trip isn’t just a chance for you to mess around,” Mr. Hayashida turned his back to the class and started writing on the board. “Try to get something out of it, please.”

    Again, some of the class nodded in response. Chisato didn’t want to lift her head up in case Shinji was staring at her again; she really didn’t want to deal with him right now. He was just going to make her worse. “Take out your History books class,” Mr. Hayashida ordered, “turn to page eighty-seven.”

    With all the exercising that had gone on this morning, Chisato had forgotten her book. Slowly raising her arm, she cleared her throat to get the attention of the teacher. “Mr. Hayashida? I’ve forgotten my textbook.”

    “Well, I don’t have any more. You’ll have to go to the storeroom and see if there’s any in there.” Fumbling in his pockets, Mr. Hayashida brought out a key and handed it to Chisato, who slowly trudged to the front of the classroom, too tired to care. “Don’t be long.”

    “Sir!”

    Not him.

    Dropping his book on the desk, Mr. Hayashida peered through his glasses, “What, Shinji?”

    “I forgot my textbook, too,” Shinji said, coolly.

    Sighing, Mr. Hayashida wiped his brow, “Chisato, would you bring one back for—”

    “I should go with her,” Shinji explained, “she might not be able to find them by herself.”

    Chisato watched this all happened in slow-motion, she didn’t seem to be able to actually speak up and stop this from happening. Grudgingly, she walked out of the room, keeping up the pace, as Shinji trailed behind, his feet quickening.

    “Hey, Chisato. What’s up with you?” Shinji tried to keep a hand on her shoulder, but she shrugged it off. She was striding now.

    “Will you just leave me alone?” Putting the key in the lock, Chisato turned the key, hearing the door unlock. Opening it, she walked inside and quickly began looking through the books.

    Taking the key from the lock, Shinji swung them around his index finger, “Did I do something wrong on our date?”

    “No—just, you don’t get it.” Chisato turned towards Shinji, who was busily locking the door from the inside, “w-what are you doing?”

    “I’ll listen, just tell me.”


Making her way up to the viewing platform, Chisato tried to stop herself from making too much noise – the constant sniffling and whaling of her voice could attract anyone – although, it was something she wasn’t trying to think about. She was making herself feel sick. The banging headache was just making her crave a barfing – although, she had tried to learn not to do that. She had only been sick once the entire Program – even then, it wasn’t because she wanted to be sick.

Twisting herself around, grabbing hold of her stomach, Chisato retched, watching the colourless liquid splash against the ground; a large amount managed to find its way on to her shoes. Turning around, Chisato kept on walking.

Striding, Chisato picked up the pace, skirting along the path – she felt a stitch almost instantly when she started running, but she ignored it – the wind stung against her face, but she didn’t mind. Her hand was still tightly wrapped around the Uzi; she was coddling it – it was her baby – something like that, anyway, she thought.

He’s the only one.

Ignoring the voice, Chisato continued.

    Chisato ran a hand through her hair, “If I tell you will you just let me go?” She didn’t want to be around him anymore than she had to; if it’d shut him up; she just might as well tell him. At least then, they’d be able to get on with their lives. They could go back to before.

    “Sure.”

    Chisato sat on one of the boxes, her eyes trailed down to her body. She smoothed out her sailor uniform, getting rid of the bumps in the material. “I just… I think I’m ugly, okay? I’m disgusting; I hate myself. You… you made me feel better, but now it’s ruined.”

    “Wait, what? You’re not ugly, Chisato. I don’t think you are.” Shinji came closer to the girl, “You’re… really cute.” Sitting beside her, he put his arms around her, allowing Chisato to rest her head against his shoulder.

    Chisato stared up at Shinji, tears building up at the back of her eyes, “It was a pity date, wasn’t it?”

    “N-no! I really wanted to go out with you. I really like you, Chisato.” Moving himself closer to her, he began to stroke the back of her hair.

    “I’m not like the other girls you date.”

    “That’s… why I like you.”

    The two stared at each other in an awkward fashion, for a long time. Their heads moved closer to each other – inching ever so closer each second, Chisato began to tear up, allowing a tear to slip down her cheek. Shinji took his finger and wiped it away, delicately holding the sides of her face, he pressed forward. Their lips met.

    At first, Chisato didn’t really know what to do – she hadn’t kissed anyone before, so she allowed Shinji to take the lead. The two broke away, “Don’t worry,” Shinji comforted her, “I’ll guide you.”

    Chisato nodded in response. She didn’t want to stop. She suddenly forgot about how tired she was – how hungry she was. It was just her and Shinji in this moment – it was theirs, no one else’s. No one else mattered.

    Slowly, with her hands shaking, Chisato began to unbutton Shinji’s shirt, taking care not to rip any of the buttons off. When she could, she started to lift it up above his head, her eyes wandering to the part of his boxer shorts that were above his waistband. Shinji took the shirt from her grasp, throwing it in the corner of them room. Touching his body, Chisato allowed the warmth to comfort her—she pushed herself closer to him, her body pressed gently against his own.

    Looking up at Shinji, the two embraced again. Chisato allowed him to lead once more – it made her feel safe. It made her feel better. Pulling apart, she shivered nervously, Shinji’s hands were cold. Chisato allowed him to slowly unbutton her shirt, revealing her body. She had never shown her body to anyone – grimacing, she turned her head so she couldn’t see herself, but Shinji pressed his hand against her cheek, moving her back. “You’re beautiful just as you are, Chisato.”

    Swallowing hard, Chisato smiled, pressing her own, half-naked self against his. Shinji quickly made way to her back, undoing the strap to her bra. Tossing it aside, Chisato laid on the cold floor, her cheeks reddened.

    Looking up at Shinji, the two grinned. Unbuckling his pants, Shinji allowed them to drop to the floor and he kicked them off his legs, taking his time and almost tripping himself off. Chisato giggled playfully, “I thought you’d be an expert at taking your clothes off.”

    Shinji laughed, shooting Chisato a smirk. Sliding his boxer shorts off, Shinji came down on Chisato, who had already taken off her skirt. He put one hand behind Chisato’s head, the other behind her back, lifting her slightly above the cold floor.

    It began to hurt, but only at first. After, there was only pleasure.

    It made her feel beautiful again.


Nearing the viewing platform, Chisato noticed a silhouette – she didn’t know who it was – a boy, at least, though. Gripping her gun; she thought about it – only for a second. She only needed a second.

“This is all I can do now.”

Pulling the trigger, Chisato found herself smiling. Her face was white, her pupils were dilated. She was no longer the Chisato she was before.

“This is the only way I can be beautiful again.”

((okay! It’s gonna be a vote! Whoo~ ‘kay, so does Chisato miss, wound or kill Ryuhei Sasagawa? :D))
 
 
14 October 2008 @ 04:00 am
And all he could remember, all that he could think about, breathe about was a name.

Noriko.

It was over. His chapter was finished without the storybook ending. Back to being another faceless, forgettable character, he backed himself up into the shadows again. The rain provided the perfect backdrop to the perfect misery scene - hell, his whole life was one great misery scene - and the mud, that was the icing to his heart as he misstepped and fell backwards into the drenched earth.

Too slow, too casual, too Yoshitoki. Her memories were slipping out of his hands now.

Noriko...?

Her eyes, her smile, the way her lips moved in a dance to frame her words. Her soothing voice. Her feminine, held-back laughter. Giggles, little titters of delightful sound. Never would have hurt a soul. Never did anything to deserve this. Out of every motherfucker on this island, why the hell did it have to be you?

Shit, shit, shiiitt!!!


Not fast enough, he had lost it all before he had anything to gain. Some hero. Some fucking hero you turned out to be, huh, Yoshitoki? And, he didn't know if it was the rain water making his eyes so blurry or his tears. Not man enough, not anything enough.

He should have been running out of the house. He should have been zooming around to find her, instead of sitting around like a coward (sitting around like yourself). He shouldn't have turned the corner of the house and frozen up. He should have been doing a million and one things. But Yoshitoki Kuninobu played it safe. He always did.

Fuck!! Maybe if he had kept on moving, maybe there would have been a chance. No, no, anyone would have stopped, right? Right? You can't blame me for not wanting to be killed. Kiriyama could have killed me, just like he had killed the others. Oh... He felt vomit tickling the back of his throat.

Everytime he closed his eyes, he saw it. Saw what had happened before the report, before the rainfall.

At the sound of the second gunshot, one sound not too far from the other, Yoshitoki had peeked over the corner of the house, just to see. Just to see if it was
and it wasn't her
It was something else entirely.
curiousity kills

Kiriyama took it. The fucker took the bullet in his arm and, and, you have to believe me...he's not human. In one graceful (graceful? Oh God) movement, he had thrown something and one  went down on top of the other guy
corpse
and there was so much blood. Too much blood coming out of his neck. And, cold, fucking Kiriyama just started hacking away at them both. Took off their heads while Yoshitoki just
Stop it - stop it - I'm gonna be sick - stop, stop, stop -

It was without emotion, something like a mechanical machine doing its job. Zero hesitation. Zero questioning. Yoshi held his hands over his mouth, silencing his hysterical breathing.

Stop it - why are you doing this? Why, why, why? Please don't look over here - please - please, please!!


No matter how hard he thought, nothing stopped it. Every sound, every noise, every squeeze. It was methodical, every movement on its own rhythm. By the time Yoshitoki opened his eyes again, their heads were missing and Kiriyama was gone. It took a few delayed seconds for Yoshitoki to find solidity in his shaking legs so he could walk again.

"Oh my fucking God," Yoshi let the syllables out in a low breath. Keita Iijima - what the hell were you doing - and Mitsuru Numai, one of Kiriyama's goons.

Could've done something, Yoshi. Could've yelled, could've screamed. Could've made some sound to save them

and get myself killed, too? What good would that have been?! And you saw it. He got him in the neck. In the neck!! All the food he had left in him surged up and out, painting the green grass brown-orange.

I've still got to find Noriko. Noriko, Noriko...
He got up on his knees, wiping the sick from his mouth with his worn sleeve. Everything was spinning. The sharp stench of death hung in the air, finding a constant, choking home in his nose. Okay, breathe, Yoshi, don't throw up again. And, like most things that he didn't want to happen, it happened. Over and over again, until the brown color turned to copper.

I've got to get up, got to get away. Got to find her before
before this happens to her, too.


Yoshitoki rose. The sky darkened gravely above him, threatening storm. It must've been midnight. He glanced at his watch. Report time.

Not now...!


"You've doubled your standard -" Sakamochi's voice thundered across the island in time with a flash of lightning. Four deaths, four deaths every report before the midnight hour. Four - the number representing death. Yoshi should've known, he should've seen it coming that on the fourth report -

Four names passed before:
"Boy #19 Shinji Mimura
Girl #15 Noriko Nakagawa"
Hope was lost. Everything he ever knew was lost.

Noriko.


And so here Yoshitoki Kuninobu was, sitting in the mud with buckets of water splashing over him.

Sitting here in the mud without you.


"Hey, Noriko, wait up!"

Yet another boring, useless day at Shiroiwa Junior High had come to a close. It must have been a beautiful day outside, nearly every blue sky had had more shades in it since Noriko had graced his sights. Blue sky, wait. If Noriko had heard that description, she would have shaken her head. Like she had said time and time again, colors weren't just colors. Their school uniform wasn't blue. It was a deep navy (if anyone but Noriko had said that, he would've argued that the color was more of a dark something or another and uniform - ha - what a word! It was more like prison garb but hey, it was Noriko, why argue with beauty?).

So, yeah. Pretty blue skies to match the color of her
think of a word, man, think of something - what was that phrase in one of those annoying songs.
chestnut eyes?
no, no, that sounds disgusting. chest nut eyes, I don't even wanna know.
beige?
ew, what? Her eyes aren't beige! Beige eyed girl...that's some freaky stuff.
chocolate?
are they that dark? No... Brown, yeah, but what kind of brown?

"Slow down, Noriko, wait!" Yoshitoki quickened his pace into a run, nearly colliding with Noriko when she stopped abruptly. "Hey, what's up?" He walked around her frozen figure, getting a good look at her face.

She had left the classroom at the end of the day in a hurry, clutching her notebook so tightly that it was making her knuckles turn white. Her face looked worried in a closed, ladylike way, the sort of face dignified ladies made to shield themselves when something was seriously wrong. If she had been any other Noriko than his Noriko, he probably wouldn't have caught the way her lips trembled just so, and would have glossed over all the details.

"Um, uh, something the matter?" The words came out squeaky, not at all smooth like they had sounded in his head.

"Oh, no, nothing's wrong," Noriko gave him a small smile. "Just trying to get home a little earlier, that's all."

"Mind if I walk you?" Yoshitoki offered. "I mean, it's no trouble at all for me. I remember from last time, your house isn't too far away from my place." C'mon, say the line. A pretty girl should

"Thank you, Nobu, but really, it's alright." As she turned to walk away, he stopped her, holding her by the shoulder. "Um..."

"Haven't you ever heard the saying?" A pretty girl should never "Y-you know...that one saying that they say and uh, yeah..."

"Nobu, would you mind taking your hand off of me?" Noriko shifted uncomfortably, stepping away and free from his hand. "Thank you."

"Aprettygirlshouldneverhavetowalkalone!" The smile on his face was as awkward as his wording. "Yeah, you know how people always say that, and you know, it's true, so, yeah, you shouldn't have to walk alone. Get it?"

She was looking over her shoulder anxiously, probably looking for an escape of some sort. Not that she was that rude or anything. No. Noriko was never rude. Always polite, always nice and quick to offer a helping hand to her friends, no matter what the cost. It was one of the most amazing things about her.

Auburn brown eyes...
No, that's not right, either. Auburn's a hair color and it's reddish, isn't it? Why does poetry have to be so hard?

It's not so hard for you, is it? You're poetry in motion.

"Thank you, I'm flattered." Her smile lessened, despite her words. "I really don't think so, but thanks." She started walking, moving as fast as her skirt would allow. Yoshi walked (more like jogged) right next to her to keep up. His mind was racing his heart to find the words to say to her, something that would amaze her and knock her off her feet and into his arms.

It had taken him months to be able to get her onto a friendly level at the very least, not like it was that difficult or anything, just that he had to play everything right. One mess-up, and you're gone. So far, things had been looking good. Most of the days that she spent afterschool writing, Yoshitoki was there. Yeah, sure, there were days when they said very little to one another. He kind of mumbled, she kind of nodded, and she wrote.

Page after page, it was like she were writing the great Japanese novel. Poem after poem. Song lyric after song lyric. I didn't even know she could sing, wow. Maybe I should learn some guitar or something and have her sing...yeah, that would be sweet. I remember she told me she loves listening to guitar playing. I could amaze her with a couple of chords, no sweat. Yoshitoki smiled warmly, remembering the time when he asked her where all her inspiration came from. Her answer? A boy. A very special, kind-hearted boy like no one else.

Yeah, Yoshi wasn't going to jinx it or anything by making assumptions. He still had a gut feeling, though. If nothing else, he was special and kind-hearted like no one else. Definitely. I mean, who else could there be?

"So, um, not like it's my business, but what's making you leave so fast? Whatever happened to staying behind to write or whatever?" He motioned to her notebook. "You're holding onto that thing like it's your last chance at life. You have tickets in there to America or something?" Bad joke; she wasn't laughing. And what did Yoshi know about America, anyway?

Noriko stopped right infront of the exit. "No." She had said it in a cold, odd way that didn't sound like her. Then, she kept on moving again, her hair bouncing slightly as she went.

"Hey, is something wrong? You can tell me." He wished he hadn't mentioned anything about that country, if that was bothering her, or anything.

"Nothing's wrong."

"Are you sure?" It must've been something else.

"I'm sure," They were walking outside now. Yoshitoki could smell the flowers blooming into colorful arrays. "I just want to get home early today, okay? You don't have to walk me, Nobu. It's okay, honestly." He glanced over at the ground. Were those daisies or tulips? Which ones were Noriko allergic to, again? She looked like she was holding back a sneeze.

"Okay. At least let me hold your book until we get there."

"No, Nobu." Noriko shook her head once slowly.

He held out his hands. "Seriously, it's the least I can do. We're friends, aren't we?"

"It's alright. I can carry it myself." Her lips twitched in dainty exasperation.

"You're hiding something." Nobu crossed his arms. "What're you hiding, Miss Nakagawa?"

Noriko stopped walking, closed her eyes, then sighed, dropping her arms to their sides. "Nothing. I'm just trying not to be late. I've got to help my brother with his homework and all. Family stuff, you know?"

"What happened to your shirt?"

"Oh, yeah..." She glanced down at the tear. It was a solid diagonal slash through the stomach area. Anyone could see that it wasn't an accidental rip. Before the words came out of her mouth, Yoshi knew who it must have been. "Hirono happened...but it's okay, I'm gonna go home and sew it up and it'll be fine. I do have two extra pairs of uniform, after all."

"Hirono?! That stupid bitch!" His face and tone twisted into a snarl. Rage seethed out of him in short, stilted breaths. How dare you, Shimizu? How fucking dare you? Wait 'til I find you and wring your neck.

"Hey, Yoshitoki!" Noriko bit her lip. "It's rude to call someone that."

"Look what she did to you." Yoshi's hands shook themselves into fists. "No one should be allowed to get away with that. Dumb, stupid bitch. Can't believe she would do something like that to you! You don't deserve it at all. Why aren't you mad? Why aren't you even upset with her or anything?"

"Well, it's not like she's a bad person or evil or anything. Hirono's just Hirono."

"She's a bitch. Her whole gang is a bunch of bitches. Mitsuko and Yoshimi and the rest of them." He had heard stories about Mitsuko and her girls. Everyone had. Those girls were notorious for stealing, violence, extreme humiliation, sex, and all kinds of other things. Supposedly, Mitsuko had once even stabbed a guy twice her size. They were insane, all three of them. Insane and in charge of most things around the school. It was crazy how many kids were afraid of them - and for good reason.

"There's a good side to everyone, Yoshitoki. Don't forget that. Nobody's totally evil, no matter how bad they may seem on the surface." Noriko covered the small slash with her hand. Fortunately, the cut had been shallow enough to only go through the fabric and not reach her skin. "Yoshimi's not so bad, atleast on her own. She can be really nice sometimes, especially since she's been going out with Yoji."

Yoji and Yoshimi. Yoshitoki rolled his eyes. They must have been the oddest couple, ever.

"And Hirono," Noriko went on. "I think it's all a tough act on the outside to keep people from messing with her. I'm sure she's not that bad once you get to know her. And Mitsuko, well, she's kind of the same way, I think. There's something about her that I feel like we're not getting the whole story on, you know?"

"What do you mean?"

"Like, have you ever read an old book missing a few pages or, like, a few pages were messed up or something, so you couldn't read them all the way?"

"I don't get it."

"It's kind of like that. Mitsuko's sort of a riddle missing a few things so you can't get the true answer. She's missing a couple of pages to her story, a few pages that we might never get to read. I don't think Mitsuko - well, the real Mitsuko Souma - is as mean and scary as we all think." She giggled softly into her hand. "See, I bet Mitsuko sleeps with a teddybear or something. Wouldn't that be funny? She's just like any other girl out there. Everybody's all afraid of her, but she's just like anyone else."

"Never thought of them that way." Yoshi whistled. "Guess you're right. How about Niida? Think he's just like any other guy?"

"Ew, okay." She laughed. "He's a definite pervert."

"Aha, so your ''nobody's really that bad'' theory doesn't work for everybody."

"I didn't say that. Niida has some traits that people might find interesting." Noriko shrugged. "I'm sure he's a nice guy once you get passed all the perverted stuff that he does and says sometimes. I don't know that much about him personally... Hey, I know you're going to ask about Kuronaga next or something. Don't even. I don't know him or the rest of his friends that well. All I'm saying is that no one is as horrible as you think they are, okay? Everybody's got something that people like about them."

Everybody's got something, Yoshi thought lamely. Wonder what I've got. He didn't bother to ask.

"Hey, um, N-Noriko, anybody ever tell you that you've got great eyes? They're so beautiful and...
brown." Brown? That's all you're going to say? What happened to impressing her with some pretentious, artsy adjective?

"Thanks. I mean it." Noriko looked down at her shirt again. "I should really get home now. It's kind of embarassing; I thought the hole was a lot smaller than how it really is, wow. Good thing I'm wearing layers today." She started walking, then stopped suddenly in her tracks. "Um, Yoshitoki, wanna walk me home? Sorry for being so rude about everything earlier, I just didn't want anyone noticing the rip or anything, haha." Nervous laughter. The best kind.

"It's okay. Don't worry about it, no one's gonna notice a thing as long as you keep smiling," Yoshi grinned. "And, of course, I'll walk you home. Walking you home is awesome, yeah. I'm...I'm here for you, no matter what, Noriko. Always."
 
Always. Always always has to come with an expiration date. Every good dream had its reality check ending, one big slap in the face or gunshot to the head or knife in the neck. His stomach heaved again. Not just for the bodies, but for the life he wasn't going to get back. All those memories, every happy thought shattered.

"Noriko, no."

Things weren't supposed to happen this way. He was supposed to be able to find her. He was supposed to be able to tell her everything was going to be okay. He was going to hold her
pull her close
kiss her
and sleep with her safe in his arms. That was the fairy tale ending. He was going to save her and everything would be alright because they were together and he would finally be able to tell her the words he had never been able to say. The word that ruins everything. The word better left felt, not spoken. Yoshitoki was going to tell her he

to tell her he

I can't say it

to tell her he loved her.

A pretty girl should never have to walk alone. How could he have been so fucking stupid? She walked alone
no, look on the bright side, maybe she wasn't alone, maybe
shut the hell up, you know what happened to her
A pretty girl walked alone and got killed.

Here for you no matter what. I wasn't there when you needed me the most. I couldn't save you when it counted. Noriko...!

I wasn't good enough for you. Is this supposed to be their way of saying I wasn't good enough for you? The ultimate test. Strapped around his wrist, he could feel the weight of the wiimote. With shaking hands, he had checked the bodies for any useful weapons and obviously, they came up short. Kiriyama must have taken everything - their collars, too. Decapitated cadavers without collars, freed from their leash in death.

And now you're free, too, you're free without me.

I
failed. I'm not special.
I'm not special.
I'm absolutely nothing.

A crowd of kids surround another.
He's playing a soft, gentle tune.
They're listening, they're clapping along to a steady one, two, three, four.
Meanwhile, there's a boy standing there, not worth more than the floor.
He sticks to the wall,
says words that go unheard,
and watches the one who has it all
play a soft, gentle tune.

"Wow, Nobu, you wrote this yourself?"

"It's not that great." He sighed. "It's missing something, isn't it?"

"Yeah," Noriko agreed, tapping the desk thoughtfully. "Maybe, a happy ending?"

"No, that would kind of ruin the flow of things, don't you think?" Yoshi folded the piece of paper back up. They were sharing a desk during break time. He was on one side, and she was on the other. "I mean, to suddenly slap in a happy ending...I don't know about that. It doesn't fit the story. You're the one who hates it when writers force and choke things into their stories."

"Mm, yeah, you're right. Hey, um, I have to go meet up with a friend this break time."

"Again? You did that last Monday, too, and the Monday before that." He smirked. "Seeing anyone special?"

"Kind of." Her voice had an obvious cheery note to it.

"Well, go ahead, wouldn't want to keep you waiting." Yoshi teased.

"Okay, see you later!" She left, waving her hand.

Yeah, it kind of bothered him how they were spending less and less free breaks together, but whatever. It was cool. Things seemed like they were finally looking up for him. He was so, so close to finally being able to tell her. Soon enough, even, he'd be able to break off from the wall and into the sunset, together with her by his side.

That was the happy ending that was missing from the poem. The boy against a wall needed to find his girl, a girl that had something that no one else had, so he could be the boy who had something special and that something special was her. Nobody else, only her. It was the kind of special thing that would make everyone jealous, something better than any relationship in their school.

Yoshitoki smiled to himself.

I'll tell her when the time is right. I'll tell her for sure. He had already told Shuuya a few weeks back about her. Telling him had been hard enough. Why, he didn't know. Probably too afraid to ruin things by saying them out in the air. That's why it's only "kind of liking" her. You can't say the truth out loud. Things get messed up that way. Once you say those three simple words, everything gets screwed up.

I should tell her next week. But, no, wait. Bad idea. I've arleady got a good thing going. Why mess it up now? I should keep things as they are. She tells me a whole lot of stuff, after all. Quiet girl in class, but she's not that quiet. It's like she's got this refined sense of loudness or something. Noriko's so cool - she's not afraid to call anybody by their first name. Cute.

Sure, she's not as much of a leader as Yukie is. Sure, she's not as outwardly smart as Satomi or Motobuchi. Maybe, she's not as athletic as Takako. Who cares about that stuff? She's got so much more to offer than all of that other stuff. Nori's perfect the way she is. I wouldn't want her to be anyone than who she already is.


If he were any better at writing, he'd spend all day writing stories about her. He'd write about her hair, her mouth, her eyes; every single
okay, that's enough, Yoshi. You're getting way too sappy here. Do something, stop sitting around and thinking! Go out and find her and tell her. You can be special for her.

"Yes." He mouthed the word. He could do this. It wasn't like he had anybody in the way. Every poem she wrote about that mysterious boy traced back to him. Great hair (Yoshitoki tried), nice eyes (eh, his eyes weren't all that nice, but he would take any compliment he could get), and a gorgeous smile that made her feel important (that was the biggest clue). It was obvious. She had some sort of feeling. Everything he had been doing was working. He had some sort of chance. And maybe, that chance was today.

Of course, he had been feeling this same way a couple days ago, too, but - but that was totally a trial run. He didn't have to say anything during the trial run.

He walked out into the hallway, ready to write the happy ending to his poem. No, more than write. Co-write. It was her happy ending, too. Yeah, just you and

Shuuya? Since when did you talk to Shuuya without me around?

Since when did your face look like that at a guy? Since when did your eyes start looking like that? Your eyes. Your face is flushing. You're staring. You're staring at him and he's staring at you and you're both staring at eachother and here I am standing here staring at you staring at him and - damnit!

"Ahahaha..." If he hadn't laughed, he might have cried. "Break time's almost over, Shuu, let's get back to class."

How could he have been so fucking clueless? Noriko Nakagawa and Shuuya Nanahara. Should've seen it coming from a mile away. Should've seen it coming before it ran him over. I can't breathe. Pressure, pressure pushing his lungs down.

"Of course. Of course, Yoshitoki," Noriko said with a slight bow of her head. Sweet words. "I'll see the both of you later- thank you very much for today, Shuuya." Sweet words scribing daggers in his chest. One last look at the musician and she was gone, disappearing into a crowd of girls far off in the hallway.

-
"Hey, um, I have to go meet up with a friend this break time."

"Again? You did that last Monday, too, and the Monday before that." He smirked. "Seeing anyone special?"

"Kind of." Her voice had an obvious cheery note to it.
-

It was Shuuya, wasn't it, Noriko?

-
I remember she told me she loves listening to guitar playing.
she loves
listening to guitar playing.
I could amaze her with a couple of chords, no sweat.
Yoshitoki smiled warmly, remembering the time when he asked her where all her inspiration came from. Her answer? A boy. A very special, kind-hearted boy like no one else.
-

The clues were all there, right in front of me.

-
"Hey, how's Shuuya doing with -- you know, the music and stuff?" Something about the way she said his name made his skin itch. "He's...really cool, don't you think?"

"Oh, that loser?" Yoshi joked. "Me 'n' him go way back. I taught him how to tie his shoes." He was walking Noriko home, as usual. It was starting to become their thing-to-do now. "I'm kidding when I call him a loser. We're best friends." It felt weird saying that. It sounded too girly. "I guess you could say we grew up together."

"So, you know everything about him?"

"Not much to know other than he's pretty stupid once you get to know him."

"Hey, you shouldn't say that about him, friends or not." Noriko's stern face was enough to make him stop the insults.

"You should know him already, anyway. You and him talk."

"Yeah, with you around. I just...I just wish I had something for him."

Yoshitoki didn't even hear what Shuuya had said. "Thought you weren't looking for a girlfriend?" This kid...Shuu was actually stealing her away. Thought you were still into that fat girl. Thought you weren't going to take Noriko. He didn't look his friend in the eye. All he could make complete eye contact with was the wall behind Shuu, right over his shoulder. Shiney, almost laminate walls distorted his reflection back at him.

What's wrong with me?

"Whoa, wait- what? Where'd that come from? You feeling okay? I didn't mean to-" Look at you, you act like you're so confused. Perfect. You forgot, didn't you? How fucking convenient. "...Oh. Oh, man. Hold on."

"Something for him? What do you mean by that?" He expertly raised an eyebrow at her.

"What I mean is - is that we have nothing in common. Shuuya's just so Shuuya and I'm so me." Noriko sighed. "I want to be friends with him, you know, but it's like we're in two different worlds."

"Wait a minute now, what makes him so much better than you?"

"Shuuya's a rockstar, Nobu."

And you're my star. That should be good enough for you. "Is this seriously bringing you down this much?" He laughed. "Shuuya's friends with everyone. It's not that hard to talk to him. You do it all the time."

"Only when you're there." Noriko looked frustrated, like she wasn't getting her message through to him. "I need something that we have in common other than just you. Shuuya seems like such a nice guy and I want to be able to say things to him instead of just hi or laughing when you make jokes with him. Do you understand what I'm saying, Yoshitoki? Help me out here, you're my friend."

"Okay, okay. It's simple, really. I know the perfect way for you two to start talking more." Yoshi beamed. It was a genius plan. "You know how he's into music, right?"

"Y-yeah! Of course!"

"And a lot of music has lyrics, right?"

"Right, right."

"And lyrics are just words strung together, kind of like poems, right?"

"Oh! Yoshitoki, you're the best." She was smiling wider than he was. "I don't know what I would do without you. Thank you so, so much."

"Don't mention it."
-

"I'm not interested in her at all. You know that. And she doesn't like me." Shuuya went on. Yoshi was too caught up in his thoughts to pay full attention. She doesn't like you, you sure about that? She begged me to help her talk to you and this is the thanks that I get for it. I told you I liked her and look how much it's working for us. "...You okay, Yoshi? You're sure you don't want me to put in a good word?"

...

What?

Something snapped. "I don't-" What the hell was he saying? What the hell did he mean by a good word? It was like, it was almost as if he was saying he couldn't get her without one. Is that what you're saying? "A good word! I don't need you to put in a good word for me, thank you very much. We might not all have rock star charm, but-"

"Shuuya's a rockstar, Nobu."
. . .very special...like no one else.

Babbling. Shuuya was babbling a response now, full of all kinds of sorries. "Noriko... I hardly see her. And I mean see her. I don't really see her face. It's blurry to me. Not the way that I saw Kazumi's." Whatever, whatever. I don't get what Noriko sees in you that she can't find in me. For fuck's sake, Shuu, I told you about her.

"It's not..." It's not like I've got anything for her. "S'not... s'not like..." you can't get anybody you want. You can. So why not leave Noriko alone? He let out a long, weighty breath of air, unsure of what to say next. "...Sorry I snapped, Shuu. I've been having a weird morning. Lack of sleep." Lie.

Another apology. Another reason for Yoshi not to care. Why bother?

"Look, you're going to get her. I know it. And if you think she's got eyes for anybody but you, you're wrong. You're great, Yoshi. She likes you. Any girl would." Good one.

"You say so," Yoshi said, touching a piece of his hair. Great hair, yeah, right. What a dream. I can't even grow it that long without it looking stupid. "Class time, Shuu. Let's focus." He turned away.

"Yeah...Yeah, of course. Just... let's talk about this later, okay? If you need to talk, that is."

"Sure."

No.

Hope had died with Shinji and Noriko. Mimura, out of anyone on the island, could come up with a plan to get them out of this mess. Escape, yeah, right. Look what happened. Yeah, to some level, Yoshitoki could come up with the ideas. He could think of things to do - he already had.

He vaguely remembered some of the technical tricks Mr. Abe had taught him when he was younger - lame, useless computer tricks that could only come in handy if he had a laptop. Oh, and machinery stuff that had kept him awake at night, trying to figure out the mechanics that went into things like cars and dishwashers. Yoshi had been eleven at that time, if he remembered right. Too young to grasp the overall concepts he was being taught, but he had been smart enough to pull enough details together to get somewhere.

Well, somewhere, that is, if your version of somewhere was nowhere at all. Yoshitoki was better at coming up with reasons for ideas not to work. It came with the cynical territory. Oh, shit, oh, shit. Everything was wrong now. His chest hurt all over again. There was nothing left for him to throw up, so he was left rolling around, hiccuping uncontrollably.

I'm out. They're going to kill me, Noriko. There's no one left. No one left.

Why doesn't anybody like me?

You didn't even like me. Everybody left me. Me, me, me. I'm not good enough for anyone.

Six hours went by with him staring up at the sky turning from dark to light, absolutely soaked. There weren't any names on the report. Twenty two people left. Twenty one people to die before he could go home. Home? What home? Twenty one before he could hang out with Ms. Anno again. Twenty one before he could play with all the little kids, sing stupid songs, play a little game of catch. Twenty one. Twenty one.

"Twenty one." By the looks of it, he wouldn't even live to be twenty one. Kids could drink then, right? That was the time when you're supposed to be an adult. "Less than forty eight hours." The dawn rays washed over him, giving him a slight headache. "We'll all die at the next midnight if...if nothing happens." He mumbled, echoing Sakamochi's report.

Yoshitoki Kuninobu didn't want to die. Who did? Time passed by without him getting up. One more death. Fumiyo Fujiyoshi, that nurse girl. Not enough of a personality to remember. Oh, what time was it? Noon. The beginning of the end.

I don't want to be a loser.

I don't want to die as some un-special person.


I can't go this way. I don't want to die like that...

He glanced over at Mitsuru and Keita's unrecognizable bodies. They were drying out in the sun, long forgotten by their peers. Noriko's name had been before theirs on the report, meaning that, maybe if Yoshi had gotten out of the house faster, he could've -
I could have saved you.
If I had been better... I could have saved you.

                                      Now it's me by myself!

(all alone alone ain't this familiar)

The only one that's gonna be disappointed in the end will be me.

Don't want to die a loser.

I don't want everyone to forget about me.

very special...like no one else

No matter what, Noriko.

"...but if you die now, you're still just a loser."

not enough personality

got him in the neck - in the neck!!!

21 students remaining.
Half way there. 36 hours left.

we'll find a way, our way.
 
so scared...
If they're not killing fast enough then that means I have to kill.
Kill to win.
If I have to kill, then I have to play.
If I wanna go home, I'll have to play.

play play play
kill kill kill
It's me versus them.

I'm not evil. I'm not a bad guy. This makes perfect sense.
I just wanna go home.
I just wanna be special.
I can't die a loser.
I can't die before I'm supposed to.
Noriko, I needed you. I needed you, I needed you.
I have to play if I wanna live.

It makes sense, doesn't it?
 
He was walking now, swarmed by all his thoughts. He had to do it. He had to play. There weren't any other options. Escape? Impossible. Their last chances had all died. Mimura was dead. Sugimura was dead. Noriko was dead. Hope died. There wasn't any way off the island. Staying in the house back at F6 was aa death trap. Look, don't blame me. It's a total damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don't thing.

If I don't kill, I'll die.
If I do kill, I'm -
well. . .
Shit, I'm crying. Why am I crying? Why can't I stop crying?

There were kids lying under a tree not too far from him. He had reached D5 and he could see their faces, but not their names. Breathed in the air. The smell of blood had never left him. It probably never would, much like the noises the guns made when they fired. He closed his eyes for a moment, to let everything sink in.

"I want to be like no one else," He murmured, backing up. Yoshitoki shook all the memories of them out of his head. Only numbers. No names. "No one's going to forget me." He raised up his arm, hoping, praying that neither of them would wake.

As his arm traced a solid arc, he let the wiimote go. It flew through the air...

And all he would make them remember, all that he would make them think about, breathe about was a name.

"Nobu!"

((OOC: Yoshitoki Kuninobu throws the wiimote at Toshinori Oda. Does he kill, wound, or miss him? No hard feelings! Wait for mod post to vote. The flashback sequence with Shuu and Yoshi talking was from an already posted Shuu post - this is just Yoshi's side of it, so it should be fine PC approval-wise. The mentionings of Kiriyama at the top part of the post also happened in a Kiriyama post, so it, too, should be fine. :D Thanks.))
 
 
 
Mizuho let out a sigh of exhaustion as she moved through the forest. The further she grew north, the more the sun began to sink beneath the horizon.

She didn’t know exactly how long she had been walking, but she knew she’d made good progress, and that was what mattered. If Megumi was anywhere on the island, it had to have been the lighthouse. The erect building was a tower of strength, it was the perfect place to hide and examine one’s surroundings. The fact the girls had planned to meet up there was pretty darn helpful, too.

Glancing upwards, Mizuho placed her hand against her eyebrows, protecting her irises from the harsh of the setting sun. The bulging head of the structure could be seen just over the trees, she wasn’t too far off.

Smiling, Mizuho felt her thumb slide down the cool of her neck pendant. Unlike every other time she’d clutched it that day, it felt refreshing. It knew just as well as she did that things simply had to look up after Kaori’s death –there was no other way to go but up. Megumi was around the corner, Mizuho was going to find her and they were going to escape like planned.

They were both gonna’ be fi—

“Ack!”

Mizuho gasped as she nearly toppled over the cheap, plastic frame of a makeshift tent. It was an off-green colour, resembling the earth around it to quite a surprising degree. Mizuho felt her right brow ascend her forehead in confusion before the sound of shouting echoed through the area, her other brow quickly following suit.

“Huh…”

Lifting her crossbow and moving towards the bushes at her right, Mizuho squeezed her head in-between he branches of two trees. She couldn’t see past the sun’s near-blinding rays all that well, but she knew there were two figures there.

And she knew one of them was the man of her dreams.


    The brisk sheen of the glass felt hard against Mizuho’s nose. From where she sat, face pressed up against her classroom’s window, she smiled as the figure of Shinji Mimura, The Third Man, came into view down the corridor. He was so beautiful, she thought as his breathing revealed the stomach muscles beneath his shirt. So elegant and charming, especially when standing beside a kid like Yutaka.

    Her smile widened as his lips quivered, the short boy beside him letting out a –what Mizuho could only assume was- a shrill guffaw. She didn’t know why he hung out with Yutaka. A guy like Shinji had his pick of anyone in the entire school. He could have been accepted by even the likes of Mitsuko or Kazuo, and yet he hung out with the ‘misfits’ of the grade. The so-called ‘losers’.

    “I wish I was his kind of loser…” Mizuho sighed to herself, her eyelids flickering as she pushed her face harder against the window. Shinji and Yutaka had stopped walking, continuing their discussion by the lockers.

    “Look at me if you love me.” Mizuho chuckled to herself, focusing on the boy’s amber-coloured eyes. Slowly, she wrapped her fingers around her neck-pendant for strength.

    “If you love me, Mimura, you’ll look at me.”

    There was still no response. Shinji was far too interested in whatever Yutaka had to say than to look at her, of all people. Mizuho pouted, beginning to pull her countenance from the windowpane. Shinji really, honestly, didn’t care about her at all. To him, she really was noth-

    Mizuho’s grip on the pendant tightened as, suddenly, the basketball player’s sight glazed over, something glinting in the corner of his eye. She felt her heart begin to race, beating faster and faster as he tilted to the side, eyes moving towards her.

    It was only when the bony ass of Chigusa moved in front of her window that her hope fell to pieces. The slender girl, still in her track-uniform, moved gracefully past Mizuho’s window and down the corridor, Shinji’s eyes following suit.

    “…” Mizuho let out a yelp, pulling her eyes from the scene, heaving quite a disappointed groan. “N-nothing…”

“That is… an ice pick?” Shinji’s voice shuddered, tinged with a twisted combination of fear and morbid fascination. Mizuho felt her eyes burn madly as the girl standing across the clearing from him, Takako Chigusa, lifted her weapon of choice. The gold of the sun glimmered off its tip, further emphasizing its ability to kill.

“Indeed it is…” The track star’s mouth moved fluidly, her expression sitting in its usual frigid position. She looked similar to usual, but…something, something was off. Mizuho had spoken to Takako once –hilariously during a lunchtime soccer game-, but even she knew that The Program’s Takako’s eyes seemed lost. Dead. A lot like Kaori’s, and even more like Yoshio’s.

It must’ve been Hiroki’s death, Mizuho thought, letting off a feeble sigh. Sugimura was all Takako had. The pair were best friends. To lose him would probably have been similar, if not worse, to how Mizuho felt herself when Kaori died.

“And now,” The girl’s expression shifted from cold to malicious in an instant. Mizuho felt her eyes widen, both in shock and fear, as the track star's blade lengthened even further from her body. “It’s going to be piercing your pretty little skull!”

What happened next moved even faster than the aura of adrenaline preceding Yoshio’s death. Mizuho could do nothing but scream and squeeze the trigger of her bow in defence as Takako lunged forward, towards her crush. There was a bang and Shinji jumped back, the outcast of a girl tumbling to the ground. It took Mizuho another quarter-second to realize how far the afternoon sun caused her aim to go off, and how foolish it was of Shinji to jump back as far as he did.

She wanted to scream, to simply shoot her arrow out of the sky, but all Mizuho could do was watch as her crossbow bolt sliced through the air like a banshee ready to feast on its pray, Shinji's neck sitting directly in its path.

“Ohh, god… No…”

She'd just fired an arrow at the boy she loved.

(I swear this post didn't seem as short when I wrote it in my math book at school today. o_o Not reeeally any PC control to approve. I’m sure Lucy doesn’t mind about Mizuho’s snark at Yutaka, right? :D? :D? :D? *shot* Ahaha, but yeah.

This is an attempt against Shinji Mimura by Mizuho Inada. Wait for the mod post, aaaaaand, uh, yeah! Good luck, other-other David!~)
 
 
((LONG OOC NOTE IS LONG, sorry. Okay, I'm sorry for the long move again. ;-; But Chisato runs! And the island isn't that big, so I thought it'd be okay. Anyway, there's something I just need to point out to the Yukie Clique group. I put that Chisato joins the group last here - although, I didn't specify what age they were, so if you plan to have your character join late, you can mostly put a different age [but please don't have Chisato in?]. Also, I've put that Chisato is more closer to Satomi than the rest, and that Yukie and Haruka are closer. Lmao, Tallulah, I didn't say anything about Yuka XD I totally forgot about her. If you disagree with me, tell me, and I'll change it, but that's how I honestly feel about the group dinamic. XD PC control approved by Tallulah. Jo, you weren't around (sorry for being impaitent ._.) but Yukie only has like, two lines, and I think she's pretty IC. XD Tell me if I'm wrong. So, enjoy! :D))

It didn’t take long for Chisato to get herself together after Shou’s death – it was probably because of the fact she didn’t actually care for his existence much, but either way, she quickly started ruffling through his supplied bag (it had slipped from his shoulder as Chisato pushed him, so thankfully it didn’t go over the cliff with him). Chisato took the unopened water from the bag, unscrewed the lid and took a small sip, before dropping it back in the bag. She hadn’t had a drink in a while, so she was kind of parched; but she couldn’t drink it all at once.

Taking out the map, Chisato scanned it. Shou had marked down the danger zones she missed (although, it didn’t help her much now, because she still wasn’t sure about the other four she had just missed). After, she looked at the class list – Shou had, almost artistically, doodled around Kazuhiko’s name, making it stand out from the rest. Looking down, she looked for the people who had been announced dead during her incident in the water, her eyes stopping instantly. Widening her eyes, she stared at the name marked ‘Satomi Noda,’ which now had a thick red mark through it.

Satomi…

    The small redheaded girl sat by herself in the corner of the classroom, her head tilted downwards, a bored look on her face. It was her first day, and she didn’t know anyone – Chisato, at first, thought that she would try and talk to people, but their personalities… they were just too big, too confident. She felt out of place – she just wanted this day to be over.

    It was strange for Chisato, anyway. She had been homeschooled before this – but then, suddenly, her mother decided to bring her into school. She hadn’t really spoken to much people – at least, not outside of her immediate family. She wasn’t the most talkative person; she was rather withdrawn; she didn’t even know what to say when their teacher asked her to talk about herself. What was she supposed to say, that she was just a weird, homeschooled freak? That’s what they all thought, Chisato knew. Homeschooled people are just weird. That’s what everyone thinks.

    They can’t interact with normal people.

    Just when Chisato thought she was about to fall asleep, she felt something brush against the back of her hair, as a small girl with glasses walked by her, her face planted in a book.

    Turning to look at Chisato, the girl pushed her glasses up slightly, “Sorry,” she muttered, “I didn’t notice you there…”

    “Oh, no, it’s okay!” Chisato spoke quickly, rather nervously – this girl was the first person to talk to her, even if it was just to say sorry.

    The girl smiled contentedly, “I’m Satomi, by the way. You’re the new girl, right? Chisato?”

    Chisato nodded her head profusely, “Yeah…”

    Closing the book she was reading, Satomi hooked it under one arm, focusing hr attention fully on Chisato. “You wanna come and meet Yukie and Haruka? You’re not doing anything are you?”

    “That’d be great!”

    “I’m glad to have met you, Satomi.”

    “Real glad.”


This death hit more home than Haruka’s, Chisato noticed (although, she felt bad for feeling that way). Maybe it was because she did kill Haruka, but she didn’t think it was. It was pretty much known that Haruka and Yukie were best friends—always together, they always teamed up in paired activities, everything. Then, there was Satomi and herself. Chisato had always found herself closer to Satomi; she was the first of the group to talk to her, she was the one that invited her into their gang.

Without Satomi… she would still be alone. She wouldn’t be who she was today.

She’d still be just a homeschooled freak.

I wouldn’t have been able to survive without you, Satomi…

Chisato felt the back of her eyes hurt, and her eyelids get heavy, as the tears started to pick up. She tried to force them back, but she couldn’t. Her breath started to pick up, becoming rapid, short bursts. Finding a spare shirt in Shou’s bag, Chisato pat her face, lapping up the tears. Sniffling, Chisato blew her nose on the shirt – she didn’t really have time to look for a tissue, and at least it wasn’t hers.

Throwing it aside, Chisato pushed herself on, checking to see if anyone else was dead. Skirting down the list, she noticed Kyouichi, Yukiko and Kaori had died, too. Chisato stopped for a moment – she did care, of course. Yukiko was a nice girl, but she wasn’t someone she really talked to. Kaori, too, was nice—a little weird, she thought, but nice nether less. She didn’t thoroughly care for Kyouichi, as much as she should, but he was always giving Yukie hell; he wasn’t exactly a nice guy. Chisato stayed silent for a second, mourning the two girls, before hitching Shou’s bag over her shoulder, and standing up.

Staring down at the floor, her mind still half focused on Satomi, Chisato noticed the small gun on the floor – she thought Shou still had it on him when he fell down. Picking the gun up, Chisato scanned it. She had no idea what kind of gun it was – she didn’t even know how to check the bullets – although, hopefully, it still had a few left inside. Pocketing the gun, Chisato looked up at the lighthouse.

Noticing two figures emerge from the lighthouse – Shuuya Nanahara and Sakura Ogawa – Chisato decided against going there. Yukie wasn’t going to be with him or Sakura. Turning herself, away, moving herself from their eyesight, Chisato kneeled down on the ground.

“Yukie… you’re not there, are you?” Chisato sighed in frustration, figuring she better go somewhere else instead. Pulling out the map, Chisato noticed the new danger zones – there was one she almost went through earlier – she had to be careful from now on, she had no idea where a bunch of them were.

Going on luck alone, Chisato thought that it’d be better to make her way across the island constantly switching zones, almost in a snake-like way. She decided to go back down to the harbour, firstly passing through the area where the tangerine tree is, and make her way over to the residential area, finally making her way over to the farm coop. Hopefully, that was going to be enough danger zone switching. Chisato doubted that they’d have danger zones in that kind of order.

Then, once Chisato found someone who she could actually trust, she could get the remaining danger zones from them – and… the other people that died – hopefully, Yukie, Yuka and Yuko wouldn’t be on the list. Chisato didn’t thoroughly care about Izumi anymore – sure, she was in their gang back at school, but she didn’t even help her earlier—Chisato knew she was mistaken; she got the wrong idea, but Izumi still shouldn’t have done what she did.

Quickening her pace, Chisato set off, running towards the tangerine tree, so she could follow her plan of zigzagging across the island in an unorthodox way. She wasn’t going to get anything from the tangerine tree, but at least it would hopefully allow her to not get stuck in a danger zone.

With her breathing become quite erratic, Chisato stopped for a breather, noticing the tourist attraction south of her. Looking back, she noticed she had moved quite far away from the lighthouse – if she kept up this pace of running, she’d be at the farm coop in no time.

“Guys… I hope you’re there.

“I miss you.”

    Walking behind Satomi, her head more perked up than earlier, Chisato couldn’t help but feel happy about being spoken to by Satomi – who, as far she knew, was a nice, sweet girl. Chisato had seen them earlier in the day, all talking together – they really all did seem like a nice bunch of girls. Chisato would rather be friends with them than some of the other girls (she remembered seeing three girls together, who seemed to give her smug, unappreciative glances), who frankly, didn’t look very nice at all.

    Out in the courtyard, the two started heading over a bench, where a bunch of girls were sat. Satomi waved to them, receiving a wave in return. Still slightly nervous, Chisato didn’t do anything, but stayed at the back of Satomi, her hands behind her back.

    Satomi took a seat on the end, leaving an open space for Chisato, who quickly sat down, wanting to avoid being the only one stood up. Satomi turned towards Yukie, “Guys, this is Chisato, you know her right? The new girl.”

    “Hey,” Chisato smiled rather awkwardly, “nice to meet you, guys.”

    Yukie quickly got out of her seat, standing in front of Chisato, her face gleaming. “Hey, Chisato!” Yukie took on almost leadership-like stance, “I’m Yukie Utsumi. Nice to meet you!” Yukie pointed a finger at the tall, slim girl, “that’s Haruka Tanizawa,” then at the somewhat chubby girl, “that’s Yuka Nakagawa,” and finally, she pointed a small, petite girl at the end, “and that’s Yuko Sakaki!”

    The introduction was followed by three simultaneous ‘heys’ and the girls all came around Chisato, who felt slightly overcome by all this attention. “So, Chisato,” Yuka began, “how’re you enjoying it so far?”

    “… It’s kind of loud,” Chisato wasn’t really used to this kind of environment; she hadn’t ever been around this many people – it was kind of extreme to her.

    “Yeah, yeah, it is,” Yuka grinned, “so, you seen any boys you think are cute yet?”

    Haruka laughed, “I can’t believe you’re asking her that already, Yuka. She only just got here!”

    “What?” Yuka playfully elbowed Haruka in the gut, “I’m sure she’s seen someone she likes!”

    Chisato spoke up, wanting to get into the conversation. “I have… a little.”

    Yuka gave a told-you-so look to Haruka, “ooooh, who?”

    “Um… I think his name is Shinji…? He seemed… kind of nice.”

    “Oh,” Satomi giggled, “should’ve known it was him. Everyone likes Shinji. Shinji or Shuuya, anyway.”

    “Oh?” Chisato was feeling her nerves disappearing – she started to find it easy to talk to these girls… like they’d known each other for a while. “Who?”

    “Well, Yukie totally has a crush on Shuuya,” Yuka started to count on her fingers. “Yumiko… Yukiko do, too. A bunch.”

    Chisato racked her brains back to the beginning of school; she remembered two girls who were always together – maybe they were Yumiko and Yukiko? Chisato didn’t remember, but they seemed like nice, cute girls.

    “So, Chisato!” Yukie sat down beside her, “we’re all going over to my house tonight to watch some movies. Wanna come?”

    “Sure!” Chisato spoke energetically, “I’d love to!”


Passing by the tangerine tree, Chisato didn’t notice anyone around – she thought that perhaps, maybe, she’d find someone on the way, but she had no luck as of yet. It was kind of strange, Chisato thought, that she hadn’t seen many other people. Seven, altogether – where were the rest of the class? It was like they weren’t even here – most of them, anyway, even though a bunch of people were still people killed.

It was kind of strange.

Fumbling with the bag, Chisato opened up the bottle of water she had started early, unscrewing the cap (which actually was rather difficult to do while she was running, her hands constantly moving up and down to the motion) and taking a large sip, quenching her thirst. Dropping the water back in the bag, Chisato wiped the excess liquid off her lips with the back of her hand, carrying on her way down.

Crossing back over, Chisato ran by the clinic, not getting to close to the place, in case someone dangerous was in. She ducked down slightly, her head down, as she passed. The clinic seemed deserted however, as far as she knew.

Taking a few seconds to catch her breath, Chisato once again, set off running. Her plan to move in a snake-like crisscross seemed to me working so far – her collar defiantly hadn’t exploded. She was doing fine. The harbour was only a zone away – she could stop at the house at the harbour and get some rest before heading into the residential area – maybe Yukie, Yuka and Yuko were there. Maybe she didn’t even have to go all that way to the farm coop.

For the last time, Chisato belted forward, the wind pushing against her, making her hair ripple in the wind, brushing in front of her small, cute face. The harbour was getting closer – and closer – the memories of before came flooding back to Chisato, and she was able to see the ruins of the ruined dock, the pieces floating absently in the ocean. Chisato couldn’t see Kazuhiko anymore. It might’ve been because she was too far away, or maybe he just sank to the bottom.

Not wanting to remember, Chisato turned her head, her eyes focusing on the house by the harbour. The place seemed deserted, at least, from this distance. Chisato felt a stitch coming on, a sharp pain rushing through her, causing her to slow down and clutch at her side.

Flattening her back against the harbour house, Chisato inched her way around the house, her hand still clutching the aching stitch. Passing a window, Chisato peered inside – the light from the sun radiated inside, lighting up the place.

Inside was Izumi Kanai. Pinning her to the wall was Kazushi Niida. Chisato watched for a moment, staring at the duo. She felt utterly disgusted—betrayed even, by Izumi. Chisato tried protecting her from the likes of Kazushi – but all she did was help him, but now… now he was going to do something to her. If she hadn’t stopped Chisato, he wouldn’t be doing it to her.

All her fault.

All her fault.

“All your fault, Izumi.” Chisato repeated the phrase in her mind, giving herself a reason to want to pull the gun out of her pocket. Was it enough?

Deciding it was, Chisato brushed her hair out of her eyes, taking a deep breath.

The door to the room opened, Oki came in the room. Chisato dug into her pocket, retrieving the gun she had gotten from Shou earlier. Turning her body, Chisato pointed the gun straight forward. It felt cold in her hand as she pushed slowly on the trigger.

It’s all that matters now.

You didn’t trust me, Izumi.

I don’t trust you either, Izumi.


Two shots were fired; the force of the blast rang in Chisato’s ears.


((SORRY FOR THE AMOUNT OF DIALOGUE IN THE FLASHBACKS. ;_; Okay, Indi, I hope it was okay for me to bring Oki in the room. XD You did say you were going to kill Kazushi, so yeah, I hope it's fine, harhar. I hope Chisato's reasons were okay for you guys! XD

Anyway, a vote! |D Does Chisato Matsui miss, wound or kill Izumi Kanai?
Does Chisato Matsui miss, wound or kill Oki Tatsumichi?))