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[03 Nov 2004|02:59pm]
i was barley even sick at all today but i still stayed home. my mom said it was more of a "mental health day" as she calls it. i went to work with her. i got a facial. my aunt and i went out to this diner. i got a burger, fries and this huge milkshake. i felt like i was gonna throw up afterwards becasue i ate so much but it was really good. you know that 'breakfast buzz' commercial about the radio station and those people sing and that one guy says 'kimberly in bed?' well the kimberly in bed man ate with us. he apparently is friends with my mom and aunt. then me and my mom went to the mall. i got three pairs of pants and a few shirts. my face feels soft from the facial. yayy. ok yeah. im thirsty. bye
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[18 Oct 2004|06:56pm]
today school was really boring. nothing special happened. after school, i walked to emilys cuz that is where i was getting picked up, kiernan had a denstist thing. then my mom came and she said tlyer was at nolans house and she had an appointment meaning i would be home alone and emily just said i could stay at her house. so i did and we walked around. we pooled our money together and were able to buy french fries from a dollar store and i bootleg-dollar tree coke. we ate it behind chase pitkins. this kid, kyle, and charlotte walked by. hes like 'hey your in my latin class!' in a really low voice. then when they were gone, these three fat girls were smoking and emily goes 'ehy they are smoking' and then we saw a puff of smoke and emily screamed 'SEE?' and they turned around and stared at us for years. then we walked to the hog. on the way there this man walked out of a tanning place. i made up a song about him called 'the tanning man'. then when we were looking at CD's, emily found one with naked people on it and was like putting it in my face. then i started running away and she chased me. then as we were walking up the stairs, she realized she still had it and threw it. it hit the wall and broke lmfao. we ran away really fast and were like pissing our pants. then we went back to her house and joe had a boo boo!! emily cleaned it out and stuff. she put on her halloween costume which is alot like mine (i am offically a fairy princess hehehe) and we stood at the corner waiting for my dad to come. all these people were staring at her. we were standing in front of dougs house and his whole family saw her and so did taylor dalton. i was laughing so hard i almost screamed 'IM GONNA PISS MY PANTS!' but i didnt completely say it cu zi knew they would here (i wasnt being serious when i said it though hehe) ok yeah so bye.
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[16 Oct 2004|09:03pm]
i found the costume im wearing for halloween! it isnt pink, bubbly princessy but thats ok cuz this its still cool. it isnt disney-like though. my mom said some of the costumes i wanted were slutty and i was gonna look like a whore trick-or-treating. then others were too small and then the rest that were princesses and could fit me were freakin ugly. so i picked this blue-purple, velvety medival princess outfit. thats the kind i originally hated, but now i think its cool. so yeah, i just had to let you all know.
i only want to hear it from you...

[16 Oct 2004|08:21pm]

today is saras birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!! 13..YOUNGIN. hehe i dont know. dont ask why i made it blue either.

today i went to the YMCA with emily. kiernan was shopping. we swam and stuff, emily wore my pink bathing suit and i wore my hawiian bikini that i've only put on twice. the life guard was all weird. we kept laughing at him cause we are gay like that. there was this one guy who looked EXACTLY like the lead singer from hawthorne heights, except younger. we tried hanging around him. it was funny. he would swim all close to us and it kinda scared us sometimes. his family was there though and they thought we were whores. they were all looking at us weird and threw balls at us and stuff. this kid would run like up to us when he tried catching it even if it went like 400 miles in the other direction. this little boy splashed me and emily and then when i looked at him he raised his eyebrows. he was like 8 years old!! this one kids bathing suit fell off. this is the second ass i've seen this week. toward the end we started leaving and we thought the hawthorne heights kid was looking at us so to make sure, i waved, and he waved back. we went into the locker room, realized we had extra time so we went swimming again. all this stuffed happened. when we got out of the pool to get out towels he was looking at us all weird we were cracking up. we waved to him again and he waved back.

i just got back from going to a restaurant with my family and grandparents. there was all this good food. the guy who owned the place walks up to our table and starts talking to my grandfather. then he goes to my dad 'you got good taste!!' then points to my mom "SHES GORGEOUS!" i was just sitting there laughing. then he walks over to me and puts his hand on my head and says again to my dad 'my god! you must have your hands full with this one! never EVER try guessing whats in her head!!' and he starts laughing. then he points to me and my mom and says "this is the best looking family in the restaurant!" and started referring to my grandmother as 'young lady'. WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM?? it made me laugh though. ok im done bye

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[14 Oct 2004|03:48pm]
today was really weird. we got our actual school pictures in homeroom today. i thought i hated mine, but i just sorta dislike it. oh well. hehe.

we changed seats in social studies and i sit next to anthony gala now. he laughs at everything i say, even if im serious. its weird. i had to read EVERYTHING to him, which is really stupid because he sat in the exact same seat last time and could read fine...

steve tomsic is always screaming things in my face. it bothers me alot. today i was walking through the halls with kiernan and he puts his face like next to mine and yells 'LET GO OF MY PENIS!' im seriously afriad of him.

this is like the 10th time this year that i forgot my math homework other than our reflections. pam was my partner for the "quest" thing.

i have to type my english homework now so bye.
i only want to hear it from you...

[10 Oct 2004|04:15pm]

^^^^^^^^^my shirt.^^^^^^^^^^^^

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[10 Oct 2004|03:33pm]
i just got back from the mall with my mom. i almost got the pants i wanted but none were fitting me so i got pissed off and we left the store. i got the "Bert is my Homeboy" shirt. it says "the Used" on the back. im so happy. when my mom was getting our food, she told me to get us a seat. when i saw sitting there, these two like 30 year old men were like 'hey how ya doin?' and i just stared at them. they were like nodding at me and stuff. they got up and walked near me and asked me if i was shy. i just stared at them again. when i saw them later in the mall on the way out, they waved to me and were raising their eyebrows and stuff. it was freakin scary. my mom got all these clothes, it was boring i had to sit there and wait for her to try on everything in the whole freakin store. i wonder if im doing anything later. oh well.


im so tired...
i only want to hear it from you...

[09 Oct 2004|08:49am]
today i have to go to work with my mom so i can get my eyebrows done and stuff. i MIGHT get my nails done, thats if the nail tech has an appointment today that my mom is unaware of and can stay later. im gonna be really bored there for a while cuz i have to wait for my mom to get done with like 2 appointment things, meaning i wont be home until like 1-2. i have to do my laundry before/after that time and sort my clothes, make my breakfast, and pick up the computer room. after all of that not-funess i plan on maybe doing something. my brother and dad are going camping. so no one will be at my house for a while. im starving. i think im gonna go eat. bye
i only want to hear it from you...

[07 Oct 2004|06:52pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

today was a good day. im rather pleased with how things went.

lunch was funny. jon bray smells lke shit. i couldnt stop laughing.

after school was fun to. tomorrow is peace day or whatever, meaning i have no classes. instead i get to watch the mentally challenged preform a dance for us. i am gonna start laughing, i know it. it isnt because they have problems, i just laugh when people besides me and my friends dance. i find it..wuite hilarious. mary rocco asked me to sit with her and be her partner and stuff. me and emily kamler decided we'll be social studies buddies. i rhymed. me and emily are helping mr. whatshisface with the after school games thing. he said we did a good job. mhmm yup.


bye.

i only want to hear it from you...

[06 Oct 2004|05:57pm]

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[06 Oct 2004|04:46pm]

hi. im rather bored. and my hands are freezing. i have a myspace. it've had it for...uh like 5 days? something like that. i shall put the link at the bottom of this thing. if you had one ADD ME or ill add you. ok sooo today before school started, tori pushed kiernan and then like a little while later, kiernan pushed tori and tori went flying. her purse was like..a mile away. i felt really bad for her. STOP PUSHING PEOPLE, BAD THINGS COME FROM IT. you dont have to be a rocket scientist to know that..jesus. today in gym class we had to WRESTLE. thats right, me... wrestle. i did it with suzy cuz shes close to my height and weight. so yeah. it was really inapropriate. especially cuz i was wearing a loose low cut shirt and i had to bend over for like five minutes so everyone in the whole fucking world could see. not cool. im wearing this beanie that my grandmother made. it looks alot like this one from pacific sun that i liked alot. it keeps my head warm. im gonna go. bye.

MYSPACE- http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=4178994&Mytoken=20041006134713

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[01 Oct 2004|10:27pm]


ITS ON THE MAIN PAGE THING FOR WWW.RECORDARCHIVE.COM


mmmmmhmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! anyone who goes there will see it. at least dan and clarke were hot in it. i looked like fag ass lizard. emilys face is red and kiernan looks pissed. they signed our arms and then the pople who worked there ran up and told us to get with the band so we can take a picture with them. then they put it on the website. WHOS COOL??? thats right, us.
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[30 Sep 2004|04:42pm]

me and emily+dan and clarke

 

THEY ARE OUR BOYFRIENDS!!!!

<3333333333333333333333333333

 

yayayayayay

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[30 Sep 2004|04:16pm]
school was boring today.

josh hyatt acted....normal and polite.

jon bray sat next to me at lunch...he was way too close.

i want this awesome shirt. hehe

i see that black haired kid from cams...EVERYWHERE. why is he always there?!

mike vadala asked emily to be his gf, she said no so he asked me, i said no so he asked kiernan, she said no so he asked chris...?

tongiht is parent night or whatever. yay

the door just opened and it scared the shit out of me.

im pissed off at people.

bye.
i only want to hear it from you...

[28 Sep 2004|11:26am]
[ mood | sick ]

i came home from school. i felt so sick. like i was gonna throw up. i was feeling all icky on the way to school and in study hall i thought i was gonna die. i tried going to gym. i wouldnt run or anything. i had to walk weird. i went to latin but it even hurt to sit down so i went to the nurse. my eyes got really teary. i started crying. it was really embarrassing cuz i've never actually cried in school before. well i have in pre-school but that doesnt count. there were people there too. like laura dolan, kevin valenti and two seventh graders. i hope none of them saw me. kevin kept putting his hair in his face so i wouldnt look at him. i think he was crying. i felt bad for him. hes really annoying and stupid, but hes nice. i have all this homework to do and im gonna have to make up ANOTHER freaking science class. oh well. i want emily to be home sick again so i could have someone to talk to online like last time. oh well. im gonna go watch TV and see if i can sleep a little.



i like the sick mood smiley thing. it looks funny.

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[27 Sep 2004|08:51pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i just got back from the action! action! show. it was sooo fun. emily came over after school so we could do our hair. i curled mine and it went straight again. DIE. yeah. anyway we go their early and we bought their CD. i got the promo version which the lady said is gonna be worth more in 10 years. woo!! anyway me, kiernan and emily sat in th front. yay. they were really really good. emily was like having a conversation with adam. when adam said that he loved all of us, he looked directly at US. mmhmm. i was all happy. they were drinking alot. it was funny. clarke was hot. dan was hotter. jesus, i couldnt get over how much hotter he was than what i really thought. it was his birthday a few weeks ago. we all said happy birthday to him. after they were done we got toward the end of the line to meet them so we could be with them longer. when we met clarke we gave him this paper that said we loved you and had our names on it. hes like 'oh i wish i had something to write i love you on!' we had our CD things so he signed those and on mine he wrote 'clarke foley' and 'i love you too!' i got a picture with him. he had his arms around me for the picture. i felt loved! i got the rest of the bands autographs too. i got a picture with dan and mark together, i know i looked like a faggot. i later got everyone but mark to sign my arm. same with kiernan and emily. this lady who works there goes 'OK WHERES THE ARM GIRLS?!?!' and runs up with a camera. she told us to get with the band and hold out our arms. she took a picture with all of us together. its probably gonna go on the wall at the record archive. we hung around the band alot. they opened the presents. me and emily mad them a pillow case. clarke opened it and was like 'DUDE!' 'DUDE!' non-stop. dan was all happy about the puppy thing. he asked us to be in a picture with him. mmhmmm we are special. we got so many pictures. ill post them later. dan said we were "so great" like so many times. we got more hugs than...ever. my mom even got a picture with dan. the whole thing was freakin awesome. they are tied with hawthorne heights for my favorite band. good day.

i only want to hear it from you...

[25 Sep 2004|09:13am]
hi people. im so tired. i had to get up early this morning cuz i had to babysit at 7:15. i babysat this little 3 year old girl named sohpia. we watched TV and attempted to play games the entire time. she wouldnt eat or get changed. she was nice though. i got 15 dollars.

i might go to the mall with my mom later but i dont know.

yesterday at lunch was so funny, there were these g-force bars which "MAY CONTAIN NUTS". like it has a choice or something. we threw it on the floor and fed it to dennis. hehehe. me, kiernan, emily, sara and joey walked around after school. we were trying to talk to these 7th graders. it was funny. they were swearing alot and had goldfish. when we were walking away this one kid started following us. he started talking to him about mark and austin. we went to the house of guitars and sat in our spot in the amp room. emily gave this paper thing to this other 7th grader named alex. he looked scared. haha. hey the suns coming out! i went to romeos. fries<3. ok bye.
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hehe [23 Sep 2004|04:24pm]
gym was so funny today. we had to try and explain bad bad things to joey and kiernan. tori would try to draw pictures. we didnt know how to say it so jon bray explained it...it was hilarious. we saw down with us again. today in art kiernan brought in the hawthorne heights CD. we listened to it and the sub asked if it was 'punk metal' at first. lmfao. uh i sit next to ashley torres in home and careers now. we watched the gayest movie...it was like about...the cholesteral fairy or something gay like that. i was laughing so hard in math today with mary and luke. we were making fun of that hersheys commercial where that guy says women love chocolate and they are like 'OH MY GOD! I LOVE CHOCOLATE!' that that high queer voice. i didnt finish my work so i have like three pages of math to do now. i dont care. im home alone so i get to blast my music until about 6. im happy. byebye mofos.
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[20 Sep 2004|05:05pm]
in gym today we had running teams. i walked for half the mile thing and ran the other half. xavier was mad at me, but that wesley kid was all nice saying 'hey for someone who walked you did pretty well!' and 'good job!' we ended up winning the fastest team although i came in second to last with 4:38.. im not a bad runner or anything last year i did really well and i was the second fastest girl in my class. i just didnt care this year. xavier's last name makes me laugh. this study hall person who always holds the door open for me when i go to latin told me that i looked exactly like the lady who plays grace from will and grace. then she said she asked another teacher and she said i looked like her too. they watched me walk from dake the the HS. i MIGHT take guitar, i told my mom and my mom got so happy she started dancing. i might also get a computer or laptop of my own!! woooooot. *dances* that way i dont have to share it with tyler, who is on more than i am now and my parents have no problem with it.

yeah

bye.
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[17 Sep 2004|03:54pm]
my mom said i can go on that trip with my latin class. the schedule:

Day One-travel there
Day Two-Paris
Day Three-paris
Day Four-paris + versailles
Day Five-Roman Provinces
Day Six-Roman Provinces
Day Seven-Roman Provinces and then something with the aquaducts
Day Eight- Nice
Day Nine-French Riverera
Day Ten-Some place in France
Day Eleven-Travel and come home.

my aunt whos a latin teacher at another school might go with me. im all excited.

today joey and emily stayed home sick. the guys in our lunch were screaming 'PENIS!!' and stuff again. then they started screaming stuff in german. it was soo funny. jon sat down at our lunch table with us and sat next to sara. i was laughing at his shirt, it was a playboy bunny. He insulted me somehow i forgot what he said. he kept moving toward sara and she was like scared out of her mind. i was cracking up. tori was pushed up against the wall. kiernan was saying asshole ALL day. i kept laughing at it because we were talking about nicknames for kids named asshole. lmfao ASSERY. on the way home i stopped to point out this weird looking berry in tins bish thing and then out of nowhere this big ass squirrel the size of a VAN like ATTACKED US. well not really, it was little but it scared the shit out of me when it jumped out of the bush. i got so scared my eyes got all teary. sad i know. todays friday...yay. i dont know if i am doing anything later. both kiernan and emily just signed off. mhmm. bordem.
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