I have heard about people having a moment in life where something clicks, a light bulb goes off, and their lives are forever changed. Well, I'm hoping yesterday that moment happened for me. I won't know until July 17th, 2006. The day I turn 40. 40 and Fabulous. That's who I want to be. The person I feel on the inside does not match the person I see in the mirror. I know I'm in there under all that jigglin, and the only one that can bring her back to her life is - ME! I'm ready to peel off the outer layers and let the real me live her life. I will unravel her and give her strength, one moment at a time. I will truly live my life in the moment, and for the first time I believe I can make it happen.