Been home for 4days already, feeling hot like 38.7 degrees.. Trying hard to keep my mc at zero but when i fall sick, its a combo.. 4days of mc and i wonder how its gonna affect my allowance:( Thats so depressing.. Well, at least i finally did something i claimed to be efficient which is to print my work schedule and announcement text, arrange my bible and did my homework for flight tmr. However, the most important part, which is the revision of my SEP= Not yet done. DEAD!
Thats my best friend, like forever..

I NEED A HOLIDAY!

Godness gracious, Today's my first solo flight and apparently it was better than what I've expected. Really grateful to those whom have helped me all these while. My mentor was great, but I've got no idea why i dont get to fly with her.. Im hoping for consecutive off in Oct and Nov! Cant wait for a getaway trip and songkran in Nov! :)
Met bbf last night. Always have tons of things to share n laugh about.. Im looking forward to more of such meet-ups if time allows..
Wish me goodluck for all my flights!! Tmr will be a LONGGGGGG day!



Au Revoir!

How time flies seriously.. Look at the date of my previous post, goshh! Time passed really fast just by looking at the dates alone but not when its on a day-to-day basis..Brain jam-packed ttm, everystep i take gets tougher and im preparing myself mentally as well as physically...Knowing it will be a tough battle but going gets tough, im getting tougher.. Test is extended till tmr and hopefully I'll do well and not make stupid mistakes like i did today.. I've been missing out ALOT since my training days, will people please meet me up when im free?? Im reminded of those days when working at the airport, stress-free and people im working with are all lovely peeps..

Its time for revision before i hit the sack. Goodnight everyone:)

I realized the most tiring part was to sit n listen.
I cant stop fidgeting, i need to MOVE AROUND!!! Guess i'll hit the sack before 10pm, am typing with my eyes half-closed. &I NEED VITAMINS TO STAY ALIVE!!

Dead-beat! Was out last night for thai supper after work, sinful but i kinda like it. Its my last day at dfs, a place filled with memories and i definitely earn a few buddies there. I know im so gonna miss working there but I've got better plans ahead for me. My vendor even suggested that i commit for a year and she'll propose sending me to aussie for wine training. Its indeed a rare opportunity, but i would prefer the latter.

Went IT fair wanting to get a iphone casing and camera but apparantly there isnt any great deals around. Gave it a miss. Met Eve in town and went for hightea at 8pm. Haha!! Marmalade's cakes and sandwiches are awesome! In fact, everything on the menu itself looks superbbb! And i guess its gonna be our new hangout place:)












Gonna turn in soon, meeting luna tmr in town again.. Town town town, i wonder where i can go besides town. Maybe JB?!? Haha!

Embarking on a new journey? That doesnt sound much appealing nor thrilling now. I kinda work for the sake of money, study for the sake of knowledge, live for the sake for there's still tomorrow. Tue might be the last day of work at dfs, im so gonna miss the staffs there..working together, lunching together and seeing one another everyday seems like a daily routine to me (cos i work almost everyday) and things gonna take a change now. Im hoping for the best to come *fingers crossed*.

In need of retail therapy as well as seeing geor,angel and mei's faces NOW! They've gone missing for long, esp A when she started school.. :( Maybe we should make our stayover plan work! Thats the least i asked for now..

well, its 2am and i need definitely some sleep. Heading to work earlier for dinner though i start work at 7. HOWEVER, i need an episode of "lie to me" before knocking out!
Gnight people!

Im only hoping for the best to turn out, praying hard my colleagues will be able takeover my shifts. Feeling troubled over the past few days sorting out my own stuffs, i cant make up my mind at all!! It felt as though im physically alive but mentally dead..

Gosh, im so into this now...

Its been ages since i logged in. Work like a robert and harder than a cow. Knocked out immediately when im home, this isnt the way i want my life to be seriously.. Sweet escape to genting n kl last Mon, its awesome shit!!! Spent a night at genting though we reached at about 3am? N left for KL during evening about 6 for dinner.. Didnt manage to get my krispykreme:( Anw, Shall blog about it when i upload the pictures.

My sweet 20th, not so sweet actually.. Thanks everyone for coming:)



























Time to sleep. Off tmr but lunching with my colleague n meeting eve at night. Gotto wake up way earlier than i used to for work.
Gosh, thats so dreadfulll....
Au Revoir!

I didnt realise that the guy i was talking to was Aaron kwok. And i was literally looking around for him, what a joke seriously!

Im obviously lying to say it doesnt bite..

Sacrificing more doesnt make you a loser. In fact, you're so much tougher.

One after another, why do i always meet the wrong people?

Sometimes i wonder if there's really a need to keep following up.
It gets real exhausting, i give up!

"Questioning myself, illusion or reality?
Its hard differentiating cos both seems real to me
Facts pushes me so hard this far
Overwhelming yet suppressing
Images of you came flashing in my mind
I tried to grasp hold, but i cant seem to reach
Self-denial pushes me so hard this far
Gave me strength and courage to live
I was pinning hope all these while
Yet truth came turning against me
No matter how reluctant i was to say goodbye
Its the best alternative in mind
Fidgeted a while, "I'm sorry to disappoint"
Maybe its time to let go and forget at this point
I came this far when truth attacked
Standing still when all collapsed
But no one was by my side
I could raise no voice with all my might
Deaf ears accompanied me through the night
How i wished it was a drama
But when dawn came it was a trauma
This fragile heart of mine could endure no more
Numbing it with a bottle of bowmore
How long i could endure
How far i could withstand
Fate is never in my hand"