Heya its soooooo hot >< Can't wait for some nice fall breeze.......
Anyhow news for SL, Skin fair expo 2009! Tho it was hella crowded (>o<") Everyone was gray and couldn't even move! lol I bought myself new skin, it was called pink fuel it was very cute!
Sigh~ work is hard... sad sad I dunnno I may quit SL if work is this hard.
On a different note music! AFI caming out with new CD. WEEZER also with new CD yay. 30 sec to mars coming out soon? lol
oh and concerts I wanted to go to HARD haunted mantion cuz basement jaxx was playing but... It got cancelled!!! (ノ◇≦。) ビェーン!! http://www.hardfest.com/ life is hard :P
When I eat breakfast you are already in your dreams. This window to your world connects us but does it really?
Some say its a la la land Everything is fake No touch, I wanna hold you No eyes, I wanna see you
When I want a kiss my Prince is in la la land.
You say good morning and I say good night
When I'm ready for bed you are living life out side
This window to our world doesn't connects us but let it be
I say its a la la land Everything is fake but I don't care touch me, I don't feel you see me, I don't see you
When I want a kiss my Prince is in la la land.
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Gosh..... when was the last time I updated here?lol
I wonder how many ppl fall in love in SL? As for me...... my hearts been broken few times. So do we just let go and say This is all fake and its not real? I know in some form this is an illusion tho I still want to believe this feelings are real. Pathetic I know... lol
Oh well..... from now on my only love of my life is Music Miho!!! lol
News! Next month Black Label is again hosting Black Sonic 2009! ヽ(^◇^*)/ I'll keep you up to date later this month. Be excited everyone!!! Theres going to be soooooooooo many good bands :D
Boy why are you crying? You cry like a wolf and everything around you runs away like a sheep
Fake words don't work
Boy why are you crying? You act like a sheep but everyone can see your evil teeth
Fake skin don't work
Boy why are you crying? Stop crying and start laughing See? Even a wolf can smile
Boy..... be true to yourself Then maybe everyone will hug you and love you for real
・*:..。o○☆*゜¨゜゜・*:..。o○☆*゜¨゜゜・*:..。o○☆*゜¨゜ Another poem again! lol It kinda reminded me of peterpan. That scene where Wendy asks Peter "Boy why are you crying?" Anyhow I like poem sorry :P
Heya 4th of July was a blast! I had too much meat.... Fire works was great tho :D
Btw I couldn't go to sensation.............. yeah my bro isn't that kind. lol Maybe some day... sigh~
Hope everyone will have a great summer!
By the way did everyone hear the new song by paramore? It's great!
Eyes wide shut This isn't a dream; If you see with your heart then maybe someday you'll realize what is real.
I ain't no angel just a human being
Whether I like it or not This is me... 見たくない
Eyes wide open This isn't real; If I see with my mind then maybe someday I'll realize what is fake.
I ain't no angel just a human being
Random poem June 2009
Hi hi, another poem to start off sorry lol
Anyhow I was inspired to write this poem b/c of sensation wicked wonderland! I so want to gooooooooooooooo. T-T
This year would be my last summer to actually have fun.... Yes my friends, I'm going to the real world.. OMG I am soooooooo not ready! lol So, should I go all the way to Amsterdam? Anyone going this year... take me with you! lol
揺れる 柔らかにしなやかに softly and sweftly it bends 音楽のように 見えないけれど It's like music; そこにたしかにある。 you can't see it but its there
この中にあるモノが見えない Why can't I see? あふれる色と音 混ざり合うこの表現のできない心 Over flowing colors and sounds, it blends into chaotic emotions. 取り出したいのに 出せなくて Please let me take it out; How? 抱きしめたいのに 形がなくて Please let me embrace it; How?
もどかしく なぜかこのエモーションを無に返したい。 Uncontrollable heart, is it possible to put to rest? 石のように冷たく かたくなりたいけれど I want to be a stone cold rock, それでは もう人間じゃないね but that would be no human 暖かいこの体だからこそ この形のない心と一緒にいる。 I feel my body and this warmth is the only thing that separates me from being real and unreal.
楽しい感情だけじゃ生きていけないのかな Everyday can't be a sugar coated happy land 苦しい感情も コレも私だと想い Some days are hard and chaotic but I have to live 優しく絹の生地で包み 抱きしめる。 with it, cover this heart with a soft silk
and I pray tomorrow I could be stronger. さぁ今日も頑張っていこうかな
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なんだかもやもやしてたのでポエムのような 日記を書いてしまいました(^-^;
やっぱり書くとなんとなくすっきりするね。
アリスの through the looking-glassをちょっとイメージしました～♪ さてもうすっかり春！ 春といえば COACHELLA!!! 来週末になりましたぁ。。。。。。。。。ε- (´ー`*) フッ でもラックスは今年は嬉しくありません、 なぜなら今年のラインアップは初最低なのですΣ(T□T) YEAH YEAH YEAH, THE KILLERS, CHEMICAL BROTHERSは とっても良いバンドですが。。。 一日８千円を三日＝２万千円は高すぎです(>o<") 去年のように盛りだくさんのグループがいなくては そんな大金出したくありませーんｗ
I was little bit stressed out so I wrote a poem like diary, sorry guys :P Tho writing things out always makes me feel better. Its better to let it out then bundle things inside and let it boil! XD
So its easter break!! Is everyone ready from the egg hunt? lol Well for me, I'm always excited about Coachella about this time of the year. BUT! This year the line un is soooooooooooo Bad ε=ε=ε= 。・゜(゜ノT-T)ノ Sigh~~~~~~ I'm always welling to pay good money to see coachella but not for only few good bands.... So I'm planning to go to warp tour or ozz fest this year! :D Anyhow, I hope next years Coachella's line up is better.
This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival.
A Joy, depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they're a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.
So the red carpet was done and all the nominees has been nominated. This year I didn't watch that many movie that had been nominated for academy awards.
Most popular nominated movies are follows:
1)Curious case of Benjamin
2)Walle
3)Dark Knight
4)Slum dog millionaire
5)Milk
well...... ok thats all I know lol Its just that many of the nominated movies are about wars. :( Tho its just school is making me not go see movies. (ノ◇≦。)
I only watched academy awards to see if Heath Ledger would win the Supporting actor's role. And He did :D As I wrote about him in my previous blog but, I was happy for him yet at the same time little bet sad. I wondered if he would of won this awards if he didn't die. I admit the fact that he is a great actor but knowing the academy, and the other nominees I would of suspected Philip Seymour Hoffman would of won.
Its just my own selfishness but I would rather see Heath alive and not get the awards....
Many ppl love music but do you like going to concerts or listening to DJ spin?
If you do, then SL is the place you can get in touch with good music and DJ's around the world! Literally I have heard some of best quality DJ's from Japan, Philippines, USA, UK,Spain,and all over. In SL we can be friends with music lovers around the world.
Well today I wanted to share about my dearest friend who also love's music. :D Miho was charismatic girl who always knew how to have fun in this magical world. She lives in Japan and I live in US but I was amazed we were so far away yet so closely connected.
From the beginning I fell in love with her passion for music and her trade mark pink color hair. She quickly became one of talented DJ's in SL.
Anyhow I could just go on and on talking about her but I'll stop. lol Main point is she's amazing gal and she was the reason why I had so much fun in SL.
Woooooooooooooooooow I didn't realize this blog wasn't updated for..... almost 3 months!!!!
Well, if anyone still reads this site, Sorry and I am still alive. hehe
So its February and I am officially one year old in second life. I remember back last year how lost and confused in this new world. And SL has definitely changed allot from last year! Ｕ＼(●~▽~●)У hell yeah!
I wanted to thank all of wonderful creation and the friends I have met in SL. B/c of them I have grown to be more mature and positive in mind about life.
Yeah yeah its cheesy I know :P
Sure life isn't that bad; but back then I couldn't even see a life in the future. Now, thanks to SL; life seems okay.
Its no heaven but I really want to Live Love Laugh with Music and RL.
hey hey don't get me wrong, I'll still be playing SL but not as much! lol
As for music, Pendulum is coming next month to LA. Tho I'm little skeptical.... They do have good taste, cuz they have mixed Prodigy's voodoo people and its well done.
Music is good, but its just me. I guess the bad thing about being positive is I'm liking more of mellow down to earth rock or what you called, happy music? lol Sigh~ where did my faze of hard core rockaholic spirit go!? (^-^;
We all change and I guess taste in music change too. Heh, oh well :D
