Insanity

I hate myself for feeling like this, busy I hate, now too much time until dunno how to burn I also damn hate. URGHHHHH

I guess I do not need so much free time unless I have someone to accompany me to spend it with.

I have so much time until I can think so much other nonsense which is terrible.

I have all these bad ideas that I feel like slapping myself sometimes.

GRRRRR BE A GOOD GIRL AND SPEND TIME WISELY BEFORE I START MY NEW JOB.

Eg. eat sleep eat sleep watch tv eat sleep read novel eat sleep.

Hey ya

Its been so so so long LOL.

I have been telling myself I wanna update. I have this draft blog post of my Bali trip last year and its still a draft now. LMAO okay I lazy shyt, fine.

I suddenly have this feeling, oh well how should I express it.

I have had chats with my best friends in my whole life, I only need 5 fingers for them. I always feel that you do not need a lot of good friends, just a few very very close one will do. And I am glad that I have. I am very blessed. I am those annoying freak that doesn't bother to spare even 10 minutes to entertain people that I do not feel they are special people to me. Not that I only talk to people with motive, its just that there are those hi-bye friend which is like gazillion of them. I am just too lazy to bother. I rather sit and root and day dream alone. Sorry that I am mean but I really am :p. I am sorry too if you just found that out. Wakakakak~

Random photos that I have in my phone... I think this was about April when its... Spring?? Damn pretty la it was in the university area somemore, didn't have to go anywhere specific to see it. Walking pass these scenes made my day brighter!

Good things doesn't last though... all the pretty pink flowers fall like hair dandruff after 2 weeks or so... AIYAH SAD MUCH.

I used to say autumn is my favourite season out of the 4... I never lived abroad before so I pre-assumed that I liked autumn, sounds so romantic lol wth.

But after staying in the uk and I think I prefer spring the most! Pretty flowers and nice whether, not too cold not too hot.

I am just too annoyed with the super hot whether of summer now.

Even though this hot is nothing compared to Malaysia's burning flame hot, but wow, no air conditioning here and the houses are designed to trap heat (for winter times) which makes me feel like I am practically living in a microwave or something.

Stocked my fridge with a lot of cold drinks to cool myself down from all these heat which made me insane.

My dissertation also driving me nuts.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Oh yea and I went to Lake District the other day... 

Apparently Lake District is famous for fish and chips (skip that), and ice-cream (yums!).

I queued for this award winning ice-cream. Yah if you put a label like award-winning. Its gonna get me in the shop. LOL I get sold easily. AND there was like a lot of other people queuing also so I assumed this was the best one? (or its just all the other people are like me, a sucker for good/lame branding?)

Bf got a scoop of chocolate and a scoop of coffee, I think I had hazelnut chocolate chip or something.

And this is where we solved the mystery of why doesn't uk have much coffee flavoured stuff since they mega love coffee. (no coffee flavoured ice-cream to be found anywhere)

The coffee one tasted like they made it with 3 IN 1 coffee mix LMAO.

There are swan everywhere in UK. Basically every town I visit, its one of my attraction point.

Well maybe when I just came, now I am not excited seeing swans anymore. WTF.

Went to the local park for a stroll with the bf after almost a year. This part was located right opposite my university, basically cross one road can get there but I didn't bother going LOL.

Kungfu duck, standing and sleeping on one leg.

Aiyah I love this local park a lot! Too bad I don't go to uni anymore these days haha.

New stage of life

Oh ok so I have abandoned my blog for such a long time. I iz sorry.  >_______<

So much have happened this one year after I have graduated from my degree programme. Got some planning going on, did not work out, end up working in my parents company instead for a year since I would be taking a lot of days off for holidays and also busy for my further studies matter. Been a tough year working at dad's company as it would require me so much more effort to prove that I am really a potential worker and not just the boss daughter. Sometimes I just want to give up and apply for another job elsewhere as it would make my life easier. But I truly learnt a lot in just one year as I went through a lot of job rotation and department rotation, and some other stress that majority people will not go through. Such a nightmare. Went to Korea for Christmas 2012, and went to the United States on April 2013!! Damn I need to update about this someday. LOL. One day I guess. I don't think I have the photos with me now. =_______________= And now I am in the United Kingdom, I'm here to pursue one of my dreams, to further studies, a postgraduate programme. This is something I promised myself I would do someday and I did not have the courage to do it alone. This time I came because I think I am old enough (LOL RIGHT YES OLD) and because my bf is here together with me. Adds the courage much much more as I have a company. Another plus point would be, my little sister is in UK too! But different state, well I still can contact her easier than being in another country. =P I like to annoy my sister so badly. Guess I haven't got used to the time yet as I get tired very easily here. I get sleepy around 7-8pm wtf. I did sleep and wake up very early since I came here. Sleeping around 8-9pm and waking up at 6-7am. Damn healthy sleeping habits I have here lol. Love how everyone speaks such good English here, I am a big fan of British accent and so does my friend, Leni is. LOL. To think of it, I kinda regretted the decision of not going to UK with her last year. Never really travelled with her but I think she would be a perfect travel mate as she would do all the research of the places to go and I would just tag along fine (I am super lazy lol). Feel a bit sorry to her at times as I think I kinda drag her into stuffs and I just left her doing it alone. IBM intern and the UK summer exchange program. AHHHHH I think I am just too afraid of trouble. LOL.

Till the next time!!

End of a memorable chapter

I think I have been sadder than I thought.


Yes. It finally came to an end. 3 years of Degree life just passed like that.


Still remember that I had so much trouble finding my classmates for Business Management, as most of the people are taking up Accounting and Finance. Chinese love to count money so much LOL.


It troubled me so much at first as I was thinking why is my classmates so international where they came from Indonesia, Sri Lanka, Iran, Africa, and Yamen those places. Its so different from the Accounting students as all of them are Malaysian chinese. I think I was the only Malaysian Chinese girl in my course at that time. 


I met some friendly Indonesians which they eventually became my best friends over the 3 years. Its funny thinking how did we met that time. I was super super social awkward and I would have so much dilemma inside me. 
Should I say hi? 
Should I not say hi?


I forgot who was so nice to talk to me first. I seriously forgot LOL. 
I remembered the first topic I have with my uni life bff, Leni - Kim Boom of Boys Over Flowers. 
Oh my how grateful am I that I watched that series right before I came to uni. LOL.


Don't really remember much about the other details, but I am really really grateful that I had this gang of classmates. Our style match quite well!
Despite the arguments we had during these 3 years, I still like them a lot a lot. =)

Flashbacks of the 3 years 

 One of the group photos we took in our first sem! All of us in the Business School shirt.

We went on our first and only class trip to Digi! 

and thats Mr Derek, our computing lecturer that brought us there.

I think we were in the Life and Literature class which I still don't understand why we need to take it. LOL. Me being all camera shy and covering my face.

The time when all the groups was working our ass off for the computing assignment and presentation together in the foyer. 

I think we had more fun playing around that actually doing the assignment.

Everybody is still there together when its the first semester.

This was the photo that we took with Marvin before he cut his crazy hair. LOL.

I personally think he looks better with his hair now rather than that hairstyle.

Mr Derek insist that he should cut his hair before the presentation in order to look professional. 

I do admit I won't take him seriously if he is going to present a business idea to me like that.

HEHE sorry but I'm just plain dry and normal.

Our first presentation in our uni life!

Ignore me for looking so horrible. 

LOL the dressing style for most of us have changed throughout the years.

We helped each other to move house!

After a few sem, we started a trend for our own batch and we have this theme day.

It started off with colours.

RED DAY!!!!

Spot Marvin there with his neater hair hahahahaha.

Theme of the day - Black!

Should've just make it a pink day since its Leni's birthday that day.

HAHA mistake mistake.

Green day! YAY FOR US!!

This is suppose to be Purple day but the photo quality is very bad haha.

This is actually White day and also our favourite lecturer, Mr Shannon's birthday!

Spot the cake beside Vahid. Yummy cake!

This is our Blue day! Monday Blues in Mr Victor's class LOL.

BOO to the people that always forgot hahahaha

So eventually we are out of colours, and we started with another theme,

another trend of that time.

FIFA 2010.

We all got football jerseys!!

We entered the lecture hall with few hundreds of people inside like this!

Lecturer was like, you all football fever or something? LOL.

Just think that it was a cool thing to do together with your classmates!

Us with our favourite jersey =)

We actually went to play futsal too. One of our successfully worked planning.

It often fails hahahaha.

After this, we upgraded the theme to another level....

Producing our own class t shirt!

Our one and only 1<3 BBM t shirt!

We tried to be helpful and we sincerely offered help to Mr Shannon when he asked for our help in a promoting event for BBM course. Well obviously we are going to support him! Firstly is because its him asking, secondly is because its promoting our course, third is just because we are playful LOL.

The lecturers aka judges and us assistants aka referees.

The name of this event is called Touchdown!

Promoting our course to the students finishing their Pre-U courses in Sunway University.

It was a great event!

Some of our activities outside the Uni.

Anty's 21st birthday celebration in Seoul Garden!

Bowling session after that.

We were so noisy and attention seeking, a lot of people actually came and stand around to look at us play. HAHA.

The third time and the last time we watch Musical together.

London Summer Musical in Sunway Lagoon.

 This is the only competition that we joined in our 3 years of uni life, Business Stimulation game I think.

Entrepreneur style of game for business people.

Playing pool during class breaks.

Took all sorts of nonsense photo in the Cafeteria.

I think 2 of us was just very stress up with our assignments. HAHA.

Our photo taken today on our last day of class.

YOU ALL ARE THE BEST!

One of the reason that I am so motivated to blog about this is because I really had an AWESOME last day of class.

I was being a bit sad about the fact that we still need to do our product demonstration in our last class, but it turned out to be so much fun. Seriously the best ever.

i have all these emotions going on and I'm like really emotional lately. I told Leni that I want to cry when I see Running Man have so many fans supporting them. WTF right? LOL.

I'm gonna miss all of my classmates, especially 2 of you,

Leni and Indri!

Who will watch Running Man and laugh together with me after this? =(

LOL thanks for teaching me so much about Indonesian and made me half an Indonesian now XD

All the best for us and we shall graduate together on October!

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

We will graduate together on October 2012.

Stubborn people

I think I often complaint about stuff. Especially in my blog? I guess I often blog when I feel angry or something. Needed a place to release all my anger. I think I kinda annoyed people around me cause I will go on and on about it. LOL. ANGRY U KNOW. I am considered quite a stubborn person? Bf always say that I'm very stubborn. Don't like to listen to other people's comment and kept to what I think cause that's the most important? But I do care about what other think though... Yea I always have that dilemma in myself. Got myself into a lot of unnecessary trouble of over thinking stuff. HEHE. Bad habit. So about this stubborn, I met another more stubborn people lately. She started off as easy going, and all the sudden she is just pure stubborn. When you are in a team, working together, ain't you suppose to think of what others think too? But you just focus on what you think when all the others in the group don't agree. Y U SO STUBBORN?!! Y U NO LISTEN!!! Ok, done done done. And yea I'm officially done with official presentations, where you need to stand in front of the whole class to present stuff. YEA DONE YAY OMG LOL LMAO. There's still this product presentation but we just need to pitch our product to the panel of judges. Hopefully we can do good! May all the horrible people disappear from my life! AMEN.