26 dec 08

what a day!! from the date... is the day after christmas!! wish you all MERRY CHRISTMAS!! anyway... make it as short as i can ba...


last sunday went to a camp... private camp...play for fun.. is not fun at all... anyway... over!!!


lets talk about today ok?
haix.... really what a day... seriously... we talk... we joke... we blow water... ok.. i know what u all asking... the we is...
me(for sure i'm there=.=), jun bin, CJJ, anthea, hui yi, goh, elisha(is the spelling correct a?), JF, chai hooi, CMC, and elyss came b4 10mints we went home(=.='')


this is high school member gathering!! actually some fella missing lo!! hui bin, at seremban(i told her that is her 2nd house), jingsquare pula went for red bomb at subang from her relative, then qian ying(the FLY)take care younger sis and bro at home, kah suang cant make it coz her mum just reach home(that time is edi 930pm i think)...


time:1930
venue:KFK, bandar puteri

guess what?!?! chai hooi reach there 1935, jun bin around that time also... i'm the one who sharp... reach there 1933! lolx... then in call... suddenly a call from chai hooi... so i get down from car and get in la.... nearby 2000 CMC here!! lolx... damm zha dou!! 4 ppl 4 car... next is CJJ and JF!! both of them one car... then MK fetch by her sister... then goh and elisha... one car... elyss one car... my god!!! then hui yi worked and ask CMC fetch her...


talk lo... laugh lo... crap lo.. what else can do when this all fella met together?!?!!! worst is after hui yi and elisha ate CMC chocolate... dont know them edi.... S~~C~~A~~R~RY~~~leh!!!!


oh ya!!!! thx to the 'lao ban niang' of KFK!! she treat us damm bloody good!!! and we almost block the road for other customer pass by... sorry ya!!


then DISMISS around 2305 gua.... that time not many car.... but coz of us... feel like got lot of car going off... damm funny lo... then according to ms.elyss... i almost bang a car in front of me where that time i dont see any car in front of me.... anyway... thx for the concern~ =) sorry for the speeding!


oh ya!! before i went out for the gathering... coz i'm ALONE at home all the day!!!!! damm lonely!!! fucking lonely!!! so i watch my DVD-'bu liang xiao hua'... stupid movie... quite funny also la.... i like the making of... dammm stupid funny lo!!! then until i bored... go clean the fan... swaeting all the time... done within 2hours... then wash car... then i go for bath... i close all the door and window to avoid smth bad happened la.... mana tau!! MPSJ spray the mosquito thingy!! my whole house turn oily!! the car.... like didt wash only!!!! why today so hardworking geh?? normally they come also saturday sunday de...


signing off time--------2.33am @ 27 Dec 2008

tada....

feel blog ma blog lo....


i know is very late now... well.... feel just finish read few fello blog...


first of all... last thursday was my tai kou (jerry) birthday!! happy birthday!!! and the pig!! damm sad la... let birthday boy SAW the receipt!!! what a sad case... next time burn the receipt!! hahahah...no proof!!! and about your husband birthday de.... next time i better ask u write on yr so called accounts books while i give u!!! sniff~!!! :P


let's talk about sick! quite number of my fren sick!!! haix.... what happen to u all la?!?! got ppl who did something he LOVE until fall sick *i think*... got ppl just finish holiday or coz of no "feng shui" and fall sick... got one ppl lagi worst!!! he sick coz of his gf sick!! hahahhaha...... i guess only....


the fella is keh bin!! lolx.... i mean he is the one who sick coz of his gf sick... :P and this fella makan his OWN parents $$ also dowan to pay electric bill!!! :P hahahhaha......


oh ya... today i went serdang's jusco!! bought a shirt which cost me only 20bulk!! cheap and is worth!! 60% of settlement discount!!


and and and.... somehow i remember what ying ling told us... something about contingent liabilities and assets which represent boyfren and girlfren... i dont really remember the content... for more info, please fly to 'ying ling' blog and ask her in cbox! (just joking... later she gonna use pen and stuck in my nose :S)


eh malaysian!!! better put on yr seat belt no matter which car in which position at where within malaysia!!! coz starting from next year... if u didt.... take out 200bulks for the SAMAN!!!


ok peeps.... u can close this tab or stop reading edi....


520? what u think about this number?? is it i love you?? yea!! last year only i know this!! =.= paiseh paiseh!! it is actually... but i talk about 3digits is not coz of this stuff... or maybe yes?!?! who cares?? lolx.... 520 is a date for me... a date where a girl born on may 20... so nice!! easy to remember leh?! this girl pretty u know... sometimes is cute too.... or so called act cute?? she do look cute actually!! some misunderstand between her and me... SORRY!! anyway... still doing the same thing.. waiting your reply for chit chat like last time.... and i know u having exam SOOOOON!!! all the best... and take care!!

feel like blog... so just blog

this week.... is holiday for group8... others i dont know la... who care about others holiday or not... hahaha...

last satuday is t5 mock! anyway... forget it... then sunday.... go kepong... after kepong selayang....
there is the day....

monday... deepavali... wash car... the flowers... got bugs...

tuesday... clean fan and light bulb... around 4pm sleep... 7pm wake up... then end la... watch tv... this that...

wednesday... living room... around 4pm sleep... 8pm wake.... tv dinner... that's it!

thursday... all the rooms... i mean bedrooms... same thing happen...

friday... kitchen... dammm!! i hate the most!!!! so many plates, cups, sauces.... and the sunlight with me... so is hot!!

saturday.. which is today... finally can rest for the day... i planed to study at night.... which is after dinner.... but who knows mummy want go pyramid... haix... after pyramid edi 11pm like that... dont feel like study edi... so i online... check email... then now i blog...

this is my week!! what about u??

long time no blog edi

long time no blog edi...


well... last few hours ago just finish mock exam for T6! hopefully can pass....


this few months... really a lot of thing happened... everything is unavoidable... what can i do? can only help and advise my relative.. my parents...


or should i thanks god?? if not, i gonna see my uncle at penang anymore... my aunty at kepong...


this few months.... the most happy moment is the gathering for 5sc4! and of course... coz of this gathering... i know something quiet serious for someone... u know who i talking about... i really feel so sorry... and u know my BI sucks~!! so the word... maybe hurt u deeply...


is good to heard that u finish yr sem... from your blog anyway... err... i will try to find u after my exam... hope u dont mind....


simon... sorry ya... i really no time to online.... this time i online also dl movie... hehe..... eh... everyone here... pls dont use LDP after rain during peak hour...


yesterday which is monday, 630pm come out from col... i reach toll there around 645pm.... guess what.... just the toll there... i stuck there for 30mints... about 20mints is at the same position... which is not even a car moving in front!! normally monday i go back that time... around 730 i reach home... yesterday 8pm.... damm fuck lo!!!! somemore i go cut ppl car.... if not dont know what time i gonna reach my house... stupid....

tagged by 03 in sudden!! :)

1. What is the relationship of you and her?

err... a friend i know from scouts... and now she indirectly is my SENIOR

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.

cute la... sometimes looks blur... like to bite ppl (XP)... nice girl... got lots of actions (haha...)

3. The most memorable things she has done for you.

teman me go breakfast and sms me when i was parking!!

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?

(sorry... no answer for this... coz we always CRAP!!!)

5. If she becomes your lover, you will...

bite her back la!! well... maybe slap her back also use to it... hahhaa... i will chase her la... be a man!!hahah~

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will...

i will... try to be fren with her... fren is always better than enemy~

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...

watching more action movie for her actions... hahaha.... actually is to improve on love me more la... :) and must be sihat dan gembira compare to sekarang... hahha

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...

misunderstand GUA~

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?

ask her in chatbox... coz i also dont know...

10. The overall impression of her is...

cute and funny enough

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

bad gua... good gua... dont know lo... this is all about PERCEPTION!! hehehe...

12. The character of you for yourself is?

to fulfill my dream~

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

being emotional when problems come!!!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

fulfill my dreams which is be a rich guy and help others that needs help... and for sure... bring parents and sister travel around the world with me... ( what i crap??)

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.

thx for caring and likes me... if i did smth bad or wrong pls forgive me and tell me honestly... i will remmeber u all... :)

10 frens to tag

1. TW!!! ( XP)

2. wui ling

3. jere

4. elaine

5. pei hann

6. prudence

7. kok jinq

8. ju vin

9. sean

10. 03!!!

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

this pig a?? david zai la.... (opps.... tercakap~)

Is no. 3 a male or a female?

obviously is MALE lo... but dont know he got plan to change or not la... (kakkaka...)

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

err.... no for now!! no.7 got someone edi la!!!

How about no. 5 and no. 8?

i dont think both of them are lesbian lo... (right ph and jv??)

What is no. 1 studying about?

CIMP in sunway col.... but dont know outside got study any other things or not... (lalalla....)

Is no. 4 single?

she a?? for sure no la!!! her face writing: I'M IN LOVE!!! (hahahha...)

Say something about no. 6

cute and pretty... and i like the way she laugh.... hahaha....err... is one of the concept in accounting! hahahha....

P/S: pls dont give me long long tag edi 03!! tiring!! kekekke.....

矛盾（一）

每次翻开报章，至少！！至少都有一篇文章是关于车祸！！例如，罗厘撞到轿车死亡，又或者轿车撞死骑士。

再用另一种说法，坐在车里的你，无所事事的，突然塞车了。塞啊塞啊～看见有车祸。很自然的，人们总是说大辆的错，或后面那辆的车主错。

问题是，你看见事情的发生吗？？

我所要讲的是，往往有时候我们看见的，不是真真的事实。就比如以上的例子，可能前面那辆车真好要退后，退了想停。谁知脚踩错，踩到油门。试问，是前面那辆车错还是后面那辆车错呢？如你只是看见前面那辆车的后面受伤，和后面那辆车的前面受伤，你第一时间会说谁错呢？？

这些都是例子。我要表达的是，人与人之间，或许有些误会。每个人都有２４小时。但每个人对这２４小时的应用方式都不一样。而每一个人都不可能百分百了解或知道对方在每分每秒在做什么，在哪里，等等。就算一对３０年的夫妻都不可能知道。

每个人都有自己的空间，自由，娱乐。。。但你觉得你真的知道对方在做什么吗？？

朋友们，有时你看到的未必是你想象中的那样。道理就和我上述所说的，车祸。而我时常听见的，都是在感情上。男有男的说法，女也有女的说法。谁说真，谁说假，只有老天爷和你自己本人知道。可是你是否有想过，两人所说的都是真的呢？

朋友们，或许你身边的伙伴，今天说的，和明天说的都不一样。照道理来讲，他们是错的！可是，你是否想过，他到底为何会这样呢？从他讲的那一刻，到第二天，到底发生了什么事？

朋友们，有些事情不是我们能控制的。都说了不是我们的控制范围内，那我们该如何知道或预测什么时候会发生呢？如我们预测到，那我们不就知道未来会发生什么事了吗？

做人不要只因为你所看到的，就把他人定罪！凡事都三思而后行！

what to blog?

PT1 finish.... start worrying about PT2... anyway.. just got back my T6... few more hours i think i gonna have my T5 and T3 paper.... dont know why.... other than scare... dont know what to describe...

err..... everything will be alright.... and i got a pic from queennie!

actually i look SHIT lo in this pic... but is the only one... haix...

WHO AM I??

突然间，真的开始觉得自己变了！变的连我自己也无法相信是现在的我。试问，我想变吗？

老实讲一句，我真的不喜欢现在的我！每天戴着面具走出自己的房间，过着自己追求，自己想要的生活与快乐。可是，每当我踏进我的房间，面具自动掉了下来。所有的回忆，无论是快乐或伤心，通通都出现在我眼前。

作晚，我不知不觉了解，为何人人常说，

１。一个成功的男人，背后有一位女人。

２。男人永远只烦钱和女人。

３。男人爱接酒消愁。

作晚，我真的想了很多很多。也发现我在大学的日子也有很大的改变。还是变的人是我？我看见的是大家都没像以前那么开心。每个人都有自己的朋友。这里一团，那里一团。每个人对每个人都好像有了一幅墙壁。讲话，说笑，玩乐，外出。。。来来去去都是这几个人。一对的一对，一班的一班。。。

一个人的改变，都是因为他的过去，他的经历。。。我的T６老师讲的很对。学会自私对自己有好处。闷闷不乐的我，还是会让自己开心起来的！人生嘛，实在太多矛盾了。

老天爷啊～难道我不能过平平凡凡的日子吗？家庭，事业，学业，爱情，友情。。。都亮了紧急灯！！谁能了解我？谁能关怀我？

love post

understand what does it write ba.... i do understand... and making me think of more.... well... LOVE IS BLIND!!!

back to blog...

so long i didt online edi... almost 2weeks i think from the last post... 2 weeks like nothing... 14days... like getting more.... 336hours... more and more... 20160mins... its a lot!! 1209600secs... too much la!!! hahaha.... ya... from weeks to days to hours to mins to seconds... i think everyone sure asking what am i doing for this 2weeks...







well... from last post i think u all know that my test is coming... so i really got study for it... just maybe i giving myself too much of stress... some nights i slept can just jump up without anything and go for toilet for bug biz... have u ever feel that?? and this is not the 1st time for me... i got this after my PMR... anyway... is not a good feelings....








right after finish PT1... went to JB for my biz... dahlah sleepy... kena drive lagi.... but lucky got daddy... hehe... the next day night which is 31st august... merdeka!!!! lolx..... that night i start drive from JB until somewhere nearby N9 but still consider melacca... our destination is KL... more specific is selayang... my uncle house la... and we only spend 3 and half hours.... my daddy for sure nothing... but me get scolded from uncle la... cousin la... aunty la... haix... coz i speed... the whole PLUS highway only my car and the road is just soooooo straight.... and in the car... only i'm awake... everyone sleeping...








1st of sept... having a gatering there... the sittuation similiar to my 18th birthday... just WITHOUT someone la... that day i drink quite a lot... whiskey got... the what so call "mei jiu"... and another one dont know what the hell... is white... smelly... drink is nice.... anyway... i only half drunk... and did something i shouldnt do... anyway... its happen...


*for nick---- even i'm drunk, i do awake what i did... and somehow i feel better after i release that out...and now i know what is the benefit when drunk... *








then 2nd sept, back to col life... study... attend class... get T6 paper result few days ago... is pass... XDD








then yesterday went to pyramid with my sisterS... jere, elaine and 'HAO JIAN'... hahaha... and my pretty primary frens.... queennie and with her 4frens... lolx... sorry la... dont know their name ma... MONEY STILL NO ENOUGH!!! hahaha.... very funny lo... and very touch too... everyone!!!must watch it!!! really!!!!!! remember get the moral value in it....








then go for dinner... oh my god... the dinner not bad... just the ending part... die la... everyone throwing the small pao around.... like war!! those kids start 1st... then somehow terkena one of their aunty... and the aunty join also... at the end everyone joining... not us.... hehe.... and my sister!!! drink whiskey!!!! hahaha... one glass wei.... my dad more than that... and he vomited when he reach home... this whiskey is 18 years old de... taste nice.... hehe...






below this two is the same ice kacang... aka ABC la... i can just eat the same ABC for 3 bowls!!! is nice lo!!! really leh.... and crab!!! those crab damm nice damm cheap damm big!!!!! and is not normal crab.... well... sorry guys... the crab forgotten to take pics... too enjoy it... XP

simple post

this morning i met yi wen~~ today she wear very sexy o... lolx... she gonna whack me man!! help~!!!!


err... then what am i doing now?? where am i now?? err... me at library la... online and blog here... lame leh?? hahhaa... anyway... just to type out my feeling now!!


PT1... really hate it!! but what to do... have to face it also... and... i must love it!!!! and guess what... again... i not in mood... i really down again... she go away just coz i'm there... haix... sad sad sad sad...


P/S : HumaN... CHEER UP!!! finish PT1 u got more $$ edi!!!! cheer up la!!!!!

tada.... :)

hey dude!! lolx... last night me slept at 4 leh.. die!! who's fault??!!!! T5 fault la!!!make me cant even sleep well nowadays!! like what MR BILL said... we all are kian su(scare to lose) hahhaha... i admit that lo... what to do...


and while study last night... i FOUND the feeling!!! the feeling i wish to have it!!! anyway... not talk so much about that feeling la... actually i dont know how u all feel la... just that i feel... like what SOME OLD PPL say, when u success... there will be someone come to u... ya... that is what i feel la...


this morning i reach college... the 03 sms me and said saw me parking... scared me off man!!!!! lolx... but have to thx her also... if not i gonna eat my breakfast alone lo.... *sad* kakkaka....


finish the breakfast... i'm here with 03 actully... means IT lab... but she got class... so she go 1st lo... abd i'm alone here lo... hahhaha....


yesterday we learn about organisation culture in T5!!! eh.... every point was mentioned just like my beloved company!! hahahha..... sorry la dude!!! seriously i feel more comfortable after study this chapter even i hate this T5!!!! and i really want to thx my company!! coz the $$$$$!!!! fuyooo.... henri fayol?? lolx... really keep coming on me~~ lalalalalalalala....


and last night i get to know that the petrol price gonna went down b4 merdeka WOR!!! hahaha... let's wait and see... *peace* and i watch the debat yesterday.... about penang state i think... lolx...


oh ya... back to the main point la nerd!!!! ya ya.... i just like this feeling lo... i mean finally my WORLD is only myself, my company, my parents, my frens, my CAT..... and the HER!!!! even i know the chance is NEGATIVE!!!! but who care?? *sorry mr jana, i copyright yr sentence* hehehe.... as long as i'm serious... i'm really serious.... so... no one can stop me.... hehehe....


P/S : group 8!!! let's fight until the end!!! hehe... ALL THE BEST!!!!!!

extra post...

this post really extra de... hahaha.... nothing to do ma.... feel so stress.... so ma post lo.... too relax myself...


haix.... maybe this is emo post gua!!! dont read u know!!! kekekeke.... for me... today really not a good day for me... bad!!! really bad!!! i'm down!!! down the whole day!!!!


well.... anyone know what is stress?? dont know?? refer to ju vin's blog... lolx... coz i lazy wanna type la...


i think the feeling i had not only stess lo.... only wui ling know what i feel... really thanks to her lo... even she got her darling edi... hahah.... and i still like to step her... kekekekek....


and i read a message from friendster! for me is true gua.... well... who cares!! lolx...


AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost


GEMINI--HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.


those thing in bold is part of what i read la... anyway.... i still maintaining that thinking... which is... what u expect me to do now except dream it and wishing u everyday?? may your day is full of colour... if u are sad please let me know... i will be there for you....

15 august 2008

this morning wui ling said GOT sms me wor... rupa rupanya dia sms darling dia!! zha dou!!! coz normally i'm fetching her to college de ma... so i call her early morning as usual as she know also la... mana tau she said edi sms me and i check... tak ada lo!!!


then fetch sister go school edi ask ju vin want go eat breakfast or not.. then she ask pork mee a?? i say up to u... so ma go for the pork mee lo... haha... finish edi reach college... some girl who study CIMP was waiting there... i tot is ju vin's fren... mana tau... she ask me want to wash car or not for charity... then i think... sure not cheap... and my wallet... have to think of it lo... then end up i say dowan and thanks!!


reach foyer "MR NG" said audi7 later go events... and got notice there... change to audi2... so me and ju vin went there... no one there!!! =.='' then sms ask pei hann... then call sean, then kee hoong... kee hoong said he still at home... =.='' not bad lo him!! then end up sean came and said.. today is 15 august la... not 14 august!!! then yew tian only realise that.... we all damm zha dou lo... haix... yew tian yew tian~


go audi7 edi then sit beside sean... beside ju vin also... then pei hann is in front me i think... fuyoo... guess what... she make up leh... hahaha.... ask her why suddenly make up de... she said coz friday ma... then i said next friday i see 1st a... hahaha... then caren pula sick... haix... caren... rest more la... kakakkka.... then teacher came and said this audi7 got event... going to audi4... aiyo.... reach audi 4 edi... feng shui not good... damm hot... then we all decide go library study... semangat leh... hehe...


then i feel headache... lie on the table a while... then go around... go up... see TW... the one who like to bully GIRLS and everyday act cute de... lolx... he said got exam... wish him good luck and i go edi... hehe... TW... angry edi?? angry la... hahahha.... then go back study... err.... i think ivan came not more than 5 minutes... yew tian ajak him go makan edi... hahahha.....


after that go LT4... for the T6 paper... starting still ok lo... but then.... aiyo... the 2nd slot killing me lo!!! what irredeemable and redeemable.... end up... study nothing for me la.... sad la... die la... who can save me man?!?!?!


then i reach home... mummy call me ask me fetch her at clinic there... so i ma go lo.... then when i was on the road where one way go and one way come... and that time i just driving 40km/h only... came from in front... the fucking lorry drive so fast just to cut the motor in front him.... and coz of this... he almost bang my car!!!! bloody fucking u!!!!!!!! i swear u!!!!!! fucking bloody hell!!!!!!!

5 august

this morning i wake up at 1030... hahah... i know i sleep like pig la... what to do.... lack of sleep... then go college... join sean, vin son, kee hoong and yew tian in library... they keep steping kee hoong... i join them too after a while... just nice la... lolx... kee hoong can play de la... he is not a small gas guy... dont worry be happy.. haha...


then start class... dont say much la... just to say... kwan siong... dont be sad... i know what u feel... i told u that cefiro... just to make u feel better... anything u can call us that time de as what vin son said... we are friends!!! and u are my tai kor in group8!! lolx...


finally i get to touch IS aka i-shit and BS aka bull shit by MR JANA... hahahha... actually is income statement and balance sheet or in pro word means SOFP aka statement of financial position... lolx... *someone showing off* kakakka....


why i said finally i get to touch them?? coz is FUN!!! as what sean's blog say... it's FUN!!! coz if u wrong a little tiny small thingy... u can just say bye bye to them.... hahaha.... dont u think is fun?? lolx...


and ho.... she is pretty today!!! fuyooooo..... no need guess.. no one know... hahaha.... only that PIG know i guess and another ppl know also... u know who u are la... just shhhhhhhhhh.... hahahha....


william and mary came my house... they saw me doing the IS... they say this is one question a?? i say no... this is one of the question in that question... then they like... faint!! lolx... i say... nothing ma... just long only ma... then they like... ok ok... dont bomb me again.... hahhaha.... lolx....


oh ya.... my "you yan pi" (right eye skin... lolx... my BI is bad la i know... dont laugh!! :P) always jump today.... what does it mean a?? a good thing coming or a bad thing coming??


anyway... this few days my house got a lot of mosquito... i hate them the most!! disturb me only... sleep also kacau... do HW also kacau... study also kacau... even now blogging also they kacau... ish ish ish....


oh ya... lastly right... i want to know when can i have my own car... hahhaa.... but i think is quite near... so happy!!! wahahahhaha.... wondering is honda or toyota!!! lalalallala.... buy a car by using yr own money... dont u feel coooooolll?? lolx... i feel cool of coz... car car!!! i'm here for u!!! hope i have u edi... can go everywhere i want!!! hehe... of coz with my family, my G8 members... lolx.... and her... sure having lots of fun...


nights~


fight for a better tmr!!! yea!!!

long post

as u read the title... is a long post la... so if u want to read... need SOME time la... coz i lazy want to seperate everything out la... all in one... hahaha... easy... and is suitable for lazy ppl LIKE me... lolx...


ok... 1st thing is i want to tell u all the differences between what u NEED and what u WANT!!! what you need means, u really need it... just like nowadays... everyone having a HP... u dont have but still ok... the problem is... if u not from local?? means u stay sabah and u come KL... dont u think a HP is important?? i mean u NEED a HP!!!! right?? alright... next is what u want... same example... u say u want a 3G HP... well... a HP and a 3G HP... i think u know what i mean... a HP can be any HP... even a old model of HP as what we usual call it as TAI KO TAI!! but if 3G HP... means the HP must have 3G!! so for sure... those old old HP must delete it in your choosen list!! right?? get what i mean?? so... go for what u wan but not what u need!!!!


this morning i cant wake up... coz slept at 3am... lolx... then go col... for LAN subject... super duper boring!!! can almost fall asleep... but thx god that we end the class earlier... then go CC... lolx... DOTA la... what else!!!

me, faris, kee hoong, yew tian, vin son
VS
kwan siong, sean, david, jian hao, jere

even i'm NOOB!! but still enjoying the fun... lolx....


then go for paper6 class... oh my god... my ass!!!! pain man!!!!! feel uncomfortable!!! YING LING!!! your pillow!!! lolx.... then yew tian surrounded by girls!!! lolx... happy la him... hahhaha.... almost the end of the class... we got some dicussion about the partnership thingy la.... this really touch my heart... i mean those story and the moral value from MR JANA!!! what he said i think u all know la... make yourself more mature a bit... or grow up a bit... what i really remembered is he said... take time to observe the girls or guys around u b4 together... know more about them.... then only choose... but the problem is... do i have the chance to know more about her?? well...no idea...


tonight i have to list my 30 targets!!! and i still got homework havent do!!! see la... how bullshit am i!!!! got scout... got studies... got business... actually i really admire those ppl who really succesed... why i say so?? coz you and i... EVERYONE!!!! got 24hours per day!!! not more not less... how they can do well?? like BILL GATES!! why i say him?? simple... coz b4 have the microsoft... that time he say he want create something like that... how the public see him?? say him crazy la... ask him stop dreaming la... ask him do something better la.... everyone like giving him a lot of negative support instead of positive support!! but he still never give up... he still continue dream of it... everyday... every moment... now!!! who is he?? a guy who consider young to achieve that amount of money... or whatever u think he is la...


so in "the secret"... got mention about... what u dream of it... u will get it... actually i dont understand... but BD Jason Lai explained to me the real meaning contains in it... he just give me a simple example.... like now everyone sure want something... just anything la... but must be tangible and got money value la... like me... my ex-HP got problem... previously edi repair for it cost me around 200bulks!!! then that day parents say... go buy a new one la... repair like that... the money u use to repair can buy a new one... so i decide to have new one... but i have to use my money... where can i get it?? go work la!!! everyday after i work... i sure sleepy and tired... but dont know why... FOR SURE... every night b4 i sleep... i sure think of my phone... how is it looks like... this la that la... what can i do?? save money... work hard... then finally... i got my phone now... what i mean is... when u dream of it... everyday... every moment... coz of u want it... there is a inner force in you.,... make you to action,.... and that's it!!! DREAM COME TRUE!!!


Jason Lai also told me that... a person who dare to dream now is a success person in future... and... he also ask me... why god put our eye in front not behind?? i say so can see what is in front of us la... no need bang ppl... and he said... ya!! u know... but think more deeper... god do so coz god want every single human always look forward... think of future.... but not always stand at there and look behind.... in other word... like u walking walking... and u fell down... u sure look behind... coz u want to know what make u fall or how u fall.... right??? the same comcept.... the moment u feel down... very down... is the time u fall down... for sure... u sure think of something... why like this why like that... but dont think too long... think edi... stand up!!! can't stand up?? ask for friends help!!! i sure at least sure got someone who willing to lead his or her hand to help u....


ok la... i have to stop here la... really long edi... going to dinner... then bath... then study... then go out for business!! see ya frens!!


P / S : hey u all.... carefull when driving to malacca... and enjoy there o!!!! hahaha.... take more photo.... i want see... lolx....

over semangat!!!

hahaha.... really la... the PIG la!!!! lolx... like everything also her... hahhahaha..... she ask me update.... ish.... go pak to la u... lolx.... hahahha....


well... just want to say... THANK YOU IVAN!!!!! u know what u did gua?? in pink today... with karthik, me, yee ling, nabeehah, pei hann, and muh yiing.... T'ven is just come and sit... :P
i will did the same thing to u all again.... just depends when la.... hahaha.... coz i edi got my W&S!!


of coz jere, elaine, sean, jian hao, wui ling, etc... u gengs la... i wont forget u all.... wait the time come!!! lolx....


and ho... whoever want to show... lolx... u know what i mean la... the freedom of expression... hahhaah.... especially GIRLS!!!!! like u want to show yr arm... or anything la... but u cant show or not dare to show... let me know.... lolx.... not that i want do something BAD!!! hahhaha... just want to help u all to fulfill yr dreams!!!


alright... is over now... this is the 3rd post!!! so... gtg la... tata... have a nice days.... and less than one month PT1 is coming!!! GROUP8!!!!! let's get our SATISFACTION!!!!

2nd post... (semangat blogging) :P

according to types of needs of ABRAHAM MASLOW... there are 7 innate needs!! one of it is freedom!!


for me, i wish i got this 4 freedom...
speech
expression
time
money


yea!!! is this 4 man!!! first one is speech. which mean u got the freedom to talk... hhaha... like what ms wong say.. u can talk anything u want... lolx... u understand la.... hahhaha.... those 4 letter bad words la...


2nd is expression! lolx... this is funny lo... ms wong ask all the girls in group8 dont simply wear... means like if yr leg very BIG... then dont wear short short to show... then ppl was laughing at u and u tot ppl is praise at u.... or what we so call perasan!! hahaha... but that is true la... coz if u got time u go KL... u go and have a look.... got a lot lo.... not cannot show la... is like... show la something nice... lolx....


3rd is time!! what i mean by this?? now i studying CAT!! then got scout... then got business going on... so is like 24hours per day!!!! is TOO LITTLE for me man!!!! maybe i need 48hours per day... lolx... but what can i do?? that's why i want time freedom!!! and know what.... this morning i having braskfast... half way i eat... i feel like fainting.... damm it!!!


finally is money freedom!!! eh... tell me la... who dowan money freedom?? money freedom means u no need work also u got money!! or can say u no need to worry about yr financial problem!!! dont u think this sound cool??? eh!!!! no need worry financial problem wor.... who dowan o?? but honestly... who feel like dowan... remember sms me... i send u my bank account number... then u transfer money to me... thx ya!!!


the last two freedom is it sounds like BILL GATES?? why i say so?? coz he got too much of money... no need to worry about his financial problem... coz whole world is using his MICROSOFT!!! and he still young!!! not even 60years old... eh!!! dont u think is great??? and now he use his money to help up all the ppl who need help or poor ppl... see... dont u feel is AWESOME??? can go all around the world and can help ppl.... who dowan?? maybe got la... but i WANT!!!!!!! tat's y i say i want challenge him... lolx...


lastly... GO FOR YOUR DREAMS!!!!!!!

long time no blog... lolx...

hahha... u read this title... i think u know what is happening la.... the PIG la... lolx... i think u know who u are... hahahha.... this pig asking me to update!!! hahaha.... wondering why she so sleepy in today T5 class?? on the way going home... she said ivan was fishing!! then i ask... why u all there so quiet?? she say everyone is holding the eye's door closing~!!! lolx....


hahaha.... i really enjoying today's paper5 class... MS.WONG class... staring quiet bored la... sorry to say that... all is theory man... lolx... coz starting of today's class is about team thingy... well... of coz make me think of scout!!!! yea!!! lolx... then after that... we get into a new chapter... which is MOVIVATION!!!


i like this man!!! alright guys and girls... prepare to have my lesson?? lolx... joking only la... actually what is motivation??


is a force/drive directs on individual's behaviour and persistent of action towards the attainment of some needs, objectives, goals, etc...


well... if u want simple is THE WILL, THE URGE, THE DRIVE... hahhaa... what i want to say is... hey frens... what is yr dreams when u are small?? or when u are kids?? have a nice car?? can travel the whole world with family?? or what?? i dont know u!!! only u know YOURSELF!!!!


i will talk about mine here... i wish i can move to other place... coz my current house is really extremely hot!!! even i got two fan now... i still can sweat!! then i want bring my family travel around the world!! give my dad a BMW sport... coz he like it... and give my mum a minicooper... coz she always say that car is cute... then i want a big house... if can... i will pay for the designer who design my dream house no matter how 'CHEAP' it is... then help others who needs help!! hahaha.... i think i have to stop dreaming!!! lolx... what that is really what i want!!!


today i ask ms wong... education really so important?? coz a lot of ppl who got their qualification is NOT related to their work or their job now!! ms wong say that education just to make u more understand or more knowledge so u can be someone better!!


then i ask again... in internet, i saw a pic of a guy who name joshua... got MIT cert. but not use... coz he searching for a job by hangging a card walking on the street... then ms wong say maybe is his behaviour... so he jobless... alright....


so... what about u?? if u found a way that can fulfill yr dreams!!!! and without any qualification... is it a good thing??

CHS campfire!!

19th of July 2008, Saturday!


i drive to bukit puchong fetch kang lin... then fetch sam and sherine at IOI... then we GO!!!! hahaha.... then on the way going... kok jinq call and blow me edi... lolx... keep asking where am i... hahha... or he scare i ffk?? lolx.... on the way going... in car damm crazy la... hahah... have lots of fun man!!


somehow.... i miss chia ling now!!! really miss her now!!! haha.... sorry kok jinq... got reason la.... i think u know... coz she got the PICS!!!!!!!! hahaha... so... chia ling!!! i miss u!!!!


then reach there... alar... pity brandon... wonder why he so lonely and look so tired... rest la.... then that prudence also... sick for a week edi still dowan go see doctor.... aiyoyo....


i like that opening performance!! so nice!! especially the drum or what they call it.... i like that the most!!!!! hahaha.... then during refreshment... go with kok jinq take the food... and water... nasi lemak... then give sam... and go lepak around with kok jinq and chia ling... no matter where i go... sure i saw someone i know... so happy la....


find back my scout fren... i miss u all man!!! then again... i was 130... kok jinq 131... prudence 132... then pei wen pula come and join.... spoil edi... haha... coz she also 132.... then continue go around... knowing more ppl... and at the end only i realise... almost all the new scout in my list there... all is 132!!! alar.... u all bring too much ppl... hahhaha.....


then after the refreshment... yu liang ask me... why u here??... i say y not??... he say... ASM should go VIP room eat pizza hut la... then i was like... what the hell... finish edi only u come tell me... want die a??... then he say... i tot u know ma... hahaha.... i jk only... just... HO SEK lo.... lolx...and guess what.... the nasi lemak i get... no spoon.... dont know how to eat man... so just left there... hahah....


oh ya.... kok jinq bought me a skraf!! is the 50th annivesary skraf!! hahah... thx bro.... one for RM7... 3 for RM20.... then we go home.... fetch kok jinq home edi... go eat.... very fast... coz sherine's sister or parents blow her edi... lolx... then i drive very fast lo.... until they say cool down... slowly.. is ok de... i say cannot la... ppl get scolded edi... anyway... sorry sherine!


then reach home kinda late... then call her when i reach home... so she havent sleep... so... the end of the day la... night~

the good and the bad

hey guys... i think u all know that the second run the fast! follow by minute... and then hour... day... week... month... year...


then when the peak moment coming... ppl will always say that... still got so many second... still got so many minute... or still got so many hour.. etc etc etc.... right???


what i trying to say is... the time keep going on.... no matter how sad are u... how stress are you... how free are you... YOU!!! only got 24 hours per day!!! not more than that... and of course not less that that... so... what are u waiting for??? keep saying...
aiya tmr 1st la...
aiya still got one more week to go...
aiya i dont know la dont ask me la....


or u want finish all your 24 hours per day?? if u can finish it... ya... is a good management!! but how if u rather spend your time in front of comp and MSN!!! chit chat chit chat... is good... i love to chat too... but the time flow fast... dont u think so??


this few day the moment i open my eye from sleep... i saying in heart... thx god that i'm still alive... coz i saw a pic from google... i think everyone wondering what pic is that... if u all still remember 911 in US... ya... the pic taked by a guy who standing there... guess what... the background of the pic can see the air plane... just right after the camera came out with the sound *chik chak*... and the air plane just bang the building!!!!


what does this mean?? dont u think that u really dont know what will gonna happen to u next second?? dont u know that nothing is impossible?? YA!!! we can't see the future!! we dont know what will gonna happen next!!! and think!!!!!! if u were the guy... u think u can have a wonderfull time on there... but... i think u know what i mean...


SOOOOO.... what are u waiting for?? go do whatever u want!!! go for your dreams!!!! what u want?? u want have a big house?? go for it!!! u want a limo car?? go for it!!! u want travel around the world?? go for it!!! there are so many way u can fulfill your dreams!!!!


dont stop there and thinking what u want!! just do it what your mind tell u to do...


P/S : hey group 8!!! i really miss u all!!! i just dont like the environment like what i seen!!! you are who you are!! choose who and how u want to be... see ya!!!

believe it!!!

hey... no one writing the comment for below post wei... sigh... anyway... i'm here to tell u all... i get to slim down my tummy for 3cm just 10 minutes!!!! fuyooo.... i can't believe that man!!!! well.... that is the fact!!!! who wanna try???????? u try yourself then u will know am i lying?!?!?!

history repeat!!

this few days.... not in KL... as u all know la... well... got so so so so many thing to blog... but i really very tired and lack of sleep... 4 days 3 nights... 1st day edi no sleep... 2nd night sleep 3 hours... 3rd night sleep 2 hours... total only 5 hours i sleep... doctor somemore say sleep at least 8 hours a day... me 3 days added up also less than 8 hours!!!


hahah... i know u all sure wondering... why la i put this title.... hey!!! sure la something happened same as past!!! just different person and diferrent location... but story line... for me is the same lo... what the hell i mean?? i will blog when i free la....


err.... readers!!!! need yr help!! i will post some words below... pls kindly drop yr comment for each sentences... thx for yr coperation...


Your attitude determines your altitude


It's possible, it's necessary, it's over until you win


A sucess person is not depends on his own talent


Fear is an internal illusion created by nothing more than your imagination


Focus forward yesterday has gone


下一秒钟不知会发生什么事


我们要享受成功的代价， 不要为成功付出代价


目标是人生的清醒剂， 学习是成功的加速剂


that's all... hope can have your comment!! and ho.... i go sleep le... tmr waiting me... hehehe.... nights guys~!

off for few days~

i will outstation for few days... the only thing is... hope that girl become herself... dont think too much of thing... and i really didt hope for anything... anyway... go pack my bag now~


WILL BE MISS U ALL~

A Whole New HumaN

read the title ba.... like previous post.... i blog that i went to a gathering!! this really make my life different.... make my life more meaningfull.... more to know how important is money!!!


i dowan to say so much la... just want to ask u!!! ya.... is u la.... coz u reading what... lolx... will u suffer yourself in college and waste money to get a qualification when u edi earn minimum RM10,000 per month??? i dont know what is your answer la... for me... i wont!!! but now i got nothing.... so i have to really suffer myself now.... to get a better tmr... while studying and try to get money!!!


of coz... a whole new me sure got a new target la... lolx... hahhaha.... actually not la.... just still got feeling towards her.... err.... not the one who just break... is another girl....


this girl of coz is a leng lui la!!! lolx... sorry la... for me it is... :P just have to act normal coz she got someone in her heart... and i know the him too... but i dont think the him know that this girl got feeling towards him....

so many things happen in 2days...

err.... what should i say a?? yesterday i finish class at 5pm... then down there meet elaine!! fuyoo... she like a superstar lo... everyone go near her... lolx... the kajang ying ling lagi geng!! shout elaine the moment she saw her.... hahhaha.... kajang fella is like that one... lolx... sorry ya...


then i follow jian hao car to subang ktm station... err... b4 he send me.... he fetch wui ling back home 1st... then only he send me to station there.... eh jian hao... i really drive the 877 yesterday la... hahaha....


in ktm... well... u all know la... that time... sure a lot of ppl de ma... so no place to sit... stand la... what u want?? lolx... then i can sleep even when i standing... but too bad... i cant sleep... coz i carrying three books!!!!! so thick!!!!! somemore with the hungry stomach... stupid!!!!


reach william there edi.... 1st thing go toilet and ask for foods.... walao... no food also... ishh.... then just get in the car and quiet only... really lack of energy to talk lo.... just know how to laugh in the car when william and mary talking lame joke... kakkakakak......


then go for the gathering there... yea... got foods!!! eat edi... then enjoy the gathering!!! wow... the gathering is.... AMAZING!!!! FANTASIC!!!!! is like i gonna go for that goals!!! 21 years old guy... still studying college... guess how much he earn last month?? minimum RM10,000!!!!!!! well... i got nothing to say.... only thing in my mind.... he can... y not me??


this morning i wake up 6.15... late edi lo.... then fetch sister go school... then wui ling... then eat... then college.... 1st class is mr akbar!! ok la... normal la... nothing... or maybe i too tired lack of sleep.... cant remember the jokes gua... 2nd slot is ms wong!! wow.... this is a nice class la.... i will never feel sleepy.... hahaha.... and nabeehah!!!! use her blue pen and draw my hand!! written girls power with her signature!!!! then i go wash... and she use pink highlighter and draw a love!!! fuyoo..... hahah... dont jealous u know.....


then i tell senthila... i say i tell karthik this is what u draw.... she dont even think.... just show her tumb!!! hahaha... so i go la to karthik... and tell this from senthila... she is mine!! then he like angry u know.... then chase me around the class... lolx..... hahhaha.... actually no chase me la.... just showing the fighting face only... hahaha....well.... u know la... group8 is that crazy!! lalala...


deng deng deng~!!!! this is the peak of today!!!! ms yiong class... everyone skip lo... hahaha... only me la... ivan la... t'ven la... karthik la... pei hann la... pei cheng la... muh yiing la... germaine la... senthila... yashi la.... mei yin la... nabeehah la... fawina la.... and freda, vivian and wui ling... half way go edi.... but freda and vivian watch the show!!!! hahahha.... no comment here... hahaha....


P/S : MS WUI LING a.... really have to solute u!!! go also left the books there for me.... wah.... damm clever la u... hahahha....cannot edi... that time keep yr skirt havent charge... now have to charge edi... hotel fee... air cond fee... keeping fee... travel fee... petrol fee... etc etc etc.... then multiple 4!!!!

is 070708

today is 7th july 2008... i will talk about class 1st la... err... the class start 1pm and end 3pm... its noon... and only 2hours... i also dont know is good thing or bad thing... me go college have to pass toll lo!!! petrol price increases leh....


well... i reach college quiet early today... around 1220pm i reach edi... then go 3.6 to check where is the class... and i want to meet my in library... yi wen... but then i saw bee and fawina... then we go and find where is the class after have some talk with her... then we go around the whole 4th floor... finally we found!! then i see the time... its 1240pm... still no one standing in front of the class like us... lolx... then i sms everyone in group8... sorry for those ppl i didt sms u... either i forget or i dont have yr number...


today only got ms yiong class... B~O~R~I~N~G lo.... lucky my class... got YEW TIAN!!!! the boy's hero!!!! hahahhahaha..... if not i can sleep in class... the yew tian really step kau kau lo...


and i HATE this classroom!!!! smelly and hot!!!!! i think everyone agree with me!! right?!?!?!


dont know what to post la... maybe coz today is 7th JULY... as everyone know la... every single thing around us... there will be a GOOD and BAD.... let's dont tlak about the bad... coz is really bad for me... only SOME ppl who know only....


good is..... today is RYUI BYNN BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! hahaha.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! may yr wish come true....

溫嵐-傻瓜 KTV

this is me!! but not now!!!!! my world is opening~ yohoooooo~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1RRoDOfL74

泳兒 喜歡一個人好累 [KTV]

this is true~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6VV2kzuZfI

my itchy hand!

hahha.... sounds funny leh this title... well... sorry la... dont know how to name the title... so ma put this lo... err.... can say coz of my itchy hand la... coz yesterday i cannot sign in msn!! stupid fucking MSN!!!!!! nowadays MSN got problem leh.... then give up edi la!! so just go blog by blog.... then click those link... then link... and i dont know where am i edi.... hahaha... jk jk....


ya what... my itchy hand click click and click... then i ma read read and read lo.... and do u realise that my links there.... so many edi compare to before... my itchy hand la... hahahha.... know this ppl then i link them....


then what make me really shock is yu liang's blog!!! coz got so many photo of scouts!!! XTVT, games..... arghhhhhh!!!! i miss scouts!!!!! then prudence also got la... what roti lilit.... hahaha.... can eat or not??


then this morning i go pasar pagi!!! wow.... mummy wake me up ma... so ma go lo... after mummy buy those vegetables... quite a lot... she ask me put in the car and come back find her... so i go put in.... then the moment i walking to the pasar pagi there.... i saw one of my scouts.... is my juniors la.... he pass by me with his mum.... guess what he did??? walao.... guess la!!!! lolx....


ok la... tell u all... he stop there suddenly... and "ju gong" then say thanks to me! then i was like... what happen to u?? then his mum smile at me... and they continue walk... and i really standing there... looking at him.... aiya... u all know la.... pasar pagi... sure got many ppl de ma... then those aunty aunty... uncle uncle... say... what happen what happen... why the guy say thank you to this guy.... then i faster run away and find my mum... and tell her what happening...


finish story.... so ngam she finish buy edi... decide to go home... while walking... really terrible... everyone like pointing at me... then i damm scare.... coz is like i have to pass by there to go get the car ma... then my mum laugh at me...


while this guy i know him when i in secondary school... when starting i know him... he damm quiet.... and dont like to answer ppl question... or in other way... he is shy i think... but now...i heard my sister say that he is change... well... not change to bad la... is good... and i think he say thanks to me coz that time in a camp... i personaly talk to him...


forget about this... just now read elaine's blog... wow... damm long... elaine feel like boring in her orientation... elaine!! miss group8?? hahahhaha......

thanks!

haha... this post is some kind of thx list la... early morning say thx... is it stupid?? or sot sot?? or crazy a?? lolx... anyway... start now....


1st i want to thanks to michelle!! well... coz of what she said... really wake me up... hahaha... i dont think she realise that lo.... kakakka....


2nd is william and mary!! this two fella... nothing say la... they can make me full of stress when there is the right timing...


3rd is mun chun and his family!! this guy i know him coz we are in same secondary school... and i know his whole family... then that day... they all know about my daddy case edi... and i can't believe that.... actually mun chun also understand me when the time his father accident also...


4th is chia ling, kok jinq aka my tai kor and leit!! this three member... lolx.... past few days i attending their MSN online class...


hahaha.... why?? waiting yr turns leh?? ya la... u got too... which is wui ling, elaine, jere and jian hao!! this 2 pairs of my col geng.... they also damm good one u know... they are my ears!!! hahhaha... jealuos leh?? lalallala....


next is, sean!! this kepong guy... hahha... dont angry oh..... eh... he also my sifu u know!!!! err... he also understand me.... coz he said he got the feeling too... he giving me advise and so on... he touch my heart!! lolx....


then is u all!!!! david, kee hoong, vin son, teng wei and caren!! of coz include sean, wui ling, elaine, jere and jian hao!! they all give me a nice trip of genting!! my 1ST time go genting with fren!!!


and finally is mun kei aka monkey!! hehe... paiseh a... usually called u that de lo... u busy also want to give me yr opinion... crazy la u... ask u do assignment edi still want sms me... zha dou... hahah....

Don't Say Goodbye 柯有倫

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgAXamBCbMc

1st day of col after 2weeks holidays

well... this morning thing i not gonna talk here... just talk in the class la... Mr.Akbar teach us paper 4... so happy to see him again... then Ms.Wong teach us paper 5... so excited la when is in her class... haha... and she know my name edi... die la... haha.... next is Ms.Yiong teach us paper 3... this a.... haha... we driving a car and she driving a plane...


and my fren... clarence... walao.... the library just on his left he also cannot see... i was like..what the.... damm speechless lo....


then when there is a break... we still group 8.... guess what we do?? play cards la~!! then got one time Mr.Bill come in during break time... he said... wah... u all score very high marks in CBE... then i shout la... proud of it?? he smile and say... sure!!! hahaha.... i dont know why... seeing ppl happy i can just be happy....


talk about the class... today got a new coursemate... name lee... lolx... this is what he ask me to call him... hahha.... welcome to group8.... lolx... and the whole day in class.... everyone really miss elaine aka ee ling's laughing voice la.... so am i... hehe...


yew tian aka homemade guy... lolx.... he really crazy today lo... keep bullying lecturer... and qing quan, elly and michelle gonna change to other group... but sze yong edi changed to group 10...


oh ya... guess what.... everyone chenge! lolx... what i mean is their looks... freda highlights edi... t'ven looks much more handsome... and wui ling... gonna be 2nd karthik... know why?? late coz of the bus!!!! hahahhahaha.......

a "WONDERFULL" morning

well, everything happened last night before i slept. i hear MY FM when i was on my bed. coz i really cannot sleep. turning here and there. then there is a song make me think of her. YA!!! is her!! so just take my phone and sms her. didt respect her to reply.


this morning she reply me. she said she got a new target. and i edi knew who is he that time. just dont know that she can just so protect the guy. like i gonna kill the guy. she can just reply me that. NO! i'm not gonna let u hurt him. NO! well, she got did that ONCE to me before?? i dont know


what is in my mind now is, what did the guy do to her until she can so protect of him??? so care of him??? how important am i when we together?? how much do u love me?? well, i know this all i not gonna have the answer from her... even i hoping for it...


ya... i do ignore u when the time i very sad... very mad of my result that time on u... but... what about u?? have u ignore me before?? and about the teeth operation... do u tell me u done the operation?? u did not tell me!!!! i tot u still waiting yr turn for the operation... so i was talking about my friends.. so we can talk and u can forget about the pain u gonna have...


ya... i admit that before the break... in col i got some feel towards a girl... she can just make me forgot about u... but she ask me try my best to be good with you... so i did that... but i failed also... u dont feel like talking to me... hard to communicate with u.... and end up... we break...


well... the girl... i think u know who u are... anyway... thank you!! but the girl DEFINATELY is not wui ling... coz there is some misunderstanding... say that i like wui ling... i mean i do like her as a friend... not those like in relationship la... but in heart, i treat her as my cousin... coz she just like my cousin... sorry wui ling if u dont like...


maybe i too immature... as what i learn today... ya... we had cry before... and cry for each other more than fingers... i tot we can stay very very long... no!!


me spending over 2000 bucks on her... is my record... my record of spending money in a year... almost half of the money is i get the returns from my dangerous work... i'm a guy who dont know how to understand a girl or gf feeling through text... but not when facing each other... even is a big huge amount of money... until now... i still feel is worth... only one reason... because she really happy and suprise on that time!

feel more tiring in this life~

family problem seems to getting worst now... what can i do?? is it really have to go as what i plan?? stop the course and go for work?? can someone or some GOD willing to show me the actual way??


somemore, again... a misunderstand from my fren to me... they tot i like a girl and being crazy for her... walao.... this kind of thing... i'm BORED of it... high school somemore got twice... now still have to settle it...


the girl just 20 years old... elder than me 2 years... but still like to play like same age with us... lolx... anyway... 24th june is her birthday... haha... didt even blog here after that... sorry ya.... and i guess i know what is your wish... may yr wish come true... and.. my present later la ha...


oh ya ah ford zhai... lolx.... alfrog only la... hahaha.... i think u are right.. i'm quiet king... lolx... coz now... i really being much more quiet compare to b4... or can say b4 the family problem appear... anyway... thx for the name... lolx...


hey guys... we gonna start our col life again... gambateh oh...


b4 that... today i fetch sister back from school... junction there waiting for traffic light... so ngam... right link is hui bin's daddy car.... i think she just finish school and her dad fetching home... in her car also saw john gan... and a girl i dont know who... anyway... wish u guys all the best oh.... especially hui bin!! ppl edi start u only join them.... u can de! go go go~!

特務J Retarded Version

thx GOD let me found this funny video when i'm down now~

安靜KTV伴唱帶

prudence, this is what i feel now~

HE is back~!

how should i start the story leh?? well... as u all read the previous post before, i seems to be a super duper emo me.... until i cant even know who am i now... anyway... sorry guys~! i'm back!


i think u all know those problem that i having... family, relative, and grandma... this 3 things... really need a huge huge money to settle it... there is no point for me to be sad.. to be emo anyhow... like what MSN name, i found the miracle! ya... now GOD do give me that! finally i found a way to be a BOSS!!! not to say anything la... just to say... which money that no need work hard and u can get it?? so i must work hard to get that target~!


just like what the talk i attend... which money or business u made no need capital?? NONE!!! just that u need MORE or LESS only~!! am i right?? then next... is the effort u use to put in it... and u will see... are u earning?? or u losing??


CAT... ya!! i will continue studying it!! so i can know am i really earning a huge amount of net profit!!! anyway... i'm back!! i still a crazy stupid playfull young guy!!! my target now is to make TW's blog there... change it to crazy king... not quiet king! hahaha.....

一个人-任贤齐

一个人-任贤齐 lyrics

一个人想
一个人走
一个人哭
一个人伤心
最想的人
我最爱的人
但你却不是我的女人
一个人从有心到无心
一首歌从有情到无情
这是我现在的心情
也是我对你执着的感情
每一个人
每一个梦
每一分钟
每一次失落
最想的人
我最恨的人
但你却不是我的女人

云顶之旅

好久没用华语写了。很有陌生的感觉。可是我还是决定用华语。


云顶之旅还不错！真的！因为我还是第一次跟学院朋友去云顶。也是第一次跟朋友上云顶。第一次就给他们了。


第一晚，我们都喝whiskey + coke！当晚，建浩先醉！还呕！我就没呕，可是喝不少。至少都有五杯！当晚，我真的想喝醉自己，可是没醉，还睡那几个小时而已。第二天就来了。


我们都到主题那玩。还真的可以让我忘记自己的烦恼，压力，问题。。。我最记得就是在海盗船上的小妹妹。。。她只有十一岁，可以弄到我们个个笑到肚子痛！灰嶙要她叫阿姨，想也想不到，小妹妹竟然叫她阿嬷！！！


也就在那晚，jere的样子和表情告诉了我，他不开心。当时我真的以为是因为我，直到晚上，我才知道与我无关。可是看见自己的好友有事，而我又帮不上忙，还真是够"朋友"。不过，他没事了！我也替他开心。



也就在那晚，开始出现奇怪的现象。就是这里会有几个人在一边开会，而另一边也有几个人在开会。对事情什么都不懂的我，又帮不上忙的，也伤心的走了出去。



一个人坐在户外停车场哭了出来。还问建浩去了哪里，只是不想他们会遇见我。可是都没回答。我只好站在房间门外听他们的笑声，让自己心情好点，再按门铃进去。本来打算睡觉的我，还是不能睡。就去跟他们嘻哈的玩。


半夜我们走去一个传说中，可以许愿的地方。传说中说，只要诚心祝福，就可以把钱抛向钟，再进小喷里，祝福就会实现。可是，我抛不进。心。。。再一次受到伤害。也和Sean谈了几句。谢谢哦～


回到房间，每个人都慢慢睡了。而我就听歌，以为可以听下听下而睡了。可是不但不能睡，眼泪再一次流了出来。Jere看到，只是拍拍我肩膀，应该在暗示我加油吧。。。谢谢哦～


才睡那几小时，就起来了。然后就睡不着了。时间还真快过，一个一个起来了，可是情形还是一样，这里那里开会。


然后就坐巴士回家了。


在第二天，我有一股被抛弃的感觉。或许说被遗忘的感觉。老实说一句，当天没人理我，除了我去找他们讲几句废话。好难忘又难受的感觉。。。


开放和放松的时刻就是在第一晚的游戏和第二天玩户外游戏的时刻。

the holidays

after final exam we are given two weeks holidays... today is friday edi... means left one week... well... time just pass so fast... but i dont seems to be happy...





there is family problem with me... there is my fren problem there...





i just want a normal happy life... why cant i have it?? why cant i get to see my fren happy as usual?? why the family that i had having problems?? own family problem also havent settle... here comes relative problem... and also my grandma problem...





my family problem... well... nothing can i do... just to wait for the news...

frens problem... dont know what is happening... just share what i had before and cheer him up... of coz hoping him that he win the war... go go go!!!

relative... i just know a bit... i dont know what those old ppl thinking... just say who fault who fault... never think or talk about to settle...

grandma... no comment for this... need eye operation...





lets talk about yesterday... i have my dinner when i reach home... my 3 sister... and my parents also know that i dont like red bean... whenever they cooked or buy or order... i'm not gonna eat that... guess what... i get scolded for that for one hour from my mum... is this stupid thing??





get scold just for a small thing?? what do u feel?? innocent?? dont know what to say... this all like happen in sudden... i cant accept this... i really cant... how i wish tmr i got class... so that i can hear some jokes from karthik... ivan... jere... sean... the way elaine... wui ling... and ying ling laugh... really can make u all laugh... and of course me too....


this holiday really take me down... into the middle of deepest sea... no matter how... i still am i... i dont like ppl sad and worry of me... i rather pretend nothing happen than spoiling ppl mood and day... not only frens... but relative too...


just 2 hours ago... william called me... ask how am i... and my daddy thing... the moment he asked... my heart turns sour... eye trying to stop the tears... and finally we change the topic.. he invite me to join his business as my part time job... i say let me think... coz this need a lot of investment.... and where i want to get that $$ from??


time just passed a day again... is saturday... so fast... again... i have to wear a mask like 2 days ago... that day i went to teng wei's blog... aka alford or ah ford zhai... sorry ya... this is what we name u in genting when waiting at the counter of bowling... his links me... and name me as quiet king... i wonder why...


ya... the moment we know each other... i'm a quiet type person... is no more the tony that others know that tony is crazy... 38... sot sot... noisy... no more!! no more!!!!


hey readers... is time for u to say goodbye to tony u known...

jere

haha... this guy name sounds familiar right? ya la... is jeremiah la... lolx... this guy taller than me... obviously la... lolx... darker than me... obviously la... he mix what... lolx.. sorry jere... haha...


well... nothing much i want to blog about him la... i want blog coz i know he facing some problem... as a member of his geng... lolx... sounds like gengster huh? have to support him ma... haha... gambateh oh~


from what we chat, i think i can guess what is it about la... and sorry for didt care about u oon the 2nd night... i start knowing is when i looking at u playing cards with them... u looks different... but that day... i also dont have mood also... to prevent any bad thing happen, i better shut up lo...


then still remember the moment u showing me your phone that u trying to telling me that u sms-ing?? that time u showing me the face i ever seen... scare me lo...


anyway, seen i dont know anything... just only can wish him all the best... and i feel that i so sesat when we walking to subang parade... four of u know what is happening... and four also look something different... like want to talk but i'm there... haha... anything la...


~Best Friends will be there for you when u want it~
~Best Friends will share everything with u~


*jere is not fren la... sorry... but my best fren... :P

世界上最遥远的距离

世界上最遥远的距离


The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death
世界上最遥远的距离，不是生与死


But when i stand in front of you ,Yet you don't know that I love you
而是我就站在你的面前，你却不知道我爱你


The furthest distance in the world is not when i stand in font of you,Yet you can't see my love
世界上最遥远的距离，不是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你


But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both,Yet cannot be together
而是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起


The furthest distance in the world is not being apart while being in love
世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起


But when plainly can not resist the yearning,Yet pretending you have never been in my heart
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里


The furthest distance in the world is not when plainly can not resist the yearning,yet pretending you have never been in my heart
世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里


But using one's indifferent heartto dig an uncrossable river for the one who loves you
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠


do u read it? what do u feel? and who is in your mind now? please kindly answer me in comments... thx~

dont simply talk

hey guys and girls... this is true!!! dont ever simply say or talk without thinking even what u want to say might be impossible...


like what happens to me... lolx.... sorry to say that... this is the story...


a day before we went genting, which is monday night. that day something happen in my family. so only let jian hao and wui ling knows. and i edi decide that i not going. then my member... lolx... asking me why not going why not going... i just say family problem and $$ problem... then u know la my mouth... simply say... i say sponsor me then i sure go...


guess what... they really decide to do so... and i really feel shock!!! coz that is impoccble thing right?? can u believe that your fren sponsor u to trip for 3 days 2 nights?? no right???


but they really did that!!! can u believe this?? cannot right?? but that is true!! let me list down the their name
elaine
wui ling
jere
jian hao
sean
david
caren
kee hoong
vin son


yes! is them!!! but i also cannot just really use the word as sponsor! coz i dont like owe ppl money no matter who... so i use it as borrow... but they use it as sponsor...


anyway, crediters!!! i will pay back~ dont worry~


see... that's why i said dont simply say anything before u think... dangerous~!


P/S : readers, read here and forget here... ok?? thx~

genting~

dont know what to blog la... somehow lazy to blog the trip... just to say not bad... dont have much mist...


guys and girls... if this trip u unhappy coz of me... sorry for that...

i cant believe it~!

1st
for example, everyone saying u are happy... suddenly someone say u are sad... what u feel?? weird?? shock?? what he or she thinking??
can u imagine... everyone saying a guy's voice is crazy.. and there is someone saying that his voice is sexy??


2nd
u study over night... do a lot activity... then when the time u exam... u got those question that u didt study well... something like just read through... what do u feel?? scare cant answer?? scare failed??


3rd
u plan something... have some activity... just to teach or share your experices to your fren or so call junior... what u feel when they all think something negative... think that u not come for help but to show that u got power... what u feel??

reality

this world is like this. reality!!! the world not gonna stop coz of u sad... the world not gonna do even a little small tiny thing also coz of u sad... what u wanna do?? fight to the world?? or accept the reality of the world??


for sure... everything got their good and bad... if u fight to the world, u can do whatever thing u want... what i mean is like go for a trip, go get what u want, go fight for your right.... not negative thing i mean... so u will live happily right?? isn't we have to live happily??


or u want accept the reality?? how?? day and day just go like that... no matter u sad or happy... u have to accept it... like u actually plan to go somwehre but at the end u cant, u actually want to get something u like, but u cant... u actually want fight for your right, but u cant... what else u can do?? accept it!!!! happy or not... u cannot choose and u not allow to choose....


what u hope?? what u wish?? u know yourself~

jealousy~

everyone seems enjoy of tmr trip. genting trip. actually i'm going, but i can't go coz of family problem... not parents not allow but the fact and god not allow...


everyone will go genting to enjoy their holiday after the exam... 3days 2nights in genting... got coupons... only need RM300...cheap right?? but still i cant go...


this morning i watch the video where i record in wl house... so sad... i dont have the feel... i really want to go... 1st is enjoy my holiday... 2nd is shout out all the stress where i handling now and b4... coz when playing outdoor... sure shout... and i can enjoy and play until i tired... no need worry anything...


i always like that... good always good.... then when i bad.... always bad... tears... from heart to throat... to brain... to eye... dik dik dik come out edi....

CBE

finish the exam on saturday which is 14 june, this is CBE question. for paper 1 and 2. but i only take paper 2. 50 questions objective. there is 13 questions is about computer. fuck la. coz i only read through. how the hell i want to answer?


i finish edi. raise up the hand. the guy came and ask me press exit. the moment is damm very fucking scare. coz after u click it, it either pass or fail. fail means die. pass means good. i look at the guy, the guy say press la. then i take a deep breath. that's it!! then what appear in screen damm suck. he ask me is it confirm to exit. then i ahhhh!!! and i look at the guy again, he ask me to press yes!! i said hold on. he smile at me only.


my right hand moving the mouse, from left to right, right to left, left to right... keep doing it, coz is means yes and no there. finally i feel brave and just click on the yes! guess what... i get 74%... i dream also cannot believe it! then my heart...... is like thanks god thanks god~! then i go out, i call my mum... she didt answer... maybe busy... after some time, she called me back. and ask how is the result. i said i pass i pass!!! she asked how much? i say 74%!!!! then she say, then ok la. and i feel... why u didt wish me?? i can dowan anything, just a wish from u... so hard??

李聖傑-手放開KTV

do it when the time come~

[KTV] 李聖傑 - 擦肩而過

nice and meaningfull song~

男人女人 Nan Ren Nv Ren [KTV] - 阿穆隆 许茹芸 Valen Hsu

nice nice song~!

Sam Lee Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui

understand the lyrics~

some funny stuff happend 11 june

last night i was open msn... well normal la... coz i having a break... then online la... just online only... a beauty name fiona... not hui theng!!!! is other fiona... :P ask me


do u still remember richard teo??
yes.. why?
he same class with me now...
ohhh... which col??
no col la... is SMK St John... same class... form 6
ohhh...paiseh...
oh ya... where are u from a??
puchong??
no... your high school...
why??
coz both of us keep guessing... but i know both of us also wrong...
hahaha... then what is your answer?
i guess u from somewhere near sri petaling... he guess u from SMK seri serdang...
haha... both also wrong....
i know that....
haha...by the way... why u two so sudden talk about me??
dont know... the richard suddenly ask me do i know tony, black black want, tall, mate sepat...
what the.... that fella say like that...
ya... so i ma guess is that u lo...
well... now i quiet white... hahhaa....
hahaha... i know...
ok la... back to topic... i from SMK puchong utama (1)...
ohhhhhh.......



then connection problem.... i dc edi... then sms her... say sorry... connection problem... and ask her remember ask richard why suddenly mention about me?? she say ok... then we talk crap la... and make me laugh my ass off lo... hahhaha.... then she reply me that.... your ass so unsecure?? pity u... maybe should introduce u some qualitied pad lock.... hahaha... see... hahaha.... this is funny man... that time i stress for the exam... and she can just make me laugh man!!! haha....


then i say la... thx man... u make me laugh when i stress... then she say... if not how can make u relax a while... final ler? gambateh a.... i will support u... go tony go!! then i say... thx anyway... if there is a kiss sounds better.... but how u know i got final.... and she reply... u just mentioned... ok la... change the slogan... muackzz muackzz go tony go!!hehe... hahaha.... then i say i have to post in my blog... then she say... must write my name... fiona invented this slogan.... hahah.... nice la....


P/S : this all is true... and definately is not original conver... coz i will just post whatever i remember... and thx fiona! hehe....

[KTV] S.H.E - 最近還好嗎

this song make me think of my friends... group8... two weeks no see edi... lolx... then secondary school frens... mun kei them... hahaha.... hope u hope are ok~take care~

[KTV] 周杰倫 - 彩虹

rainbow.... is a nice view... and the world is full of rainbow... *peace*

DBSK - Purple Line Rehersal

i like DBSK!!!!! see the dance ba... really nice~

[KTV] 張韶涵 - 不想懂得

song song~

skate day with the geng!

this morning i wake up early... around 6am... then wash up and bath... daddy fetch sister go school... then i go wui ling house.... hehe.... dont jealous o... lolx... coz can go pyramid together ma...


well... guys know lo... what did we do in the room?? hehe... right wui ling?? lolx... anyway... wui ling... if u got thing to say... need someone... i'm ready... ok?? and thx for let me in your house... hehe... i have a nice day la... hehe...


then 1st... i want say sorry to jian hao.... coz actually he is fetching us to pyramid... but then david is edi at puchong.... 2nd... sorry to david... coz he came so early from his house.... wui ling haven't done... and he edi at puchong... then have to go yam cha alone.... then end up is david fetch us... coz jian hao havent pass the toll... and... thanks jian hao and david...


then david fetch us... we are the first reach there... then meet caren and jian hao... go McD eat breakfast... i order filer-o-fish set with hot coffee.... the hotcakes that david ordered... not bad... next time have to try.... then vin son, kee hoong and sean came.... then go jusco buy some food for lunch... then lets go to skate ring.... yahooooooo~


we meet jere and elaine when we walking to the ring.... yey.... lolx... then we start buy ticket... go in ring... skate skate skate.... thx everyone for teaching me your skill..... hehe... but i still noob... sorry ya...


then me, jere, jian hao, elaine aka ee ling wor and wui ling.... five of us go out earlier.... other 5 still skate.... then 5 of us go pizza hut eat.... and then we go home.... me and wui ling follow jian hao car home... thx jian hao...


when i was in wui ling house... i look at the view... u know what... even how sad are u... how happy are u... the time like a car on highway... keep going.... the moment u lie on the bed... look at the fan.... no matter is turning or not... the time still flowing... if u dowan to move... just freeze there... the time still tic tak tic tak-ing....


thx wui ling... coz u let me enter your house and i get to know this....


i will not blog until my exam finish~
Group 8.... gambateh!!! go go go....
we can make it!!!
and i miss you all la.... those joke... hehe... all the best!!!

haix...

just finish read her blog... she went the summer splash at lagoon... she dont seems to enjoy it... coz she not feeling well... again... i cant stop worrying about her... why am i like this?? not saying that can let go of her??


yesterday she went to lagoon... well... i really dont know why la... waiting for her message at night... but until this morning also cant get any... during the time we got problem... there is a girl who can make me forget about her... but now... the girl is gone~ someone do ask me... u treat this girl to represent prudence?? i say no!! even now i think of it... the answer still no!!!


friday while waiting jere them reach college to attend the talk... in library... freda say i very "chang qing"... guess what i say?? i say "hua xin" ppl say i understand, now "chang qing" ppl also say.. i really not understnad... freda, wui ling, and mei yin laugh at me... ya ma... i got say wrong thing meh??anyway... just hope the girl know that i mentioning her...


alright!! lets forget that... coz i got a lot of thing havent blog.... haix...


thursday (5 june)
err... we went library.... got me, sean, jian hao, david, ivan, wui ling, caren and mei yin... well... that day the petrol increases 78cents!!!!!!!! crazy right!!!! but we still go SS15 eat pork mee... they all seems very angry... keep asking when the mee coming... haha... sorry la guys... then then then.... this is the main point of the day!!!! sean left his car key in the car with the car locked!!!! hahahaha.... so bad la me.... then we find david for help... david got no idea ask us go find workshop and help... then RM15 to open the door....


friday (6 june)
library again... i didt go for lunch...just eat... then study only... at 5 go the talk.... how to make money... lolx... nice right?? hehe.... after that we all went bandar puteri there eat steamboat... i just go there then call parents fetch me... coz going out with family.... haix... i should eat with them la... they eat steamboat... we go serdang eat normal... and daddy say want change taxi to nissan serena.... which is more worth than this... but got no $$.... so i think i gonna give daddy money....


saturday (7 june)
go library.... alone!!!!!! not feeling well.... but at least i got study la... then 150 shang fetch me... with benjamin yap and ping ying... to zonice for meeting.... guess what... i cannot go for the event again!!! is on 14 and 15 june... but on 13june they have to go edi..... again...i'm sad of it... honestly.... really sad.... but sir peter told me that... there is a cyclying trip at the end of july.... for11days!!! IF they confirm!!! haix.... i goona go this man!!! after zonice... ask shang fetch me to one utama.... coz parents going there... haix... damm boring... damm lonely.... then i go sms nabeehah... my bee... hahaha... thx bee~! lucky got u la... if not... i have to find the whole one utama man~!! after that think of elly pula... she stay nearby... so ask qing quan for her number... she was helping her parents at stall... but i went there... cant see her also... she said she went back... lolx...


sunday( 8 june)
got nothing to say about today la... just finish wash car... and michelle just boring... and msn me.... tell u all la.. dont see her so quiet... she know how to bully ppl want.... coz i was the victim... sob.... then wash car and mop floor... normal ma... and she go say i'm maid... lolx... zha dou.... now going to eat dinner and bath...


oh ya... let me tell something... my class... group8 la.... 1st... play friend for sale in facebook.... then play cho dai di... then mafia.... just stop few days which is poker... now... maffia in facebook... aiyo.... geng ler....

Prudence~

well, obviously this is for u only... sorry for others... lolx... just finish reading your blog... oh ya... before that... i wondering are u the GHOST in the chat box?? if not, hope someone who read this, if u are, please tell me la... thx buddy~!


i read your blog, and ya... u are just happy and having fun with them... dont know why, i just feel happy of you... then i sms u... just trying to ask about the kung fu panda coz ping ying told me that... but then dont know why... i got a feeling...


yes! a feeling that make me feel or telling me... this is the time u can really let her go... is just something like that make me feel that la...


then after that, u told me that tmr u going to lagoon for swimming... with the same gang also... then u told me that u so "fan"... i really wondering what u thinking that time.... but and again... that just a little moment... after that the feeling come again... if before this, i think i will keep asking asking and asking... just try to make u feel better... now... the feel gone~


somehow... when i blog-ing here... i'm asking myself, is this a good or bad for me? don't i feel is a waste? my heart and my mind... blank!


and now... dont know why this question suddenly appear in my mind... do i really appreciate the time we had?? i can answer u... YES!!! definately yes!!! 1st thing is u want me to change my teeth. ya... and i promise u to do so... coz what u said is right and i promise it also because i dont want to lose u... during this 10months plus... i can really tell u... you really make me understand what is love means... what is true love feels.... this is my 1st time i feel that...


i still remember u jealous when my fren hold my hand at the prom night last year... and that time i really got nothing to her... and yet u just jealous of it... tha time i really panic the few days... i feel happy coz shows that u really love me... i feel sad coz u really jealous and dont seems like happy and talk to me... even we got a lot arguement... but if u think back... u can really see that after the argue... we know each other much much more...


still remember my birthday?? honestly... thx for your birthday present and u really give me a unforgetfull day... that day i get scold... someone question me... but then... all that is worth!!


i wondering u still remember where, when, and how is our last outings? that day is wen kai and joe yee anniversary... we went one utama... and i fetch u and joe yee... that time i somemore drive to bangsar... so fish... what i trying to tell u is... that day whole day i feel something bad gonna happening... still remmeber?? i told u that... but that day didt happen anything except the wrong way... so i tot is nothing related to us... but now i know... is about us... and the last movie we watched is "L CHANGE THE WORLD".... and make it as "LET'S change our world"... do u see that?? well... maybe u can say i think too much... sorry for that...


anyway... dear... i mean this is my last time to call u dear... what u always said to me... what comes around goes around... the time we know each other at taman negara is the time its comes... now... its the time to go...
thank you for your love!
thank you for being with me for this 10months plus!


please take good care of yourself... u can always forget things... stop doing it and try to change yourself to be a better prudence... and let me say it... you are pretty and cute!


lastly,
i


love


you




~life goes on~




P/S: prudence, if u read this please drop a comment... anything... u want 'hihi'... anything... thx~!