I'm not sure what to do or what to say, and I haven't felt like this in a long long time.
I felt that, for the first time, I couldn't talk to you about something that I'm feeling, because it concerns you.
I guess it all began when I waited at your void deck for close to 2 hours, and I really didn't know where you were and what you were doing. I couldn't shake off a thought that you were with someone and that you were keeping it from me. I don't think I'm being unreasonable, I do think I'm being insecure, and this insecurity is unhealthy.
I don't think anyone reads this anymore, and that's probably the only reason why I'll post this here.
What am I really looking for? If I really do find it, what would I do?
Fuck.
scribbled this at 6:20 pm by kS
Friday, August 14, 2009
"Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough" Performed by Stefanie Sun
Now, I don't want to lose you but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
(Chorus)
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change you I don't want to blame you. Baby, you don't have to take the fall. Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder it makes me feel like rain. And like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's gonna change.
(Chorus)
And there's no way home when it's late at night and you're all alone. Are there things that you wanted to say? And do you feel me beside you in your bed, there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch. There's a reason why people don't stay who they are. Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough. Oh, Oh, Oh, No
1) Commissioned in March, now a 2LT in a unit. 2) Going through SHIT like everyone else, can't wait to ORD. 3) Don't want to go GCC but have no choice. 4) Got more vulgar and started clubbing and drinking which isn't good. 5) Watched more movies since discovery of $6 weekend tickets. 6) Went overseas with SAF thrice, fourth is upcoming. 7) Can't wait to ORD. (Refer to pt 2) 8) Played less basketball since, more running and more injuries. 9) AHM is really JUST around the corner. 10) ORD is 6 months away. 11) Planned Bangkok/ Phuket trip in Feb/Mar 2010. 12) Still undecided over Uni. 13) Blog's dying. 14) Blog was dead for a while, much like MJ (though he's really gone, RIP) 15) Oh, iPod Touch got stolen, replaced it with a previous gen Nano for running. 16) Music's an escape, so is alcohol. 17) Bro's back from Vietnam, hearing him speak Viet is weird. 18) Mum's still overseas. 19) Thank god it's friday. 20) Still plays mahjong. 21) The next post probably won't come anytime soon. 22) If you visit this blog STILL, please tag so I still know people come to this blog.
Cheers.
scribbled this at 2:25 pm by kS
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Ok, a tribute post to Michael Jackson.
Come on, it's not everyday that a legendary King of Pop passes away, you got to give it to him for what he had done to change the world's music.
Ok and
scribbled this at 12:06 am by kS
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Darn it's been so long... lol..
scribbled this at 6:38 am by kS
Monday, December 15, 2008
Thank you. You have registered for adidas Sundown Marathon 2009 successfully. The Confirmation Slip below is for your reference. Please kindly print it out for your race pack collection.
Training will commence soon!! :D
scribbled this at 1:07 pm by kS
Monday, December 08, 2008
DYING INSIDE TO HOLD YOU Timmy Thomas
It's turning out just another day I took a shower and I went on my way I stopped there as usual had a coffee and pie when I turned to leave I couldn't believe my eyes
standing there I didn't know what to say without one touch we stood there face to face
Chorus (And) I was dying indside to hold you I couldn't believe what I felt for you dying inside I was dying inside but I couldn't bring myself to touch you
you said hello then u asked my name I didn't know if I should go all the way inside I felt my life have really changed I knew that it would never be the same
standing there I didn't know what to say first time looked away when I whispered your name
Chorus 2x
one hello changed my life I didn't believe in love at first sight but you've shown me what is life and I now I know my love (I know it's coming right)
Chorus (fade)
scribbled this at 3:56 pm by kS
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Viva La Vida (Death and All his Friends) Coldplay Life in Technicolour
I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing: "Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!" One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing Roman cavalry choirs are singing Be my mirror my sword and shield My missionaries in a foreign field For some reason I can't explain Once you know there was never, never an honest word That was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind Blew down the doors to let me in Shattered windows and the sound of drums People couldn't believe what I'd become Revolutionaries wait For my head on a silver plate Just a puppet on a lonely string Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing Roman cavalry choirs are singing Be my mirror my sword and shield My missionaries in a foreign field For some reason I can't explain I know Saint Peter won't call my name Never an honest work But that was when I ruled the world (Ohhhh Ohhh Ohhh)
scribbled this at 9:13 pm by kS
Some updates for a rusty blog, I'm/I've just:
- Gotten my BLUE beret. - Had my first happy hour in my entire OCS term so far. - Know that I'm posted to Liason side of AI, aka, I'm going to be a Forward Observer. - Realised how relieved I was that I didn't get into FATA. - Switched bunks, reallocation since we're heading into specialised phase. - Not looking forward to the next 6 weeks in bunk. - Bored 'cos I don't know what to do. - Missed my marksmanship by a mile. - Gotten my 4th IPPT Gold in Pro term. - Came back from Exercise Safari. - Tired and twitch-y 'cos I've only got 3+4+3+3+5 = 18hours of sleep for the entire last week. - Sick and tired of selfish people who sit aside and eye power. - Realised how drunk people can be. - Absolute Pear and Coke DOESN'T go well together. - How sick of overnight mahjong he is this week (see above about the lack of sleep). - Biding my time and can't wait to go into integrated phase. - half looking forward to BattleKing. - NOT looking forward to the 32km tactical route march. - ESPECIALLY NOT looking forward to camou on and off again.
"LIFE'S NOT FAIR, SO SUCK IT UP!" - James Co (When he's high)