Called: Joanne
Alter Egos: Ellinix. Centuaris. Mad girl.
Was formerly from: Griffiths Primary. Sembawang Primary. Riverside Secondary. SP DMIT
Is in: The unemployed category
Appeared: 16 June
Craved AKA B421 list
candies, spotlights, and the chocolate shop
Ability to Sew
Knitting & Crocheting
Yamaha Grade 5 (Electone)
ABRSM Grade 5 (Violin)
Driving License
Some (good) reputation
Job!
BALLOON SCULPTURING!
To have BMI of 21
Friends & Family to remain as they are, happy & lovely
I am very busy. So busy that I thought that the date was still 10 of May.
And I hate Msn messenger. I hate handphones too.
Sometimes, I wish that I can just fly to Europe and backpack for one year.
No, I am not influenced by Kim. It's just that he makes that dream so real.
I love sitting back and soaking in the culture. Knowing that words ain;t everything to communication. Making a fool of yourself when you learn a new language. Maybe even having some summer romance there! ^^
I've just realized that too many people our age are just not smelling the roses anymore.
It seems we are too busy with our work that we never bother to slow down, look out and admire the clouds or stars.
It seems even more so for my juniors. And I feel sad for them.
You might get all distinctions, a director's roll and scholarships but deep down.. Are you happy? Do you feel at peace with yourself? Did you see the flowers blooming along the road? (They smell great BTW)
Life is not all that, but it seems that it takes a lifetime for people to see it.
And by that time, they wil start regretting evrything they have done. And waste even more of their life..
And then, they die.
And the cycles lives on...
I am dead
// Monday, May 28, 2007 10:37 PM
I am in trouble.
I have blog hopped. Talked to the ppl I haven talked to in ages on MSN. Surf Friendster. Blog. Internet (window) Shopping. Read up about IBM laptops. Learnt tt watashi wa ima wa totemo imagashii is I am very busy now and tt amaii(is tt it?!) is sweet...
EVERYTHING, except study for my GEMS.
Hohoho, so much for the "distinctions are very easy to get in Astro" speech.
I need divine intervention. FAST.
Mins to Midnight
// 12:26 AM
I survived..
I waited from 11 -1145.
Recieved Fuan's part at 1150.
Edited the pages like mad.
Sent the file on the dot on 1159.
*phew*
It amounted to 44 pages though.. Wonder how they found so much to copy and paste from. Although I feel MeiPoh's will most likely be as thick as the World Book, 44 pages is a lil overkill ehh...
Many many things to say.. Most importantly..
I LOVE MY FREE SMIT JACKET! ^^
A special day is coming.. And I kinda dread it a lot. I don;t want it to come. And I wonder if you will remember it.
^^
// Friday, May 25, 2007 12:27 AM
Frankly I don;'t think that I look like any of them.. But.. AYUMI?? Song Hui Jiao? Eve Longaria? Wahaha! I'M A BEAUTY!
HAH! Still no Garfield! I DON:T LOOKIE LIKE GARFIELD! =)
^^
On a more Hamonic note..
And that's why I love you guys so much! =)
^^
// Thursday, May 24, 2007 10:56 AM
YAYNESS! I have something to say...
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND HOW TO USE FRIENDSTER LE! After 4 years of not knowing how to operate anything.. Now.. I AM A FRIENDSTER PRO! ^^
I think I'm helluva weird lo. I can;t seem to operate simple simple stuff but give me something really complex, I'll be able to crack it in a few secs.. I wonder why...
But, yes, now that I FINALLY know how to use it... Be prepared for the onslaught of testis( sounds wrong, doesn't it) from me!!! ^^
HEH!
// Wednesday, May 23, 2007 7:52 PM
*The grammatical errors that are present here are so primary sch* I'm not responsible if your standard of Eng falls dramatically. I got tired of editing it after Gemini.
PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Able to predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.Romantic. (Predict Future.. Sounds so Xy-ish *shudders*)
AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
LEO - The Coolest one Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have their own unique appeal. Most caring person you can ever meet. Not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying.
GEMINI - The Liar -THAT'S A LIE! Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships,Addictive. Loud.
(Loves Relationships? )
CANCER - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceedyour expectations. Especially withyour mom. Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out.
ARIES- Irresistible Nice Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy.Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THEMOST IRRESISTIBLE.
(VERY GOOD IN BED?! 0.0)
SAGITTARIUS-The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
(HAHAHAH! Hidhir is a good kisser =))
TAURUS- The Cutie Most Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.Most caring person you will ever meet!Entirely creative. Extremely randomand proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.Great at telling Stories. Not aFighter, But will Knock your lightsout if it comes down to it. Someoneyou should hold on to.
(MOST AMAZING KISSER?! Lol! *random images of Andy come to mind* Nope, don;t see it)
LIBRA - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Good to find, hard to keep. Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet.
(Mmm, sounds like Jeff~ =D)
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible. Loves being in longrelationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Lovesto own Geminis' in sports. Extremelyfun. Loves to joke. Smart.
(What?! Wanna own me in sports?! Sure! =))
SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships.Likes to give a good fight for whatthey want. Extremely outgoing. Lovesto help people in times of need. Goodkisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
(Sounds like SQ ehh)=)
VIRGO- The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare tofind. Great when found. Loves being inlong relationships. So much love togive. Not one to mess with. Verypretty.
(HAHAHAH! I saw that and went LOL immediately. Stanley & Evan.. Tsk tsk tsk!)
...
// 11:41 AM
I was tagged by Samantha.
Tagged! This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog...
6 WEIRD THINGS ABOUT ME
1) I hate people sniffing. I don't know why, but it irks me so much! Blow your nose if you have a cold lah!
2) I hate having my scores blown all over the place. Esp when I am playing those scores.
3) I really am very shy. Betcha didn't know that! I don;t like to talk to people I don't know and such, but circumstances dictate otherwise. GAH!
4) I don;t know how to comfort people. I get frightened when I see people really upset but I have no idea what to say or even how to say it.
5) My taste of handsome is very different from everyone else. For example, I think YaLai in Zhen Qing( A Kindred Spirit) is much much much more handsome then YaNan. Annndd, YaLai plays the violin too~ =)
6) I like the sensation of having mosquito bites and not being able to scratch it. SHUANG! Or when you have a blue black and you rub it, HARD! Or when your muscles are aching.That sort of irritating feelings.. MMMM. I LOVE IT!
The next 6 (un)lucky ppl -Stanley? -ZhenHong -XiangYi -Minru -Damien -Jean
I guess music brings ppl closer in a way that you cannot imangine.
And repels you in ways unimaginable as well.
^^
// 10:49 AM
Went out with the gang yesterday. Too bad Xy couldn't join us.. =( But she had CRAB to eat, we had.. fish....
*jealous*
Saw Hidhir for the first time in AGES. Wait, is this the first time I saw him this year? Mm, guess the J2s are hell of a busy. Haven seen Karissa and gang and Sinyee and SQ for a loooooonnnnggggg time. =(
It was fun. Wahahah. Got to eat Fish and Co. MY FIRST TIME SIA! =) Ate their Pari Pari prawns. I LOVE ZH'S STINGRAY! =) MMMM
I really miss those days when we would just go out and wander like lost ghost cause we had nothing to do at all. But still yesterday was good enough. Though I still wish I was a lil taller though, or maybe everyone could be a lil shorter.. Esp Mr Hidhir!
Heck, I'm the shortest in the group can! *Must call Angela out for every outing*
P.s: Infinity On High is really not bad. Hooked on it already. =)
It started with a stomach ache and ended with me having a throbbing headache.
Many unhappy things happened in between. Esp after school and before dinnertime.
It's sad cause I actually called someone to talk. And, it turned out to be really bad cause I was comforting her during the whole course of the phone call. And after that she hanged up on me. I was like HUH?!
@#$%^&*
It's kinda sad when you actually had the power to change the person on the other line's life and you just brushed her aside. I thank god I'm not sucidal or I think I would have been on today's obituary.
I guess things have changed now. A year ago, I think that I would have been so pissed with her that I would not speak to her again. But today.. I guess it doesn't really matter to me anymore.
Perphas I was making a mountain in a molehill that day. It might not have been a big deal. But whatever it is, I believe that I have grown stronger now. I hope I won;t return to the days when I had ET exams and become so depressing emo and such.
And the saddest thing? I think what trained me to be like that was the FO prep camp. That 4 days were just so emotionally tiring that.. I guess what doesn;t kill you will make you a lot stronger. Heck, I feel like Spiderman now!
P.s_ I don't know why, but I just can;t cry these few days. HECK! I love crying, it makes men go into a state of frenzy. I love that! GIVE ME BACK MY TEARS!
Played so much badminton, now I think my hand won;t be able to play the piano for the next 10 days.
It's shivering now, FYI. But i still wanna play more. I kinda like the feeling of having all ur muscles being torn apart. =)
Badminton anyone? =)
If...
// Monday, May 14, 2007 11:14 PM
Optimistic I may be, but I really feel that Humans are sad.
We are just so flawed that I am just shocked that Humans are tagged as the highest in the hierachy.
*COUGH*
Too many of us value the wrong things and only realise it too late. We are vicious and two faced. The very thing that made us more *intelligent* compared to the other animals only made us worse.
How pathetic. To be killed by your trump card.
And yet, the love that binds us to our kins and friends that keeps us alive... The useless ideals that we share... The hope that we always have...
It's just so beautiful and mirculous. And sad at the same time.
// Tuesday, May 08, 2007 10:15 PM
You are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
It's either I have a cough or somebody, I hope tt it;s a male, misses me enough to make me sneeze 10 times in a roll.
And now with a nose red enough to rival Rudolf, how am I supposed to see my handsome prince Mr Kim?
=(
// Sunday, May 06, 2007 10:36 PM
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Wahahahs, though my DVPT assignment sucks to the high heavens, I'm happy. =) Makes me feel so loved by everyone when they tell me to jiayou and tell me that my drawing doesn;t suck. At least, not that badly.
I guess it takes shit to know the sweetness of everyone. =)
I'm prepared to fail DVPT btw. And you know what, so much stress, and it;s only 10% of the assignment marks.. Righhttttt...
=)
// 11:47 AM
Joanne is a relatively happy girl now. Although she is down with a slight flu and has a very upset stomache, she HAS to go for A Capella practise. She hopes that she won;t puke in Joanna's house though she cannot promise that she will not.
Never Again
// Saturday, May 05, 2007 12:28 AM
I really don't know how I should react to all the situations. I nearly blew up in front of Mandric today. =P Opps, think he never seen me so agitated before.
Sometimes, being the observer sucks. Because everything is so clear to you, you are just torn between laughing at them or slapping both parties. I even find it laughable tt I, being such an opinionated human being, could even last being an observer for so long.
As for YOU, the stupid asshole who has throughly screwed up my beauty sleep routine..
Stress is what we ALL have. I'm sorry to sound mean or crass, but if you cannot handle it then, BOO-FUCKING-HOO to you. Don't say that we are not in your shoes so we don't know how stressed you are because you know what, I'M PROBABLY IN A MORE STRESSFUL SITUATION DEN COMPARED TO YOU. You know what, you brought it upon yourself. So go and deal with it like a man!
And it;s not like you don;t know. Emoness solves nothing. It's nice to indulge in a big pool of self pity but enough is enough.
And your plans to solve it.. I don't know if I shd prepare a backup plan to save YOUR plan. Yes, that's how worried I am. You can go embarass yourself during a National Com for all I care but I don;t wanna tarnish MY reputation, thank you very much.
There's so much that I wanna say, but self censorship wins. As you can see, there's only one vulgarity in the whole post. It shows how much I have restrained and backspaced. But this time, I don;t know why I am censoring so much.
In fact, I don't know why I bother. Is this the first time this has happened? No. Did I expect this? Yes.
My paitence's wearing thin now. I'm PMS-ing so I guess you know what you should do ehh. Push me a lil bit more and I can assure you that you would rather die.
Even hell fears the fury of the woman. And I might not even be the only one that explodes.
In the words of Yonghui and the MIT guys- You GG liao.
To my dear DMATers, this song goes out to you (don't bother abt the video, hear the song and the lyrics)
Don't be so stressed le okay. And dun emo liao, I dun have enough hugs to go around.
I love you guys. And you guys do know it okay! =D
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in no I won't give in
Keep holdin' on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say (nothin' you can say) Nothing you can do (nothin' you can do) there's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend (ah ah) I'll fight and defend (ah ah) yeah yeah
Keep holdin' on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can say Nothing you can do nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Hear me when I say When I say I believe Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change trust in me Whatever's meant to be Will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....
La da da da, la da da da da La da da da da da da da da
Keep holdin' on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say nothing you can say Nothing you can do nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through
Ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh Keep holdin' on Ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh Keep holdin' on There's nothing you could say Nothing you could say nothin you could do nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through
-Lyrics from http://www.metrolyrics.com/keep-holding-on-lyrics-avril-lavigne.html
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Happy Birthday to that certain you. I hope I was first though.. =D
Maybe one day, you'll find tt certain you that liked you as much as I did. =P Though I am certain that I'll be much better then she is. =D
[D-TECHNOLIFE] UVERworld Seconda sigla iniziale: episodi 27 -
[D-TECHNOLIFE] English Translation Traduzione in inglese
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
tsunaida kimi no te wo
Your hand that I held...
itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte kimi wo mitsuke dasu
Will we lose it someday? I want to protect you and that disappearing smile The ringing voice that calls me dries out Even if it gets erased by the wind along time I will find you
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
sabikitta hito no you ni
Like a rusted person
kasanari au dake ga munashikute hitori de ikite ikerutte itta arifureta yasashisa kotobajya ima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu
It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another You said you could live on your own Just with the usual kind words You ache to a point where I cannot reach you
tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motome Do you remember itami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru kara Drive your Life
Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness Do you remember By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others Drive your Life
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro
Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
How can I see the meaning of life kieteku you're the only. . .
How can I see the meaning of life Disappearing, you're the only. . .
kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru kara kesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life? You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo
hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life? You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return
Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday
Pride
// 5:27 PM
I hate being emo. I hate to make someone feel that it's because of them that I am upset- cause it isn't. I am just angry with myself. Angry that I am able to screw up every single thing in my life.
Hell, it's only 4 chords. 4 PATHETIC chords and I still couldn;t do it. No wonder he got someone else to play for him.
Sometimes I wonder why are there some people who can play so well and some who just can;t. It's easy to blame God and ask why is there such a great disparity. But truth is, it's just my freaking fault that I am lousy. And I might not wanna accept it, but I have to.
And that's why I won't ask him to give me a second chance again. Cause it;s pride. You screw something up once, you better not screw it up again. I rather find new territories and start from scratch again.
And really, sorry. To all of you all. For being such an Emo yesterday. I just never screwed up so much in my life before, even for ET, the screw up wasn;t as bad as this.
And yes, I still feel like crap. So don't piss me off.
Us, with Grace who took all the photos! THANKS! =) I still rmb tt Esplanade trip tt you promised us!
FOB, our beloved PT! I dunno why but with any shot with him around, I WILL look helluva spaz. =( Our 8 chracters so don;t match.
Just the DMATers.. =)
All the Chio ppl! whahaha! Too bad Ru and Co weren;t here. =(
Annd, our guys.. SO COOL RIGHT!