This is me

GP's tmr, so i blog. Testing out my writing skills. So we shall talk about racial discrimination.

I should make my stand: Everyone's racist. Maybe except the blind. Just take one hour off your life, and stand in the middle of a crowded area. When is it that you see a multi racial group of friends? Minimal. I mean, that's already in Singapore. Yes, you can argue that you do mix with people of different skin colour or religion. But question is, how close? Are you sure you're able to share your secrets with them?

Take another example. SJI for example. There's always this group of indians that come together. No hard feelings, but why aren't them able to blend into the crowd? Why maybe it feels a little 'home' for them, comfort of speaking in their mother tongue. Ahha! This is racism.

Since the beginning of human civilization, racism can be considered as the most crucial social problems this world ever faced. Racism is defined as racial discrimination, in other words, the mistreating of anyone from a dissimilar race group, bringing a certain degree of prejudice. While efforts such as the Montgomery bus boycott in 1958, and development of Civil Rights Act in 1964 brought about the awareness of racial discrimination, it is still uncertain if this social obstacle will ever be conquered.

Introduction looks rather incomplete ehhz? Really hope that a question on racial discrimination will come out tmr.

Anyway, went to play football at a nearby school field today. I must really say i'm impressed with myself. Guess i've got a little bit of ego...nvm. Today's the first time my control was near perfect, and the first time i hit a 35 yard ball on target. If that would have been a goal, it would beautiful, curling in from the right hand side of the most. Credit to the keeper though. So one question kept popping on my mind.

First reason for the encouraging performance today must be the weather. I don't understand why, when i'm under the scorching heat, i would feel breathless. Duh. But i could hardly survive 30 minutes of football! Without that, i would have no problem playing 120 minutes i guess. Weak mind..argh.

Second reason...Weak opponent. To a certain degree, yes...?But the opponent had every player that can dribble. Very surprising.

Third reason...I'm playing as on the right side. I guess i really can't play as a striker, too lethargic to be one. It's funny that i would rather dribble than make the runs. I mean, yes, striker's the most expensive position in the world. But i used to worship Beckham...

Too bad it wasn't my team i was playing for. Happened to be that Xuanhui's neighbour lacked players so i went to help out. Got to say that i'm pleased to create a positive effect, even though we lost 2-1.

Missing her more by the day. Funny how i've never talked to her and am able to go crazy this crush. Really big crush i guess. Reflection....

Sometimes i suspect blogs. It's a good place to vent your frustrations...but some things are just too confidential to do it here. Maybe that's the difference with personal diary. Ughh...stop...i sound so gay...oh that's gay

f*ck this...resident evil rocked big time...yes...kinda lame...but it's possible ehhz? what if some day some company really release such virus...duplicates your cells and stuff. Creepy. Perhaps that's how horror movie works, so close to reality but fiction. Just look at starship troopers. People actually thought it was fun! Crude humour ehhz?

Played football today. Perfect day for lobangs...whether are the dribbles, passes or shots, just got them right today. Sorry Quanbao. Got to say i'm mastering the flicking nutmeg, love it, made me look so good. A light backheel and i'm away from the defender, but analysed that i only have 60% of the chance succeeding..But when you see how van Basten scored that brilliant overhead kick, 60% is more than enough ehhz? Yes...suppose to stop the flair. Can't blame..ME

Ok..i think i should stop twisting around and shoot to why i'm numb. how do i start, it'll make me look so stupid, like before. I finally saw her online today. I felt hopeless; i didn't know what to do.

Perhaps i wish last year never ended. I could still see her playing netball, or to a certain extent floorball. Oh...a year ago, i saw her at chinatown point.

HELLO!

sorry for my stupidity

I was sitting right to the window. The cool breeze blew right across my face, brushing even the tiniest facial hair i have. Then came someone from msn with the nick 'life live 2 the fullest'. It sparked me this question: what have i been doing so far? Maybe i love myself too much that i hate my life. But i really can't imagine what will i be if i'm in a different condition. Perhaps i'm a little paranoid. Perhaps i'm just daunted by the fact that promos is coming. AAA

I saw my friends flew back to USA yesterday, kept imaginating how wonderful it would be to go USA. The weather there is good, school rocks, you can drive, and stay with ur buddies. Oh yes, paradise, paradise of every teenager. But i'm supposed to feel lucky that i'm studying in singapore! Low tax, almost free education, high prospects, and recognised. Oh...and i prefer to have a chinese girlfriend, stay with my family and in my bed.

So what if i can stay in two different lifestyles? The pure ecstacy in life!

How wonderful live would be...how wonderful. And i'm still doing pw now. Ok, let's just think that these 2 years will sprint away. I would be free...no..national service. No singapore no! Need to accept the fact that i'm a Singaporean.

One people, one nation, one Singapore!!!

I guess the best thing i like about blog is you need not have a particular start or end. It's a little lame ehhz..but it's a blog, not diaryland.com. Oh great, maybe i'll quite sued for slander. Oh great, it's almost tuesday.

Yea...monday blues. How i wish last week would never end. Reached home late every night, and together with those tours, Singapore turned out to be a paradise. And perhaps i'm closer to indians now; with all those pratas, life's never more exciting. All thanks to Anthony and his car, how i wish i can drive. Maybe next year, or maybe a few years later. But the week ended.

So i went to school this morning, dragged myself from the bed. Didn't quite comb my hair properly, guess it doesn't matter, it's short you see. Given piles of homework and i don't understand why am i still here. Went to sleep away my whole afternoon; perhaps i can't adapt to mundane school life after party week. How i wish i could be a little more hardworking, more efficient, smarter,......Oh...what if i'm like Fabrigas?I'm already a football professional. Oh i forgot, i'm a Singaporean Chinese.

Oops..kinda harsh in my words, yes, so many things i have hoped for. Just did not come around. Maybe i would be blessed while i'm doing my homework. So what am i waiting for? History here i come!

I'm driving myself crazy...

Long long time since i last blogged...long long time.......no see. Hi...In case you dunno who i am, i'm se wei. Funny...hah...can't help it.

I cannot believe that my dvd player isn't working. especially when i've borrowed 3 dvds from my friend and prepared to spice up my life! nOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i came to realise something: television is my greatest enjoyment in life, provided that i'm watching the shows i like. From Friends to Pokemon, aaa...aren't they exciting? Jennifer Aniston will always be that bimbo, Superman will always fly, and pikachu will always be yellow. Ok..out of point, but damn, i cannot imagine my life without television or movies man...i would be a zombie then.

Yes...there are exceptions. Alien vs Predator. Actually, i kinda enjoy it ya...treated it more as a comedy. But overall, guess i've wasted my money. Then again, it made me realise something...are we alone in the universe? Aliens? Yes, it could defy some religions, but with universe universely big, can earth be the only place having life forms?

I believe there're UFOs...maybe UFOs themselves are aliens. Too much of starship troopers..tv..hah..Just look at this, how can all these years of research for life forms outside earth be false? I mean, if it's really false, ain't all the hardwork be in vain. Ok..out of point again, but so with so many permutations of facts, i don't see why there isn't any aliens.

Perhaps the earth itself has life. Maybe even the sun. Life forms may not just exist in human size ehhz? Now...imagine a planet a thousand times bigger than the earth. maybe there are giants. Maybe.