Because of You

Don't know why, lately I love to hear Kelly Clarkson's songs. Start with Breakaway, Behind These Hazel Eyes and the latest is Because of You. The song is nice and Kelly's singing is superb with her husky voice. This is the lyrics of Because of You. So enjoy.....


~Because of You~ (Kelly Clarkson)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
But everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything B
ecause of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Polis Malaysia vs Wanita China

Recently, kecoh isu wanita warganegara China yang dapat layan buruk dalam lokap. Last-last bila siasat, rupa-rupanya wanita tu bukan wanita China pun sebaliknya warganegara Malaysia yang berbangsa Melayu. Sekarang ni, ramai yang mintak Teresa Kok minta maaf daripada kerajaan Malaysia atas dakwaan dia yang sememangnya nak menjatuhkan nama baik kerajaan Malaysia. Apa agenda tersirat dia di sebalik pendedahan isu ni pon tatau la. Sekarang sape yang malu? Dia jugak. And then dia salahkan orang lain plak. Cuba lah carik isu lain yang lebih mebina. Banyak lagi yang boleh dia bela. Camane dengan kes-kes pendatang asing yang sesuka hati buat negara ni macam negara diorang. Contoh terbaru semasa perlawanan bola remaja kalau aku tak silap Msia vs Myanmar. Pekerja Myanmar yang ada kat Malaysia ni bukan nak tengok elok-elok. Tapi buat hal. Tapi yang ni takde sape pulak yang nak raise. Apa-apa hal pun, kebenaran terbuka jugak. Biar padan muka orang yang pandai-pandai buat citer tu.

Parking oh Parking

Setibanya kat area opis, aku pun parking kereta betul betul depan opis. Tu la sebabnya hari-hari aku datang awal ke opis. Seawal kul 8 aku dah mengadap pc kat opis ni. Kalau aku datang lambat, takde parking la jawabnya. Parking ada, tapi RM3 per entry. Kalau lima hari dah RM15. Kalau sebulan, hmm dah RM60. Kalau gi tempat client, bleh claim gak tapi datang opis takleh claim. So dari aku rugi RM60 sebulan, baik la aku gerak awal ke opis. Jimat la sket. Tapi kalau tak masuk parking kat tempat berbayar tu, bleh la jugak parking tepi jalan ataupun block keta orang. Tapi aku tak suka block keta orang. Nanti susah kat kita balik. Lagi satu, polis plak selalu merayau area sini untuk saman keta. Actually, bukan salah orang-orang kat sini yang suka-suka nak parking camtu. Tapi developer office lot ni tak provide parking secukupnya. Bangunan 6 tingkat, tapi untuk sepanjang lorong, parkingnye bleh dikira dengan jari. Mana lah nak cukup. Harini, kan bleh dikatakan rata-rata orang yang bekerja mampu beli keta. So memang tak patut sangatlah jumlah parking vs kenderaan yang ada. So once aku dah dapat parking yang cun, aku jadik malas nak kuar ke mana-mana bila lunch hour. Sayangkan tempat parking hehehe. Ramai gak yang jeles tengok aku hari-hari parking depan opis. So...sesape yang rasa nak parking depan opis jugak, blehlah datang awal lagi dari aku...kuikuikui

Demo at Exim Bank

Today I'm having an application demo at Exim Bank, Jalan Sultan Ismail. I dun prepare much. A bit here, a bit there. Dont have enough time to configure the system. Hmm... so juz show them whatever I have. Hopefully they dun ask too much. Juz sit and watch.

Movies...Wayang..

Aku dah tengok movie The Exorcism of Emily Rose dan Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire. Dah lama rasanya tak gi tengok wayang. Ada la sebulan dua. Citer Exorcism tu ok. Tapi dia banyak situation dalam court whereby paderi tu kena dakwa menyebabkan Emily's death eventhough paderi tu sebenarnya cuma nak halau hantu dalam badan Emily. So there were a lot of flash back scenes yang menunjukkan camane Emily kena rasuk hinggalah dia mati. At first rasa boring je sebab banyak bercakap. Dah lama bila start flash back semua, suspend jugak ler. Aku letak 3 bintang lah citer ni.

Then, last Saturday I watched another movie which is Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire. Hmm dalam cinema bising la sebab ramai budak-budak kecik. Tak kurang jugak budak-budak besar yang buat bising. This one is better coz full of actions. I like action movie coz I won't be sleepy. Citer ni mengisahkan hero dia Harry Potter kat sekolah dia. There was a competition yang Harry and other school students participated dalam competition tu. Ada 3 ke 4 peringkat ujian. So finally of course lah Harry yang menang.... For this movie, I give 4 stars....

Journey to the east

I celebrate my first day of hari raya here in KL. Then on the second day of raya, me and my family heading to the east, Kelantan. Kitorang gerak kul 10 am. Jalan tak jam but kereta banyak. So aku just maintain 100km/j je. Everything seem so fine. At 1 pm we arrived at Gua Musang and had our lunch. Lepas tu continue perjalanan. We have to pass Gua Musang, Kuala Krai, Machang, Tanah Merah and then only will reach Pasir Mas. Around 4 pm, we reached Machang. The traffic was so horrible. Kalau hari biasa, jalan ni boleh lalu dalam masa 10 minit aje, tapi hari tu untuk lepas jalan ni, we all stuck for 2 hours! Then, as usual adalah ramai makhluk yang suka guna laluan emergency. They were selfish and do not respect others who had been queuing earlier. Aku pon dengkila dengan menghimpit ke belah kiri jalan. But then datang plak other car belah kanan. Woi! Apa ni kiri kanan. Dahla kaki aku dah sakit. Just imagine. I drive start 10 am until 10 pm. Tapi berkat kesabaran, akhirnya sampai jugak pukul 10 malam...

Selamat menyambut hari raya Aidilfitri... Maaf Zahir Batin....

Not Feeling Well

Hmm ntah kenape, sejak kerja ni senang betul demam, selsema atau tak sihat. Dulu zaman sekolah beberapa tahun baru demam sekali. Minggu ni sakit tekak, batuk dan selsema.Maybe anti body dah tak kuat. Nampaknya from now on nak kena makan supplement atau vitamin. At least lambat sket nak demam. Apa-apa hal pun lepas raya lah.

New Honda City Model

Ni model terbaru Honda City. Better dari yang previous model. So sape yang rasa nak tukar kereta, bleh la beli Honda City. Around 80K to 86K sahaja.









Ni plak kalau ditengok dari tepi.

Smallville is back

Yeah Smallvilee is back! Seems like the 4th season is interesting. In the first episode of these season on last Sunday nite, Clark Kent return to earth as Carl-El. He flew! Also Lois Lane is introduced in this season while Lana Lane is far away from Clark. Lex and his father Lionel as usual still dislike each other. Then there is a doctor (ex Lois Lane in Superman movie with Christopher Reeve) come to see Clark's mom Martha Kent. She give Martha black kryptonite. Martha bring these black kryptonite to Clark and threw it on Clark. Clark and Carl-El fight and as expected of course Clark won. At the end of the episode, Clark went to visit Chloe grave but then he found out that she is still alive... Want to know what happened next, wait for this week episode this weekend...... hehe

Bukak Puasa

Last Saturday, I went to KLCC and had a bukak puasa at one of the restaurant there. We had a buffet, RM40++ per head. Quite expensive though. It is situated opposite KLCC park. The menus are okla. Drinks we had are cincau, iced lemon tea and iced skyjuice. The foods hmm nasi hujan panas, chicken, salads, satay, lamb, dessert, cake, fruits, pizza, pie and many more. Unfortunately, my stomach is not big enough hahaha. So after having a few foods, I feel like to stop. We only stayed there until 8 pm. Overall, okla but not really worth it if we are not kuat makan type hehehe

Selamat berpuasa kepada semua.

My zodiac is Capricorn...

Traditional Capricorn Traits

Practical and prudent
Ambitious and disciplined
Patient and careful
Humorous and reserved

On the dark side....

Pessimistic and fatalistic
Miserly and grudging
Over conventional and rigid


Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.

Kenapalah orang zaman sekarang ni jahat jahat semuanya. Senang-senang je nak ambik harta orang lain. Pecah rumah, pecah kereta, curi kereta. Kita susah-susah beli, buat loan, bayar. Then orang lain datang curi barang kita sesuka hati bapak diorang. Hmm teruk betul la. Kita yang putih mata....

Yesterday, I attended Oracle HR Leadership Seminar. I arrived at Le Meridian Hotel lobby at 830 am. Then me and Kak Lili registered at counter. We entered into ballroom, we had our breakfast. Session started at 9.00 am. There were five presenters in this seminar. Hmm bilik tu sejuk jugak le. Sometimes ada presenter yang boring ada jugak yang best. This seminar end at 12 p.m. Then, me, Kak Lili, Ayu and Ira pergi lunch kat Mid Valley. Makan siziling mee. Mmm sedapnye hehe. Pastu gi jenjalan jap dalam Jusco. Masa nak turun dari escalator, ada satu nyonya tu mintak nak turun dulu sebab yela dia dah tua. So nak turun tu terkial-kial la sket. So kitorang bagi dia jalan dulu. Tengah nyonya tu terkial-kial nak pijak, tetiba datang satu mamat bodoh ni ( dlm 30 an jugak la) tetiba rempuh nyonya tu. Kira potong jalan la. Sibaik nyonya tu tak jatuh. Dia terus berlari menuruni anak tangga escalator tu. Ada sekumpulan 5 atau 6 lelaki berada kat anak tangga escalator yang dah nak sampai bawah tu. Datang mamat tadi rempuh dan menyelit nyelit sampai terjatuh, terduduk salah sorang dari lelaki tadi tu. Teruk betul la mamat tu. Kecoh kejap kat escalator tu sebab orang dah jatuh-jatuh. Ni la orang yang pentingkan diri. Nyusahkan orang aje. Nak lalu, mintak la elok elok. Ni main rempuh jer. Budus tul. Takde sivik langsung.

Oracle HR Leadership Seminar

This seminar will be held on 21 September 2005 (Wednesday) at Le Meridian Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. I am supposed to do a standard report walkthrough session with user on that day. But my boss ask me and my friends to attend this seminar. So I have to postpone the walkthrough session. As usual, for me this kind of event didn't give me a lot of knowledge. Hmm.... I don't know. Maybe it become boring when people talk and we just sit and listen. I'm sure most of you agree with me. I think most of the attendees only get the information around 20% to 50%. This is just my opinion. Hehe

Zodiak Dan Pekerjaan

Pekerja Aries

a. Tidak suka melakukan pekerjaan yg sama sepanjang masa.
b. Gaji bukan penarik minat utama mereka menceburi sesuatu kerjaya.
c. Yg penting kepuasan kerja & prospek kerja yg luas bagi meningkatkan keupayaan diri.
d. Sukakan pekerjaan yg mencabar keupayaan.

Pekerja Taurus

a. Pekerja yg baik, sangat setia, kuat kerja dan tak suka 'kipas mengipas'.
b. Bekerja mengikut peraturan & sedaya upaya menyelesaikan tugas.
c. Sentiasa inginkan bimbingan dan tunjuk ajar drpd org lain utk melakukan yg terbaik.

Pekerja Gemini

a. Gemar berkongsi idea dgn teman setugas.
b. Tidak boleh menumpukan perhatian kpd satu kerja saja dlm tempoh yg lama.
c. Suka mengambil tahu soal org lain.
d. Mood & produktiviti mereka sering berubah & saling berkaitan.
e. Sesuai dgn pekerjaan yg menjelajah banyak tempat.

Pekerja Cancer

a. Pekerjaan adlh utk mendapatkn wang, penting utk menjamin kehidupan yg selesa.
b. Boleh diharap & sentiasa bersedia membantu di saat diperlukan.
c. Tidak berlumba utk mendapatkn kuasa.
d. Persekitaran kerja mempengaruhi mereka.

Pekerja Leo

a. Ingin diri menjadi perhatian utama & org penting di tempat kerja.
b. Mencari jalan meningkatkan status di mata teman sepejabat.
c. Tidak suka menerima komen.
d. Gemar memberi nasihat.

Pekerja Virgo

a. Jika kena gayanya, mampu bekerja dgn rajin.
b. Kejujuran kunci utama mereka dlm bekerja.
c. Mudah mengkritik sesuatu yg silap pada pandangan mereka.
d. Sanggup melakukan kajian sebelum sesuatu tugas bagi melengkapkan diri dgn pengetahuan yg diperlukan.

Pekerja Libra

a. Ramai teman sekerja beranggapan mereka terlalu sensitif & sukar bekerjasama.
b. Keupayaan berubah ubah.
c. Mampu bekerja cemerlang dan hari yg lain bersikap sebaliknya.
d. Jgn cuba memerintah mereka lebih-lebih.

Pekerja Scorpio

a. Mampu berdikari.
b. Tidak campur adukkan soal kerja & peribadi.
c. Tidak takut menyuarakan pendapat sekiranya merasakan ada yang tidak kena.
d. Melayan org lain seperti org lain melayan mereka.

Pekerja Sagitarius.

a. Berkeyakinan, ceria & bersedia membantu.
b. Tugas yg diserahkan pasti dilakukan sebaik mungkin.
c. Pantang diperlekehkan.

Pekerja Aquarius

a. Sukar untuk bertolak ansur dgn mereka.
b. Asik ingin lakukan yg terbaik.
c. Gembira jika diberi peluang utk meluaskan pengetahuan & skill kerja.

Pekerja Capricorn

a. Gembira bila merasakan diri mereka diperlukan utk menjayakn sebarang kerja.
b. Sentiasa cuba meningkatkan daya usaha mereka.
c. Mereka bukanlah seorang yg suka memaksa.
d. Apabila mengenalpasti matlamat, pasti akan berusaha mencapai segala yg diimpikan.
e. Jika dirasakan kerja yg dilakukan berbaloi, bermakna gaji yg diberikan harus berbaloi.

Pekerja Pisces

a. Pekerja yg taat & kerja kuat.

Honda Civic RX2


This is Honda Civic RX2 Limited Edition. Fabulous, isn't it? Honda Civic will always be my dream car. Hopefully one day my dream will come true...

Kerna Sayang - VE

Dari tadi kau berlari
ku fikirkan.. hanya engkau yg ku idamkan
tak pernah pula kau bercerita.. siang mlm kau menderita
jangan dibiarkan perasaan menawar hati
jangan dibiarkan semuanya berlalu pergi

aku di sini
ku tetap berdiri
ku mengundang kasih
pergi sendiri
ku takkan kembali
agar kita kan bersama

jgn pulangkan kerinduan
tiap kali kau berjauhan
tidak mudah ku melupakan.. kerna sayang
kali pertama di pandangan
buat ku terbang di awangan
jangan pulangkan kerinduan.. kerna sayang

engkau memungkiri janji.. bukan aku
engkau yg melupakannya.. bukan aku
hanya aku yg impikan.. agar kita berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu
tapi itu semuanya kenangan.. yg tinggal hanya perasaan
dlm doaku hanya ingin selalu di samping mu.. oh pulanglah

aku di sini
ku tetap berdiri
ku mengundang kasih
pergi sendiri
ku takkan kembali
agar kita kan bersama

jgn pulangkan kerinduan
tiap kali kau berjauhan
tidak mudah ku melupakan.. kerna sayang
kali pertama di pandangan
buat ku terbang di awangan
jangan pulangkan kerinduan.. kerna sayang
setiap kali ku mengenangkan mu
siang..mlm.. ku doakan kebahagian mu
yg ku pinta hanyalah.. tulus hati mu..
ada kau balas kerinduan ku

Dah lama tak update blog ni. Dua minggu ni aku tak sehat. Start dari masa aku cuti haritu. So cuti aku haritu tak best sangat lah. Mula-mula aku pening. So pegi la klinik. Doktor kata aku demam rupanya. So dia bagi lah ubat demam, antibiotik dengan ubat sakit kepala. Aku tak kerja tiga hari Isnin sampai Rabu. Khamis masuk keje balik. Then Jumaat aku sakit perut. Aku syak angin sebab petang tu aku beli coffee iced. Malam tu merana gak ler. Nak baring rasa macam nak termuntah je isi perut. Then Sabtu ok dah. So aku ingat dah hilang le angin tu. Tapi Ahad aku kena balik sakit perut tu. Nasib baik pagi Isnin tu ok sket. Aku gi klinik dekat Menara Bumiputera tu. Doktor tu kata rupanya aku overdose ponstan. Apa lah doktor yang aku gi haritu. Aku mana la tau ubat sakit kepala tu ponstan. Kiranya aku dah terlebih makan ponstan. Ponstan tu produce gas dalam perut. That's why rasa macam nak muntah jer. Sekarang ni dah tiga hari aku makan ubat untuk kasik baik balik perut. Makin hari makin kurang dah sakit. Alhamdulillah.... Sekarang ni bleh la fokus balik buat keje. Masa tak sihat haritu buat keje pon tak bape bleh fokus sangat sebab menahan sakit.

I need something that can calm my eyes, my heart, my feelings and myself.... This picture quite calming. Scenery of natures. And also give a colourful effect of my blog



Source: http://www.webshots.com

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA KE 48!!

Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything felt so right
unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

no I can't breathe, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what I pretend to be
sewed together but so broken up inside

no I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes

swallow me then spit me out
for hated you I blame myself
seeing you, it kills me now
though I dont cry on the outside anymore
anymore

Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes

Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes

Source : http://kckellyville.com/lyrics

Best la harini. Mood aku ok. Pertamanya sebab esok Jumaat. Cuti. Hehee. Esok nak gi kenduri opismate (Kak Huz) kat Seremban. Selamat pengantin baru... Then secondly tadi aku terserempak dengan member sekolah lama! Dah la aku dah lost contact. Phone number semua dah takleh pakai. Dalam dua tiga harini gak aku memang tetiba teringat kat member2 sekolah lower form. Dulu masa sekolah menengah aku belajar dua sekolah. Satu sekolah harian biasa kat Ampang sampai form 3, then asrama kat Cheras sampai form 5. Member2 form 5 still contact. Member2 lower form yang dah lost contact. Tetiba tadi terserempak. Aku kat seberang jalan sini, dia seberang jalan sana. Dari jauh aku nampak macam kenal je minah ni. Tapi gaya dia dah lain. Tu aku tak sure sangat. Tapi dia menoleh ke arah aku. Aku pon terus lambai. Betul lak dia. Hehhe. Terus aku lintas then ambik nombor phone lah. Happy gile. Rindu ngan member2 lama. Then sampai lak kat opis, member lower form gak call. Sembang2. Okla kan. Memang dalam minggu ni terasa macam nak contact je semua member lower form. Tapi tu lah, susah gak nak jejak balik. Tapi takpe. Kalau ada masa aku try contact lagi yang lain...

Then cuti yang aku apply pun approve. Bestnye cuti 2 hari. Ingat nak ajak mak ngan ayah gi shopping raya. Tak shopping lagi nih. Kang dah puasa tak larat lak. Lagipon awal bulan gaji tengah banyak lagi. So bleh ler belanja diorang sket-sket. Diorang pon nak gi haji lepas ranya nanti. Nak carik kelengkapan nak gi haji sekali. Tapi tatau la diorang nak gi haritu ke tak. Tapi takpelah. Yang penting aku dapat cuti dan rileks. Tapi next week manager aku suruh settlekan sebanyak mungkin keje aku before cuti. I hope I can clear the documentations sign off as soon as possible.

Morning everyone.. Harini aku puasa. Takde mood sangatlah harini nak buat keje sebab semalam bersungguh2 aku buat keje. Letih. So pagi ni aku dah apply cuti 2 hari. Tak tau lah manager aku nak approve ke tak. Aku nak berehat. Aku tak suka buat keje skang ni. Settle documentation. Kena susun docs, buat filing dan paling aku tak suka fotostat. Ntahler... Bila la nak dapat projek lain plak. Aku nak buat application. Bukan documentation. Ok la. Malas dah nak cite pasal keje. Takde apa yang menarik pon.

Boring...... Don't know why this word become my favourite word since the last few months. Project I'm working on is still never ending story. Boring tul.. Aku rasa baik banyak keje dari takde keje. Bukan la takde keje langsung. Ada. Tapi keje yang aku tak gemar. Supposed project ni dah bleh close. Tapi user gile punya cerewet. Nak documents semua sign. So aku dah jadik serupa 'ceti' kejar user untuk dapatkan sign. Pastu kena lak deal dengan sesetengah user yang banyak cekadak. Sign aje lah. Diorang dah guna dah pun application tuh. Tapi lagi nak argue nape spec ni macam ni macam tu. Hishhhhh. Mencabar kesabaran betul. Dah la aku memang tak suka sangat keje yang kena deal dengan orang ni. Kena cakap elok2, jaga hati user. I feel like a fake version of me. I'm not that kind of person. But I need to do it as it is part of my work... I really hope we will get a new project so we can move out from this place. Face new challenge.

Harini hari Isnin. First day of the week. Memang liat betul nak bangun tadi. Ni pon aku tengah update blog. Aku malas nak gi jumpa user. Kejap2 lagi lah aku gi jumpa. Biasa la. Nak kena susun ayat dulu. Harap2 diorang sign jer. Tak banyak cerita. Kat sini pun dah tak ramai dah. Ramai yang dah balik office. Aku la yang still dok kat sini. Stuck in herre...

Ni pun dah nak ujung bulan. Duit pun tak berapa nak ada dah ni. Aku pon tatau apsal gaji aku bulan ni mengalir macam air. Ntah apa ntah yang aku beli. Start next month aku kena plan and budget betul2 duit aku. Kalau macam ni lah gayanya... tak kawin le jawabnya. Hehehe. Asyik takde duit je. Shopping aje. Biasa la pompuan.... Cakap pasal shopping ni, aku memang suka gak shopping. Tapi bila terkenangkan duit, terpaksa la dilupakan. Beli pun pilih2 yang murah jer. Tapi jeles la aku tengok orang shopping macam2. Tapi yela sebab aku skang ni kena bayar hutang. Tu yang berat dah sket. Hutang keta, hutang PTPTN. Fuhh muda2 lagi dah berhutang. So window shopping je la jawabnya. Tapi best gak window shopping sebab bleh ushar trend baru. Tak beli pon takpela asalkan tau....

Finally...

Finally I found a new hobby. Writing blog. Even though I'm not good in writing, I think this is the best way to throw away my boringness (is there boringness word in English?). Hehe. Enough for now. Want to continue my work.