parkmyc

You are the love of my life

The one I need in my life

You are the one I want to love

I want to feel your love

At night I look at the star

I make a wish in a falling star

I wish that I can be with you

That we can be together only me and you

The memory of you is in my mind

I can’t get you out of my mind

My heart is longing for your love

Wishing that you’re here to give your love

The distance between us

The spaces between us

It’s breaking my heart

I’m crying inside my heart

What we feel is a strong love

I keep on holding for our love

It’s hard to let go what we feel

We know this feeling is real

Even how far you are to me

You always be close to me

I always keep you here in my heart

Only to you I give my heart

From this moment of my life

You’ll be the one I will love

I will love you for the rest of my life

And you’ll always be my love…

parkmyc

I guess this entry is dedicated for them, my beloved friends…they know who they are and I’m proud having them as my friends…I made a poem just now for this special people that become part of my life and inspires me to pursue my dreams and reach for my goals in writing… THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS THAT TOUCHES MY LIFE AND HEART IN A SPECIAL WAYS…

YOU ARE MY FRIEND

I was lost in a middle of nowhere

I’m stuck and nowhere to go

There you are I found you

And you lend your hands to me

I thought I will walk all alone

But our path cross and you hold my hand

We walk together in a long road

We take a journey to a friendship

Together we walk hand and hand

We found friendship with each other

It feels good having you as my friend

You make me smile when the sky is gray

You cheer me up when I’m about to give up

You are there when there is no one around

You hold my hand when I feel scared

You wipe my tears when I cry

Together we cry, we laugh

We share happiness and tears

I never thought I will found you

That you will come along my way

You came to my life unexpectedly

You become my friend unconditionally

Now I found you my dear friend

I will always be your one true friend

I’m thankful to God that you are my friend

And I’m blessed that we are friends…

parkmyc

I have no idea in my mind what I’m going to write here, I’m not prepare of what I am going to say since I’ve been gone for week. Supposed to be I will leave the live journal because things here just are getting complicated but somehow, I’m missing someone, my new found friends here that makes me smile and feel comfortable. I feel at home here because of them but I was surprised that some of my friends that I got to know here has already leaved. I have 4 old friends here namely, nisa from Malaysia, my pretty sis izzy from Myanmar and my best buddy Lorele under the user name yunnieca and Micky Yoochun, my online buddy here. They are one of the people that I am missing right now. My new found friends, Francesca, she is the first person I got to know here and maricon, I got to know here first in friendster, were not that close but we are exchanging comments in her entries, and the other person I got to know is this girl charco that yoochun calls her “sweet girl” which is true because it shows how sweet she is for making me smile...Now that I’m here again, I won’t promise anything but I will do my best to make you smile, I want to be the reason behind your smile…

parkmyc

I will not post this to make anyone jealous and envy but I just want to share the happiness I feel having a friend like Micky Yoochun. Actually, I am surprised because I didn’t expect that he will put me on his blogs and put my blog link there but I am thankful to him because he backs me up to a fan that gives me offensive comments. Now, I have a reason not to give up my writing because I have friend like Micky Yoochun that always there for me and cheer me up. It’s too late for me to read some of his comments because I was busy talking to my new friend here, when I’m online I don’t read comments that much, but to my surprised, Micky Yoochun never failed to give me comments and read my entries…I feel happy, really…I don’t give bad meaning to his comments, we all know that he is such a natural sweet romantic person but somehow his comments makes me smile and get inspire more to write…

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

good luck to your new task in the office and dont work too much, and stay safe always, my good night kiss is always be with you, =)

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:22 pm (UTC)

I welcome you with all my heart too

Finally, you made a live journal here, i will welcome you with all my love and heart, you know what I mean, i shouldn't do this you know, but if you got harassed by some fans because they read my cooments, just ignore them, anyway knowing you, your attitude like yunho well probably those things bothers you is nothing to you, ignore it like the way i do, good luck in your writing

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:19 pm (UTC)

Shocked for the first time!

it was you then you didnt tell me?! arrrrrr im not mad but somehow I feel surprised now Im really surprised you writing this stuff, i will comment in all your entries, i know you're not there anymore probably you are sleeping and having problem with your connection again, i just got back from work, and checking some messages and reading comments...keep on writing

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:24 pm (UTC)

Are you beoming my fan?

i was surprised for this entry of yours you know why? how come we almost have the same link? this is your journal but it looks like my fan page here, very funny of you, you make me surprised lately huh? all in all, im impressed...

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:24 pm (UTC)

Are you beoming my fan?

i was surprised for this entry of yours you know why? how come we almost have the same link? this is your journal but it looks like my fan page here, very funny of you, you make me surprised lately huh? all in all, im impressed...

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

you are very funny huh? i read this loud and clear and i think no need for me to question why? who is the guy you love so much? you mention in your previous entry anyway, stay in love...goodnight

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:38 pm (UTC)

I miss her too

i miss izzy too, and yoohwan miss her too, because he said he never had a chance to know izzy very well, they dont talk that much on friendster, yoohwan get sad to know izzy is leaving friendster, if izzy is the only person you miss right now? how about that guy? never mind...

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:40 pm (UTC)

im on your number one list

This entry is very catchy, im on your top? number one on your list huh? I shouldn't comment you, is not safe but who cares??? there's nothing wrong for what you do and what I am doing, I'm just thankful that I become your inspiration, and for sure those other celebrities you admire will be happy that you respect them "fff the camera"

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.200.228) wrote:

Mar. 1st, 2009 03:33 pm (UTC)

Sad poem

i'm speechless what im going to say in this poem of yours but i feel somehow you experience to be left behind and yet survive, you are a strong person i know even you experience hard times you will not easily give up, im just here remember that...

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:33 pm (UTC)

waaaaaaaa

very nice entry, you say it many things, loud and clear

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC)

of course!

you are special in your own way...nothing more, nothing less, just be yourself, you are important to me

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:55 pm (UTC)

OH WOW!

I love this one not because you set me an example but because the poem itself, very meaningful and romantic of course, its like fairytale, keep on writing, i love it

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:31 pm (UTC)

dont mess up with her

dont mess up
dont mess up with this girl when you do, you also mess up with me, mind your own business and leave her alone! for sure you will never stop ok fine, but it only show how loser you are with low life

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 07:41 pm (UTC)

its alright

even you got offensive comments, you manage to smile, im just here, just dont mind them

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:48 pm (UTC)

who is the artist of this song?

can you give me the artist of this song so I can have an idea

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:51 pm (UTC)

yes i believe

your poems is very special, i love reading it, yes love is everything and once you're in love, you will do everything for the sake of love

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:32 pm (UTC)

i mis you

i miss you too and you know i do, you are my special friend, you will always be special

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:49 pm (UTC)

have faith

i will keep the our friendship alive no matter what happen, we are friends ok?

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 07:37 pm (UTC)

you're the one he loves

dont worry, i know that you are the one he loves, he just can't express it but for sure he loves you...

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC)

just ignore it

ok, just dont mind them, and continue to write, whew! you got many entries now and I'm not yet done reading it

</a></b></a>mickypyc (119.95.204.88) wrote:

Mar. 8th, 2009 07:35 pm (UTC)

just love him

just love him the way you can, in a way you know, he loves you more than anything, you know what i mean

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

parkmyc

This song I want to share with Micky Yoochun for being my good friend here. In spite of being a celebrity, he act ordinary and go down his level to share, give love and happiness to the people who deserved to be appreciated. I am lucky that I am one of those people that he appreciates. I don’t give bad meaning to his kindness, I know he is naturally a nice person but he doesn’t want to take advantage by people because if you mess with him, you will regret it for sure, don’t make him mad because it’s not good to see him mad right?

parkmyc

Another poem of mine that I write just now, everyday of my life, I always write a poem once I feel something in my heart. Like Micky Yoochun said: “write it by heart” and I think I got some tips from him, thanks to him…

Who do you love?

parkmyc

It’s been 2 days since the last time I post my entries and update my blogs. Today, when I check my site, I got comments from a person that makes me feel more comfortable. Even I receive rude comments, there’s still a reason why I have to smile. Lately, I’ve been busy with work and I’m working night shift so I’m having a hard time to update my blogs. I don’t have much to post for today but I just want to share the happiness I feel. Yes I am happy because finally, the guy I love so much has returned to me back in my arms, I can’t express how much I am happy to feel his arms around me again, to hear his sweet voice, to feel his touch, kiss and embrace. I know he would do his best for me because that’s what he does. He always does his best for me. To you my love, thank you for showing how much you love me and I love the way you love me…

parkmyc

I know you are not meant for me. You are not the one for me. But what can I do? My heart beats for you. I know we are two different people far away from each other. Your life is different from me. Sometimes I feel I want to give up loving you but I realized what if I give up on you, it will feel better? Giving you up doesn’t ease the burden; I know the pain is just temporary that soon I will get over it but I can’t control myself to feel bad when I think of losing you. Sometimes I lose hope when all the things around us seem to be torn apart but you show me every thing, how to fight and never give up. You taught me how to be strong when things go wrong. People say I have to stick in the reality and go on with my life but as I always say, I never expect too much, I don’t have any demands on you all I want is to enjoy the moment having you in my life. You are one of the precious things I have now in my life and if ever one day I lose you and we break us apart, I will never forget the “FAITH” you taught me. You give me hope, and make me realized that everything is possible when you believe. For now, I don’t want to think losing you because I can’t stop loving you, I will just enjoy all the moments we share and never give up on you…

parkmyc

I just can’t understand the fans sometimes; they are too possessive with their idols and very selfish. Why they just can’t mind their own business and stop bother other people? I read many journal entries here including park yoochun blogs and I noticed that when it comes to him, fans become wild and mean. Why they have to be mean with other people that love micky? There’s nothing wrong to love him, this girl I know and become my friend loves micky yoochun and micky yoochun knows her feelings. They are really close now and fans started to hate this girl because they think she’s not pretty for micky, she is a slut and so on…worst! Because she is not asian, how come they say that? How sure they are that micky yoochun likes only asian girl?  You don’t anything about his feeling and you don’t know him that much to say what he likes and what he doesn’t like. You don’t know micky yoochun “off the camera” so don’t say anything that soon you will regret it.

This friend of mine, she keeps on ignoring offensive comments but I know somehow she feels bad. I remember I got offensive comments too and I feel bad but my friends were there for me to back me up and this girl crazyfrancesca reply to a fan who comment me. Now it’s my turn to give her credits for what she does, I know we can’t please everybody and when it comes to tvxq fans they are so selfish and they just can’t stop saying this, saying that…but it’s not worth it to pay attention on them. I know they will not stop but I just hope that this thing will lessen and the fans will realized that no matter what they do and say, they can’t stop their idol to love someone they really love…

parkmyc

For a long time I love you

You don’t know how much I love you

I was there for you

When she leaves you

I cry with you

When she hurt you

I try to show you everything I feel

I did my best to make you feel

You are blinded by my love

All you care is her love

Why you have to be blind?

Even I’ve been so kind

All I want is for you to love me

And give all your love to me

I try this feeling to hide

Even it hurts inside

All I want is your love

And be the one you love…

parkmyc

THIS IS FOR YOU…

Don’t be sad and don’t be jealous, I will be honest to you, if there is something special right now, it is you! I found a new friend in you and I know this friendship that start to bloom will be special. We can relate to each other easily and most of all we understand each other. Somehow even we are both down, we still find time to laugh and connect with each other.  I always understand you and no need for you to give up or stay away, if you do that, it’s not only me that I will feel bad, even the guy you love so much will feel bad too, for sure he will be sad, he doesn’t want you to give up…please stay, or else I’ll be the one to go away…

parkmyc

My heart can’t stop loving you, I try but it never works out. I can’t resist you and every time I see you, you make me fall over and over again. You’re just a guy that I met on line and I didn’t know that you are some kind of famous. I thought you’re just one of the cute guys that play around and feel bored. But I like the way you are and I already admire you even I didn’t know from the start that you are famous. Who cares about the fame? You are the guy that acts so ordinary when the truth you are “famous”.

By chance I met you, and you make me comfortable talking to you. I don’t even care if you are famous or not what matters to me that you show yourself to me as you, being you without your celebrity side. Why I have to write this? Don’t you think it’s safe for me to write this? I don’t care for what people will think they don’t even know who you are and who I am talking with in this entry. It’s not love what I found in you, you show me the real meaning of friendship and whatever happens, I ALWAYS KEEP THE FRIENDSHIP ALIVE….

parkmyc

 “My heart found you…from then it never stop to beat for you…”

I look at you in many ways, I admire you the way you are. You are one of the reasons in my life to fight and to be alive. Your love makes me strong and you take all the fears I feel inside. You’re far away from me I know but you show your love to me in your own way, you love me in your special way. I know that I’m not like the other pretty girl that always surrounds you but you look at me beautifully and you make me shine. I’m just an ordinary girl that you met on line and I never expect you’re going to love me that easy. You always say to me that you love me for who I am and what I am, you don’t even care about the distance between us. Every time I hear your voice, sounds like a melody to me. “Of course your voice is my melody, because you make my heart sing”

“I never dream someone like you will love someone like me” I don’t expect too much for the love you can give to me but you always surprised me in so many ways. Were not together because you have your own life there and your life is very complicated that you can’t have extra commitments but when it comes to me, you break the rules. Fame is doesn’t matter to you and what matter is the love you can give and share to me. Let me take this moment to thank you for all the love you show me and for all the good things you’ve done to me. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be if I didn’t met you by chance. I’m not sure how long this feeling we have will last but one thing for sure even you’re miles away from me, I always look up to you and proud of your love, your love makes me shine and you always be my star that shine…

parkmyc

I can’t stop loving him

All I want is to love him

I can’t get him out of my mind

He always on my mind

This feeling makes me crazy

He drives me crazy

I try my feeling to hide

I can’t help it when he is on my side

When he’s around

My heart makes a sound

It beats so fast

And it beat until the last

Every time I see him

I always take a look of him

When he looks my way

The feeling won’t go away

Somehow I wish that he likes me

That soon he’s going to love me

Maybe I am stupid

This feeling makes me stupid

But it’s only him I want to love

I want to give all my love

When he finally love me

I will give all of me

I will never let him slip away

In his side I always stay

I will wait until it’s my turn

Soon he will make his turn

I know soon he will love me

And give his heart to me

When the time come that we will be together

I will love him forever…

parkmyc

Dedicated to all the guys that are afraid to fall, guys that cannot admit that they are falling and trying to be numb by the feeling…

“Girls should be proud to be a girl because girl has the power to make guy fall in love, and they shine in their own way…”

Do you know how much I love you?

Do you know how much I need you?

You don’t know at all

That you are my all

How could you know?

If you don’t want to know?

I love you is all I know

But you don’t know

I want to love you

But you don’t want me to love you

Are you afraid to fall for me?

So you try not to love me?

You make my mind crazy

And it’s you who drive me crazy

Do you know my wish?

That you are my wish?

For sure you don’t know

You are confused that’s all I know

I hope you will know

Everything that I know

I will do everything to let you know

I am in love with you now you know…

parkmyc

This is a friendship poem dedicated to my idol micky yoochun. I don’t care if you think this is bad, I just want to express how thankful I am for the friendship he gave to me…that’s all

You are my light in the night

Like a star sparkling so bright

I admire you

I adore you

You are my star

My shinning star…

When everything turns wrong

You make me strong

You are there when I’m in need

You give all the care I need

Nothing compares to you

Feels good appreciate by you

You are there by my side

Your friendship cannot hide

To you I shine like a star

And you will always be my star...

parkmyc

Alone in my room, thinking of you, I don’t know what’s on your mind right now; it’s been a week since the last time I heard about you. I know you are far away, working and busy with your loaded work but you always give me hope that you will be back and will stay on my side. Its not only hope you gave me but “FAITH”, I have faith in you and you know how much I love you.  I trust you with all my heart and I know you will never try to hurt me or to make me cry. Having you in my life make me realized that there is no such thing as “different” in this world. You show me the real meaning of life and what love really is. I just miss you now, at this moment of time. I miss everything about you and all the things you do. I know we are far from each other, I can only take a look at you from a distance but I know you feel me. You always give your all to me and love me without any doubts. You love me for all that I am, and I love you for all that you are. I can’t wait to be with you again, I can’t wait to hold you in my arms and hear your sweet voice whispering the words of love to my ear. I always watch you and support you, even we are not together at this moment of time, my heart will be yours for the rest of the time…

parkmyc

I just want to share you the poem I just made now. I write this on the spot; I don’t know why it came up like this…I just want to share it with you…I put micky yoochun picture because he become “every girl’s dream”, it fits on the theme of my poem, that’s only my opinion, again, don’t get this entry wrong because I don’t want to offend anyone here, I hope you understand…

He was a boy I always dream

He loves me only in my dream

In reality he is not mine

His heart not belong to mine

This crazy feeling that I feel

It’s hard to control because it is real

He is everything I need

His love is all that I need

But his heart doesn’t beat for me

I know he doesn’t love me

I don’t care if he is not mine

I just want to love him for all time

Even his heart not to mine

I still want to love him for the rest of time

Maybe I am crazy in love with him

But my love is only for him

I know love is like this

It hurt just like this

Someday my love will fade away

And I will no longer love him this way

But for now I have to enjoy the feeling

Because to love him gives me the feeling

That love is a happy thing

And love is everything…

parkmyc

I want to say thank you to all the people that give me inspiration. This entry is dedicated to all my friends I love most. Friends that are always there for me anytime I need them, some of them I just met on line but somehow, I connect with them and they touch my heart. Some of them are celebrities; people keep on doubting them but for me, it doesn’t matter if people think they are fake what matters to me is they being real in every words they say, in everything they do. They are the people that make me realized how beautiful life is…I love you all that’s all can say, no words can express how much I love you my friends, I will always keep you close to my heart…


To new found friend that I'm going to meet...I cant wait to know you...I welcome you with all my heart...

parkmyc

This is one of my favorite songs. I like to dedicate this song to my Idol Micky Yoochun. I hope you will not misunderstood my entry because there is nothing special with this song it so happen that every time I listen to this song, I visualize micky yoochun, I feel this song is fit to him plus the sounds, beat and words are really good…

I LOVE YOU…

I love you
Wherever you are
It don't matter
It don't matter how far
Yes I love you
Wherever you are
I'll do anything for your love
I'll do anything for your love

Every time I close my eyes I look inside myself
When I see you standing there I see love
Love the most precious gift of them all
I really love him so
I'll never let him go
He's always in my heart

I love you
Wherever you are
It don't matter
It don't matter how far
Yes I love you
Wherever you are
I'll do anything for your love
I'll do anything for your love

All my friends think I'm crazy (crazy)
But the more love I give
The more secure I feel in your arms
Love, love, gets me high
I really love him so
I'll never let him go
He's always in my heart

I love you
Wherever you are
It don't matter
It don't matter how far
Yes I love you
Wherever you are
I'll do anything for your love
I'll do anything for your love

Please understand how I feel
I got a love that's so real my baby
I feel it deep in my heart
No one and nothing will ever tear us apart

I love you
Wherever you are
It don't matter
It don't matter how far
Yes I love you
Wherever you are
I'll do anything for your love
I'll do anything for your love

parkmyc

Don’t judge me

You don’t even know me

And yet you judge me

Who are you to judge me?

Who you think you are?

Afraid to show who really you are

You’re hiding yourself

Afraid to show yourself

I know who I am

I don’t have to hide what I am…

Don’t judge me

This is the real me

I don’t need to hide

There’s nothing to hide

If you are afraid then I’m not

I will show what I got

Don’t be like me

And pretend you are me

Stop acting you are me

Because in reality you are not me…

parkmyc

I just got back from work, I am a little stress. I check my blogs and to my surprised, there is someone made a blogs for me. I feel happy when I read her entry and I saw that she put me in her blog. Yesterday, I had a bad day because I got bad comments that are too offensive and this girl crazyfrancesca, (That is her user name) makes me comfortable. I didn’t know this girl but somehow I feel I can easily connect with her maybe because we understand each other even we don’t know each other yet. Were not really friends and were not yet close but somehow we can relate to each other. I feel a connection with her not because we both admire micky yoochun but because she makes me comfortable. She even write a short letter to me on her journal and I’m totally speechless, I’m happy that I got to know her even were not yet have time to talk, I know this will be the start of a good friendship between her and me. I’m looking forward to it, I’m very thankful that I found new friend that I can relate and connect with…

To crazyfrancesca…

I’m thankful that you were there for me to make me feel comfortable. Because of you, I feel at home here. I got nothing to say but I’m hoping we will be friends even here…I welcome you with all my heart…Thanks again…

parkmyc

I don’t want people or fans to get jealous of me or to be envy of me. I don’t want any harm here. I already said and make it clear that Micky Yoochun was only my idol; I don’t see him as boyfriend image like other girls do. I’m sorry, I don’t want to offend anyone, I just want to make things clear, and I think I am the one being misunderstood here. I read Micky Yoochun blogs many times, over and over again. I’m being his regular visitors but I never misunderstood his entry, I really understand him. Maybe some people misunderstood him but not me. I’m not so stupid to think bad to people especially if I don’t know them. I don’t judge people, actually, I don’t have to explain and I have to ignore you but I want you to realize your mistake…

(Anonymous) (78.42.142.53) wrote:

Mar. 3rd, 2009 04:46 pm (UTC)

not really?

are you sure his love will be yours? i mean, i dont know him but i dont think you are the type of girl he likes Oo' i did see pictures of you in an other livejournal of a girl. i did recognize you by your clothes and smile. i am not jealos or i dont envy you because i have a boyfriend i love much and i am happy i have him. i hope for you that he dont play with your feeling... *thinking bad*
i do read his blog very often and i think you did missunderstand.
i also did read the blog of the other girl. maybe she did also missunderstand.
i feel sorry for you, because i think you are a cute girl who is searching for love, but take look at reality. you are not that beauty that could be loved by him. you are not beauty enough...

i am not trying to offend you, but trying to let you see the reality :(

-yoochun fan from peru-

if you are really a fan of Micky yoochun, probably you know that he doesn’t want people to judge other people. I thought you often visit his blogs and read his entry and how come you don’t pay attention to his entry. I think he said many times in his blogs that he doesn’t want people being judgmental but somehow he understands but I don’t think what you did will understand by him since he also experience some comments that are offensive like what you do. Don’t you think Micky Yoochun will like what you wrote? I let him read your comments for you to teach some lesson and learn from your mistake. I don’t know who you are but I never judge you, I just hope you will never do the same thing to other people and this will be the last time you will do that, just think of it…

This is Micky Yoochun Entry "Security Alert" Posted November 30, 2008, I will post it for you to read it again and this time, I hope you will understand...



 

Now, this is my first entry for this month of December, its already 1, HAPPY FIRST DAY OF THE MONTH TO EVERYONE! Just yesterday we have three shows on the row…the 2 shows is broadcastings and the other is live show SBS Popular Songs, always a tiring day for us and I don’t know why I still have time to write my journal in spite of my heavy work, maybe simply because I started to enjoy this thing and plus, I want people to learn something from me. I found a place where I can give my opinions, share my views in life, and share my mixed emotions and experiences. Writing something just like this and expressing myself freely, I feel ordinary. I’m just like this people, out side work; I found relaxation and peace of mind. There’s no pressure, stress and my mind is free from worries. When we are working, pressure will follows, even when we travel, its kind of scary since many crazy people around us plus the paparazzi/photographer but somehow were getting used to it. The most pressure situation we always encounter is when we travel back and forth from Korea to Japan. Mostly, we get a lot of pressure at the airport. When it comes to performing, we get pressure too but it’s a different thing when were on the stage than were on the road and travel. It’s safer when we perform than to walk at the airport with many securities around us and yet they can’t still protect us from some crazy fans/people. So pressure will follows…its getting crowded, people trying to get close with us, or even wanted to touch us. We understand, but somehow are hard. You don’t even know how we feel inside to see people gets hurt, get disappointed and crying, pleading just to give them a chance to get close with us…or just touch us even in a seconds. I told you, I am an observant person, maybe I keep myself silent but I am not numb not to sense what’s happening around us. Maybe you see me quiet, smiling for while but deep inside, I’m aware of the situation. Now I’m starting to talk without even thinking who I am, who cares? I just let people to think who really I am, probably, people started to think and say: “If he is real, I’m getting confused because he sounds so real, he act so real” and yet their mind say: “no, he is not real, this is not real, how can it be? Park Yoochun doesn’t have time for this”. It’s a funny thing right? People are so logical sometimes, they just believe on what’s in their minds, what in their heads but they don’t even try to use their heart to understand. Now back to what I’m trying to say, its not easy to deal with crazy people, crazy fans and I cant stop wondering why they have to be like that, then finally, I come up with the conclusion that there two kinds of fans, the obsessed one and the normal one. Obsessed is the one who do everything for their idols even it will come to the point that it’s really too much, they never find satisfaction, they never understand. I believe obsession is not that good, because when you’re obsessed, you can’t even think the right thing to do. I’m sorry people this is only my opinion. On the other hand, a normal fan is the one who can do everything for their idols but yet they understand. Admiring someone too much can turn into obsession, but not all obsessed fans are not bad, there are only some people just don’t know how to handle it, don’t know how to carry it. Some fans gets mad and they will try to hurt us. Just recently, a week go, changmin gets hit by a fan throwing her bag to changmin. In the first place we didn’t know that he was hit because we are walking ahead of him. We just found out after we ask chnagmin about what happen and he says a girl throw a bag on him. We are glad is not that hard but somehow it hurt to see that, plus it’s annoying. Mostly, changmin gets hurt more among us since he walks so slow and quite far behind us. We can’t blame people who work with us if they are really strict in public because of this matter. This link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Mr7WU4iNwI shows how changmin get hit by throwing a bag on him; the worst is this girl says bad words against changmin. Ah! Why this thing has to be happen? So far this is the worst thing we encounter when we travel, it feels bad but somehow it’s really disappointing. Now, this entry was so long, Im still not packing yet now I’m being lazy, putting attention to this first than to prepare my things going to work…

I leave you with my thoughts of the day: “You can’t judge people unless you know them personally, judging people the way you see them outside is like accusing them of crime they never done.”

This is my original thoughts/quotes if you want to have a copy of these meaningful words, you can save it after all one of my purpose is to share right? So I share what I have…

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parkmyc

I made a live journal because my friend lorele made an account here, but before she made an account I was already browsing the live journal and I love reading fan fiction from users here. Then now I made an account here, I noticed many people are into live journal now, I think this site is better than friendster because there is no hassle that much in this site but the only thing I don’t like here is people can stay anonymous and gives you bad comments. That’s what I experience just now reading a comment from a fan of micky yoochun but I just ignore it, I’m happy that I have friends here like my pretty sis backing me up and makes me feel comfortable. I got comments from someone also, her name is crazyfrancesca, even we don’t really yet friends and close, she’s on my side and makes me feel comfortable. I want to thank both of them for being there, THANKS TO BOTH OF YOU

parkmyc

Arhit Ryu is a thailander actor/model/singer. He is a mixed blood; he is also one of my inspirations in writing. When it comes to poetry, I admire him most. Well, im not the only one who admires him that much, even my pretty sis izzy and nisa admires him also. Too bad that he don’t engaged that much on the net now but knowing him, I know he remember us especially izzy that he become his close friend and nisa become his little sis. I keep on wondering where is he now, we just miss him and I wish he will be back to share more of his poems, in honor to him, here is one of his creation that I admire most, “ONE HEARTBEAT AWAY” this poem of him is the reason why I made a poem just now and its kind of related to his creation “THE DREAMER” is made by me…in response to Arthit Ryu poem, of course I was thinking Micky Yoochun but somehow, arthit ryu’s poem makes me inspire more to write it down…


ONE HEART BEAT AWAY
AUTHOR: ARTHIT RYU

There was a boy, he got all the fame
Hes a star and everybody screaming his name
He never had a normal life
Still searching for the love of his life

And heres a girl, she never feels the love she wanted
All her life she was taken for granted
She never had a chance
She only looking him at a glance

She loved him secretly
Waiting for him patiently
Hes every thing she desire
Hes the one that put her heart in fire

Hes so near but yet so far away
He never looks in her way
It doesn't matter, she will wait for him
She will surrender everything to him

At night she thinks of him and pray
She hopes that he will look her way someday
If only she can find a way
She will do anything to make him stay

Suddenly she is in silence
Listening to the sound of silence
How could he love an unattractive girl?
Hes a star and shes just an ordinary girl

Shes dreaming a star that is hard to attain
Loving a star she will only get pain
But she cant stop loving him
She cant stop dreaming of him

One day at park sitting alone
Unexpected she saw him reading alone
Her heart beat so quickly
Suddenly she feels strange feeling quickly

She whisper "Oh boy you take my breath away
Oh please look in my way"
Her wish suddenly came true
He look at her it feels her dream finally came true

With her lips open she feels breeze
Looking at him makes her freeze
Oh could it be he likes me?
Oh could it be he wants me?

If only he will come my way
I will never let him slip away
To her surprised he walks straight to her
Never gets his eye out of her

He asked for her name
She feels she had all the fame
For so long she waited for this moment
Her heart jumps to excitement

It started in just one glance
They become close by chance
Her love for him grow stronger
They are happy when they are together

He makes her laugh
When things get tough
When things go wrong
He was there to make her strong

Being with him makes her world lively
Because of a star an unattractive girl becomes lovely
He gave meaning to her life
He care for her all through her life

A boy and a girl, Separated by distance
They fell in love by chance
They feel happiness in each other arm
In a cold night they keep each other warm

They made love under the pale moonlight
Sharing their love looking at the star so bright
They are delighted by the feeling they feel
Their heartbeat is the only thing they feel

Now she finally gave in
Her love is no longer hidden
She felt blessed having him in her life
She wants to spend with him every moment of her life

Two different people, living in different world
They met by destiny and make their own world
Surprising things happen in just one glance
They become one by a chance

Now they have each other
Their love will be forever
Two different people fell in love
Now is sharing their love

The love they have will never go away
They love each other forever and the day
The love they took by chance will stay
Cause their just one heartbeat away

parkmyc

This is another poem of mine. I write it just now when I think about of Micky Yoochun. Something came up in my mind and writes it here…There is nothing special in my poem, this is dedicated to all the girls who fall in love with Micky Yoochun and yet they keep on fighting for their feelings. I’m not being defensive but I don’t want people to think I’m so much into micky yoochun…So this poem is dedicated to those who falls for him, sad to say, I’m not one of them who falls for him hahaha…

Find each other and make their own world

The love they have will grow in their heart

Because they share their love with one heart..."

He was a star I always dream

I see his face in my dream

He was everything I desire

He put my heart in fire

I see him every day

But he never looks my way

He just passes by along my way

He never notices me, he just walks away…

My heart filled with hope

That someday he will give me hope

Because my heart beats for him

I only want to love him… 

He is everything I need

His love is all I need…

Day passing so fast

And still my heart beat so fast

Loving him I only get pain

My life will be in vain

But my heart filled with love

Hoping that he will give his love

He is everybody wishes

I’m just the one that makes wishes

For everyone he is a star

For him I’m not his star

Maybe I am confused

My mind refused

I don’t know at all

I just want to give my all

Every night I think of him

Wishing that I can have him

Ever night to God I pray

That someday he will look my way

I only have simple wish

To love by him that is my wish

How can he love me?

If he doesn’t notice me?

How my wish will come true

That he will see my love is true

I will wait for my chance

Until he will give his glance

Finally my chance has come

The moment I waited finally has come

When I take a look

There he was giving his look

Suddenly my heart beats again

Beat so fast over and over again

I feel my world suddenly stop

When he walks in my way and stop

I can’t believe what my eyes see

I front of me; he is all I can see

To my surprised he kissed me

All I can feel is his lip kissing me

I close my eyes and feel his kiss

I can’t get enough the tender of his kiss

When the kiss is over

I feel my life change forever

He smile and say “I love you”

“I want to give my love only for you”

I can’t believe what I hear

His voice is like a melody to my ear

“I’m star that everybody wishes”

“I know I’m your wishes”

“I’m not here to make your dream come true”

“I’m here to give my love so true”

“Along the crowd, I noticed you”

“I always look at you”

“You thought I was passing your way”

“That I never look on your way”

“But you never caught me looking at you”

“That I was there just looking at you”

My mind is blanked and I’m speechless

This star makes me breathless

Now that my dream is came true

That I have his love so true

To him everything I surrender

I want to love him forever

I know he will be only mine

His love will be mine

I want to love him for all time

And share our love for the rest of time…

parkmyc

I just got back from work today, I don’t feel tired because I didn’t do loaded work but I feel sleepy I only have 4 hours of sleep. Right now, I feel happy when I check my live journal I got comments from my sweet sis izzy, I put her in my entry and express how I miss her and I’m really more surprised that she has a live journal account now at least we can talk here freely and with no hassle. I really miss her and I know she miss me too. She is always being special to me, even we don’t talk that much in my heart she is close…always here in my heart…I Love you sis izzy!

parkmyc

I don’t think writing this is safe for me, maybe some people will read my entries, and some will not pay attention. Who cares? I don’t think people will put attention in my writings. Well, we can’t impress every one so I will not be surprised if for them I didn’t exist.

Ordinary people cannot be recognized easily not like celebrity people, they gain attention and credits to people around them. Sometimes it’s unfair, they only recognized you and be friend with you once you get close with someone else that has fame.  

I made this live journal days ago. I only have few friends I got to know and this online friends are people somehow I connect with. I found Micky Yoochun here and he becomes my friend. Yes he is a celebrity and yet he has time to write his journal in spite on busy schedule, he find times to write something on his blog site. Maybe because he really wanted to express his feelings through people, He wanted to share himself not as being celebrity but being who is he “off the camera”.

Hid blog site becomes crowded now with many comments including from strange people. Well before I was a stranger, I comment him in anonymous but that was the time I don’t have an account here but now that I have, then I can’t no longer be anonymous. So what this entry is al about? I write this entry because some people are being unfair and bias. You know what I mean? When it comes to celebrity people like Micky Yoochun, they have so much time to give him credits and almost praised him while in ordinary people like me, for them I didn’t exist.

I understand, Micky Yoochun is a celebrity, he has all the fame and most people know him. I know it’s not my business anymore if people are like that to him but are they truly know Micky yoochun inside out? Or they just only know his celebrity side? People are really like that and I think I don’t have to criticize and judge them. When it comes to celebrity, they all have the attention they need but in ordinary people, they almost beg for a little attention.

I’m not writing this to catch attention from people. I don’t even care if people will notice me or not, I just want to say the difference between a celebrity and ordinary people which sometimes it’s really unfair. As you can see, probably you know it, that Micky Yoochun is not a bias person. For him even you’re an ordinary person, he makes you special on his own way. See? A celebrity like him can down his level to an ordinary person he got to know and he can notice you even you don’t ask for his attention. He is just like that; giving attention to people that he knows deserved to be treated as special. Don’t you think is weird? A celebrity can down his level but some ordinary people cannot do the same thing? Anyway, people are people like my friend said, and I think it doesn’t matter how people thinks of me and treat me as long they accept me for who I am, at least, even for others I don’t exist but to Micky Yoochun, I am special. He accepts me being I am and I respect him being my idol. When it comes to him, I don’t need to hide. Thank you Micky Yoochun for bring out all the best in me…

parkmyc

just woke up now and I will be in work later from now, but here I am writing my journal again. Lately I am confused thinking of him, I don’t know why I have to feel this strange feeling. I supposed not to love him but he is hard to resist. How could you resist someone that is almost perfect? He’s like an angel sent from up above. I don’t have to feel this but somehow it feels good loving him, thinking of him. I know he loves me but he can’t be with me now, not now as he said: “even we’re miles apart, we are only one heart beat away…” very sweet words but I wish it was for me or else my heart will be broken…

parkmyc

Micky Yoochun is the member of the famous Korean boy band Dong Bang Shin Ki, and for sure everybody knows him but do you exactly know about him? Do you know his deep feelings, emotions? Do you have any idea what’s on his mind? Probably you are wondering what’s in his head, maybe some of you knows him as micky yoochun on stage but not being micky yoochun “off the camera”. I just check my live journal just now and I’m so surprised that he gave me comments. My heart jumps to happiness because it’s once in a life time to experience this I mean to know Micky Yoochun is a dream comes true.  

Micky Yoochun has its own charm to make girls fall in love with him. Maybe he doesn’t have bad intention to make girls fall for him but he is a natural sweet romantic guy who respect the essence of girl and that makes me admire him most.  I’m being his blog lover and almost all his entry was so touching and deep. From reading his blogs, I feel connected with him and somehow I can relate to him.

Micky Yoochun is a star and I’m just an ordinary girl he got to know in the net but he makes me special it his own way. I don’t give bad meaning to his kindness and sweetness; I know he is just like that. As I said, I never see him as my “boyfriend” image, believe it or not, he’s not my type of guy at all. The way I see him is far from what my ideal man is. Well, I don’t really believe in ideal man because love can hit you unexpectedly and sometimes our heart falls for someone who is not really our ideal man.

Who will never fall for such a sweet romantic guy like micky yoochun? I know there’s a possibility that I will fall for him but I always stick in the reality and be contented of what I have now. Maybe this is the better thing to do, be satisfied and don’t expect too much. Micky Yoochun will stay as my idol, and he will always be someone I admire most.

Micky Yoochun will always be someone he used to be. For me, he is a star, shine on his own way. Shine not only on stage but in real life, he a star that gives light and hope to every people’s dreams. That’s how I see him, I don’t know what other people thinks of him but for me this is what I feel, the faith in me will never fade, because it’s him who gives me hope and keep my faith alive…

parkmyc

This poem is nothing to do with my love life.  I just think of this words in my mind and write it down…

You leave me soaked and cold

I’m left alone and no one to hold

When you left me my world crashed

All the love I have put in a trash

The pain tearing every pieces of me

All the hurt you gave is in my mind

And now I feel I’m losing my mind 

Thinking of you it hurts my head

My heart is broken

My life is taken

The tears I can’t hide

I guess I have to move on

Because I know my life goes on

I’m tired crying for you

I lose hope waiting for you

I guess you are not meant for me

I have to accept you are not belong to me...

Note: This is dedicated to all the girls left behind and yet they survive….

parkmyc

This entry is not important but I just want to share celebrity people that I admire most. Well actually, I only have few, and all celebrity I admire is precious to me, somehow they give me inspiration. I admire them not because of their cuteness and good looks but the personality they have. Number one on my list no other than MICKY YOOCHUN

Micky Yoochun is a member of the Korean boy band DBSK/TVXQ. Nothing especial about him, I know he’s kind of cute but his cuteness nothing to do with my admiration to him. His writing captures my heart and I’m thankful to know him even only we met in the net.

Next is Hero Jaejoong, I don’t admire his cuteness either but he’s not cute in my eye but beautiful in my eyes…I admire him because I like his feminine side; He can cook and clean the house which only few guys can do.

And here is Yamashita Tomohisa, his “hunk” image nothing to do with my admiration to him, simply I admire him because he is natural, the way he talks and treat people. I got to know him through friendster.

This is Shirota Yuu, knowing his personality is serious and yet very sensible to talk with. It’s easy to talk to him because he is casual and speak without celebrity side.

Kim Kibum, I’m speechless to describe him but I admire him because he’s too good to be true, down to earth very nice person to know and very simple person.

Arthit Ryu, I admire this person because he’s very good in writing poetry and he’s a family man, he is taking good care of his family, very responsible person.

Note: All names that is written above is the celebrities I admire most, I know them but I’m not close to them, don’t question me about them or don’t ever get close with me because I know them. They are nothing to do with me, and what I write here is what I see on them, what I feel for them and I respect them the way "off the camera"

parkmyc

Sometimes, I get confused knowing different kind of people; it’s kind of scary talking people I really don’t know personally over the net but somehow, I realized we will not know if the person were talking with is a stranger unless you give it a chance to know them. Every time I met people over the net, my carefulness never fade. For now, that’s the only thing I can do is to be careful making friends and knowing people. Right now, I only have few people I know in the net, including my old time online friend IZZY, we known each other way back 2007. I feel missing her now since we haven’t talk quite long time. She is one of the people I am missing at this moment of my life…

parkmyc

I was laughing to myself, because I’m not really into writing and expressing myself through writing. I’m more into saying things vocally but since I can’t say all the things I want to say from my heart and from my mind, I decided to write the things I can’t express vocally. Now, I enjoy doing this thing because I know somehow I have a gift of writing that I need to explore and show what I got. I have many people I admire a lot in my life including Micky Yoochun who has been my idol for quite long time. I don’t know why I admire his writing that much probably you were thinking I’m just one of the obsessed fans trying to get his attention. For me it doesn’t matter what you think of me, because I’m not here for you to like me. Besides, this is cyberworld, hard to trust people. Ever since Micky Yoochun becomes my idol, I never doubted him or what. I don’t pay too much attention about poser and fakers, as I said, I don’t care if the Micky Yoochun I know is fake or real, it doesn’t matter anymore because what matters right now is his truthfulness in his words. Maybe he doesn’t have time for this thing but I’m sure he will never lie to us…

parkmyc

Last night I can’t sleep, thinking what I’m going to write the next day, this is my first entry for the month of March. Nothing especial happen to me this day except talking to the guy I love so much. Finally, after 4 days, I’m back on my feet again. This month and the coming month which is April, I will be working night shift, my schedule will be 10pm-6am. I’m doing well in my work but sometimes I’m getting tired doing the same thing again and again. It seems nothing is change except that I will have another task to do in the office. So I guess for now I have to adjust myself again for my new schedule. I will be working nightshift for two months! Oh God! Quite long, I’m sure I’m going to miss my bed and my pillow…

parkmyc

This is the poem dedicated to the guy who stole my heart…I just want you to know that I still love you even were not together anymore…I love you and I wish you’ll be happy and find contentment in your life. I hope that you will find the right one for you as you always wish for…I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the girl for you but I’m still here for you and the friendship we have will never fade…

I CAN’T WAIT TO BE WITH YOU

You are not really my type of guy

But somehow I admire you being a guy

You make me laugh in your own way

You show your love in a special way

I told to myself I will never fall

Scared that you might not catch me when I fall

But there you are and stole my heart

I can’t stop thinking of you when you’re apart

When I’m alone and down

You were there when nobody is around

You gave your all to me

And surrender everything to me

I fall for you unexpectedly

Now I love you tenderly

Loving you feel so right

This feeling inside me can’t fight

Having you in my life is a gift

Your love is the greatest gift

You’re an angel sent from up above

Shower me with all your love

Now that I love you

I will give my all to you

And now I know that it was you

I can’t wait to be with you…

parkmyc

This is the poem dedicated to the people who give me inspiration to write…I made this poem just now…To the people who touch my life in a special way, like what Micky Yoochun said: ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH and my faith is in you…-RAJI

To: Angeljhoy Perez, Joseph Delgado, Jaz, Lorele, Nisa, Izzy, Kim JaeJoong, Kim Junsu, Shim Changmin, Yamashita Tomohisa and Micky Yoochun

WITH YOU…

I found a friend in you

I am happy being with you

You add colors to my life

And show me the real meaning of life

When all I can see is darkness

You were there to take all the sadness

In my life you give me happiness

With you I never feel the loneliness

You are a true friend destined for me

I feel complete when you are with me

With you I don’t need to hide

All the things I have inside

I am lucky that I got to know you

Nothing compares to the love I found in you

The friendship we have will grow

With you my beauty inside glow

It’s hard to find someone like you

I admire everything in you

In my heart you will always stay

In my mind you will never go away

I value each moment I spend with you

I treasure each time I am with you

Now that I found true friend in you

My love is always be with you

“this poem is heartily dedicated to the people that name is written above”

parkmyc

Maybe you are wondering why my livejournal link is some kind of related to micky yoochun livejournal link

As I said, I made this one in honor micky yoochun that gives me inspiration to write so here i am giving it a try; I’m not expecting that people will love my blogs. I’m just an ordinary person that has a simple life, simple idea in minds, with simple dreams. I’m micky yoochun blog lover but I’m not his “lover” so I’m hoping that nobody will get me wrong here. Since I’m busy with work stuff, I won’t promise that I will update my blogs regularly but once I have something in mind and in my heart to share, then I will write it down here. I only have few people I know here, my friend lorele who own this blog site http://yunnieca.livejournal.com/

And nisa my pretty sis in friendster http://t-berry.livejournal/

parkmyc

The first thing I got to read in micky journal is this one: MY COMEBACK posted November 28, 2008 at 6:06 am…To those people who haven’t read it yet, here is the message…

Hello!!! I’m back! Yes this is my return after a long month of busy work; my group has been updating their account now it’s about time for me to be on the hot seat. Finally, I find time to sit and fill this thing one by one. You’re aware of our activities since we’ve been working places from places; our faces are all over the net. TVXQ here, there and everywhere; paparazzi don’t stop following us wherever we go. Internet and the website never stop giving updates about us. What else can I share to you? Something about me behind the camera, many people misunderstood my behavior since I talk straight. I’m very observant person and if I notice something I didn’t like then I will say it. Maybe I am hard to please that’s what people think of me because I don’t trust people easily. I admit I’m being snob sometimes but I’m doing that to protect myself; I don’t want people to overrule me.

I’m just being careful after all; my situation is not that easy. Honestly I’m not here being a celebrity or a member of TVXQ, I’m here being real, I’m not here for a fame, I’m here to express myself and show the real me. I don’t even care what people think of me as long I’m being true. Why should I hide on my shell? There’s nothing to hide for… questioning my identity is one thing that I really hate for, “are you the real one?” “Why you speak English so well?” questions that keeps me irritated. To tell you frankly, I speak good English, but still I need improvement. I’m not saying I’m perfect because my English accent is not that better. I just keep on practicing for me to improve my language skills; my group depends on me when it comes to English. Now they been doing well, improving their English. Is not only English we are practicing even other languages like, thai, Chinese, Japanese etc…etc…I hope I make it clear so next time no more questioning. Am I the real one? Hard to answer but I’m not here to convince anyone, no need for me to do that, the only thing Im sure about is I know who I am “off” and “on” the camera. Believe or not to believe, it doesn’t change the reality of who really I am. Many fans get disappointed when I didn’t reply to their comments and messages, they even say “I hate you” to me when I don’t reply. I’m sorry but if I don’t want to talk to you, then deal with it. If you’re hurt and feel upset, it’s not my problem anymore. I am choosy talking to people here since only few people can understand and besides why should I waste my time talking to you if I knew you can’t understand me at all. Sometimes, I don’t want to be involved in this matter and give up this thing, but I don’t want my group to left behind, I see their effort giving time to their fans even how tired they are. I will be unfair if I will not do the same thing. I think once we involved in this thing it’s hard to get away, but still we have a choice. Maybe the time will come and soon we will no longer connect on this thing but we will never forget what we experience here. But for now, I have to deal with some crazy people here and that’s not easy to handle. Some people so rude, so mean and sometimes I can’t control myself to lose my temper. I’m not trying to scared anyone here but I once I get piss off, I will say words that might hurt you bad and I won’t regret it because you deserved it anyway. When I say something bad, then you make me say that, I never get mad for no reason at all. Now, if you’re just here to fool, to play, to lie, then I don’t need people like you, I will not waste my time talking to you, I don’t have time for games after all I’m not here to play. I just want to clear that I am saying this to inform people not to scare anyone. Actually my mood now is good so don’t think I am mad writing this one. Why people can’t stop thinking that I am mad when I talk like this? Maybe I talk too much and I’m too straight but being like this helps me a lot because people will not even try to mess with me, so don’t ever try or I’ll show you what you deserved for. If you make me mad, then I won’t fight back but I will not waste my time on you and ignore you just like you don’t even exist. Finally, I’m done with this thing, time for me to update my account…if you want to say something, just leave comments…

When I started to read this entry, from there, I fell in love with his writings; I become his blog lover right from the start that I read this entry of him. Who will never admire this kind of writing? It was very well said and full of honesty. Reading this entry of him, I feel his sincerity and truthfulness, and then I comment his entry of him and this is what I comment…

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