This is waaaaaaayyy outdated

owh sgt tidak kelakar syida bila hakikatnya esok dah masuk tahun baru, skang ni la ko terhegeh2 siapkan post2 kau yg dah berkebuk lagi bertaik cicak. haish, dasar pemalas & kaki tangguh. bila ntah nk berubah prangai?

So, here i am, posting this entry which supposed to be posted waaaay before. i think masa mizah balik Malaysia. which is somewhere in july? *correct me if i'm wrong* All of this lovely books i got from her. which reminds me that i still need to pay her the other half. hoho! sorreyh mizah. dah tua so byk benda lupa. *alasan* Masa ni aku masih demam Hunger Game. so i decided to buy the trilogy. however, the one that i have finished at the moment is Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. good story. as for the rest? hurrmm, i need to find some quality time for that. Maybe i should start reading those before going  to bed? ahahaha! i wish. even buku Big Bad Wolf tuari pon x sempat nak usik lagi, haih. x ke membazir namenye beli buku tapi x dibaca? need to change that attitude utk tahun baru ni. yes, i should put that in my new year resolution list. hok3! ;)

My fav kind of guy: edisi Melayu

ooh dear, i did it again.

i think i have fallen for this guy.

 

 "beto khusyairy"

i don't mind whether he plays the villain or the nice guy,

it works for me.

he is simply talented full-stop.

sadly enough, he is already taken. 

lucky girl. *jealous* hahaha!

but come to think about it, it's a good thing though. now i don't need to feel guilty towards GD. 

(mianhae chagiya i x curang okeh.)

looks like you stuck with me for a very very long time.

:P

:'(

the truth is...

I just want people who want me back.

if you wish to leave all of a sudden why are you here at the first place?

being random: 14

after i've seen this quote, my view of Fanta has changed. whenever i came across Fanta i will immediately do the "Big Bang's fantastic dance" in my head. hohoho! 

-____-"

what i watched: Breaking Dawn Part 2

One word. phenomenal! ok, maybe I exaggerate a little. edward, u r indeed cheeky. I know what you're doing there. poor jacob. haha! owh, I love, love love the fighting part. very satisfying. and now I'm going to finish my slide. hrmmm, where was I? ;)

:)

Alhamdulillah, now i know the right place to use all the extra airtime credit that i have been kept for so long. May it bring good to others. InsyaAllah...

Gigi

urgghhh, my teeth hurts. it needs to be fixed. and  i need to get this done pronto! it still bleeding and i literally eat cotton wool while sleeping. how "cool" is that? thank god i did not choke in my dream. i hope it stops soon. ooh dear, how am i going to teach tomorrow? and how am i going to cover that up?

being random: 15

I could really use this one right now. if only such things exist. lol! btw, i think it is a brilliant & creative gift ideas. simple yet a meaningful one.
:)

busy like a bee

yep, from this week onwards will be the most busy & stuffy weeks of my life. there are a lot of replacement class to be done and it left me no time to rest. the worst thing is, I'm about to faint in class last night. sobs. Imagine from morning till night my schedule are jam-packed with a lot of things to do. Multi-tasking is indeed crucial at this point. It gets me all chocked up I can barely catch my breath. this is all because of 22 Oct 2012. the 'C DAY'. if you know what I mean. However, despite all the hectic weeks, I think it's all worth it. InsyaAllah :)

Just a Thought: 1

this is not nice

:(

trouble sleeping

Ya Allah,

I can't sleep.

I don't know why

my eyes won't let me.

but I'm seriously tired right now.

*_____*

Ramadhan Day 29

two more days before Syawal, and guess what, i'm still in Jengka. yeay! * sarcastically* To be honest, ever in my life i live far from my family. i mean out of Selangor. oowh, now that i think about it this would be my second time after my national service in Terengganu. so i'm like a "perantau" like that. lol! hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. pray for me guys. long day on the road. may i have a safe journey back home. InsyaAllah :)

a long distance journey

is absolutely suck when my head starts spinning around and I, anxiously pokes my mom for a plastic bag and tissues so i can throw my heart out all the food i ate earlier in there. err, pretty ugly huh?

p/s: cda, berusaha! :)

my korean food craving: ddukbokki

make this by request of my sista, nina. she really wants to eat ddukbokki (a korean spicy rice cakes). again, this dish can be seen in most of Kdrama. that is basically where the urge to eat ddukbokki comes from. so I decided to cook it for her. this is actually my second time doing it. the texture of ddukbokki is chewy and bland so I add a fish cakes for some flavor. It is spicy too. but you can adjust the spice level from mild to spicy hot according to your liking. unfortunately, this dish does not suit my parents pallet. never mind, maybe I will try to cook other Korean dishes that they might like. we'll see.

track of the day: 'Blue' - Big Bang

 

O friend, we just met. but strange, we clicked instantly. maybe tidak ada rezeki for both of us to be in the same city. mungkin ada hikmah. but, thanks ya for everything. all the best & fighting! I'm happy for you. doakan saya juga. this song fit the mood perfectly.

p/s: need to get ready for tomorrow. hope all goes well. InsyaAllah.

Actually, there's nothing special about this dress. still, I like it. I love its simplicity. and I think it will be super nice when paired with belt & inner of contrasting color. I wish I can have this in white or royal blue. that would be fantastic.

*picture courtesy of tumblr.com

job hunting: 2

I went to kelantan for another interview. to me, it was like a breath of fresh air. I met with super friendly people, which is great. and the atmosphere were just breathtaking. I like it. as for the interview, Alhamdulillah. it was a very fun experience. even though there's some tricky question but it's ok, I guess. I already gave my very best. owwh, the competition is very high too. there are a lot of people that have more experience & knowledge. clearly, there's no way i can top that. Tawakal ala Allah sajalah and pray for the best. Amin :)

being random: 13

I know I make a lot of stupid & unforgivable mistakes and excuses in the past. I am sorry for that. I really am. but I didn't really bother what it feels like until now. man, that really hurt this tiny heart of mine when people keep on pointing that out. sangat terkilan. please. joung mal mian ne  T^T

job hunting: 1

so long Segamat and thank you so much for giving me a wonderful experience. now I know what it is like. Ya Allah, murahkanlah rezekiku. Amin :)

p/s: thanks along for the internet connection. because of that i am able to blog on the go.

guess who

this is for. hopefully it arrived safely to its owner. and to the owner, i hope you'll enjoy it. (ffuuhh! jampi sikit) on a different note, I'm feeling so nervous. I need to prepare myself mentally & physically. you can do it syida! terima kasih Allah for the opportunity. and to all, doakan saya ya! ^____^

being random: 12

I just realized that I never wore this color for awhile. so, when I attend my cousin wedding @ Taman Warisan Putrajaya, this is what I wore. a turquoise baju kurung. I thought it is a cool color to brighten up the wedding. Ooh, I pair it with a matching flip flops too. and I feel so gay today! lol!

my korean food craving: kimbap

you know what? the worst thing I've learn when watching Korean drama or its reality show is that one moment when the characters eat their foods so deliciously and me, in front of the TV, drooling over what i saw. i hate it. it really makes me want to eat whatever they're having right away. so in order to please myself,  i decided to do one of the most common food you see in Kdrama which is Kimbap. tadaa! (as you can see in the picture above) I'm glad it turned out fine. now I can happily scratch this off my craving list. :)

Happy Mothers Day (in advance)

awww, so sweet. my mother went to AmBank earlier and she got this from the staff courtesy of Mothers Day. this thoughtful effort made by Ambank successfully makes my mother happy. and she can't stop smiling. anyway, Selamat Hari Ibu Mama. i may have not tell u this very often but deep down in my heart you are always the bestest, awesomest and the coolest mother one could ever had. i lap u. (blushing)

Wedding i attended: Nanie (my high school junior)

we had so much fun at the wedding. the food was amazing, plus, there was a little ice cream parlor provided there so we had ice cream for dessert. cool. although we lost on the way to the wedding, it's ok. we managed to get there anyway. I enjoy every bit of it. all the crazy things we did set my heart at ease. made me laugh so hard. u guys rocks!

Big Family Dinner @ Al Diafah Sri Petaling

 

 thanks to my sister Asyura. it was indeed a very satisfying meal I ever had. signed and sealed. the "nasi arab" is marvelous. the lamb & beef is so tender it melt in my mouth. the restaurant had a cozy ambiance. so we cam-whore all night. lol! and all of us went back home with a happy tummy! hoorey!

p/s: the first picture courtesy from my phone & the latter one I snatched from facebook :P

being random: 11

right? it's a lil bit confusing. i always curious what people and the owner of the status think of me when i do so. erm...

babysitting chucky: the first night

Yep, my first night away from home (away lah sgt. suka exaggerate) i'm currently with luqman watching Fiffy the Flowertot until he fall asleep. (budak kecik ni dok tersengih2 mase mamai mmg sgtlah cute). haha! erm, i wonder what my parents do right now? do they miss me?

subhanAllah

I ventured out early to UKM to complete some errands and before I went back home I stopped by at the mosque. I accidentally witness a very beautiful event. a new Muslims/associates (muallaf) has born. wow, what an admirable act. a warm welcome to you my sister. seriously. what you do is beyond amazing. it has made me reflect on myself for what a "poor" Muslim i am. masyaAllah...

what i eat for breakfast: honey star with milk

errr... not so fancy breakfast no? or should i say brunch? lol!

what to do? i woke up waaay too late this morning & this is the only thing that left on d table.
tsk, tsk.

today's muse: Spotlight (oh nostalgia) by Patrick Stump

this is such an inspiring song. seriously. have a listen. it's good. I was blown away. haha! He's actually the former vocalist of fall out boy (FOB). yep, it's him. I tell you, he's changed so so much. from a cute overweight boy to this really hot & stunning man. what a dramatic physical transformation. bravo Patrick! enough said. this song made me realize the littlest things we can do that we might think hurm... not so special (like flipping a pen around fingers, twisting tongue, or whatever things or ability) that we might think weird & not a big deal then we're wronged. it is actually cool. it's what differ us from any body else. so, why not we embrace that? after all, its what make us special & unique right? our own signature.

what i watched: post grad (2009)

I switch between the channels and came across this movie called post grad @ fox. man, this movie is something i be able to relate to. the life after college. (--,") i need to put my game face on again and start job hunting. and who knows maybe there is something out there waiting for me. InsyaAllah...

credit goes to tumblr for the gif

being random: 10

yep, because I tend to over-think things and it's sucks & surely unhealthy.
I may doing something I'm not supposed to be doing.
& end up regretting it.
or
maybe, I'm doing absolutely nothing & let the precious time pass by.
which such a waste
that my dear, totally not cool
at all.

today's song: Dancing on my own by Pixie Lott ft GD&TOP

"it was destiny, it was meant to be
we were so complete, the perfect team
and suddenly there's a glitch in the system
and between us is a big strip of distance"

p/s: haih, macam-macam boleh jadi. btw, nice song to kick off the holiday. it's really soothe my mood. with a simple touch of gd & top rapping, it's definitely a plus point.

being random: 9

this is soo true.
every time i paint my nails (during 'that' time of the month) this is exactly what happened
tsk tsk.
I need to practice more!

today's song: Ain't no fun by Big Bang

honestly, our chemistry not working right now
I can't help it, i got something to say
listen:

"it's just warm & plain, were both dark & something's missing"
(tteutteumi jigeunhae mwonga mitmithae, dul da chikchikhae eodin ga jjibjjibhae)

"without flirting & mind games, we're like friends, it's sad"
(naesung eomneun uri chingu gata seulpeungeoya)

"ain't no fun, ain't no fun, ain't no fun, ain't no fun"
(Jaemieobseo, Jaemieobseo, Jaemieobseo, Jaemieobseo)

p/s: this song keep messin' in my head on and on and on (^____^')

thanks to http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/ain%27t+no+fun for the lovely gif.

just not my luck

today I went out to buy a reload

at this shop (as you can see above)
back at home, i entered the 16 digit
but it turns out that my reload card does not exist.
wtf?
I've called celcom centre for solution and
I went back to the shop & meet the owner & the supplier
but they refused to give me a refund & start giving me a very lame excuses
come on.
all I want is just my top-up. it is an emergency. so why dont you just give me that fucking reload you arsehole!
is that too difficult to do?
& it's not nice to treat ur customer like that.
I definitely will never step foot in there again.
:'(

being random: 8

why haven't i thought of this method before?
nice one buddy.
clever.

what i watched: the hunger games

i know, i know I'm so outdated

i just watched it this morning
haha!
and it really makes me want to read the whole series.
(oh no! i should have spend the balance of my coupon on this. shoot! why am i always late to discover things?)
i love the idea of turning the tables around. pure genius!
put ur poker face on and the game begins.
:D

p/s: as for now, I'm rooting for team peeta. (the boy with the bread :">) and you?

*thanks google for the image. mmuahx!

being random: 7

lol! I do this all the time.

and when it comes to the korean parts of a song, i just start blabbering.

my oh my

-____-"

what i cook: nasi jagung

with ayam sambal & sayur campur
for yesterday's lunch
as a corn addict,
this is definitely a must try recipe.
hahaha!

my new "BFF"

yeah, I still have some polishing up to do.
my grammar sucks, I admit it. I often jumbled up my words
same goes to my speech (I really/desperately want to be able to speak comfortably)
so, I'll have to start from the scratch
perhaps, this book will help me to achieve that
and hopefully, I'll be able to get myself ready for the world
^____^
p/s: dear English, please be nice to me

snack i've made: aiskrim malaysia

in asam boi flava!

sweet, sour and salty altogether

just the way i like it to be

haha! i know, i know this is definitely unhealthy

but every once in a while should be ok.

right?

;P

notes to myself: 2

i need to let go & move on

alright, let's do that Cda

have a go.

p/s: to kakak, opik & nina; thanks for the advices.

notes to myself: 1

yes, i certainly should.

these past few weeks have been killing me (inside)

i'm so sorry everyone.

i have let all of you down

:'(

what i listen to right now: Heaven by Ailee

Wow, her voice just sounds amazing! very smooth and intense. I fancy this song so much. it has a very nice melody. pleasant to hear. I googled her earlier, and I came across an article stated that before her debut, she's actually a former YouTube star. and surprisingly, she's on Dream High 2 too. say what? I didn't know that. I've watched the series but i seriously did not notice her at all. Erm, I should watch closely next time. btw, keep it up Ailee! may you be the next rookie to shine this 2012. ^____^

check her video here

things i want: flats

it's Le bunny bleu bunny ring ballet flats. this is from their 2012 spring collection. whoaaa. *drooling* its uber cute! for me, heels or platforms are nice to wear every now and then but for my everyday best, I go for flats. oooo, i want this one so bad, no I want it all! *greedy* (as if i have all the money in the world, hahaha! ok syida, stop dreaming) -_____-"

my forever kpop bias: Big Bang

yeah, I will always stick with u guys. even though there are quite a number of other kpop idol group out there. u guys definitely be my forever bias. lol! I love all of ur new tracks especially blue... exaggeratedly speaking, it's really touch the core of my soul. :P

p/s: I know, I know, that I extremely and madly in love with gd, but for this album I just couldn't resist myself to finally admit how smoking hot daesung can be. man, his new style just blew me away. he's rocking that blonde hair. some say that it does not suit him but I went completely the opposite. I luv it. check them out down below. (ooh... my dear gd, please don't get upset. i'm still rooting for u. it just he reminds me a lot about you back in the day when u has ur blonde hair. and I truly miss that. keke.) i can't wait for their comeback stage. *counting days*