It's been a while since i last updated my blog, it's just that i dont have too much time to sit infront of my pc nowadays. For no reason lately my moods are swinging always. I just want to sit infront of the tv, watching everyday shows, in the afternoon since last month i took a walked everyday, well trying to lose some extra pounds, at my age it's hard for me to get rid some of my extra pounds and it gets me depressed. I almost dont want to eat anything. I do love drinking soda's but since i gained weight i am trying my best not to have everyday. At least once a week is good enough for me. I just wish i can get rid of drinking soda's totally but i can't. And one thing i lost all of my contact in my blog roll due of my stupidity trying to change my background long time ago and since then i lost my interest in blogging. But i guess i should start finding all those in my blog roll before, it's a pain in the butt again to do it, lol!!

Tomorrow (Oct. 2) is our one year wedding anniversary. As is expected, I can hardly believe it has already been a year while at the same time, I feel like we have been married forever! It amazes me that out of the whole world, i would find the one person who would make my life complete and that we both at the right place and at the right time in our lives to fall in love. And i am so thankful for every miracle that happened to bring us together, especially i realize once again that my love for my husband was truly meant to be. So a whole year has passed since that lucky day last year, and it certainly seems like the year has flown by us quicker than I ever could have imagined! In a way, our wedding was really just the kickoff party for the rest of our lives. We got to share our love with those closest to us, but also invite them to share in the rest of our crazy adventures as we try to make the best out of everyday. Sometimes we come close… and other times we fail miserably… but the attempt has been the part of a journey I wouldn’t trade for the world. It was too difficult to get away this week because tomorrow at the height of our memorable day, my brother inlaw goin’ to have his colon surgery. But for now…I’ll just pass on advice to all future brides wandering through here: ENJOY it all. Weddings were meant to be celebrations and parties, not sources of stress and anxiety. As long as you have the officiant and a spot of Earth where you can join hands, you can be married and begin your adventure as well. Enjoy the days after where you giggle each time you call him your “husband” (or wife) and enjoy the nights you get to fall asleep to someone else’s breath. Enjoy your families and friends before and after the wedding, no matter how crazy and dysfunctional they may be. And enjoy each other till death do you part.

A year ago, my brother-inlaw had a colon cancer and it was stage 4, it’s the worst because it’s spread already. But God is so good, he overcame it and last Dec, of 2007 his doctor said his free of cancer. But just this month, again the Dr. find a small spot on his liver and another spot adjacent to it. He’s gone through a lot of surgeries a year ago, i know this time it’s no big deal to him anymore and we’re praying, the spot is not that bad at all. After the surgery, he need to stay with us again. Because no one gonna take care of him at his place, being a single man i know how hard it is for him. So, i offered him to stay with us rather than staying in a homecare, which i am glad because he never had any sedong thought this time, not like before that it was so hard for me and my husband to convinced him to stay with us. Steve is such a nice brother-inlaw, i can’t say anything bad againts him. He lived 4hrs drive away from us, in midwest Minnesota and it’s very often we seen him because of the distance and our job too. So, in a few weeks he will go for another surgery, he can stay with us again for some months before he goin back to his place. I just wish he will be okay for good.

Today is August 26 and 6 days more to go until the month gets an "r" in it. Whew, how times flies really. We're on fall again, the wind is getting cold. In the Philippines when we start getting the month with an "r" in it we can feel the breeze is getting a bit cold specially in the morning. But anyway, i am a bit happy because i did have a little time to visit my blog, it's been a while since my last post. Yah i dont have so much time lately or i should say since i start working i can't have more time infront of my computer to update my blog and visit u guys. Blame it to my 12hrs job, it's not easy working 12hrs a day from 6pm to 6am but happy though coz i'm making my own money now, not always depending on my husband. It's nice to spend your own money, right? Today and tomorrow is my off, so i can have time to visit the State Fair with my hubby. I didn't have time to go last year because we're too busy attending on my brother-inlaw, that time he was in the hospital battling on his colon cancer, we're glad he's out of it already. So, this year i can have the privelege to see the State Fair.

Oh God, i did something wrong again with my blog, i lost all my contacts. I am very sorry guys how stupid i am..I will just update it again later. Sorry.

It's more than a month since my last post here in my blog, i was real busy nowadays and whenever i get home i am sore and just wanna go to bed and get sleep. Oh life, it's not easy. But i just keep telling myself...Welcome America...lol! Working my butt out, oh well as i keep saying i need money to support family back home. What a big sacrifice isn't it. But i love doing it because of my family. And i dont know how to manage my time blogging and doing stuff around here whenever i have day off. Maybe next week i am gonna work 12hrs a day. And one thing i gonna quit already with my part time job. I just wanna do full force with my full time job now. As you can see guys, my template has just changed. Its' not me who did it. It's my friend Gigi. Thanks to her. I hate changing my template coz i dont know what i'm doing and i gonna wind up losing everything. So, i dont wanna try it especially now that i dont have so much time. But i wont leave my site for good, i still wanna give a little amount of time as much as i can. I just wanna say sorry to all of you guys who never get sick dropping by even i dont have time to hit you back. I appreciated the time you given to my site. Thank u so much friends. Have a wonderful day.

HERE I AM

Once again, been many days never had time for my blog. Right now, it's almost 1:00am and i just get home from work and while finishing my glass of milk i told myself i should take a look at my blog. And gosh, sorry friends i dont have much time visiting your site. As i've said someday if i'll get much time roaming around your site, i'll do it. Hope everyone dont get sick visiting my site. Promised, i'll make it up one of this days. Anyway, i am too tired now and i'm gonna crash again. See ya and have a good day ahead of you. God Bless!!