我所拥有的

我所拥有的。。。并不多

我没有很好的文采，但很多话好想要说

我所拥有的。。。并不多

所以我知道我能帮得上别人的忙，我一定帮

我有我的原则，可我也改变了许多

但我的改变，不会变得我不自己

而是把自己变得更好

但由始至终，没改变的是那份在乎

我所拥有的。。。并不多

我没有所谓本钱，健康也好，金钱也好

因为皮肤的问题，我无法像正常人一样

我像半个残障人士，很多事情不能做

被人们用异样眼光看待，被小孩子笑

同桌同学都觉得我会把她吃了

有些事我真的做不来，我不介意被同情

可周遭遇到的，没人能理解我

我对一些事很敏感

一个肢体上的接触，一个拥抱

都可以让我觉得我被信任

让我感觉这世上还有温暖

让我觉得我不这么的可怕

我所拥有的。。。并不多

我的想法很理智，不打没把握的仗

我知道自己的不足，就算我多渴望

我都会克制着自己，我还没资格拥有

只能让错过成为过错

我所拥有的。。。并不多

还不能拥有爱情的我，友情大过天

会把好朋友看得很重

有时候，我在乎的也许是希望朋友在乎我多一些而已

而这在乎到最后伤到了自己，也伤到了朋友

时间让朋友变成好朋友

互相迁就和相互退让让这一切延续着

然而环境的变化让这一切可以变得那么的经不起考验

这一切的一切都那么的无法掌控

当他要的不是我能给的时候，它就淡了

我告诉自己友情是座靠山

不管现在或将来它是个依靠，不是依赖

感恩的是我知道周围还有很多对我好的朋友们

今年的生日愿望就给了这些真心的朋友们

希望毕业不会是友情的收场

我所拥有的。。。并不多

但我有很疼我的爸爸妈妈

虽然他们都不说出口，但我都能感受得到那份爱

他们从来没给我课业上的压力

自己的前途让我自己去掌控

所以现在唯一我能做的是孝敬他们

做工赚了钱一定要带他们去走一走

让他们都健健康康，快快乐乐

不要用上子欲养而亲不待

这也是我撑着我生存意志的支柱和方向

埋怨过后，还是得继续活下去

哭过以后，干了的眼泪让人更坚强

告诉自己不管多难也要走下去

不管现在拥有多少，总有一天

会有那么一天。。。

Interactive with Walls?

Date: 14th February 2014
2012 valentines day is going to zoo with some coursemates
2013 valentines day is going to penang 1 day trip with old secondary school frenz
this year valentines day...luckily still have frenz for it...not forever alone!
(although really hope its not with frenz in coming future...huhu)

after some times no walk walk in penang, we penangites finally have a chance to further explore penang (by a little bit more) when xiaotian come here
the day begin with fetching our blue prince from greenland and depart to penang road for the all-time-traveler-favourite laksa and cendol...(god-damn expensive maybe in cny period)
and then to one of the main attraction of the day

+Made In Penang 
sudah naik harga from early bird price rm5 to student price rm10 per person

+The Twelve Cups 
 a cafe famous of its mille crepe
already think of trying this long time ago but it's quite disappointing somehow

+Ernest Zacharevic <Art is Rubbish is Art> solo exhibition
@+Hin Company Bus Depot that ends 14th Feb 2014
some deep-meaning-not-so-understandable-but-simply-nice art exhibition

+Gurney Paragon 
a new mall that opens few months ago n i dun have a chance to visit before~

+Dayumm Burger
recommended by deffrey, although he never tried before
but this burger really quite 大牌~~ only open at certain night only
famous of its pork burger
but taste really not bad, especially the grilled ham...like it much

+Hean Boo Thean (玄母殿)
the peaceful temple on the sea had been totally disturbed by the 歌台 performance dy lar~~

+Penang Esplanade Celebration of Chap Gor Meh
why all ppl come out on this night? haha
park til uberly far from esplanade and everyone is looking for parking~
all wan throw mandarin on the 4 patung thr~ wuahaha

On the Way to Put a Full Stop

washing nata de coco...changing water...freeze dry...formulation...hydrogel...characterization...
proposal presentation...literature review...manuscript...data presentation..viva
thats timeline of thesis life, and its going to be ended finally in this 4th year 1st sem

Date: 9th Oct 2013
early celebration of xin ci birthday @ Surawon, PV128
which the worst ever korean food restaurant...no next time...awful
little choice n expensive lagi...no refill for side dish...walao eh...

Date: 18th Oct 2013
celebration of eeming birthday in the house

Date: 28th Oct 2013
Seniors' convocation @UKM, Bangi
hot...hot...hot...
will too shameful to invite ppl come and wait in such hot weather...(next year!!! =))

4th year full photo

Date: 11th Nov 2013

happy birthday to mj @月树 Moontree cafe

and we also tested the nyonya curry at old china cafe...not bad but expensive
prefer melaka one

Date: 16th Nov 2013
su phing's convo @sunway spa and resort
really damn high class the convo for monash student
compared with our lousy one

after that we had dinner-supper with suphing and her friends @ sushi zanmai, sunway pyramid

with dinya, waicheng and huiyin

Date: 18th Nov 2013
jiehui birthday dinner @ Nando's, KL Festival City
enjoy a total receipt half price off with voucher!

Date: 22nd Nov 2013
christmas visit @ pavilion

Date: 23rd Nov 2013
meet with my best buddies yeekun
tq for treat eat @wong kok, pavilion
photo missing...zzz

Date: 24th Nov 2013
bbq buffet @radius internation hotel
chuen wah treat eat!hooray, another free meal

with my matric bestie steve, chuen wah, jimmy n weiken

then its manuscript rushing time and study week and then final exam followed by data presentation and viva...

Date: 20th Jan 2014
final year reunion dinner @ 龙城 restaurant, danau kota, setapak
after my viva which fall on the very last day

Date: 23rd Jan 2014
one day trip to fraser hill
ok...flu throughout the trip...doesnt really have mood to play around but still enjoy the cool freeze and peaceful life here

1st stop: small waterfall on the way

2nd stop: lunch @ hillview restaurant at food court area

3rd stop: jeriau waterfall

4th stop: ye olde's smokehouse

relax~~

and enjoy the nice brownie and famous scone with strawberry sauce and cream

5th stop: fraser hill clock tower

done! hard cover thesis submitted n its finally the end~ a big full stop!

Sailor on Intern-SHIP~~

End of year 3 of pharmacy degree, its the ONLY chance... yup... only...
to work in a pharmaceutical company for a pre-pharmacist
while... work as chemist more than pharmacist... in dynapharm prai

in raw material lab

ah tatt ah yeoh staff over there... (quite funny)
pei cheng from utm, ching wen n sinyee from aimst also intern here

our very 用心良苦 mia supervisor albert 

big family photo of dynapharm

farewell dinner at 锅富城

It is Now or Never

Date: 20th April 2013 (Saturday)

Sawadeekap! Friends from Mahidol University
one day trip at KL with Thailand's Mahidol Univeristy pharmacy students
7 girls namely Yui, Gibb, Ning, Wan, Nam, Fame, Cherry and a guy Nhing
the day begin with bringing them to famous jalan ipoh bak kut teh!

ok...the damn cameraman ignore my presence...i m jz beside ah ming ar~~

Then we took a bus to dataran merdeka.... oh sweat... i duno how much i lost that...
OMG damn hot! and we continue to bring them run over streetss~~ hahaha

under the sun~~~ under the sun~~~

after that we enter KL city gallery where we all quite shocked that KL has such place huh...
a modeling on whole KL city with LED light and when the light is off...its really nice!

smtg like this~ better watch this with own eyes~ =)

its continued with pasar seni or central market where all sort of handcrafts can be found here, just a short distance from merdeka square, then continue to petaling street for some food...then we took lrt back to titiwangsa and proceed to their main destination: batu caves by bus!

old ppl from ukm....272 steps...its easy for thai but not malaysian~~ time to face wall...hahaha

unlicensed tour guide!

after steps back down avoiding those hungry monkeys~

time for dinner! taking ktm back to hang tuah and switch to monorail to reach sungai wang n then a short walk to jalan alor

last pic of the day ^^

a day full of satisfaction... and sweats ^^

Date: 22th April 2013 (Monday)
Xiao Tian's 22th Birthday at Komugi Cafe @ Pavilion (ok early one day...)
she's jz too funny to be surprized like this~ =)

Date: 24th April 2013 (Wednesday)
Gibbs' birthday @ My First Cafe

Date: 3rd May 2013 (Friday)
visited HKL out-patient this day...feel so lonely n helpless...because of bacterial infection on leg...
the feeling is no good

Date: 19th May 2013 (Sunday)
Pharmnight: Sunshine in Winter
busy night, not much photo taken, tired...technical life~

penangites!

Date: 28th May 2013 (Tuesday)
OMG Liquid Nitrogen Ice Cream @ Pavilion
first try with hazelnut nutella!

Date: 25th June 2013 (Tuesday)
Officially finished 3rd Year, and Fish n Co celebration of chyun soon and wei shen birthday

Date: 2nd July 2013 (Tuesday)
Hatyai trip with old friends
wrong day go...no floating market...gonna be a next time! ^^
cheap hotel introduced by deffrey! really cut down the cost a lot

a picture with snacks at central mansion behind lee garden plaza

and 7-11 is an all-time favourites in hatyai! even gt PWP promotion...
shameful for 7-11 in malaysia

Date: 3rd July 2013 (Wednesday)
KMK revisit...after 3 years++...its quite sad to have those changes...
changes in cafe that we always went together...
changes in a place full with nice memory
memory is there, but people are not...

on the way back, we tried out xinci's dad 煮炒 at sg petani! its nice! at least for me =)
(just a lot of flies around...)

叹

或许我明白
或许我了解
这是生活中唯一能得到的乐趣
而也是我不能接受能当成乐趣的
不能接受的当而
只有回避可以解决
一个遗憾，只能用另一个遗憾来遮盖
最终剩下的，也会是遗憾

Quack...Donald's Power

life with other than busy, only left think of this that these those
its really damn damn not easy

1st time being a president on the coursenight
and yet we organiser is just among coursemates
its difficult to decide whether to be touch or punch
all also need to handle myself to prevent the unknowingly trouble
that i really don't wish to happen

Date: 10th March 2013
Venue: Bukit Kiara Equestrian and Country Resort
Theme:  《百分百药剂精选》 The Absolute Collection

that day with lots of trouble arise
...sky is emo-ing n then start to cry
...misleading to a no no no entrance
...bus having some jokes with me
...emcee disappearance n so on...
that i control my beh-tahanness again n again until...
some of my fren being shouted as i lost controlled...
its my bad that i cant control my EQ well
really feel helpless
but in the end when hear that there are some positive feedback about the night
at least its considered as success =)
junior performance is so awesome ^^

well...after the event end there are still troubles to be settled n indirectly cause my galaxy ace GONE...
earphone spoiled, take wrong bus back to setapak for 1st ever time n my phone lost
all at the same day... 13-3-13... black 13...

Date: 21st March 2013
an early 22nd birthday celebration for me
thx so much to all my friends that attended ^^
as i know its nowadays its quite stressful and busy
thx for all ur time =)

its 22nd n yet the same wish =)

thanks ah ming kelvin for making such a nice card ^^

yeeven for accompany me to find for that shoes

liwen for the chocolate cake

yeechuen for the cute little bear with piano n chocolate ball

weishen for import the formal shirt from so far

n everyone else that share the gifts

thanks a lot =)

after the long marathon: 1st clinical attachment, thesis proposal presentation, quiz and mid-sem exam
its finally holiday and here come another early birthday celebration... for weiyee =)

a bit too dark for phototaking~~ at Bukit Bintang The Ship
and after midsem break~~ labwork n attachment will be coming again~~