No Words

I don't have very much to type at the moment. My mind feels hollow and numb. I've been started on a new anti-depressant and I am hoping it will help :/Think thin. xo

I HATE Myself

...and I hate what I do. I have abandoned too many principles. I am materialistic. I am selfish. I am horrid. I don't deserve food. I don't deserve the excess of food I use.

But somedays, maybe, I deserve happiness.

Think thin. xo

Operation: Waif for Wales

Here are my goals for the next few months, pacing it at 4lbs a week:

SW: 200lbs - 11/04/11

GW1: 196lbs - 18/04/11

GW2: 192lbs - 25/04/11

GW3: 188lbs - 02/05/11

GW4: 184lbs - 09/05/11

GW5: 180lbs - 16/05/11

GW6: 176lbs - 23/05/11

GW7: 172lbs - 30/05/11 (Tattoo 1)

GW8: 168lbs - 06/06/11

GW9: 164lbs - 13/06/11

GW10: 160lbs - 20/06/11

GW11: 156lbs - 27/06/11

GW12: 152lbs - 04/07/11

GW13: 148lbs - 11/07/11

GW14: 144lbs - 18/07/11 (Tattoo 2)

GW15: 140lbs - 25/07/11

GW16: 136lbs - 01/08/11

GW17: 132lbs - 08/08/11

GW18: 128lbs - 15/08/11

GW19: 124lbs - 22/08/11

GW20: 120lbs - 29/08/11

GW21: 116lbs - 05/09/11(Tattoo 3)

UGW: 112lbs - 12/09/11 (Sort Teeth)

Think thin. xo