#7

Read a story about a great ancient Greek philosophers.

The story told people to give space, time with the ones you love. If the person does not love you anymore, leave that person, for the sake of your love. The person would not love you anymore just because you cannot generate the happiness and love among you two anymore; thus leaving him/her alone will be the best option.

I just cannot accept it.

#6

I have had days that I look more peaceful.

I am not actually happy. The tears, remain in my heart...

#5

I have a female friend, whom I met when I was doing my Matriculation in my country. That friend of mine was in the same class with me, that I often talked a lot about various things with her. One day, I told her that I got interested in one of the girls. That friend of mine openly asked me to approach that dream girl of mine, and suggested me to actually build a relationship with that girl as she quoted "that will make you understand girl better".

With advices from my friend, that girl became very close with me and we got together after some time. I was made to understand that special feeling of humanity, the feeling of wanting to get along with someone for so long, so long..

Now that I suddenly recall what that friend of mine said "understand girl better"... I think I do understand it a little better now, or not..Notwithstanding that, the clearest thing I can see now is within myself...How I myself feel now, where my heart lies now...

#4

I really like it when I'm with you. I hope the drama never ends.

#3

I had always been a happy person.

I read a rather not-as-intriguing statement on newspaper today, which actually stimulated a ripple in my heart. The quote is as below

"Happiness is simple, it can be due to a simple meal or an exciting meal; a nice view or a simple view; a simple life or an exciting life'.

I had been enjoying a very simple but yet happy life. There were days that I had no much money, but I enjoyed the process of being very economic with you; we had days with very heavy works that little sleep was gained nightly, but I was glad that I passed those days with you; We had very exciting days hanging out in unexplored areas in different continent, I was fortunate to have you together in the adventure; We had days that we went for routine life, I was happy that I had a partner to share those life.

I wish, I pray, that I can be having those days that we both are together, innocent, strongly-bonded, peaceful, blissful and happy.

#2

I feel uncomfortable, depressed, puzzled and clueless, of what I shall be doing.

I feel voidness, empty. I need guidance. I need help. I do not know how to vent that emotion of mine.

#1

Nowadays I often think about those days that we shared with each other

It was in 2005, a winter night, you said that you missed that traditional food back in our country..

It was of fortune that it was not my duty to make cooking that day. I just went out from our house, ran from our house to the city center, attempting to look around if there was a place that I could get hold of that food. I went to Elizabeth, King, Queen, William, turned back to Bourke and Little Bourke then finally back to Lygon.

There was a authentic restaurant of our country in Lygon that we never had meals there before. With a hunch, I snapped open the classy door of the shop and went in. I saw the waiter and told him exactly what I needed there. With much luck, this food is sold here and I manage to get some of them cooked (as the food is not ready by that time yet). The manager of the shop (who was of same kampung with me) had a chat with me. I told him the food is to be brought back to you, someone that was really important in my life. The manager patted on my shoulder and wished me luck. I smiled.

With the food, just like a game character who fulfilled his quest and got the item to continue withe story flow, I ran back to our house jovially. I arrived in time. Everyone was ready for dinner at the table. I placed that food on the table to be shared with you, and everyone. But we knew, you did not have that food. I was heart broken, even more when someone asked me for details with that food.

The drive that I had for doing that, was solely that was for you. Even now, I still would be doing that, running across streets just like how I was many years ago