(((out with the truth, baby)))

30.3.06

cloud nine?

OMT i couldn't stop laughing when mrs sim went,"YOU SHOULD BE ON CLOUD NUMBER NINE !"
then i was like, got NUMBER meh !?


Ok. Anw, this week has been an immensely mentally draining week :S Tmr's fatigue shall depend on 2.4 run + conditioning. wahlaooos. Followed by swim heats help out at ccab, and then St. Lukes Expresso back at sch again =/


But from the brighter side, i AM lookin forward to St. Lukes. haha. Like FINALLY, something entertaining's happening at sch (:


guides was quite hilarious yesterday. the juniors from my patrol put up a really amazing performance that triggered my laughing gas :D yolanda should have came to see !


got back geog test yesterday too. WTF LAH I SCREWED IT UP ): i hate human geog like bullshit pls. geog's my only "ahyah study abit can do well" subj. BUT THEN, it applies only to physical geog ): i want to tear my paper prs ! AND, adding more salt to my VERY VERY VERY sore wound, today's amath test was a TOTAL HORROR !


i seriously suck at integration ! >:(


AND I DONT WANNA SIT AT THE BACK ANM ! why must Ms Bong change our sitting arrangement ?! ok, i'm fine sitting with denise+van. BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU PUT EXTREMLY TALL PEOPLE IN THE FIRST ROW AND BLOCK EVERYONE'S VIEW. and some inconsiderate humans LOVE to rock their chairs and sit on two legs, thus making their head rise higher, BLOCKING AN EVEN LARGER PORTION OF THE BOARD.


i'm frikkin pissed. i wanna move back to my original seat ): if my amath grade drops ah, i'm gna get damn fed up.

thank gdness geog and physics are in diff classrooms. or i'll just start screaming in class.


ALRIGHT, march hols shots.


Before CIP, we studied in sch and stuff (:


gina and i !


uhh our barangS.


at the mrt station, van and i spotted the TYPHOON poster and we immediately went,"EH TYPHOON ! TORO !" but then when we looked up, -.-


and on the bus, van got so engrossed reading about BRYAN ! :D


gin and i. at smartlab for amath (: we have yet another 4.5 hrs tuition marathon this sat with nat + ahmah.


Oh yea, just now rach ng and jean got a lil' too hyped up talking about julian -.- HAHA. They started screaming and er, yes la, abit too hot a topic to talk on la. OKAY GHEY.


I'm blogging less often now and it'll be even lesser in time to come :S There's alot of INTERNAL CONFLICT gg on in class. Not that any of us wanted it, but i mean, if u've done smthng wrong, then i guess you have to bear the consequences? doesn't it work that way? and i TOTALLY agree with Jean ok ! (so did everybody at the canteen table, anyway.)


And i get irritated with people very easily these few days :S sorry to those innocent ones. but then again, after i chill, i still think you girls are the best. (too bad, it doesn't work for everyone i get irritated with ): )


i'm dozing off once again lah shucks. BYE !


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24.3.06

stupid pe.

walaos i tell you PE is becoming more and more dreadful each week. today, we did conditioning and suicide runs ): my arms are dying. and we're doing trial 2.4 next week. WALAOS.

AND, to make it worse, there's Asian Games Carnival tmr. AOIJDOISAK. whichever sec 4 looking forward to it is MAD. i'm totally not excited la pls. and there's even a MARCH PAST conprising of our CHEF de MISSION, FLAG BEARER, MASCOT and ATHLETES.


abit the drama right :S


netball after school. slackers for life mans. heh. oh but wawa and i ran a few rounds again ! haha. yes for stupid 2.4 -.-


anw, i saw B4's jerseys today ! they're REALLY REALLY cool ok ! we have to wear our usual black teeshirt that will burn our skins under the hot sun tmr. SIGH.


it's TWO MONTHS TO CHINESE O'S. OH DEAR.

and stupid midyears are gna include the whole of sec 3 syllabus. WTHHHH !!! i probably forgot everything we learnt last year ): and we've like, A MONTH to revise. yeah balls HOW UNCOOL.


marathon tuition again tmr with nat, ahma, gin, cowie, shermy. 330-8pm ! =X but it's fun la so it's ok :D i shall go ATTEMPT to complete my work cos there's certainly not enough time drng the weekends :S


oh and i FINALLY bought JJ's album with van last week :D

eh gin, zzen is quite poor thing in the show leh.


ZAI JIAN.


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21.3.06

new term !

wow it's term two alr ! really fast huh. i think my previous entry was quite childish. haha. Nevermind about that :D once in a while kinda occurance.
and not surprisingly, the hot topic of yesterday was on bryan :)


talking about childish, my tutor said that the zuowens i write are very CHILDISH. like OKAY.

gracechanredbean! cai tried calling you just now but you didn't pick up.


alright. Ms Bong and Ms Ho did a new seating arrangement for the class -.- i miss sitting with mel ong infront ! it's like, i really do pay alot more attention when i'm right infront. haha. now, i'm right at the back ! but to compromise, van's sitting on my right :D (though dear denise is on my left. HAHA.)


act it's quite okay la, cos gina + mel + esther are infront of us and faith's just a few tables away.


yesterday's physics tuition was really funneh. omt i rcti anm. we embarrassed mr seethoooo ! we kept talking about CARROTS and HAND-KIs to tease him. OMT.


hurr. oh mans. there's so much homework. and i think i'm in a pms-sy mood =X very minor irritating actions are starting to piss me off like shit. ok maybe the problem doesn't just lie in me. but like drng chinese today, i was so effing pissed that cel + faith had to chill me. haha let's see how it goes tmr.


I CANT WAIT FOR CHINESE Os TO BE OVER. all the teachers are fighting for our time to give us remedial. yucks.


anw, lots of photos which are yet to be posted ! too lazy to upload though. another time then :D ASIAN GAMES THIS SAT. of all days, mr khoo had to choose saturday la ): and there's parent teacher meet again. DOUBLE BOO.


guides tmr. oh my crap.


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19.3.06

he won !

BRYAN won !!!


omg, last year, i never expected him to win prs. WALAOS ! i voted like a freaking 30 over times i think my mum's gna faint when she receives the bill. HAHA.


i'm really... OVERJOYED.


(just now at church, i even prayed that bryan will win -.-)


please don't ask me why am i doing such silly things. HAHA. and, i never really liked bryan :S BUT STILL, HE WON IN THE END ! so yea, worth it mans !

quite amusing how i like someone so fast :D


that leo lam is si bei irritating ! "OH actually bryan's quite good la."
pi ah ! fakerrrrr.


maybe if julian had won starawards last year, i'd be this excited. haha.
i rcti prs ! yeah baby omg i'm still frikkin happy. and i don't wanna know how much work due tmr, cos now, HECK LAH.

i'm over the moon and the stars and the sun and venus ! :D


I LOVE BRYANNNN!


yea, enough la. term two starts tmr. shiat balls. i slept more than i studied during the hols :S BYEEE ! (:


oh before i go, i declare that AHWEN FROM 6PLUS LOVES GRASSYPOOT !


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15.3.06

bryannn !

OMT OMT bryan's frikkin hot hot hot !

even hotter than julian!


i bought izhoukan just now i wouldnt stop staring at the bryan/leo page prs.

and i'm supposed to do compo now but i took a peek at ch8 just to catch a glimpse of bryan. WALAOS. he's damn gdlooking today balls ! :D


and bryan and leo are like walking ard seiyu, with the hosts asking ard who would they vote for and all, like 8 outta 10 said bryan ! YEAH BALLS ! :D


SEE, LEOLAM HAS NO FANS. i bet he votes for himself, thats why he's always getting through the rounds. poor chengxi ):


HAHA OKAY. went to sch this morning. chi remedial. oh you know there's this passage in our zuo ye that's about jay's YE QU song ! right. anw faith and i were late =X came home for lunch, tuition, blah blah blah. and my stewpig internet connection is bloody unstable.


gg dental AGAIN tmr ): my braces bracket went loose :S gin + shuwen, coming over tmr to study? :D

OH, i've to say this, val nearly locked mschew mrseetoh and pat in smartlab on monday ! HAHA.


poor van's sick ! get well soon babe !


zzen and xiaofeng at nine ! (:


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13.3.06

qing tian.

gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou, dan pian pian, yu jian jian, da dao wo kan ni bu jian, hai yao duo jiu, wo cai neng zai ni shen bian, deng dao fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian.


yuckks. today is a HORRID day. i hate today i hate today.


ok it started off alright. went to school ard 8plus, did abit of work with the rest, ordered macs breakfast in. blah blah blah. the rest of b3 came, rehearsed the songs, and left for the old folks home. part of our CIP.


the old people there are really nice ! (: but alot of them could only speak dialects so gina and i were trying VERY HARD to understand this lady who spoke teochew and hokkien to us. actually, we could understand la but it was so hard to reply !! haha great experience though (: she's so cheerful and all :D


and she kept telling gina and i to STUDY HARD and BEWARE OF BOYS AND MALE TEACHERS and DONT MARRY A MAN WHO WONT EARN A LIVING FOR YOU. haha i guess she's gone through alot and she was saying that it's a luxury to be from an all girls school :S


yea. talked to a few others too. OH YES, there's this old man who reads daily bread everyday and he even knows the address of our school !!! WALAOS ! he was like,"ORHH MGS AH ! 11 blackmore drive right !" OMT. and he's like 85 years old or smthg :S


really nice pple to talk too (: i wna go back there again :D


after that, took 156 home and ahyah, mum started screaming again la. she said i always go out without her permission. HELLO, not like i went out with gangsters or smthg right. and i think she called ms bong and blah blah blah.
my mum should really learn how to RELAX and not worry so much. the more worried she gets, the more stress i am. IT'S A FACT.


physics tuition later with val changs ahma fatcat ! :D


OMG I'M MISSING OUT ON THE PARTY AT GRASSYPOOT'S HOUSE THIS SAT ! ): shiat balls why does this ALWAYS have to happen. AOIDAHSADJDKL !


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11.3.06

rush rush.

ok i gotta rush through this entry cos i've to go for dinner and i've lesser and lesser time to bloggg !!


I DISLIKE LEO LAM !

OMT. HOW CAN CHENGXI LOSE TO HIM ?!


alright, today morning was just so screwed. HELLO, if you dont want me in the St Lukes dance then TELL ME EARLIER la dont make me memorise all the dance moves and then after i rehearse like 30 times, you tell me i can't be in it. OMT.


OKAY. HOLS ARE HERE ! :D but we've like SO many things to do.

hurr hurr. ms ng came back yesterday ! :D b3 really wishes she can take over Mrs Sim and teach us chem :D haha ok but that will never happen ):
anw, she said she reads my blog so often that she even knows about my CSFies and julian. HAHA. MS NG DO YOU SEE YOUR NAME HERE.


tuition today.

i wish i can stay in school/smartlab with gin, ahma, van, shuwen and study whole day without coming home to face my mother nagging at me 24/7.


tag replies:

cake: YO BALLS. ahyah, after my O's and grass's A's, we can chase 24/7 alright ! (:


goon: yea goon, i'm sad for chengxi too ! leo lam sucks la. i'll cry if bryan loses to him la walao !


shab: yea shab, pretty much upset now ):


cowie: ALRIGHT, i'll talk to you online :D and we crap about physics again ! HAHA !


minx: yea ! i bet when they come, i'll go mad again :D


milene: you ought to come down to mg again mans ! WHOI who says the star craze died out.


emms: OMT you really dreamt about us ? nice anot ? :D HAHA. tell me bout it in school alright ! love ya babe !


faith: thanks FA ! (: study hard too ! and stop changing your handphone number !


ok i'm so sorry i can't tag anyone now, I REALLY HAVE TO GO.


today's ms teo's and mr seeto's wedding ! gin ahmah and i were telling ms chew about how mr seeto proposed. HAHAHAHA.


I LOVE YOU JUU ! so sorry you had to stay with me just now :D we should go bugis some time soon yea? :D


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9.3.06

i'm in that place once again

i really think throughout this whole year, my life hasn't been very er, balanced? and my entries are becoming more and more sad-related.
(how saddening)


i miss the sec two/three days where everday, we only worry to finish our work on time, but never do.
it's not just cos of the O's, it's just everything that's happening this year is all wrong.


today was a bad day for b3.
Mrs Sim, walked into the class and started screaming at everyone. i shan't go further into this, making me think of the incident that happened is nerve-wrecking.


ok so that was that. i fell asleep drng amath (again -.-)

and after english, talked to ms bong for a lil while. it's really comforting to know that u've got such nice teachers who are like our second parents. but anw, i told her everything, ok almost. i even told her bout gin. yeah and i really hope tmr will be a better day.

(Lord, please let it be)


i think i cry too easily -.- VERY emotional.


and i'm really glad i've my friends to turn to whenever i'm feeling wrong, and for this year, i never seem to be feeling right, except when i'm with my friends and CSFies :D thanks so much !


van was contemplating to drop chem. you know, last year when ms goh was ard, nobody wanted to drop chem, and nobody hated chem. i loved chem and i did ok in it. now, omg.


it's not just about chem, but every single thing is just adding to my things to think about. i know there are people who have so many more things to do than i, and i can't seem to be handling my relatively small pile of stress. but ahyah, maybe i'm just very weak, psychologically.


and i realised, i've strayed away from my favourites, quite alot :S that is, 5566. HAHA. ok sorry, quite anticlimax, but dont you think so ? i don't talk about xiezhi or renfu in my entries anm ! and even for julian, i used to talk nonstop about him in sch, but now, the most i say is "OH I MISS HIM".


ANW, had st luke's rehersal after sch today. OMG i learnt like 3/4 of the dance in 1.5 hrs ! :D shabs and i are gna rehearse during PE tmr (:


i was, and i'm still am, very shocked that gin has dropped bio ):
but i guess, whats the point of taking 8 subjs when you really can't score in one of them. that's the same problem for my chem. sigh.


and i really can't wait for the day when freedom reigns throughout.


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7.3.06

monday & tuesday BLUES

last night was a traumatic night. i know i should be trying to study geog now but i've decided to waste some time.


I NEVER knew there was a geog test today, until shuwen panicked and told me drng yesterday's recess. OK FINE, Mrs Lim did tell the class, at the beginning of the sch term, and i think i wrote it down but that was like EONS ago.


during my absense from sch last week, I AM VERY SURE Mrs Lim reminded the class about this week's test. BUT, i had no reminder. i'm not blaming anyone here but if i were to sit for the test today, i'm quite sure i'd fail it. AND, failing geog is as good as slashing my wrist, cos for some stupid reason, i love geog.


I spent my entire night cramming in everything i could but, i ended up on the verge of dying.


it was 4am in the morning and i really wanted to cry. then i msged juu and i looked forward to her reply :D which it came eventually. it's like,juu and i are gg through so much but we're seem to be always so happy in school. i mean, for me, FRIENDS in sch make me feel as if i don't have a single worry. ahyah, it all boils down to O's and our changing maturity la.


how i wish i can pon school for the rest of the week. and during my few hours of sleep, i had weird dreams, and i was thinking about the fears i have.
all of which are related to the O's.


next week's march hols is just gna be one helluva horror. tuitions tuitions TUITIONS.
SIGH, i've already missed out so much on amath. i don't wanna go to sch tmr and find out i've missed out more.


as what gin has told me before, we seem to living just for the sake of the weekends, and also, to catch up with our sleep on saturdays. other than that, we seem to be living for.... ???


i can't wait for tmr night. daddy's very nice friends organised a retirement party at the Upper Club :D


gracechanredbeanCLONE. HAHA, yea it's the blind girl. i can't wait for all the coffee shows ! llhc and all those ! :S


MAmel. sorry i didn't go to school to day melllll ! i'll eat redbowl with msg with you tmr ok ? :D


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5.3.06

sidewalk.

WAHHH.

today is really VERY SIAN JI PUA.


i told gin i won't go online except on fridays BUT IT'LL NVR WORK I TELL YOU.


- amath integration ws2 + ws3

- chinese zhou bao

- chinese passage

- chinese tuition zuo wen

- study stupid history chapt on MAO ZEDONG

- tingxie

- geog tys qns


I WANT TO THROW ALL MY HOMEWORK AWAY LUH.


tonight i can spend my time doing work and not sleeping la what the fuck ?!

i miss watching 9pm ch8 dramas ):


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RAHHH.

there's so many things gg through my head now.


screw it luh.


like what van said,"she thinks too highly of herself"
i so agree with you, van.


and my mum just annoyed the shit outta me.


when i'm SO in the mood to do my work and study, she'll never fail to scream at me for stupid reasons. and she's regretting that she made me quit learning lab. WTH. NOW THEN SHE REALISES IT !? omg. and she's making it MY FAULT that i didn't persuade her that learning lab was good and benefitting me. i've been gg to learning lab since primary six and she made me quit at end of last year.


i really miss united square. i miss going there for learning lab. ): i miss mrs liu and all the other crappy teachers.


PLUS, missing three days of amath in sch is a total horror. i've to do all 3 worksheets when i only attended 45mins of the frikkin lesson.


i just wish that she'll let me work towards my o levels ON MY OWN.


this is a pointless entry but i dont freaking give a bloody damn.


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3.3.06

back to school !

yay ! i'm finally like back to sch after three days of pure rotting at home. haha. today was quite relaxing :D


did integration for amath. i was busy trying to learn the first few techniques due to my absence from sch the past few days while SPEEDY MS HO went suuuuperrr faassst with the TRIGO INTEGRATION. everyone was like "HARRRHH!"


took chem test during PE. omg it's HORRIBLE !!!

went down to the sports complex after that. PE was so slack ! i just lay myself in the middle of the court and soon everyone joined and we started bitching.


for CME, we screwed our rap up but everyone was still laughing and laughing.
when laoshi saw us, she was like,"KONG BU FEN ZI AH!?"


and then faith and i just spent the rest of the time talking and laughing with B1's laoshi. OMT she's damn funny !

"YOU TELL MEIJIN SHE GOT BIG MOUTH. ASK HER TO SEW HALF OF IT !!!"


i'm very sorry gin, i told laoshi ! HAHAHA ! pls dont shoot me ! :D


okay, after laoshi, we talked to ms cheong. OH MANS ! we really miss her teaching us !! ):


OH GUESS WHAT, my progress report showed improvement ! (a teeny weeny bit) but i'm REALLY REALLY upset with my chinese ): it's the first time it's lower than my english grade ! OSADJOAISDJ.


stayed back to continue on my INTEGRATION. van helped me out :D thanks van ! checked the netballers out abit, as usual, ELYSSA AND WAWA were watching the cheerleaders at their routine. HAHA.

i really miss the sec one/two netball days ! ):


OKAY BYE BYE.


jolli ! i'm very amused by what he said. SERIOUSLY.

"YOU SHUT UP ! WO DA NI DE BANG BANG TANG!"

OMT, it's frikkin hilarious !


CSFies WHERE ARE YOU GIRLS. none of y'all are online. i've smthng VERY FUNNY to tell y'all ! =X


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1.3.06

still sick.

to think that i'd be feeling better today, YEA RIGHT. my stupid fever came back this morning and my headache was so intense and my right eye socket felt as if it was gna throw my eyeball out.


DISGUSTING !!!


went to the docs AGAIN cos the first medication didn't seem to take effect. AND GUESS WHAT, i'm given TAMIFLU.


my first reaction was,"WHAT !? TAMIFLU !? YOU MEAN I'VE BIRD FLU?!"

haha of course not la :D


anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUAIEN !!!


juu was pretty much upset about last night due to some UNFORSEEN circumstances that her mum decided to check on her and thus MR and MRS WU HUAIEN couldn't, eh, SWEET TALK -.-


AWWW. NVM juu i still love you :D


i told gin that leeteng was being very nice to say that 13-15pts is enough for prelims and i said cos during HIS TIME, 13pts was QUITE GOOD ALR, and gin was like,"CAN YOU DONT MAKE HIM SOUND AS IF HE CAME OUT OF SOME HISTORY BOOK?!"


yea sure, gin. why dont you heed his advice and try for VJ ? :D HAHAHA OK KIDDING !


STAR IDOL TONIGHT ! hope bryan stays in or esle... i'll, nothing =X


i really wna go to sch tmr but DR gave 3 days MC and at the rate my fever and running nose are making friends and have decided to seek refuge in MY BODY, i dont think i can go tmr ):


CAKE ! i'm SO sorry i didn't wake you up this morning ! i didn't go to sch, thus i didn't wake up before 630am either ! hopefully LIMIN woke you up and you weren't late ! :D


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