Sunday, January 15, 2006
LanYu is still alive. =0
Waaaahh.....the night sky is so beautiful today, complete with uncountable number of stars, and i see the three stars in a row!!! Moon's very bright and round, well it's the 15th tomolo. The sight simply took my fish bubble(the humans call it 'breath') away. My retarded retarded very retarded god brother came over to my house at about 7p.m, then he played the "Worms 3D" til bout 10. LOL......that game, i have to admit, is CUTE!!! Afterwhich, we went out to macdonalds and had supper. haha his treat, thank u WILBIRD!!!! =D Kindof late already, but him and my siblings and i still "played" at the excercise corner downstairs of my block. Yeah....that was when i gazed up at the sky. B E A UTIFUL! hahaha.....they say yishun is very dark, or rather to me, very few/little? clouds, so u can see the stars. and FINALLY, today for the first time in days, it DIDN'T RAIN! ^ ^ really, it's very cold when it rains overnight. i woke up shivering early every morning and what makes matters worst is that i still have to go to school. Well ok......if u take a school day as a relaxing day...it might be better. if only teachers weren't so strict and some, for god's sake, very boring, maybe school will be better. really, they should test the teachers on, "interestity", before they officially pass them off as a REAL teacher, but then again.....it's not easy for someone to be hyper the whole day for five days a week....~~~
Anyway....wilbur is really good in his, "agility", i mean...he's very agile. like a monkey. Or maybe an orangutan, or perhaps he looks more like a baboon. ok, kidding. =X Ayyye actually he's great in alot of ways.......i'm glad to have a godbrother like him for so many years.....YaWnz.....it's late.....ah yeah, guess what? I actually feel like hanging out with a group of....yawNz.......malay people......................hahaha havn't done that for so long, not since balqis and i stopped contacting eachother........miss her loads, actually peanut and adam are both quite nice......yawnZ..........zzz...

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
yay!!! holyday!!! =D
yeah!!! Happy Hari Raya Haji!!!! Happy HOlyday!!!! =) =) =)

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yay!!! holyday!!! =D
yeah!!! Happy Hari Raya Haji!!!! Happy HOlyday!!!! =) =) =)

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Friday, January 06, 2006
AARRGH!!!!!! EVERYTHING"S GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!!
sorry for not posting for soooo long a time. Now i see why a blog is useful. ESP WHEN I'M FEELING GODAMN FUCKING LOW. I'M SO FUCKING LOW THAT I HAVE TO POUR EVERYTHING OUT ON THIS BLOG IF NOT I'LL GO STARK RAVING MAD. I feel like crying...i feel like crying alot....oh, yeah even when i'm typing this i'm already crying. I cannot stand it.....it's wrong since the first day of school, and it's still wrong now. And it WILL continue to be wrong unless someone, in some way or another, get my faith back. WHICH, IS VERY A RARE DEAL. and i wanna admit this: I MISS NUTBALL LIKE SHIT. LIKE TRIPLE PILE SHIT. And yet i cannot bring myself to tell......my faith have been sucked the hell out of me......by everything that has happened, it's gone.........GOD I WISH FOR SOMEONE I'D FALL IN LOVE WITH...... SOMEONE to love me like how i will love him........so far SOMEONE has never came, or maybe SOMEONE did, but i just havn't meet him as fate has planned. Can i change fate? haha.......already feeling better. My sensei just chatted me up........he's great..........I saw joseph a couple of times today. Ok, i have to admit, i like him. But too bad he wasn't the one who cheered me up. Too bad he couldn't wait long enough. Actually yeah, i made him wait very long. Haha.....and it's thanks to my Fickle mind. Just cannot make up my mind. Have to change this habit. Anyway him and i are getting distanced.....probably he's busy. Or....he has given up. Hahaha........he don't really know how to woo girls ar i can see. Woo til in chinese we call it "luan qi ba zhao". hahaha........oh well! TOO BAD! It's good to feel light again.......u tell me, wouldn't u want that SOMEONE to appear right in front of u when u're feeling sad? be it ur best friend....or ur boyfriend.......u'd like SOMEONE to comfort u and keep u by ur side. Yeah.....i told some of my friends say i'm too young to go steady. haha....was meaning not matured enough. some were shocked, yeah in the future even students in primary school will start to get into relationships already........accept the fact that as time goes by............some things get stinkier..........the defination of "BRG" is different a decade ago from now. and it will keep changing, whether u like it or not.....it will keep changing even if u know it's wrong. For now it's hard to let go of Joseph......but as time goes by.......i will see. When u're with ur guy u feel normal, in fact, u feel nothing at all but when he's not by ur side u feel like ur heart is breaking into tiny little bits of pieces, u miss him alot and u keep wondering what he's doing right now at this very moment. I'd like to know, is that what they call LOVE? But yet when i'm down when i'm lonely when i'm happy he's not there to be with me. ANd u claim u lyk me? haha........sometimes i really wonder what the hell he's thinking at all. STOP BULLSHITTING AROUND AND TELL ME HOW U REALLY FEEL? LOL. REally, u've never told me how u really felt abt me.......u've never done that.......and that just upsets me. too bad i'm not perfect too, if not i'd accept everything that comes in my way and solve it with ease.......sigh.................
~thank u....to those who cheered me up......SOMEONE PLEASE QUICKLY APPEAR!!!

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