Max is leaving the team and decided to leave for good. Despite just a few month with us though.

Although, max is with us for few month, we do exchange some personal affair while on the way home. Recently I just realized something in common with that exe previously and his gf. Well, I shouldn't be so "kay poh". But this draw me into frustration over that exe with her "intellectual" thinking.

A control manic, who often think likewise is totally different from a normal person would usually think. Thinking ways to exaggerate, ways to taking advantages of others.

Thinking back, if I have not walk through that moment before, am I living much better off now? Or that learning path from that past experience had gain better in handling over a realtionship now.

I must admit, the life I'm living now is 10x or more better than before. Im not exaggerating but it true.

A healthy realtionship is jnot only requires less arguments, but learning to tolerate each other flaws and mistakes. Even a small minor mistakes should not be an excuse to fight it over in public, or even making a din over that issue. Over and over again prolong a long period of time.

My last message before I finally close that past realtionship.

You only live once, live to your fullest without any regrets. Learning to forgive is the time you learn forget.

The only thing which makes, staffs wanna leave a company is : the top managnment arent either doing their job, or trying to create strict policy to impress his superior but create a mass from the staffs. Lets see how they control you from using paper even paper he also wanna managed....

Organization structure is getting way haywire, bosses are doing micromanage work for every staffs, including so called work diary and controlling staffs from printing paper from the machine.

I'm starting to have some fear in the organization financial liquidity. Is the organization facing some financial problems. it's bringing fear onto staffs on controlling printing, controlling transports allowance. it's making me to start to find for another company for stability . it's seriously not safe working here.  

Hi yo to the world,

Yes, I left the red land, and ended up in the place of i will say "undesirable crap" first I lost form of own transport to work. yes I really miss it so much.

Secondly, work can be very taxing almost everyday, worrying about worker's safety, schedule, and lots of project sites.

Thirdly, Boss aint supportive towards his own staff, however, he couldnt bother to care, it's not his problem afterall, Our problem is our, his problem is our.

lastly, contractor arent as " friendly"  as compare to the red land contractors.

I still miss my bunch of crapster peeps whom I always work around with,

 

Sometimes i believe human being is being too sensitive and prejudge a person by it's looks to determine a person personality, an example of these few people. I'm one of them. yes I am .

It was supposed to meet up with a developer this afternoon for a site survey, this particular case requires the developer to come up with a sum of money to built an extra infrastructure for his building tenant. In my mind no developer or building owner will come up with money just to pay for such infrastructure they'll definitely find ways and reasons to discard such ideas and claiming it's not their responsibility to built such a thing for their tenant convenience sake however this man whom I met this afternoon seems to be convenience with my explanation and agrees to built for the sake of their tenant to enjoy the luxury of having high speed Internet services. I'm pretty shock and couldn't believe a middle age man who is driving a stylish 3 series M3 generously willingly to pay this infrastructures for his tenant sake And he also doesn't look equally passionate too rather I find him, a challenging person to convince. To my surprise he really make me stunned for a moment.

Well I would say, luck is on my side this afternoon.

times really flies, some moment taking a look back , I can't deny i'm really old now. An Old man , he's old enough to live on his now , but still living with my parents, however seeing those Ang Moh teenage, they start living on their own once they turn 21 years old, does Asian boy very pampered ? how I wish living in my own house a home of my own and home which which I don't need to depends on my parents needs. however, not forgetting the filial piety we should do as a child.

Adrian is a old man !!! 

it's so unreasonable why that crazy B**ch so many of them are scared of her. just because she's damned fucking stubborn and damned fucking thinks she's highly educated and she should think everyone should respect her.

Everyone in house doesn't wanna to challenge her, except me , feeling that, who she thinks she is . just another spoil Fu**er. who has an intolerance attitude, she deserved nothing unless her attitude has changed. I may be too harsh but I couldn't bear to see whoever being scold or humiliate by this bi*ch! she deserved to better know who she knows to respect before asking people to respect her.

 

It's so naturally having a sense that some memories started to recall back, i doesn't want to be in that situation but you can't stop from thinking back. It's so special that some moment, I  rest on my sofa and recalling some moments that I have been through before. 

I have said it's a situation you doesn't wants to be inside anymore but it's  a moment I would say it's special, it's supposed to be sad, it's supposed to be hopeful, and it also turn out to be sweet, with  stupidity moment, but neverless, it's part of the memories which could not be erased until now.

 Should this be remains on me and kept it as a memories I have .

It's been really a very tiring day and after reaching home I still have to work on my unfinished assignment, at least this assignment is a 10 questions. I wonder in the coming month am I capable to do well in my studies? does my self disciplined strong enough to tell myself concentrate and do well in my studies, doing well and attend a better job. 

It's is an advanced jump and a good head out to meeet people from different aspect in life. Cheerful, nice, Nasty, Terrible and even Bo Chap !! attitude people. But that doesn't stop me from stopping me to carry on doing it. I feel it's very normal to see how people trying to covering the fact and pushing the blamed on someone else. well, I may thought this only happened back in my poly day but apprantely it happens in the outside world too. Never be to rush, Observe before targeting the right of way to these people.